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thexianzhoujade · 3 hours
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i'm very happy you've been getting better, here's hoping it stays that way (i'll beat away all the ickies for you with the bat i yoinked)
and that's good!! remember you're wonderful, okay?
i've been okay, just dealing with life as it comes (moving has been really overwhelming, but i've got a game plan so i'll be alright, hopefully!!)
(‘: i hope it stays this way too — i’m starting to feel like it’s on an incline up finally !!
best of luck with moving, i know how super stressful it is. university was not easy with that too !!
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thexianzhoujade · 3 hours
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WAVES!! hii!!! imy!!!
saw you in my notifs and decided to pop over, how are you doing?
mika !! hi sweetie, i'm getting on okay. mainly lighting candles, napping or reading right now for coping mechanisms !! but i'm getting better. a little more social than i was at least (: how have you been?
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thexianzhoujade · 4 hours
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me : comes back to tumblr
also me : sees another retheme
holy shiii how many rethemes, kai? 😭/pos (mean I won’t mind - they’re always so. PRETTY ONG INFONG GOGMGO)
but anyways. KAI.
eliseee <3 HSHSH thank you (: i was tired of how dark the black was in the prev vennie theme so i settled with dark green which is actually my favourite colour (': this is the colour of my phone and most things in my room
how have you been? i've not been on social media all that much recently so i hope you've been well !
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thexianzhoujade · 21 hours
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thank chu 4 the tag babie <33
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feel free anyone who wants 2 join !! m too eepy 2 tag rn ):
Starting new picrew bc I find this one super cute and pretty so lets go! LINK
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No pressure tag @wyvernslovecake @bby-deerling @nina-ya @ringdabel @im-stuck-in-fandom-hell and everyone who wants to join! 💛
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thexianzhoujade · 24 hours
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repress and control♦️
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thexianzhoujade · 2 days
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morning
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thexianzhoujade · 2 days
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i want to write horror suddenly
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thexianzhoujade · 2 days
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its so humiliating having to admit to people that sometimes my only motivation for doing something is for validation or attention
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thexianzhoujade · 2 days
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Honkai: Star Rail CN | Countdown to 2024 Star Rail Birthday Party: 4
Artist: 奥鸡泽斯
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thexianzhoujade · 2 days
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[ a day in the sun ― albedo & kafka ] "happy birthday, my love. may the sun shine in the sky only for you on this day - shall we take a walk?" cw. gn!reader, fluff, modern!au, established relationships, reader wears dresses, petnames (dear, baby), just some sickly sweet fluff overall, ooc kafka
aquamarine's findings. happy birthday to my dearest little dove, @heiayen !! i hope this day proves to be fruitful and kind to you. you deserve the world !! ♡
with the sun shining bright in a seemingly endless blue sky and spring in full bloom, ALBEDO had plenty of ideas for this special day - it was just his hardest decision deciding which one to go with or even more so, creating an itinerary just for you. unfortunately for him the moment klee had found it your birthday was approaching, she begged him to let her in on the plans. you truly are adored by that small girl.
your toes sink into fine grains of sand, warm beneath your steps with two blondes at your side. one is bouncing, her small hand grasping yours as she tries to tug you along the length of the beach. in her spare hand is a melting ice lolly you wish she would pay a few seconds more attention to now that it's starting to drip down her hand.
the other blond somehow can't contain the small smile on his face as he watches the pair of you, the way you're laughing and yet still sending worried glances at klee's ice lolly. he can imagine the sticky mess that she's going to create the moment she reaches for something - or someone - with that hand later.
"klee, give them a break or you'll hurt their arm," your lover tries to reason with the excited child who - at the prospect of hurting you - quickly lets go of your hand to run ahead, squealing as she kicks up sand, "are you okay, dear? she can be overwhelming."
