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Don’t worry, Arthur would never get mad at Tilly. He knew it was John the whole time (she still got the $10)
(Content lifted from that Malcolm in the Middle scene)
#tilly jackson#john marston#arthur morgan#rdr2#my art#you decide what John did to upset Arthur#was going to make this look nicer but I gave up on it lol
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here's an update for all the "tOuRiSm iS fOr ThE pEoPlE" fucks. always remember that the second anyone steps foot on that land in the name of "tourism" or any other haole institution, that is colonizing&that person is a fucking explicit modern colonizer who made the conscious decision to be one and has spent a lot of fucking money on that trip to get their title. only that kine want more of their kin there-- don't pretend that shit is for anyone else.
drop dead of spontaneous combustion specifically, not even the sharks would want that pīlau fucking meat.
#video footage of haole families already in burnt wasteland is so fucking dystopic its almost funny#'funny' in the way of 'i might have rabies bc im foaming at the mouth lol'. bc fuck if i wouldnt literally#rip these ppl to fucking shreds. god bless whoever took the pics&vids bc i couldnt havd held my tongue.#you know we're all fucked when the governor is holding private back-chamber business-only meetings#to decide to open a fire wasteland two months after 1000+ ppl were killed&where ppl are still looking for remains to tourism#&it honestly seems so much less disgusting bc theres literally footage of haole families already disregarding any form of boundaries.#like this is what we've come to lmao.#i have so. much. violence. in me&no where to put it lmao. i want to go home. i miss home so bad. i am so fucking homesick.#i think the next person who responds to finding out im from hawaii w anecdotes of their trip there will probably get knocked out.#like i dont actually think i should be held responsible for that first hit. anything after is fair game tho i guess.#undescribed
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hi!!!! thank you @summercampghostie @im-the-son-of-rage-and-lov3 and @biromanticboba for the tag! i'm making a new thread so i could respond to everyone at once. i love this picrew so it was really fun to do again with the changes in my look hehe
it's supposed to be what you look like vs what you would want to look like, but if i'm being completely honest, i've just been really happy with how i look lately so i only did that version :))))
EDITING TO ADD THE LINK LMAO HERE YOU GO
np tags 🪄 @spectral-mycoblin @starry-eyed-darling @trips-around-the-sun @mack-anthology-mp3 and ofc anyone else who wants to join!! love you all <3
#boink#picrew#im so happy i cut my hair haha#ive also been letting myself do fun makeup things#like i sort of have a new routine of lipstick + eyeliner for a darker color#and then just lipstick for eyeshadow and blush#and smudged eyeliner and spidery mascara lashes#i am a huge fan of doing this#in addition not doing makeup that will make me more conventionally attractive#like the goal is not to look as if i am not wearing makeup#its to have fun with it#we're feeling vampire#we're feeling gothic spring#im also not making my face all matte lol#ive always been so insecure that my face is too oily or too shiny or whatever the hell people are made to feel insecure about#and i have decided that actually that does not matter#and my face is going to look like what it fucking looks like#its a great time#ive been having more fun with clothes too honestly#im really trying to lean into this whole gothic floral thing you know#lololllllll#anyway#thank you tags for beingy happy ramble space as always#go forth and picrew my friends
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☆ love; heretical and divine
{☆} characters tsaritsa
{☆} notes cult au, yandere, drabble, gender neutral reader
{☆} warnings blood
{☆} word count 0.8k
To love a God is heretical. It is an act of blasphemy– it is to drag them down from their throne of hollow gold, to topple the pedestal the worshipers uphold on their shoulders like lambs at the herders heel. It is the act of forcing them to their knees and ripping that beating heart of glorious gold and beautiful, cruel divinity from their chest, so pure it burns.
To love a God is to make them sin. To make them painfully, horribly human.
To love a God is to sin.
The love of a worshiper is no love at all, brilliant in its raw purity, untainted by sin. It is fear and obedience masked by adoration so overpowering it corrupts. It makes the lamb so unquestioning in it's faith it will never question the knife that cuts, the teeth that rip, the claws that tear. If the Creator deemed them unworthy of the very life crafted by their hands, then they must have committed a sin so grave there lay no salvation for their horrid soul.
But she is no worshiper– her lips speak of heresy as easily as she breathes, her words nothing but lies, cold and cruel like the ice that crawls along her skin like webs.
