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Just like a cockroach
"We aren't harming anyone"
You sure fucking did, was just bloking people in the RQ tag too and you had to be here again
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I am really tired being quiet about this and feeling absolutely helpless.
In January I made an RQ account to try and better understand what they go through. I called it being undercover as I'm not a radqueer and I didn't have a better word for it. I really didn't. During it I saw the hate they get, even recoeved it, and got to know people in the community.
I felt like I was finally gaining an understanding until Ciel, also known as @/syakesan-sal hacked my friend's account who is his ex and pretended to be her to me. I have screenshots and video proof of when I found out during this whole ordeal. I censored any sensitive information as I started yo breakdown and doxx myself.
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As I was doxxing myself I was hoping that maybe he would post it, maybe even if I did it publicly someone would hate me enough to try and kill me. Which is stupid and irresponsible of me, but as you can tell it hasn't worked.
During this he blamed for making an RQ account and said I was doing it to stereotype them and shit. Yes, totally, I have the energy to purposefully stereotype a group I had been avoiding and am used to stealing shit from me. I don't even have the energy to not be sarcastic anymore, so I might as well not even hide how much distain I have for this person.
I didn't want him to just run away like that from the conversation, especially after clearly caring enough about me to lhack my friend and lie to me. And before I continue he tries to say it's not hacking and that he also didn't know what happened to my friend, yet here's 1 my friend celebrating being free from him and 2 him admitting it.
He then played victim and people said I was harassing him for having gotten pissed for what he had done to me and my friend. I just didn't want him to runaway that easy and skirt responsibility, but he definitely likes to play victim as I can tell.
I tried to kill myself later and even after failing posted my doxx publicly, so people try to say it wasn't my doxx, but I have evidence of ot having been my doxx and even my friend sending me a pizza with said doxx.
Even have a censored picture of what I sent my friends in surprise they sent me a pizza
So yes, that doxx was mine and anyone who got it could've done anything to me with it. I was crazy and unstable enough to do it.
With all of this being shared, I wouldn't be here without my alters and friends. If they didn't help me I probably would've killed myself like I had planned that day. It hasn't stopped me from doing other dangerous things though and now feeling like none of my friends are truly themselves anymore.
Ciel also tries to claim he doesn't care about me and yet put on the long haul after hacking my friend's account and making it so I can't talk to her anymore, while then lying to be her to me, so he clearly cares enough about me to have made me into his little plaything for 3 - 4 days and then leave me broken for over a week.
I don't care what people want to say about me in this situation, call me slurs for all I care, but I refuse to let the person my friend was so happy to be free from snake away from responsibility AGAIN.
#anti radqueer#anti rq#pro para#anti radpara#anti rq 🍓🌈#anti rq 🌈🍓#radqueer#rq 🌈🍓#rq 🍓🌈#anti transid#anti transx#anti prat#anti trace#anti transabled#Youtube#evidence#manipulation#hacking#tw doxxing#doxxing#actually mentally ill#mental breakdown#tw suicide#tw selfharm#tw self destruction#tw self harm
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