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So I was going through some artist's accounts on twitter and saw your comment under nsfw erasermight piece and it reminded me about your rant and now I'm really curious what you think about how Toshinori would in bed? I imagine self-concious cuz of his body (both health and looks) and kinda shy - and it's your fault because of the h#lding h#nds thing you posted in the past. Also very vanilla and probably making sure that he has the other person's consent before every little step, but would please gimme your headcanon for that (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄) thank!

Ehehehehe

I’m curious what piece that was xD

My goodness you people really wanna kill this man

xD Not that I can blame you for your dirty thoughts. Lord knows it’s all I think about. And you’re right, he does deserve to be loved and feel good more than anyone else, dangit!

A lot of this is gonna be headcanons, but I try to base things off of the character’s personality. So a lot of this is my opinions and thoughts. I am a little biased.

Needless to say nsfw below:

It would take a LOT of time and energy on your part to even get him comfortable enough to h*ld h*nds, let alone do anything more than that. He’s extremely self conscious, especially with his health and body the way it is now. He has a hard time believing anyone could find him attractive, so you better be in for the long haul in convincing him otherwise. He will be a blushing, bleeding, and stuttering mess constantly, and probably pass out when you ask about sex. (He’s a maiden, remember? xD)

Personally, I believe he’s a virgin, or at the very least very very inexperienced. He doesn’t come off as the kind of guy to sleep with just anyone, let alone allow anyone to get too close. With him constantly working he didn’t have time for much of a social life, hence the number of friends he can count on one hand. And as far as sex workers go, prostitution is a crime in Japan. He’d be more likely to bust a ring of workers than bust a nut. See what I did there? I’m hilarious.

It would also be dangerous being with someone in his line of work, they could be kidnapped, hurt, or used against him. I believe he keeps his walls up, and his heart very guarded. He’s afraid of losing anyone else, so he never lets anyone in.

Given his inexperience, he may not even know exactly how to go about things. Of course he knows how babies are made, but foreplay? Prep? Aftercare? Foreign languages. It honestly wouldn’t surprise me if he hasn’t even really explored much of his own body. Sure he’s felt urges or hormones making it hard to think, but I find him as more of a ‘work will make it go away’ rather than taking care of it himself. Besides, who would he fantasize about?

Developing those kind of feelings for a partner would probably shock him the first time the thought entered his mind. He may be too flustered afterwards and try to avoid you since he can’t keep these thoughts out of his head. But he’d give up sooner than later, he can’t stay away from you. And just talking like normal would help him calm down and clear his head again.

He would never even consider the thought that you may feel the same way though. He wouldn’t believe it, and you’d have to reaffirm several times that yes you do actually find him attractive and yes you do want to do this with him. You love him. He probably wouldn’t act on it right away, giving you plenty of time to change your mind. You’d try to hint to him now and then that you do still desire him. Give him a flirt with dirty undertones that normally would go right over his head, but now makes him choke and bleed and blush until he’s dizzy and needs to sit down.

If you somehow manage to earn his trust enough, there will be several check ins, pauses, and constant reminders you can stop at any time. He wouldn’t blame you if you decided otherwise when finally seeing his broken and damaged body naked. He may even insist on keeping a shirt on even in the future until he finally feels completely accepted and loved, or long term.

The only problem is when you start touching him. He’s EXTREMELY touch starved, and although he may cringe away from your hands at first, he does love it. It’ll be an internal battle with his own demons to accept that you like how his body feels against yours. Although he unconsciously leans into your every touch, craving more contact and your touches, his own mind will be scrambling everything into rejection. You feeling his chest, his ribs, his bony back, it’d make his hair stand on end as he tries to gauge you’re reaction. And the scar? That’s an entirely different road. One more depressing and emotional for him. It may not be the best time to explore it during sex. It may kill the mood for him. But his lone nipple is very sensitive, so that’s a button you abuse a lot.

But all the overwhelming feelings coming at once may have the opposite effect intended and shut him down. You’d notice his passion fade, a distant look in the eye, maybe even tears forming. You’d ask what was wrong but he’d avoid putting the attention on himself, wiping his eyes discreetly and trying to ignore his feelings to continue. But you need to address it. It may cause a complete breakdown, you holding his sobbing form. He never thought anyone could ever truly love him for him. More than anything he’s happy, overjoyed, but in disbelief. It may not be the only time this happens, and it may end your night together.

But as time goes on, and his confidence builds, he’d gratefully let you touch anywhere on his body and feel completely comfortable with you doing so. He’ll likely be rendered boneless every time your hands touch him. He’ll lean in, beg for more. Any form of touch he’ll appreciate.