She loves a God like a lover should.
A damned sinner reaching longingly for the heavens.
She loves a God in the subtle brush of their lips, their muffled voices behind closed doors as they indulge in curiosity untamed. She is a sinner through and through, but she feels herself fall further with every brush of her hand across their cheeks, every touch she bestows upon them like a lover. She memorizes the imperfections of their body like memorizing a map– every scar, every mark, every line drawn on their body like a canvas, her touch the brush that stains the pristine white.
No devoted lamb shall ever see the painting they create in these stolen moments– it is for the eyes of a heretic so vile it makes them shudder, their body dirtied by the love of a woman so vile even their divinity is obscured by the ice.
The lambs may be satisfied with fleeting glimpses of gold and empty words from lips that guide them to the jaws of the wolves, but she is not. Her hands crave them like a starving hound, aching to touch that imperfect skin hidden by the veil of gold that obscures the painfully human body beneath. She longs to free them from the golden cage that binds them– to see their wings blot out the sky, their divinity tainted by sin and making them all the more beautiful for it.
It is a longing that leaves a festering wound that cannot heal, will not heal. Even if it could, she would not let it.
For as much as she tries, deny it as she may, she is no better then the blind lambs following the herder who holds a blade in their hand, glittering like gold in the sun, stained by dull red.
She is a fool, and what a fool they make of her with the touch of their hands against her skin– so cold it leaves frost on their fingertips. Yet they do not fear the cold, mapping out every inch of her imperfections, carved into her body by her own hands.
She has always been a heretic, cursing the divine until she could speak no more, but if divinity can be found in them – in this love that consumes, that burns her hands and her lips – then she is a Saint, praying at the altar until her throat bled.
But in the end, she has and will always be a cold woman with hands stained with blood. Until it is all she can taste, until it is all she can smell, until it is all she can feel. These hands of hers, heretical and divine, will bleed the God from their veins– she will become the wolf to their lamb until the rivers of Teyvat run gold with their ichor, until the gold bleeds into red, the taste of their divinity on her tongue.
Until she drags a God from their lofty throne and makes of them a monster.
There is no greater triumph to the heretic then to love a God into sin. To make a God sin to love.
To love is to be human, and they are no God.
Even if she must tear the gold from their very being until all that's left is something human. Even if Teyvat crumbles and decays, even if it begins over and over again..
She will do it again and again, until the gold can bleed no longer. Until her sins grow too great for Teyvat to contain.
To love a God is to devour, and be devoured. An endless cycle of sin that dulls the glow of gold into something new– something horrifying and divine, in it's own right. Something just as horrid as her, just as divinely corrupted by the sins she carries on her shoulders like a trophy, as gold as the sun and as cold as ice.
Divinity, carved into something human by love all consuming, until it all bleeds away and they begin their dance anew, for as many cycles as it takes.
An eternity, if she must, of dooming this world of theirs to fire and decay for a glimpse of the being snared by their golden shackles.
