tryingtobeskinnynow
Im Going To Be Skinny Minny
I'm fat and I'm sick of it so I'm losing this weight no matter what!
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green thinspo. And fuck it some woc thinspo is coming soon because i tried for the life of me but pinterest is full of a bunch of white girls and i couldn't find any in this aesthetic. Stay tuned
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"I just forget to eat.. Like it gets to 10pm and I'm like shit I forgot to eat haha" "like I always forget to eat, it's an issue"
Shit up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up
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okay so this is probs a bit tmi but does anyone else weigh themselves n4k3d?
i’ve heard that this is only a thing with ed’s. like for me, i have to weigh myself n4k3d bc i feel like clothes make the scale go higher and well my brain wants to see the lowest number possible.
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appreciation post for her again bc this is her in 1998 when she was my age </3
dear god: when is it my turn? 😭
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friendly reminder
🌸 you don’t have to starve yourself to lose weight
🌸 listen to your body. eat when you’re hungry
🌸 exercise is not one size fits all. do what feels good for you
🌸 weight loss is your choice and yours alone
🌸 your weight is no one’s business but yours
🌸 your weight does not define your worth
🌸 your weight does not define your worth
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My mom got a donut for me today.
Does anyone else family get them food? i always feel so bad when i don’t eat it and throw it out. Like I’m making them waste money. Money we don’t have to waste.
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Clearly
You can tell my ed never left me from this blog i still shared the odd thing. However, I can’t help but feel mad and happy at the same time that I'm back here. How twisted is that?
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If I was skinny he’d still fucking want me.
I wouldn’t repulse him.
He’d still love me.
He’d call me.
He’d write to me.
He’d still be engaged to me.
But I’m not beautiful.
And who the hell wants a fatass spouse?
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Fat Girl with an Eating Disorder
I’m the girl that is visibly fat, but struggles with an eating disorder. No I don’t say this to get attention when I'm mid size, or because I feel fat but not actually. I say that because its the truth.
I’m the girl that's over 200 pounds that struggles with weight in every sense. I restrict some days, binge horribly the next.
I’m the girl that always feels invalid because I'm so big that it means I can’t be anorexic because you can’t see my bones.
I’m the girl that all through school openly spoke about restricting and calorie counting, but no one worried about me because they new I was fat and needed to lose the weight.
I’m the girl that has damaged teeth, and dried out stingy hair that I lose in clumps due to improper nutrition.
I’m the girl that has brittle nails and bad skin.
I’m the girl that developed a heart condition in 9th grade and was told how mysterious it was to have. Only to find out later it was due to improper nutrition. I was undiagnosed because a fat girl can’t have an eating disorder.
I’m the girl that covers mirrors so she doesn't have to see her body in it.
I’m the girl that has cried herself to sleep because she thinks no-one will love her because of her body.
I’m the girl that never got into a relationship because it meant they would touch and feel my disgusting body.
I’m the girl that no one noticed was struggling.
I’m the girl no one noticed at all.
I’m the girl that is now 24 years old with a damaged, dying body, never been touched, or loved by another and still continues to want nothing more then to be skinny.
#depressing poem#my poem#poem#Eating disorder poem#is this a poem?#I'm the girl#Fat girl with an eating disorder#fat girl#eating disorder#struggles#healthy#unhalthy#heart condition#life#unnoticed#invisable#can't be fat with an eating disorder#body#body image#issues
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Dancing With The Devil
I know Demi’s song Dancing with the devil is about addiction specifically but I find It relates so much to my ED. I also love her voice in this song. Although she has been under some hate and cancel culture recently I love her she is reason I feel I will win against my ED so to speak.
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