totally unrelated to @n@ buuuut does anyone know if you can change your username? cuz as you can tell by mine when i made this acc i didn’t rlly care about it tumblr but now i do and my username seems kinda stupid now lolllll.
Does anyone have any advice about seeming heavier on a scale. My doctor is worried about my rapidly declining weight so she wants to check it it the next two months but the thing is i can’t promise to maintain it but i can’t afford to gain weight. How do I make myself appear heavier?
Some thoughts that keep me restricting instead of binging and purging
1. There are so many people in the world who are unwillingly starving because they can’t afford the food you just decided to waste and flush down the toilet. stop being selfish and give the food to someone who will actually use the calories.
2. Your family members need to eat too. they are not sick like you and would enjoy that chocolate bar much more than you would. and now they can’t because you just wasted it.
3. Why did you buy that food in the first place. you could’ve spent that money on a new lip gloss or cute decoration for your room.
4. You purged? wow you really just proved that you are a fat pig with no self control.
Purging is selfish, gluttonous, and money wasting. Don’t be a fat jerk.
Never thought the day would come when someone would actually gaf. I feel like i’m in some kind of weird dream. My doctor weighed me and asked me if i was trying to loose weight because i lost 10 lbs since september!! My mom asked me if i was anorexic yesterday. My friend told me i looked thinner the day before. Just goes to show that even if you don’t feel smaller it’s just the body dysmorphia.
I took a little break from tumblr and cried when I finally opened it again.😭😭😭😭 I read all the comments on my last post and i’m so grateful that it reached so many more people than i thought it would! I was very hesitant to make that post because I wasn’t completely sure that others would understand. So ty to those who responded and related. Even though I posted it for others to feel better it also reassured me that i’m not alone either <3
All i see is thinspo from the internet. Never the bodies of the people who post here. It makes me wonder what yall look like. It makes me feel alone, like i might be the only @n@ on this app who doesn’t look sick. I had to push myself to post this but someone might be feeling just as alone as i feel rnw so here goes…
it’s no thinspo but it’s real and it’s me. Just know that if you’re like me or bigger you’re valid and you’re not alone.
How come skinny teenage boys eat half the fridge, still look like twiggy and then proceed to complain about how they can’t gain weight.🙄Ughhh what id give to be like that! People weren’t joking when they said life isn’t fair.😭😭😭😭