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mind over matter is magic
Hi, I'm Adrianna.
24. she/her. queer. appalachian. cancer. leftist. spiritual. multifandom. music appreciator. reader. writer. creative.
breaking generational curses one therapy session at a time
(formally teamncis)
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january 2022 keeps testing me like im mentally stable or something
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Things are gonna keep happening….so…find a way to deal with that…
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whoever invented stuffed animals really just understood whats important in life. sometimes you just wanna hold a guy
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Life Update
I spent last week in the psych ward. The last year has been rough, real dark night of the soul shit. Lost my sister and my nan, and cut off my mom. It’s also been filled with tons of growth and I’m grateful for the people in my life.
Anyways I decided I needed a place to put my thoughts, and tumblr is the place I am going to do that. Right now I am so lost about who I am and what I want, all I hope for is to figure that out and hopefully find some inner peace.
If you’re reading this and you are wonder who tf I am, my username used to be teamncis, but I decided to change that, as I am changing the direction of my tumblr. Hope you’ll stick around!
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so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god
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I’m 22 today.
I asked for and received a vacumn cleaner.
It’s v nice.
Someone buy me a couch now.
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Parenthood (2010 - 2015)
May God bless and keep you always
May your wishes all come true
May you always do for others
And let others do for you
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no longer going to pursue a career! id like to be a rock. thanks
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everytime i move i crunch like popcorn
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anyone wanna buy me $400 worth of clothing for nothing in return
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people severely underestimate the impact they make just by existing. there’s this weird idea that in order to matter or be remembered, one has to “do” something. There’s never a specified thing one has to do, but it always has to be paradoxically more than what the person has already accomplished. there’s this notion that if the boxes are not ticked, everything has been for naught. You wasted your time. It wouldn’t matter if you weren’t alive anymore.
but it would matter. you can never know the amount of influence or impact you’ve made on another person, or what it really meant to them. you’ll never know if the smile you made in passing to that stranger on the bus made their day. you’re never going to know who’s going to remember you or tell stories about you, for the smallest reason. you’re never going to really know if something you said to someone changed their life for the better. you can’t fathom how significant incidental things can be.
and the people who love you, love you. there is no requirement of major labor on your part for them to care about you. you don’t have to “prove” yourself – the mark is there. indelible. when people love you – genuinely love you – there’s no need for a constant battle to prove your worthiness to them. you’ve never had to in the first place. presence is enough.
and if for some reason, one day, you went missing, your absence would be noticed. it would matter. because you were a part of something – whether it was big or small – and no one can take that place. no one can be you. you, in the span of the rest of our collective existences, will never happen again.
the most momentous thing you’ve ever done is occur.
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So I haven’t been on here in a while. Maybe I’ll start using this again...if I do I’ll post a life update...but that’s not this post. I need to go off on a tangent about ncis (is it still a tangent if it’s the topic of the post?) (also SPOILER ALERT up through the end of season 13) Anywho, in my post grad life I made the decision to catch up on NCIS, specifically after learning Ziva is apparently coming back (I haven’t watched regularly since she left). So I started where I left off and I have some thoughts that I’m sure no one but myself cares about but figured I’d write it down anyways.
-First of all they’ve really put the team through the ringer since Ziva left.
-They’ve also upped the intensity of the cases, which I actually enjoy.
-Fornell is one of my favorite characters to ever exist, his daughter is equally as great.
-I appreciate the fact that they’ve made Gibbs deal with feelings, and just all around the fact that he’s become more of a man, less of a machine.
-YAYY for giving McGee actual storylines, wished they would’ve spent more time on the death of his Father.
-I reaaaaalllllyyyyyy love Ellie she fits the team well, also fuck Jake.
-Also appreciate that they are actually acknowledging what the team means to each other.
-I had a random thought watching one of the episodes about how Gibbs must have hella money saved....his house has got to be paid off at this point (same for the personal car). His furniture is from 20 years ago, and it’s not like he’s buying the newest tech. Like aside from boat supplies and coffee what does he spend his money on.
-I have so many questions about Tony leaving, is he going to come back since Ziva is apparently back. Is Ziva going to stay (I imagine not). I wonder if since she’s been alive, she’s connected back with Tony in Paris.
-I’ve so far only made it to the end of Season 13 (when Tony leaves) I hope it doesn’t suck after this, although I’m pleasantly surprised with how much i’ve actually enjoyed it.
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