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my favorite nessian moments 🥰😍😜
• when Cassian told her everyone hated her
• when he told her he couldn’t understand why her sisters loved her
•when he continued to harass her when she told him to leave her alone multiple times
•when he followed her home against her will
•when he laughed at her falling down the stairs 🥰😍
•when he locked her up and forced her to train as a warrior because she was using sex and alcohol as a coping mechanism and proceeded to have sex with her when she was emotionally vulnerable
•when he slept with her at a time he had so much authority over her he dictated what she ate 💓
•when he purposely had Azriel pack a heavy bag so she would physically suffer on the hike
•when he didn’t stand up for her when Rhysand threatened to kill her
•when he never confronted or was upset at Rhysand for threatening to kill her (did he? I’m not rereading acosf to find out that’s for damn sure)
•when he realized she was suicidal…and continued to force her on a hike with lethal drops while not even bothering to look back at her for hours at a time <3
•when he didn’t bother telling her Feyre wasn’t angry with her for telling the truth about her pregnancy, leaving her in mental agony over it for days (to go with the physical agony he was inflicting on her, how sweet 🥰)
•when he forced her to physically exert herself until she collapsed ❤️
•when he forced her to physically exert herself until she had a complete mental breakdown
•when he had sex with her after said mental breakdown
•when he told her point blank that he could handle anything she threw at him and then immediately snapped at her because she slightly criticized Rhysand
reblog with YOUR favorite Nessian moments 😍
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I hate that cassian can't love nesta for who she is. I hate that he can only love a #girlboss sex object that has to be approved by Rhysand he can't love a prideful, guarded woman with a steel spine who doesn't give a flying fuck what Rhysand thinks of her, a modest woman who doesn't take shit and does as she pleases. he cannot live her despite her flaws and it's obvious based on the 500+ book built on tearing her down in order to push her into a relationship with him
#a court of thorns and roses#nesta archeron#anti rhysand#anti cassian#anti nessian#anti acosf#nesta deserves better
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Silver flames really is the weirdest of the bunch because you get so moments like these that just leave you feeling so icky.
Is this seriously implying that whenever feyre’s mad at rhys he just fucks her to make her forgive him?? Am i reading that correctly?? Is this really being brought up as something completely normal between them when it’s just gross and manipulative.The way he’s so smug about it too and the line delivery?? Ew😍.
I really wonder what was going through sjm’s head when writing acosf rhys because every time he opened his big mouth I genuinely considered jumping off the nearest cliff.I don’t think he was acting completely out of character but he was so unlikable in a way he never was before —and don’t even try to blame nesta he wasn’t any better from cassian’s pov.It’s just crazy how there isn’t a single person who could justify rhys’s behavior in this book not even the die hard rhys stans and I just need to know if sjm intended for that or if she genuinely thought we’d be stupid enough to be ok with everything he did.
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Taking a brief pause in Nessian hating to talk about the last chapter of ACOSF where SJM implies a child needs to earn the love of a parent:
She searched for the words, for any explanation or apology, but none came…
Her father had died for her, with love in his heart, and though she might not have deserved it then ... She would do all she could now to earn it. To deserve not just his love, but that of those around her. Of Cassian.
A whole book of making her grovel and apologize to people who didn’t deserve it and for her to STILL feel like she needs to do more to “earn” their love? She almost died multiple times helping them even BEFORE ACOSF. She gave up her powers not just for Feyre but for Rhys. What more do they want from her? This is deeply unserious in general but to end your book on this note is unforgivable.
Why the fuck is Nesta talking about “earning” the love of a neglectful father who is actually the one responsible for the crime of “letting Feyre hunt” that she is punished for by the IC?
And actually ykw going back to Nessian hating for a second, Cassian has done absolutely nothing to earn her love despite what Nesta and SJM may believe. I’m trying not to psychoanalyze SJM for all this but it’s kinda hard not to!
#anti nessian#pro nesta#nesta archeron deserves better#anti cassian#anti acosf#nesta archeron#nesta deserves better
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I know we all know that Cassian never says “I love you” to Nesta BUT did anyone else realize he never even thinks it to himself?
The closest we get is in NESTA’S POV during the blood rite. Does that even count if it’s not from his POV?
Pleading shone in his eyes. Pleading and fear and—and love. Love she did not deserve, had never once deserved, but there it was. Just as it had been there from the instant they’d met.
Some people defend him never saying it because of the “you’re mine” moment on Solstice but even then HE doesn’t say ANYTHING. SHE says it for the both of them! So that doesn’t count either!
“Say it,” Cassian whispered against her skin… Nesta waited until he’d thrust again, driving as deep into her as he’d ever gone, and whispered, “You’re mine… She whispered, “And I am yours.”
And guess who he does say he loves? That’s right! In his final POV chapter tells Eris he loves Mor:
“Because she’s my sister, and I love her.”
