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theblackknightmp · 2 months
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Question?
How do you tell someone you need psychological help, without them freaking out or them not believing you?
What is the best approach?
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theblackknightmp · 2 months
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Are there any alternatives to cvtting? This is an actual question, I have tried to quit but it isn’t really an option.
Anyone any advice? Please
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theblackknightmp · 3 months
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Like I show people what I want them to think of me. And not one person I have loved enough to let them through. I can’t love scared for betrayal. Protecting myself.
I don’t think there is anyone who actually knows the real me.
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theblackknightmp · 3 months
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I don’t think there is anyone who actually knows the real me.
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theblackknightmp · 5 months
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Genuine question
I cut, it is getting worse and I need help. How do I tell someone or ask for help?
I masked something was wrong for so long I don’t know if I can just go back.
I really need help. Please
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theblackknightmp · 5 months
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I want to feel like someone loves me without me asking for the love I receive
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theblackknightmp · 5 months
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I want someone to notice my scars and new wounds. But I feel like if I talk to someone out of my own, I would just be whining.
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theblackknightmp · 5 months
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Just found out today that not everyone, when entering a room, scans all the options there to of them self.
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theblackknightmp · 5 months
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theblackknightmp · 6 months
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I feel like a shell of a human.
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theblackknightmp · 6 months
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I am alive, but I am not living.
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theblackknightmp · 6 months
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You would say it is just a bad day, I am not that happy. But a bad day for me is feeling dead inside, fake smiling through the day. At home I just sleep, everything is to much.
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theblackknightmp · 6 months
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I honestly thought life was going beter, but everything is to shit again.
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theblackknightmp · 7 months
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I ran out of tears long ago. Now I can’t even be sad anymore just angry.
You treated me so fucking wrong, I mattered even if you think I didn’t and still don’t. But I started to believe what you were saying. Now I can’t sleep whiteout having seen blood.
I don’t talk to you anymore, I haven’t in 10 years. But still you get to me and there is nothing I can do about it.
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theblackknightmp · 7 months
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Being young jus fucking sucks, nobody listens to us. They treat us like children and expect us to act like adults. We are supposed to be the future, but we don’t get a say in the present. We aren’t aloud to help because we will be in the way, but what other ways are there to really learn.
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theblackknightmp · 7 months
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This is so on point
I just wanna die
I'm not like actively suicidal I just. Don't. Wanna. Be. Alive. I'm so tired and I wish I wouldn't exist. Sometimes I wish to have a terrible accident so I could die without people being angry at me and be finally dead (because I'm a coward to do it myself)
I just want some fucking peace. I wanna stop feeling
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theblackknightmp · 7 months
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I hate the blood, but can’t live without it. I wish I could, but it is just not possible.
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