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FINALLY FINISHED THEIR REF

DARCY CRAWFORD MASTERPOST

Darcys system is kept relatively small just for ease of writing especially when writing them with an audience of people who don't all have DID but i do try to develop it as deeply as I can. Sooo here is my attempt at making a masterlist of all the headcanons ihave for it.

The bodies name is Darc Crawford, a name they were allowed to pick for themselves and did when they were relatively young, but are known by most people as "Project Cinnabar." Darc has fluctuating levels of dysphoria and identifies as transmasc nonbinary. They are also intersex. They are currently attempting to quit vaping but they do have a vape they carry on them, they also used to smoke cigarettes but completely switched over to vaping at one point. They have an interest in archival work and love to record things/take pictures, and are somewhat of a dork, they tend to pull out computer metaphors or make things about "statistics" when they don't need to. They tend to come off as quiet, a bit absent from the conversation, but overall friendly and helpful. Darc has been homeless for a long time, and lives inside their truck. They seem to be extremely spacey, or have some sort of memory issues, as they have a hard time providing a name when asked for it, or lack explanations for their behaviors or actions they may do. They have a tendency to talk in an extremely vague and nonspecific way, and omitting the words "I" and "Me" from their sentences.

Darcy - The flesh. they/them

Darcy is a young adult and the "apparently normal" part. They are oblivious to the rest of the system other than Lyor. They are lonely, but friendly, socially awkward but willing to try to put themselves out there. They have a bleeding heart and a tendency to people please, especially when it comes to asserting themselves as helpful or useful to other people. This often gets them into danger, as they will throw their life on the line for people who dont have good intentions. They tend to be blindly gullible, and are not good at identifying lies or manipulation. They like small animals, bugs, their truck. They spend a lot of time in their head, but like to be included in things. Just someone whos happy to be here. They try very hard to be normal-passing, but don't know how. They have a special interest in advertising, specifically vintage commercials for food and medication. They also like videogames, vocaloid, anime and jazz music. Darcy doesn't exactly understand comedy, especially anything that's intended to be overly mean or insulting "as a joke." Darcy believes that Lyor and Lure are the same person, and sees Lyor as an aggressive, mean, reckless unfeeling bully. Darcy is completely unaware that they have DID and thinks they are more akin to possessed, or holding a parasite, and would reject the idea if anyone brought it up to them. They are completely repressed.

If Darcy were to get diagnosed with something in a vaccuum, I think they'd be diagnosed with autism and epilepsy.

Lyor - The brain. it/its

Lyor believes it is inhuman, an addition onto the body that was artificially added, and this mindset was encouraged by their caretakers who also believed Lyor was an entity that had latched onto Darc. Bitter and jealous it doesn't have it's own body, it tries to make best of a bad situation, and make every moment count when it is at front. It was raised as a weapon in the commune they were in together, and were trained intensely by many of the older people in the commune who were ex military. Lyor is fiercely protective of Darcy, despite being extremely critical towards them at the same time. It is against any sort of self indulgence or mindless choices, and values intelligence and selflessness. It believes it is there to keep Darcy in line with the behavior that is expected from both of them, specifically as a way to keep them safe. Lyor is extremely paranoid about the people closest to them lashing out or hurting them, or betraying them and letting them be hurt. It often parrots the people they were raised by, and believes in the views that were pushed upon them. It doesn't have any specific interests developed as it's against the idea, but I think it would enjoy coding. It is extremely knowledgable on most forms of short-range weapons and hunting tips. Lyor views Darcy as lazy, hedonistic selfish person with an intense coward streak. Lyor is only semi concious of Reels existence, and believes that it is some sort of repressed part of Darcy. It is scared of Reel. Lyor has no concept of Lure, but if it was ever confronted about Lures existance, it would assume Lure is somehow a part of it, and not a separate part. Lyor chose its name because in hebrew, it means "Light". It is intended to sound like Liar, and it is attempting to make a statement of some kind.

If Lyor were to get diagnosed with something in a vaccuum, I think it'd be diagnosed with NPD, CPTSD, and RAD.

Reel - The blood. It/They

Reel is a part that specifically hides itself to pretend that it is just Darcy in a very strange mindset, it views itself as Darcys unconscious mind, their desire and needs realized in full. It is gluttonous, hedonistic and obsessive, fully obsessed with earthly and bodily experiences. They hold most of Darcys obsessive tendencies, but also all of Darcys insecurities, it feels as if they are vulnerable, wet, and mushy like an organ outside of a body and it desperately wants someone to hold onto them forever and ever and ever. It is extremely volatile when it gets interrupted or distracted from enjoying itself, and that's because Reel is a part that exists specifically to self sooth. When something gets in the way of it getting what it wants, it feels as if the person is specifically trying to make their life worse and hurt them by taking away the few things that actually make them happy. They are extremely sensitive to basically anything, rejection, aggression, other people being happier to them, etc. It is also willing to put up with basically anything as long as it means it's getting whatever it is seeking after. It loves people, loves to cling to people and cuddle, and is extremely dependent on other peoples attention. This part of Darcy is horribly burried, and repressed on purpose by both of the main fronters. This leads to massive barriers of amnesia, and a complete disconnect from the self. Reel likes horror movies, hot food and food in general, beer, and the commune they were raised on. They are still deeply, deeply deeply attached to their biological parents and miss them, despite the last time any of them had seen their parents was when they were a preteen. Reel has a habit of self harming when unable to self sooth in other ways.

If Reel got diagnosed with anything in a vaccuum, they'd probably be diagnosed with BPD, a psychotic disorder and a severe but unspecified dissociative disorder.

Lure - The metal. he/him

Lure is the least active alter of the entire system and that's because his desires have been written off as completely unattainable, and due to that he has grown dormant. Lure has many of the memories the rest of the system is missing from their life outside the commune as an adult and their relationship with their coworkers. Lure is almost repulsed by what he is and the life he lives, with an intense and all consuming desire to "be normal." Lure is deeply interested in computers, statistics, infrastructure, and the current modern world around him that he's been barred from. He comes off as extremely apathetic and uncaring, he is essentially what Darcy views Lyor as. He's the one that got them to pick up nicotine, and was the main fronter for a long time after Dalton and Dena passed.

Darc is professionally trained in combat, and is rather good at "parkour" as well as using short range weapons like knives and other types of blades. They were raised by a married couple who joined a commune far from any civilization when Chamberland really started tightening their grip on the market and basically beating out any competition. Darc's human status is frequently brought up into question due to various different plot points i'm still working on, but be assured, they are just someone who is a DID system, and not... someone who is possessed. Their parents abandoned them at the commune when they were ten, leaving them in the hands of an older community member, who was ex military. He helped train Darcy before their parents had abandoned them, and to Darcy and their parents, he was a very trusted family member, and Darcy still thinks of him fondly.

IIIIII DONT KNOW WHY I FEEL THIS WAY!!!!

I DONT KNOW IF ITS RIGHT OR WRONG TO LAUGH AT MISFORTUNE!!!!

commissions for $10+

Hello hello, all!

To make this brief, I’ll have to start paying for rent soon & minimum wage isn’t going to cut it for long. So I’m opening commissions!

Bust/icons uncolored: $10

Bust/icons colored: $15

Full body uncolored: $15

Full body colored: $20

I will be paying per character (so two uncolored character busts will be $20, for example).

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LYNN.

you wouldnt get it. youre a human that writes about animals. im an animal that writes about humans

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