In the same chapter where he can’t even compliment Nesta as her own person, just her usefulness to Feysand:
Cassian had heard enough. He wanted to return home—to the House, to Nesta. His fierce, beautiful mate, who had saved his High Lord and Lady and their son. He’d never stop being in awe of her, and all she had done. How far she’d come.
Nessian is so different from the other SJM couples not just because of this, but this specific contrast is so stark. HOW did she write ACOSF and miss the most nonnegotiable part of a romance novel? Instead, we have Nesta saying over and over again how she doesn’t deserve his love and that she’ll have to “earn” it. SJM hates Nesta I swear because why else would she do this 😭
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I don't know about everyone else but I find it absurd that it was never mentioned again throughout the entirety of the series that Nesta had tried to rescue Feyre. She had braved the forest with the mercenary and attempted to seek a way through the wall. Why was it so easily forgotten?
Edit: It's almost as if it was intentionally not mentioned anywhere. Ever again. To make her character be perceived in a certain way by the readers.
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everyone's favorite furball
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Some things are deeper than skin.
X-Men ’97
1x05 “Remember It”
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Hab keine Angst.
(Do not be afraid)
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Nesta has fire in her blood, and she fucks like it, too
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and I'll say it again bop BOP
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”Well there were three of us in this marriage so it was a bit crowded” and it’s just nesta,cassian and rhys 🗣️.
After reading so many nesta/eris fics i’m now mourning the life nesta could’ve had.Still holding out for them because i refuse to believe nesta is settling for cassian whose too busy burying his head in rhys’s ass to give her the love she deserves 🙁.
#nesta archeron#pro nesta#nesta x eris#nesta deserves better#anti nessian#because I haven’t forgiven Cassian
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One thing SJM portrayed accurately with Nesta is that she stands there spitting nothing but facts, and everyone gets mad and calls her mean. But she's not even mean or malicious or anything. She's just saying the truth and everyone gets mad; sounds like a skill issue, buddy. The truth hurts sometimes. How about you just sit back and deal with it?
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Nesta’s emotional breakdown at the end of the hike was not a product of a well-meaning attempt to improve her well-being, but a manipulative pseudo-therapeutic strategy that aimed to simulate vulnerability and masquerade as progress in Nesta’s character arc.
The narrative would have you believe that the hike was an ordeal of self-discovery for Nesta, that Cassian was using a bit of “tough love” to help Nesta get better and grow as a person. But it operates on the idea that exposure to nature, which is presumed to be inherently beneficial, would give Nesta the push she needed to work through her issues and unpack the trauma that had been affecting her all throughout the book. But, this couldn’t be further from the reality that we are shown. Exercise like hiking can be immensely beneficial to one’s mental wellbeing and it can also be therapeutic in some cases, but such benefits are negated when the people involved are subjected to undue hardship and danger during that exercise.
It’s not a coincidence that Nesta opening up to Cassian comes directly after an extremely straining hike, during which she exhausted herself mentally and physically all while in the midst of intense psychological stress. Nobody told her that Feyre was alright after their heated argument, nobody told her that Feyre AGREED that Nesta did the right thing and understood why she did it. Consequently, this omission prolongs Nesta’s emotional anguish and guilt unnecessarily and makes the ordeal of the hike even worse.
Nesta, who has never hiked before in her life, is forced on one against her will, chaperoned by Cassian who does not speak to her and hardly looks at her during the 2 day hike. This is a detail that exposes this hike for what it truly is, a means of breaking Nesta’s spirit to get her back in line. It was never about piecing her back together, it was about shattering her emotionally to punish her for defying Rhysand’s authority. But, the text doesn’t want to admit that, it wants to pretend to make a grand statement on mental health and make a cheap copy of Cheryl Strayed’s memoir “Wild” without any of the pathos. Cassian can feel warm and fuzzy about the accomplishment of opening Nesta’s heart, when in reality, that vulnerability he witnesses is entirely a result of prolonged stress and pain.
So could it be, that Nesta’s emotional “ breakthrough” at the end of the hike, was not due to Cassian’s and the IC’s efforts to help her, but the combined strain of dehydration, exhaustion and intense emotional distress finally catching up with her after repressing it for 2 days straight?
#also how that hike was meant to punish her#Cassian REASSURED Rhysand that she would suffer#and she did#anti rhysand#pro nesta#nesta archeron#anti acosf#anti cassian
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In ACOTAR Feyres talks about how Nesta was doing her best, how Nesta loves more fiercely than even her. How Nesta was born and raised differently and handled everything differently Feyre herself did. How Nesta feels EVERYTHING for deeply and strongly than most people and uses walls and anger to protect herself from hurt. But people still act like Nesta is a heartless villain.
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Also v interesting that nesta needed a redemption arc but Cassian - who killed a village - didn’t need redemption, Rhys - who contributed to Amarantha’s 50 years of tyranny - didn’t, or Feyre - who helped destabilise an entire court on the cusp of war, putting countless innocents at risk - didn’t need redemption either
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