"how often do you bring her to the beach? she acts like she's never seen it in her life." you find yourself musing as the young girl crouches down to inspect something. your curiosity peeks, wandering to crouch with her as you tilt your head. albedo watches the pair of you in intrigue, the way you are both tilting your heads like confused puppies.
albedo refrains from attempting to defend his little sister's overexcited actions and instead peers to see what has got the two of you in awe. a pile of neatly collected seashells in an array of shapes and colours, embedded into the sand. klee gasps, a chubby finger pointed at a particular pastel purple seashell and you also let out an excited noise - albeit a little quiet.
his blue eyes soften, that small smile from earlier widening on his face as mid-length blond locks tickle his eyelashes, the sea breeze drifting through them and creating an even more messy appearance. no matter how long he's been dating you, he can't seem to stop admiring you. his eyes dance over how the breeze carries your hair and the pretty summer dress you decided to wear for today, how your jewellery compliments every aspect of your outfit... how did he get so lucky?
he almost chuckles at his thoughts, his cheeks warming considerably and he wonders if he could blame the weather should klee's keen eyes notice. the artist is undeniably in love with you, after all you're the source material of a lot of his works now. he's familiar with your every crevice and detail, familiar with painting them delicately onto his canvas.
he wouldn't change that for the world when your sparkling eyes return to him, a happy smile on his face as you hold up a seashell to him, exclaiming excitedly as you fawn over something so simple and yet so treasurable.
you knew very well how your girlfriend's job worked and whilst you never interfered, you wished sometimes that she could spare you a glimpse of time outside of what her boss' 'scripts' leave you with. that's not to say she was a bad partner - oh no. regardless of that slightly insufferable teasing attitude she has, the one she always brings to the table in a light-hearted manner, you knew KAFKA loved you. perhaps more than she's willing to convey with words.
kafka follows her scripts intricately, never missing a detail right up until the last second. these control her days, creating schedules upon schedules she's never faltered to argue against nor break the habit. yet she fails to tell you that in the days leading up to your birthday, she'd been very much planning to do just that.
"you look beautiful," she chimes when you enter the lounge, pausing in your steps when your eyes meet hers. she quirks a brow, amused by the way your eyes widen in surprise, "what is it, baby?"
you squint, hesitant to approach your girlfriend - what did she have in mind? what was going on? usually at this hour, the shared house you live in together was filled with the melodic sounds of kafka's classical music and in turn, her own violin. slowly, your confusion regarding the silence of the house settles in as to why your girlfriend was here and not in her study.
"did you forget your own birthday?" kafka raises to her feet, shaking her head as a light laugh escapes her lips, "oh dear, we can't be having that - definitely not today."
the woman saunters closer to you, slim hands drifting over the curves of your body in that sundress as she smiles coyly, eyes glinting in the reflection of the sun through the open window. there was never any telling what your girlfriend had planned, with the woman being exceptional at keeping her schemes concealed and hidden safely in her mind. oh, how you'd pay to be inside her mind for a mere day.
"of course i didn't," you pout, awkwardly avoiding her gaze as she presses her forehead to yours. her hands settle on your hips, a hum coming from her chest as she examines your behaviour, "you're not-"
"in my study?" she cuts you off, finishing off your thoughts as your eyes snap up to meet hers again. they're glittering, filled with mirth and amusement as her fingers tap at your hips, shaking her head before she presses a soft kiss to your lips. it's demanding despite how soft it is, her grip on your waist tightening if only for a few seconds.
when you pull away for a moment of air, kafka hums yet again and straightens up, taking hold of your hand in her gloved one. the feel of leather sends a shiver down your spine, contrasting to the cared-for hands beneath them. the ones you knew were very much soft, gentle, smooth - and they knew your body equally as much, every inch and fibre of your being.
"the sun's out and i intend to spend this day in it - with you so come on. we're going on a walk and later you can choose dinner. today, elio's scripts are off the table."