#sagau#genshin sagau#self aware genshin#genshin impact sagau#self aware genshin impact#genshin cult au#genshin impact cult au#fic tag#tsaritsa#tsaritsa x reader#rip 2 anyone who expected like. a normal fic lol. lmao.#im very normal abt the tsaritsa and love its so tasty#i left it very up to interpretation what like. actually happens but. yknow.#i just think tsaritsa being the god of love and not knowing how 2 love without being weird abt it is fun#also wanted to dig into the concept of reader being fundamentally changed by being the creator besides gold blood yknow#but the tsaritsa Knows its changed you and she hates it. she hates it but how does one destroy what is divine?#how do you destroy the very thing that has created you in its hands so cruel and kind?#ive really gone off the deep end huh#this is a warning 2 the normal ppl u might as well leave now. lol#lowkey going for her actually straight up eating u but decided that was too weird for my first fic in a while. had 2 tone it down#i also wanted to add a bit of a concept of the constant resets teyvat goes through and how it plays into the themes#the tsaritsa constantly stuck in a cycle of getting rid of your divinity to be with you as you actually are but teyvat “dies” shortly after#bc obvs ur not the creator afterward so it just croaks and then it all resets again and again#but its the tsaritsa we r talking abt do u think that stops her. NO#obvs still up 2 interpretation go wild this was just what i intended#can u tell i have a lot of feelings abt tsaritsa and concepts of love from her pov. haha. I PROMISE IM NORMAL#i am mentally well why do u ask#what warnings do i add here. dont open this fic ive lost it maybe. yeah#covid rewiring my brain or smth idk man
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the initial plan for fuyuhiko following chapter 2 was that every time someone brought up peko or something we’d get a close up on fuyuhiko making this kind of face while john denver’s ‘annies song’ plays under a rain sound effect. this is harder with a purely visual medium but u can imagine
#im not sure what made me decide on that song i think it was just the funniest one to use and i never came up with a better one#and ofc seeing as it looks like this probably wont be going anywhere it doesnt matter at all lol#you dont even need to listen to the song its just like a very generic sentimental song sung over a guitar#sdr2#super danganronpa 2#fuyuhiko kuzuryu#hajime hinata#god am i listing them all#here we go#sonia nevermind#kazuichi souda#akane owari#ok that was only 3 more names#oh its the survivor gang i never even noticed that
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stand users when they run into other stand users who named their stands the same as yours
#are these new jojo ocs? maybe who knows#their defiantly guys i made for this bit lol#what if your stand was named dreams after the cranberries#and you met a guy who named his stand dreams after fleetwood mac#and you wanna bash his head in with a rock#'this is embrassing one of has to go home and change'#jojo#jjba#jojo ocs#my ocs#ill tag them as such for now if i decide to keep them lol
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i cant get over the whole time in the real world rick just sat there watching over morty and when he woke up finally rick sounded SO happy the way he just yelled his name excitedly the second he woke up,,,
#i miss them already….#AND ALSO AT THE END. MORTY WAS KIND OF IN A WAY WHAT STOPPED RICK FROM JUMPING INTO THE HOLE TO SEE DIANE.#you saw him like look sad for a second that he wouldn’t get to see her but then his expression changed to a firm one when he decided he was#-going to put mortys picture on the wall and then his little smile after he did… morty isn’t dianes replacement hes even better than that#THATS HOW I SEE IT THOUGH. one of the biggest appeals of r&m to me is just how they are eachothers absolute favourite and they outweigh-#-everything the others ever known. i think this episode really showed that alot.#despite everything he’s seen and experienced mortys biggest fear is rick not caring about him#and like. that’s funny bc that’s a thing where everybody knows for a fact that’s literally impossible#the biggest contributor for why SO many things in the show have happened is rick loves morty more than anything#also that one part in the whole sequence with them growing up where it showed r&m drinking togehter that made me so happy bc like#it was one of those moments where i was like. Oh yeah duhdoy i almost forgot they’re going to be best friends for ever and ever#hhhgg. so many good things so much so much. also im probably not going to touch this episode for a week lol#i Need time ok.#rick and morty#rick and morty spoilers#odiespeak
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its so hard to watch time pass when things like careers and assignments exist. what do you mean im supposed to take that seriously
