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“None of which we had access to for security.” Oh really? Then how the fuck was JJ able to play Scrabble with her then?????
#criminal minds#this makes me so mad#warning the following tags will turn into a novel#this and the fight between Spencer and JJ#how was she able to look Spencer in the eye and say Emily is dead and help him grive while also playing Scrabble with her#did Hotch play any online games with her?? NO#“but she couldn’t tell him” pretty sure she also couldn’t play online word games with her#“he’s my best friend” I mean you roll your eyes every time he opens his mouth or you shut up down whenever he talks about his interests#but yeah your his ”best friend”#not Emily ”I’m so proud of you” “never stop being you”#or Penelope “I know I’m sorry” *presses two fingers to her lips then to his forhead* Spencer: ☺️#also Pen: *keeps his secrets despite not being able to keep anyone else’s*#she didn’t tell anyone about his mom when she found out nor did she tell Tara or Luke about his addiction#AND THEN HIS “BESTIE” JJ IMMEDIATELY DID#I’m sorry what was this post about oh yeah “dead Emily”
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Normally Sanji is the most put together person between him and Luffy. He’s probably the most put together person on the entire crew besides Robin. Meanwhile Luffy is a walking disaster, chaos is naturally drawn to him and he’s ALWAYS getting into trouble. When it comes to their actual romantic relationship tho. It’s COMPLETELY flipped lmao
Luffy will walk out on deck with his hair slightly tousled and his vest a bit askew but that’s normal for him. He looks smug as hell but that’s also normal for him. Nobody bats an eye. Then Sanji comes tumbling out of the galley. Shirt untucked and buttoned up the wrong way, hair thoroughly ruffled, clothes rumpled, looking utterly fucking disheveled. His nose is bleeding, he’s stumbling like he’s drunk and his neck is covered in hickies. Everyone on deck proceeds to lose their goddamn MINDS
#Sanji tries to tell them he was ‘attacked’ but then Luffy goes ‘Yeah by me ;))))’ and Sanji promptly gives up#Usopp: Dude you’re a mess. I’ve never seen you this unkempt before#Sanji: I. Listen.#Luffy: 😋#Sanji: DON’T LOOK SO PROUD OF YOURSELF THIS IS YOUR FAULT#Luffy: I take full responsibility and I WILL be doing it again!!!!#Sanji: NFJSNFNSNCNSNCNSN#Lusan#Sanlu#One Piece#Sanji#Luffy#Shima speaks#Just reminding you all where my heart lies. In case you didn’t know already tee hee <3#I love the contrast between how they are normally and how they are when they’re intimate#AKA Sanji’s a fucking mess after Luffy gives him any kind of affection and Luffy is fully unbothered#Sanji getting overwhelmed at any physical affection makes me ill actually.#Luffy knows that he’s doing smth right when Sanji’s nose starts bleeding LMAO#Luffy: Cool!! I’m glad Sanji’s enjoying it :D#Meanwhile Sanji’s brain is fried. He can’t even articulate. LMAO#Idk what it is about them!! They’ve changed me!! They awakened something in me………jfjdnnd
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Some doodles to start the year off 🫶
#trigun#trigun maximum#vash#nicholas d. wolfwood#millions knives#meryl stryfe#livio the double fang#doodles#happy new year#I’ve been wanting to try coloring some more lately#closeups of wolfwood bc omg I never draw him and he actually came out really pretty imo idk I’m proud#I have no clue what my goals are this year other than making it through the next year of college so lol#oh yeah I wanted to use my art tag now so#Hinaliix art
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Some drawings I made in the @ forgettable-au whiteboard! These were so much fun to make omg (look at that cute sans someone drew in the the first pic— he’s so adorable ;w;)
#yeah idk what happened but I’m pretty proud of these lmao#very very fun u guys should join if you like the au#everyone has such great art!!#I can’t wait to make more mwahahaha#ceroba#starlo#frisk#chara#papyrus#sans#undertale#undertale yellow
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surprise art attack!!! here’s @deityofhearts ‘s cashmere, everyone’s favorite whimsical tiefling
