who's cutting onions?
they chose each other, finally.
but it's so much more than that.
in my opinion the underlying reason simon and wilhelm have always been drawn together, though of course they celebrate each other's strengths, is in the way they gently encourage each other to confront what might be holding them back from happiness and healing.
simon is a thinker - he's a top student, always intellectualising his next step. thinking for himself, thinking about what's best for sara, about his mum, about taking care of his friends. he feels so deeply - we know he does - but this is always secondary to what his brain tells him about a situation. and what his fascination, attraction and love for wilhelm stirs in him is a depth of feeling. he's not thinking when he's leaning in to kiss the prince at movie night! he's not thinking when he stumbles back to school with wille after the football field. he's not thinking when he abandons marcus to find wilhelm at the ball, when he agrees to keep things secret between them, when he tries to toe the line of the royal court so they can be together. and not that these feelings always lead to what's best for simon, but they start to be something he listens to and follows. he shifts from giving second chances because he thinks that's what should be done, to embracing his loved ones in their full selves because he feels a deep love for them and a love for himself that deserves them in his life.
and wilhelm? wilhelm is a feeler - wille does not for one second stop and think in that first season, hardly in the second and nigh on zero in the third, until that very last episode. wilhelm feels it all - anger, frustration, boredom, pride, arrogance, grief grief grief, loneliness, attraction, lust and love. he acts without second guessing why. he screams without caring who he pierces with them. but then ever so slowly, he starts listening to others and his brain zips online. he's taking note of those cleverer and wiser than himself. he's listening to his feelings and decoding them into the language of words, and most importantly, of considered action.
so we have a simon whose patient questions and careful soul encourages wilhelm to begin thinking for himself, and we have a wilhelm whose unyielding heart, affection and devotion encourages simon understand the value of his feelings, his understanding of himself and others.
thus wilhelm's last choice of the series - to consider simon's words, and those of others around him (boris, my man), and come to a considered decision to reject the institution he was raised in because it's harming everyone he loves - displays the enormous growth simon's catalysed in him. he's finally listening to his head.
and of course then simon's last choice of the series - to choose to let wilhelm in, to choose to stop the car, to once again let himself be vulnerable in the face of dizzying emotion - displays the depth of feeling wilhelm has helped him uncover within himself. he's finally listening to his heart.
they both had a choice, and they both chose themselves, and in choosing themselves, they chose each other.
but they never would have chosen themselves if they had not first chosen each other.
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"In uniting the hearts and minds of truth.
Let no obstacle intervene
As circumstances change, I change
I change my mind according to the other person
Such love is not love
Love is like an immovable marker
It never wavers in the face of storms
Love is like a star that guides the ship
Its height may be measured but its power is limitless
Love is not the clown of time
Though the lips and cheeks of those we love
Though the scythe of time may mow them down
But love is unchangeable in the fleeting moments of time
And it will endure until the Day of Judgment.
If this were wrong, and I were wrong
I would not write this, and I would not love."
William Shakespeare, Sonnet 116
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wish i could go missing for a little bit and no one would freak out and then i could come back and they'd be like "did you have fun going missing" and i'd be like "yeah, thanks" and then i could do that every couple of months or so and it wouldn't be a big deal
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season 3 is outtttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttomgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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Me at midnight, swooning thinking: Alex must be kissing Henry right now. Simon must be kissing Wilhelm right now. Charlie must be kissing Nick right now. Ron must be kissing Harry right now. Jacob must be kissing Edward right now. Will must be kissing Mike right now. Stefan must be kissing Klaus right now. Patroclus must be kissing Achillies right now.
Also, me: Remembering I’m a lonely ass mf who spends her days shipping imaginary men together with absolutely no one to kiss.
Yeah, Happy New Year!
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HAPPY NEW YEARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
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Not to alarm anyone but what if we got a ✨cheek kiss✨ in s3. What then
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