#I have an assignment that was due a week ago and I really really dont want to do it. I have to but i dont want to#im probably making it worse because my brain has built a wall around it so now i can’t do literally anything else until thats done. but#because I don’t want to do it I’m just kinda stuck. turns out this is what they meant when they said emotional regulation is part of#exec dysfunction.. I’ll have a thought like if I get a little bit of it done now i can get it over with. I can just submit something#and then not even 5 minutes later itll be like ugh but I have to draw all the assets out. I have to write things and make spreads ugh#and its just flopping between those two things. i hate it when ppl are like well how much time do you need to work on one thing#because BOY id love to know too. I’d love to know exactly when my brain wants to cooperate with me and work around that but I cant#even my period can’t decide when it wants to punch me in the stomach. which is kinda funny in the grand scheme of things but still#its so weird im just lying on my bed thinking abt all this like damn.. the time will pass anyways no matter what I decide to do.. damn….#if I submit that assignment now and take the L I literally won’t die. it’ll just be a deduction on an assignment nobody will ask me about#I know this but I’m still stressing myself about it so my thoughts aren’t really connecting to my body. weird#maybe its because Im having a hard time looking forward to things. theres definitely a lot I should be living for but I don’t really feel#a strong attachment to it I guess? it’s been like this for a while with holidays and meeting with friends so I just don’t#I kinda figured its because im pretty passionless and its more like passing interest. but it’s not very fun when it feels like I’m going to#be living distraction to distraction for the next 70 years or so lol#idk it kind of feels like slowly bleeding out. which is funny because I actually did experience blood loss this week#had a 30 minute nosebleed and literally could not stand. also it felt like someone was pinching the back of my brain which was interesting#yapping#does this count as vent#vent#Ive just been making an oc carrd and contemplate changing my blog header for the past 3 days honestly
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for requestober !! can i ask for a crossover of vargas and tsp ? something like , stanley being edgar and scriabin being the narrator:3
Day 1 - Destruction
#My art#Requestober#Vargas#Scriabin#Edgar#The Stanley Parable#Watch out - I'm doing cool stuff with transparency again#And this time it actually presents cleanly on the dash hells yeah >:3c#Quick first thing that stands out to you about style stuff!#I've been feeling gums lately teeth and gums but especially gums#They are good for big expression work and they are also weird :)#I'm not used to it yet! But I think I like it! In like a mixed way lol#Very good for expression work I just fjdksalfjd they are very strange#Anyhow!#Been a while since I dipped into the Vargas/TSP well :3c#I decided to go with one of the tag-dialogue I had set aside for myself in the original doodle post haha#It's a good bit of dialogue ♪ Definitely one of my favourites it rides around in my head rent free#Just leaving it as their void untouched with such an emphasis on how wrecked the place is tho#That wouldn't do would it ♪#What did you do Edgar?#Went and found a beasty who tore the walls apart haha#Either that or Scriabin did it and he's blaming Edgar - standard fare#It feels so odd! So strange to be drawing them digitally again!#I mean I've been drawing them traditionally all this time so that's not strange#And really it hasn't been That long since I drew them digitally it just feels like it#I'll just have to get back into the swing of it haha#A good start to the season :) Thank you! :D
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my bakugou thought of the day is: do you think he goes down without a fight ??
like in the event that he never manages to make his move on you for whatever reason and you meet and eventually become engaged to someone else, does he let you go ??? without ever saying anything ??? bc....idk !! i don't think he seems particularly like a homewrecker kind of guy, and i think he respects you enough to not question your life choices and if you're happy—he can live with that.
but if he really, truly believes he would be a better partner for you, does he keep it to himself ?? or give it one last shot before the wedding ??
#he's NOT the kind of guy to give up—but when it comes to people and their intimate feelings....that's different 🥺#bc no matter what your response is—he makes SUCH an uncomfortable situation for you#both of you honestly#bc if you decide you want to be with him now you've got to call off a whole wedding and end a relationship of x amount of time#and it would look weird if you up and walked off into the sunset with bkg right ?? what your family and friends and peers think ???#he doesn’t want to seem like a HOMEWRECKER#but in the event you DONT want to be with him#what an akward situation; has he lost you now ?? will you ever be the same again ??#can he even stand to look at you knowing you love someone else ???#WAAAHHHHH#okay i'm going to agonize over this goodnight LOL#✿ thoughts: bakugou
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Been feeling a bit down about my lowered energy levels and how I don't feel like my art is coming as easily as it did a year and a half ago
but like
I just found sketches and things that I was PROUD of from that time and... I know I could do so much better now???? Like- here brain, here's proof that you haven't gotten worse over time- you've improved. Yeah it's a little slower going now but... that's okay???
Like:
Compared to:
ANYWAY. BRAINS ARE DUMB. AND SOMETIMES YOU NEED TO LOOK AT OLD THINGS TO FEEL OKAY ABOUT WHERE YOU'RE AT.
#lol behold Beta design Mari in all her glory#her chin is huge what was I DOING#that wouldn't pass a flip test for SURE#And Ingo doodles from before BALD reveal lolol#and before I decided to not draw him with such an angular face#Anyway I'm struggling getting going on comic work today can you tell?#scripting dialogue is my own personal hell#like I know how the scene progresses#I know the story beats#BUT NAILING DOWN THE DIALOGUE#HECK#HECKING HECK
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My last entry for @deadbranch 50 word challenge. I was gonna do a Laswell one as well but- life. LMAO
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"Promise that you'll find happiness- stay safe... Buy that little house on the hill."
