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control
since I have no control of what happens in my life, or
no control over my emotions, my feelings
cant control who leaves
cant control my dads anger
cant control my mom for abandoning me
cant control my sisters from abandoning me
ill control the way my body looks
and how people perceive me
ill make sure IM the one in control
since I have no control over anything else.
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you’re me re-entering my honeymoon phase and then realizing what’s making me re-enter this phase🧍🏾♀️
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food diary
january 23, 2023
what i ate today:
breakfast:
nothin
lunch:
first binge, 1,179 cals (🧍🏾♀️)
dinner:
second binge, 1,992
snacks:
exercise:
a workout video, 115 cal
total:
3,056 (wtf)
notes:
bro my stomach hurts so much from eating it’s horrible, and i’m like 100% sure that eating so much salami is good for a person do to all the salt and shit, i can’t wait to exercise tbh🧍🏾♀️
WTF, omg tomorrow i’m starving, this is my first time logging a uncontrollable binge and it’s shocked me to my core, like i’m so shocked i ate THAT much. i’m so disappointed and disgusted with myself.
#tw restriction#tw ana thoughts#st4rving#low cal restriction#i wanna be weightless#i wish i was thinner#i want to be a skeleton#4na thoughts#i wanna lose weight#ed diet#aneroxia#ana rules#4na rules#4na diary#4n0r3x14#4norex1a#3dblr#pr0 m1a#pro 4 me not thee
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2023 g0als be likeeee
Repost to reach yo g0al w€!ght!
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i’m doing this little cute tracker this month and i’m kinda excited🤭🙃
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- A luxury you can’t live without?
- A luxury I can’t live without? Coffee. I really like good coffee.
- That’s not a luxury, you can get it anywhere.
- …I like nice socks?
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omg hi y’all i’m back after being dead for like 28 days anyways i might start posting my biggest (smallest) inspiration on here since i’ve been doing it on twt and it’s been easy and fun☝️🙏🏃🏾♀️
#tw restriction#tw ana thoughts#st4rving#low cal restriction#i wanna be weightless#i wish i was thinner#i want to be a skeleton#4na thoughts#i wanna lose weight#ed diet#aneroxia#ana rules#4na rules#4na diary#4n0r3x14#4norex1a#3dblr#pr0 m1a#pro 4 me not thee
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THIS PHOTO OF BELLA > not eating
also today i got lolita and jane eyre at a book store and im pretty happy but im so concerned if i gained weight since i’ve been having to eat since im not at my home right now. not to mention my family made fun of me the first day i was here for ordering a ceasar salad🧍🏾♀️
omg i wrote this like 28 days ago, oh how does time past💃🏾
but i only lost like 4 pounds….pathetic😔🏃🏾♀️
#tw restriction#tw ana thoughts#st4rving#low cal restriction#i wanna be weightless#i wish i was thinner#i want to be a skeleton#4na thoughts#i wanna lose weight#ed diet#aneroxia#ana rules#4na rules#4na diary#4n0r3x14#4norex1a#3dblr#pr0 m1a#pro 4 me not thee
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me knowing i’m not gonna be able to eat for while after these flights🤭☝️🙏
#tw restriction#tw ana thoughts#st4rving#low cal restriction#i wanna be weightless#i wish i was thinner#i want to be a skeleton#4na thoughts#i wanna lose weight#ed diet#aneroxia#ana rules#4na rules#4na diary#4n0r3×14#4norex1a#3dblr#pr0 m1a#pro 4 me not thee
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now why did i just binge🧍🏾♀️
dare may i say boo🤨
but i am gonna burn it all off but still disappointed in myself
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food diary
september 29, 2022
what i ate today:
breakfast:
frozen strawberries and bananas, 57 kcal
lunch:
low cal jello, 10 kcal
dinner:
vegan lentil soup, 300 kcal
snacks:
nothing
exercise:
morning youtube vid, 132 kcal
yoga vid, 449 kcal
walk along vids, 1,900 kcal
total:
-2,114 kcal
notes:
i did binge the day before and gained like .02 lbs but i was not gonna let my failure slide.
#tw restriction#tw ana thoughts#st4rving#low cal restriction#i wanna be weightless#i wish i was thinner#i want to be a skeleton#4na thoughts#i wanna lose weight#ed diet#aneroxia#ana rules#4na rules#4na diary#4n0r3x14#4norex1a#3dblr#pr0 m1a#pro 4 me not thee
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food diary
september 27, 2022
what i ate today:
breakfast:
low cal jello x2, 20 kcal
a peice of vegan tortellini, 23 kcal
lunch:
hummus and carrots, 93 kcal
low cal jello, kcal 10
dinner (gross):
chicken egg rol, 200 kcal :|
1 oz beyond orange chicken, 93 kcal
chow mein/ fired rice, 360 kcal
snacks:
nothing
exercise:
youtube videos, -2069 kcal
total:
-1,156 🤨
notes:
bro i don’t know why i ate so much these past days. i just feel horrible about it and it just the worst.
ok nevermind my fat ass is working out some more cause i will not accept defeat.
