Make Me Choose | @softasawhisper asked: Two Favourite Seasons - Part 2 (part 1) - (in/sp/o)

Of all the songs, I cried the most to Robin. My younger brother died 2 months ago in a car accident and the album came out on his birthday. I was looking at pictures of him from when we were kids and Robin really hit hard. Looking at his sweet little innocent face, not knowing any of the bull sh*t he will have to deal with later in life, not knowing what’s to come, breaks my heart. 💔

Why is it so hard to find a Danny and Lindsay episode guide 😩

Exactly two months ago right now the police were here telling me my brother died in a car accident

𝚃𝚘𝚍𝚊𝚢 💭🥰💖

I had my brother’s Facebook and Instagram memorialized today and it’s upset me more than I thought it would. Like, it still doesn’t feel real, that he’s gone. And this is just another reminder that he really is.

Today, I found a lasagna tucked away in my brother’s freezer that he intended to cook for Mom. I was ok at the funeral home this morning and when my cousins visited this afternoon but the tears flowed freely as I realized how such simple gestures of love linger long after loved ones are gone. It’s the little reminders of life that hit the hardest 💔

My brother had a dark cloud following him the last couple of years. Health issues, landlord issues, he was t-boned which lead to even more health issues. He couldn’t work. Every time he thought he would get ahead just a little bit, something set him back. All he wanted to do was be a deckhand on the ferry, out on the water everyday. He loved it. He loved the sunrises and sunsets. He saw humpbacks, orcas and dolphins all the time. That’s all he wanted to do. It just breaks my heart to think of all of his unfulfilled dreams and aspirations.

I’m so exhausted. Not just tired but mentally, emotionally, physically exhausted. I have to force myself to make the phone calls and fill out the forms so my mom doesn’t have to.

This message from my Great-Aunt, it’s so my brother! 😭 He didn’t even have a pet snake or lizard 😆😢

My dog finding solace in the simple joys of life. Even in moments of grief, there's a reminder to cherish the beauty around us.

Hello. I hope you don't mind my sending you an ask; I know we don't know each other. But I was scrolling through the grief tag, thinking about my mom, when I saw you posting about your brother. It isn't the same loss, but I just wanted to say that... just that I'm thinking about you, even though we're strangers. I wish/pray that I can somehow convey to you even a little bit of whatever it was that carried me, and continues to carry me, during the hardest parts of my grief. That's all; I do apologize if this is weird. Much love to you. ❤️‍🩹

Thank you. Grief is so weird. I know we aren’t alone in it, but it feels so lonely. I really appreciate you reaching out. ❤️‍🩹

I’m having a really hard day today

Every time I look at a picture of my brother I literally cannot comprehend how he can be gone. I just cannot wrap my head around it. I don’t understand how I will never see him again. He will never annoy me just to get a rise out of me again. He will never call at 1:30 in the morning just to talk again. He won’t do anything ever again. I just can’t make sense of any of it.

This is so overwhelming

Nothing could prepare me for how isolating and lonely losing a sibling is . While everyone asks about my parents and grandma, I'm the one dealing with the police, coroner, and morgue. I’m the one who had to tell my mom he went through the windshield. Holding it together until I’m alone is exhausting.