From crying at every emotion for days to not feeling any emotions

Bathroom meltdowns hits different after loosing all Sense of self and having a baby

the feminine urge to self-sabotage everything good in your life bc you feel like you don’t deserve it

I told my friend I bought coke today they asked if I was alright. How do I tell them that I’m at my wits end and drugs are the only think keeping my alive right now? Like lol before or after?

Is it bad that I wished it was purely sexual so that I at least knew what I was getting myself into! S o I wouldn’t get too attached but here I am alone and sad realizing it probably doesn’t matter to anyone and it probably never did. But we vibing doe 🙂

🥂Cheers to my third night sitting on the floor contemplating drinking drain cleaner…

I’m stuck between hateing my self so much that I know imma try to kill myself again but letting it happen and telling someone that I’m scared to be alone with myself because I’m getting really bad again.

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I made a meme…

I’m becoming a background character in my own story and I’m trying not to react badly but I don’t know what to do and i don’t wanna do bad coping habits but I feel so out of control

I really hate my fucked up sence of self worth. Because I’m just existing and then someone who is clearly not over 25 compliments me and I’m like no please I don’t know how to react. But clearly over 40 and I feel like I’m the hottest shit. Like I will go from nervous reck to whore so fast I give myself whiplash.

Me at 5a.m? Awake

Mental status? Tanking

Mental breakdown gods? Not appeased

Hotel? Trivago

I’m just gonna shitpost and rant here sorry if I say something offensive...