also im so worried abut my boobs cause them bitches is fucking huge and what if when i loose all my weight my boobs become saggy and old looking. omg im freaking the fuck out
#tw restriction#tw ana thoughts#st4rving#low cal restriction#i wanna be weightless#i wish i was thinner#i want to be a skeleton#4na thoughts#i wanna lose weight#ed diet#aneroxia#ana rules#4na rules#4na diary#4n0r3x14#4norex1a#3dblr#pr0 m1a#pro 4 me not thee
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food diary
september 26, 2022
what i ate today:
breakfast:
1 doughnut, 474 kcal (the bitch was dense)
lunch:
lana del rey, 0 kcal (as always)
dinner:
small fruit cup from chick fila :(, 45 kcal
1/10 small waffle fry (literally 2 fry’s) 39 kcal (a lil sketch in my opinion)
fucking 5 guys, 1,100
snacks:
nothing
exercise:
youtube, 1,584 kcal
youtube later in the day, 671
total:
-611
notes:
IM SO HAPPY BECAUSE MY UNLCE LET ME GET INGREDIENTS TO MAKE A VEGAN PASTA, CUCUMBERS, KIWIS, RICE CAKES, SEAWEED, GOLDFISH, HUMMUS, AND ALMONDS (the best thing on this list no doubt).
i thought i was gonna binge when i got the fries and shit but my ass just ended up eating the right amount for me💃🏾. and im so happy i decided to go vegan cause then my aunt and uncle can’t say anything if i don’t eat something cause they don’t know if it has animal byproduct in it.
also ya girl wants to do ballet but i’m 1. fat, 2. not flexible, and 3. just not ballet quite yet. so i’m taking this very seriously now. like i wanna be a ballerina and a decent one which is why i’ll also be adding on daily yoga and flexibility videos onto my normal 3💃🏾
omg we went out tonight right so i had to eat a burger but hopefully it gets my uncle off my case cause that nigga been asking to many questions����.
please my dumbass forgot i was vegan.
anywho ya girl burned off 2,271 kcals but only 611 of those counted. either way im pretty pleased.
#tw restriction#tw ana thoughts#st4rving#low cal restriction#i wanna be weightless#i wish i was thinner#i want to be a skeleton#4na thoughts#i wanna lose weight#ed diet#aneroxia#ana rules#4na rules#4na diary#4n0r3x14#4norex1a#3dblr#pr0 m1a#pro 4 me not thee
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food diary
sunday 25, 2022
what i ate today:
breakfast:
nothing
lunch:
1 doughnut, about 200 kcal
dinner:
2 kiwis (4.88 oz), 84 kcal
nothing
snacks:
nothing
exercise:
1 yoga video: - 50.2 kcal
2 walk along vids: -1,419 kcal
total:
- 1,185
notes:
may i dare say, purrrrrr🤨
#tw restriction#tw ana thoughts#st4rving#low cal restriction#i wanna be weightless#i wish i was thinner#i want to be a skeleton#4na thoughts#i wanna lose weight#ed diet#aneroxia#ana rules#4na rules#4na diary#4n0r3x14#4norex1a#3dblr#pr0 m1a#pro 4 me not thee
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envy
envy is the very thing that all humans deny exists when in reality is the thing that constantly funnels our every move. you can lie to yourself and try to reason that “i dont envy people, in fact i barley even think about others”…..bitch stop fucking lying. what do you mean you barley even think about others? you literally just saw a picture of bella hadid, started obsessing over her outfit, then you started wondering what it would look like on you so you compile a outfit that resembles it. till you look in the mirror and start crying because you know you will never amount to her nor the amount of beauty and power she has in her left breast.
with this revelation let me talk about myself. as you can tell the little snippet above is a lil to specific. as i was crying in my newly cleaned bathroom i had a second revelation. what if i wasn’t gay (i dont know what i am and honestly i kinda don’t care)? what if my crushes on the female sex weren’t just adoration and admiration? what if what i was feeling was envy to such a degree that i confused spite and jealousy for feelings of love? right then and there my whole (small) world came crashing down. is my whole being and feelings decided on whether or not some one is smaller than i am, have i been treating people differently because of my subconscious mind, are all of my friendships and relationships (past and present) byproducts of who i once was? i then decided to do what i always did when i was in a mental dilemma and ate :\ it unfortunately opened my eyes to see that i was only envious of people because they had something that my mind told me i could never achieve. that despite all of my deep self hatred, my mind and heart both worked with each other instead of against. my envy was not the downfall of my friendships, it was the other person breaking my phone, and the other one just being a self-centered slut.
#tw restriction#tw ana thoughts#st4rving#low cal restriction#i wanna be weightless#i wish i was thinner#i want to be a skeleton#4na thoughts#i wanna lose weight#ed diet#aneroxia#ana rules#4na rules#4na diary#4n0r3x14#4norex1a#3dblr#pr0 m1a#pro 4 me not thee
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purr
YA GIRL PASSED HER PERMIT TEST PURRRRRR💃🏾
also my scales came in and they’re so cool💃🏾
so for the food scale i got the greater good nutritional food scale. it’s so cool because it not only tells you how much something weighs but if you enter in a code it was also tell you how many calories, fats, sodium, suagar, ect, is in that piece of food.
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