#yes i stole this from another post but im gonna vent for a sec
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#yes i stole this from another post but im gonna vent for a sec#bc its REALLY cool that someone at my insurance decided im not actually sick#its really cool that the INSURANCE got to advise the DOCTORS ab whether or not i need further testing#someone over at independence has decided that because i have no prior history of physical brain dysfunction#(bc my cocktail of mental illness dont count i guess)#(nor does my ACTUAL history of head trauma??)#and therefore if i get further testing i pay out of pocket and that shits fucking expensive#and our rent just went up and i just. ugh.#i guess its not a huge deal ive been told theres no risk of it being terminal#and only a 'moderate' risk of it being serious#but like. id still love to know why my head literally always hurts. why i never dont have a headache#like when i say i have a headache what i mean is it hurts worse than the baseline hurt#but its not supposed to hurt AT ALL#and i was told its probably connected to my migraines and insomnia#but like.#the other problem is now i have to like#go through psych evals again to get back on the proper medication.#but the waiting list is. long. and as long as im still on antidepressants im not at risk of suicide probably#i mean tbf im. i ran out of antidepressants ab a week ago and just havent refilled it#i dont know... why. i can feel myself getting worse but i just. havent made one single phone call#idk whats wrong with me its like i want to be sick.#ugh its all just. too much.#its cool how some greg over at insurance can practice medicine without a license with a greater authority than a doctor.
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