Don’t expect to see big might. He may be able to switch to that form for a second or two, but it takes a lot out of him. He’d try for you, but then be rendered a coughing mess. He’ll feel bad you’re “stuck” with his true form, so be sure to reassure him you’re more than ok with it.

If he’s the one topping, he may need guidance on what to do, where to touch, how to kiss, etc. otherwise he may come across as robotic and distant while he tries to wing it. He’d appreciate you guiding his hands and telling him exactly what you want him to do to you. Though he may spurt blood if you’re frank about it. But he’d be very doting, very devoted to make you feel good. What he lacks in experience he makes up for in enthusiasm.

Unable to control his own body at your slightest touch, he’d moan and rut desperately for more. Don’t be surprised if he comes too soon. He’ll be mortified and absolutely ashamed, but once you calm him down he’ll gladly spend hours pleasing you. If you get lucky he may be able to go again, but you may have to do the work if his body can’t keep up. His stamina will increase in time.

If he’s bottoming, getting ready for a pillow princess. I personally find him more of a bottom given his personality. He may get a few wild streaks here and there and surprise you, but he gets overwhelmed much too easy. Your touches, your kisses, it’d make him shut down until the only thing he can think about is you. You’re doing the work, he’s just here for the ride. He’d try to reciprocate but get too lost in emotion.

I can easily see him in a type of trance when you get intimate, only able to focus on you, even to the point of needing help with basic needs until he regains himself. He truly loses himself when worked up.

Anal especially does this to him. The thought about it along with you milking his prostate just completely wrecks him.

No matter what you’d hear a lot of “you don’t have to” and “I don’t expect you to” when offering to do different things with him. But if given time, he could become rather adventurous. He’d try just about anything to make you happy. Though it’d probably be you acting out your fantasies on him. I can’t really see him having any, but some may develop. And he’d enjoy any time with you he can get, even if it doesn’t work out in the end. Though he might get off on the control aspect of things. He’s been the one in charge all his life, so it’s a thrill to let go and give someone else that job.

As far as sex drive goes, his isn’t particularly high. He isn’t as young as he once was, and he’s used to working through any instances that may come upon him. So most instances of initiating would be from you, at least at first. He’d gladly entertain you whenever you asked (given the circumstances), but given his health he may not always be able to keep up, not for lack of wanting to. Frustration with himself over not being able to be as accommodating with you with would torment him. But even if he can’t get it up he’d still try to satisfy you.

Though after you’ve been together a few times he may be more interested than you think, but just too shy to ask. It’d take quite some time until he’s able to do so. But he’s adorable when he leans against you with a whine, trying to convey his need. Toshi might even go thru spurts where he’s like a horny teenager again, asking for it day after day, even more than once a day. But these instances don’t happen often, and after the fact he’ll be exhausted for at least a week.

Vocally, I see him shutting down somewhat when in his trance-like state. I see him as being rather noisy, and possibly loud. In the beginning he’d try to stay quiet, muffling any sounds behind a hand or in a pillow. But he can’t be silent no matter how hard he tries. There’s no quiet and stoic with an occasional grunt or groan with him. He’s all gasps, breathy, long moans and groans, and sometimes high in pitch; not at all what he considers manly. He’s embarrassed by his own voice and how easily it gives away everything he’s feeling. But you love and encourage it, telling him over and over to stop hiding those lovely sounds. He’ll huff in exasperation until you have him whining again. As the pleasure grows he’d start babbling, not making any sense. The only words you can make out are “please”, “y/n”, and little exclamations.

This is especially true with oral. Having your mouth on him just does things to him. Especially if you’re adventurous and go beyond just the main prize. He’d be so embarrassed but love every second.

Screaming is not above him. Though it is rare unless you’re willing to put the effort in. He really has to be gone and overwhelmed with pleasure to keen and beg for more between heavy breaths. He’s VERY self-conscious and is constantly worried about being heard, so getting him there means he really has to be lost. But it’s so worth it. Seeing him utterly wrecked is a sight you could only dream of.

He cums in buckets. So pent up for so long. If you’re lucky enough to get him to have multiple orgasms in the same day, there’ll be a mess. Of which he’s also very embarrassed about. And post sex he’ll be rendered boneless. Meaning he’ll try to help with the aftercare, but it may take him a while to get there. Or if you especially wreck him, you may be stuck doing it yourself. But it’s hard to care much seeing him so blissed out. He may have trouble walking and need assistance getting around. And don’t be surprised if he passes out. He’s a gentleman, but an old, tired one at that.

Overall, if you’re willing to put in the time and effort, Toshinori would be an amazing partner. One to be jealous of! But you still need to be understanding given his health and limitations. And be sure not to overstep his boundaries. If you can do that, he’ll make you very happy.

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