i always feel like i've wasted my days off if i don't do SOMETHING before the time i would be getting off work anyway

logically i know it's nonsense, but it just feels like i didn't MAXIMIZE my relaxing time, which makes NO SENSE

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everytime I read "little brother," I can only ever hear Pedro Pascal as Joel saying it

Who’s post was it that was like. Late seasons Sam is living in a completely different genre than everyone else. I think abt that a lot with regards to his general genre savvy & also the implications of what God wanted to do with his story etc etc…like idk which one is more inherently horrific: either 1. God did this deliberately & separating Sam from the rest of them thru genre was another layer of the torture of it all and a bit of gaslighting thrown in or 2. God never really paid attention to Sam and that shit happened by accident (aka the real situation with the writers). Your fate is to always suffer even when God doesn’t step in to make it happen etc etc

Cas put a mark on Dean's soul. He marked his soul, branded him, so he will always be his. It's no wonder Dean breaks so hard when Cas dies

the urge to just,,, skip some pages in this journal to start a new one

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I think kafka’s diaries are the strongest evidence that journaling is not necessarily good for your mental health

had a dream about my sibling, and you mean to tell me I have to go about my day, as though I didn't?

how ironic is it that Jody basically adopts Sam and Dean and then later adopts Alex and Claire. oh, the similarities between them all

you have Alex, who was a monster when we met her and Sam, who had demon blood in him. Alex was given a group of friends - a boyfriend - by someone who was wronged by her and later tried to kill her. and Sam, who was given a group of friends - a girlfriend - by someone who wanted to keep tabs on him to turn him into something worse. and both of them found this out in front of their loved ones. oh, and they both have something from their past, always coming and biting them in the ass again. oh, they both have school on Monday, too, can't forget that :)

you have Claire, who has so many daddy issues they can rival Dean's. both of their backgrounds are so, so similar, they really are just the same person in different fonts. what, Mary dies so John goes on this huge hunt and changes who he is to find her killer, and Jimmy gets possessed by an angel, leading Amelia to go on this huge hunt to find him and changing who she is as a person? and both John and Amelia die to protect their kid?

idk it's just a little ironic that Jody has these two boys who aren't always in her life, but she has these two girls who are so very similar to them that she does have every day of her life

also, Claire is gay??? if their backstories are so similar, should Dean not also b-(indistinct screaming, cars honking)

yes, sam winchester is my favourite character and always will be. the boy who didn't choose to be bad. he is unclean since birth, it is written on his destiny to be the original evil and he manages to avoid it. he literally made himself be good against all heavens and hells. isn’t it fascinating to watch him in later seasons? his calm demeanor after years of running in circles. after years of tearing himself apart. because of things he did and didn’t, because of witnessing how his life has been torn to shreds. he just wanted to go to college at the end of the day. he wanted to be his own person. and his closest people made him feel ashamed of it. after all of it he chose family anyway. family that tried to change him to the core. he made peace with this life he tried to escape and found forgiveness. he managed to find happiness, and sympathy and hope. he managed to have enough for two. isn’t it pure devotion and goodness?

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It should be illegal to require that any device or software connect to the internet just to run. I shouldn't need to log in with microsoft to open any of their programs on my local computer. All games should be playable without access to an online server. All media you pay for should be downloadable to local disk as a raw file and if they don't like that because they know you'll share it and upload it, tough shit. They took your money already, they'll live.