"Soap.... Don't you fuckin' dare..."
"Promise."
"Johnny..."
"I love-"
The rain has never felt so cold, nothing but the low crackle of static invades your ears. Promises fizzle out in the rain along with your heart.
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|Soap Has No Choice|
#leaving it up to you to decide if he died or what LOL#vee's random thoughts go brr#50 word fic challenge#vee's cod works#john mactavish x reader#john mactavish x you#soap x reader#soap x you#johnny mactavish#john 'soap' mactavish#john soap mactavish x reader#john soap mactavish#john mactavish#cod x reader#cod x you#cod angst#soap angst#john mactavish angst
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BUT WHAT ABOUT. Raihan and Leon proposal. Either one to the other or at the same time.
you KNOW their wedding will be the biggest, grandest event with everyone invited and with special limited edition League cards made for it and a huge battle as the reception and
Oh my god I have so many thoughts about this actually lol, especially since Pokemon Masters made Battle Tower Leon’s EX white (immediately made me think of a wedding suit). In the interest of not taking two whole months, I’m going to share this WIP for now!
+A silly extra sketch, featuring the iconic Charizard pose that is absolutely not going to be on Leon’s limited League card what are you talking about
As for the proposal, I might have something cooking somewhere down the line 😉 though based on previous experience it very well might take a while again 🤡
#raileon#dnkb#raihan#gym leader raihan#champion leon#leon pokemon#pokemon#thank you for this request bc it coincided with what I’ve wanted to do anw haha#i forgot I said I’ll take sketch requests then decided to almost finish this piece lol#i will definitely finish it though#it will be paired with the proposal comic most likely!#undescribed for now#god i need to go back and describe em but ive been soooo tired. after this month when im less busy hopefully
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[ID: Digital illustration of Morrigan Crow and Francis Fitzwilliam from Nevermoor. They are standing in front of a stove in a brightly lit kitchen, and the counter next to them has a bowl of white pancake mix, 2 bottles of spice, and 2 measuring spoons. Above the counter is a rack of cooking utensils. The background is slightly blurry. They are viewed from the side, and are standing next to each other. Morrigan is behind Francis. She looks distressed with her teeth gritted and her eyes wide, and she’s holding a pan and spatula up in alarm. In the pan is a burnt mass of pancake mix. Francis is looking at Morrigan’s pan and smiling nervously, holding his own pan and spatula normally. Morrigan is wearing a black sweater over a white button-up shirt, black pants, and a light blue apron with blue stripes. Francis is wearing a gray button-up with a W-pin on the collar, black pants, and a light blue apron with white stripes. END ID.]
#nevermoor#morrigan crow#francis fitzwilliam#fanart#there’s a whole concept behind this one#one of the sisters decided mog needed more training in control and decided to go about it by teaching mog how to cook/bake#(bc in my very humble experience baking is a precise art and cooking is scary if you aren’t paying attention lol)#and so they made francis teach her bc teaching someone is like the ultimate signal that you’re good at what you do#but morrigan ‘i’ve never even looked at skillet’ crow is impossible to teach#and francis’s grade depends on mog’s performance bc wunsoc is evil so he’s like. slowly loosing his mind#losing*#i just want my faves to bond <33#theyyyy don’t look like 13yr olds but ignore that… :’)
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((I love the people who tag my posts with "The Scottish Play." Like. Macbeth Macbeth Macbeth!!! The play Macbeth!!!! Macbeth by William Shakespeare!!!!! Macbeth (not the character)!!!! Get scared get scared get scared!!!!!!!!! Woe sandbag be upon ye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anyway happy halloween y'all :) Hope you had a good time tonight))
#for the record i will never believe in the macbeth superstition#as someone who has worked in theater both onstage and backstage#things will go wrong no matter what. there are just so many people and moving parts that you cant avoid something going disastrously wrong#but it feels nice to have something you can tangibly blame when youre faced with a situation where nobody is at fault#so people decided that a culturally significant tragedy that gets talked about a lot by thespians is somehow the culprit#and the play itself is haunted oooooo#but. no. no matter how diligent everyone is about avoiding talking about macbeth someone is still gonna almost get a concussion mid act#props are still gonna go missing. set pieces are still gonna fall over. someones still gonna fall down the stairs (me lol).#allow yourself the freedom
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