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thexianzhoujade · 2 days
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mighty ocean or a gentle kiss
wriothesley x reader written for @thexianzhoujade's personal memoirs event. prompt viii. comfort & fluff. 0.4k words.
wriothesley sits in the grand home office, comfortably nestled into the deep red loveseat – thumbing a mug of his favourite black tea, with two sugars. his hands tightly grasp a report; you see him scan through it diligently from your half-hidden spot behind the doorframe.
your husband looks up – observant as always, that's your wriothesley – and gently beckons you over.
"my love, you understand that you're always welcome to sit by me, right?" you perk up and walk as quickly as you can, falling to the floor with the grace of a child.
"you don't need my permission to sit by me, darling."
"are you sure?" you ask gingerly, toeing the ground.
"very. i'd be delighted to sit by you."
wriothesley watches you with a slight smile for the next few minutes – your smile that faltered when you read a sadder paragraph, face crinkled with laugh lines when it got amusing.
the air is still and quiet – no sounds fill the silence other than your shared breathing, soft and sweet – that was all you wished for. respite never came easily these days. the fire was bright, the tea was warm, and wriothesley's arms were even warmer. that should have been enough to keep you satisfied for the whole week.
so why – why was there a nagging feeling pooling in the bottom of your stomach?
"whats weighing down your pretty head, sweetheart?"
"it's nothing." you bury your face into his book, gaze perking up once to look at him; then right back down again. please stop asking.
"that's not what it looks like." your husband cups your face and gently tilts it up to look you directly in the eye, not unkindly.
"i think you should get your eyes checked." the words on the yellowed pages suddenly seem too fascinating – so much so that you refuse to look him in the eye.
there is so much wriothesley wants to tell you. he wants to hold you, point out that you're obviously not fine even though you constantly say you are – how frustrating you're being that even when he wants to help you the most, he cannot.
he wants to tell you that if you cannot breathe, please, just take the oxygen from his chest.
he doesn't. instead, he lets it go for now – the recognition that this battle is never-ending is a disappointing one, and wriothesley chooses to leave that for another day.
"fine. but you're staying in my arms until you feel better. do we have a deal?"
"deal."
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thexianzhoujade · 2 days
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for personal reasons i’m going to be completely deleting my mutuals list and starting a fresh so past mutuals pls comment if you’d like to be on the new list and stay mutuals (:
*reminder that i don’t accept new mutuals who are minors, if you’re on my current mutuals list and a minor you can stay mutuals with me (granted that you want to.)
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thexianzhoujade · 2 days
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i’m going to be hiding away on my selfship blog for a while for coping mechanism purposes; @alexithykia if you wish to still talk but a reminder that it is an 18+ blog and i regularly reblog nsfw things there so minors do not interact!
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thexianzhoujade · 2 days
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alexi seeing you on my dash brings me alot of joy :) ur so sweet and i hope i keep getting to see you on my dash or even just getting to talk to you whenever we do. i reread some of your works and im happy i get to be moots with such an amazing writer and an wonderful person 💓
brb crying my eyes out
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thexianzhoujade · 2 days
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thinking about the cute nicknames i receive from people except my memory is worsening so now i’m crying because i remember getting cute nicknames and i only remember a few
anyways in loving honour of the mutuals giving me nicknames, this is a public appreciation post of the ones i sadly remember; lexibun (from miss ying), ginger ale (i’ll never escape it, from bee), wexi/honeybun (from oak)… i love you guys for givin me these nicknames you have no idea i keep thinkin about them (‘:
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thexianzhoujade · 2 days
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boo. hi lexi! have some flowers :33
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It's been awhile </33 I miss interacting with you a lot you're very very cool 🫶🫶❗
thank you for the flowers 🥺 it’s okay, i know life gets complicated and busy, i hope you’re doing well at least!
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thexianzhoujade · 2 days
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Alexiiiiii!! As I told you already I love you to bits!! You're one of my best friends now, I enjoy interacting with you (and rizzing you w/bots <3) you never annoy me, nor disturb me. I'm happy when I see you messaging me! So don't be afraid to come talk with me! And if you want to explore things in genshin just say the word and I'll log in! <3~ I'm always here for you!
it’s too early for me to be crying yume… 😔
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