#pose taken directly from the kikuomiku4 album cover bc i’ve been listening to UFO on repeat for idk how many days now#finally gave me the inspiration i needed to do something like this it’s like both sad and super whimsical#actually tbh it gives me more wishful vibes now that i think about it but 1. idk what wishful looks like and 2. cashmere design my beloved#kikuo just in general has a lot of whimsysad and/or fundark which is why i love him#tbh ufo has quickly shot up to one of my fave songs it’s the iconic accordion and the tempo being unstable in places#uh anyway ignore me being a kikuo nerd again#wahhh this was fun to work on it has consumed me these past three days#jumping up and down hehehehehe#glad i finally cut to the ‘it’s done *collapses*’ stage of the arting process bc i’ve been having trouble finishing pieces lately#man i WISH i could come up with poses this good on my own. idc i’m still proud of this#my art#ok yeah i just got the time total. 12 hours#i knew it would be a long time but i didn’t think that long#tbh a lot of that was spent inefficiently bc i kept having to resize the image up when i realized the pixels were too crunchy#and when you make an image bigger the lines get blurry so then you have to redo them. yeah i had to do that TWICE. like a dummy.#12 hours used to be like par for the course for me but i’ve finally gotten faster. or maybe i’ve just stopped doing as many full figures#lol
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hi so i just finished bridge to terabithia and now i’m unwell and my eyes are red because i’ve been crying before i’d even reached 20 minutes of it for i actually knew what was going to happen and by the time i reached an hour something something i just straight up sobbing screaming into my pillow. and now it’s 12 am and i’m still thinking about them. because god, look at them, how they were, the little world they lived in, wouldn’t you just love that, to run away, to escape, to grasp that childhood naivety and innocence that you lost a long time ago, to feel the sun in your skin and the air in your lungs and to paint fantasies and laugh and play and run hidden away from the world and find an old run down tree house and decided to make it your own little shelter and pin up canvases on the worn wood and paint and let your creativity goes wild and have someone understand you and gets you and do it with you, and wouldn’t you just love to have something so constant, so sincere, so genuine, so pure, so real, that there wasn’t anything else. if i knew i was going to cry this much, if i knew how much space this movie would make in my life, i wouldn’t have started this movie tonight. i would have been in peace on the floor of my room, not realizing how badly i actually want something like this even though i would never unironically admit this to anyone in my life or even myself when i’m outside of the familiar place of my mind, for that matters
#bridge to terabithia#how am i supposed to recover#i wasn’t planning to write a paragraph about it but yeah i kinda love this movie i guess#i needed a good cry and the universe didn’t stop me from choosing this movie i don’t know if that’s nice or simply mean#i was going to watch la la land after this but that’s not gonna happen now#i’m not reading back what i wrote otherwise i would just delete it because i’d think this movie deserves better more coherent thoughts#and i’d say that i’d just rewrite it tomorrow but then i wouldn’t#because nothing would ever beat the “everything i create has to be great or nothing” in me#and i never am proud of what i made unless it’s supposedly only for my viewing#so i actually don’t know if what i just wrote make sense but yeah#my eyes feel so weird right now#also the ending was definitely up to interpretations!! (spoiler alert* just in case)#i myself personally like to believe he dreamed up the last 30 minutes of it and didn’t even go to the museum#and so he’ll just wake up definitely shocked but then still find leslie in her house who was just about to meet him so they could go!!#and because the rope was cut off by the lightning from last night they decide to build the bridge so everyone could cross safe and sound!!#i like my ending better they really should change it#but no all and all the end was really beautiful#even though it took me maybe even an hour to get through it because i keep sobbing and have to repeat over and over to hear what they said#yeah okay anyways sorry for the rant<3#i’m not sure what this is#but glad i could get it off my chest#let’s see how to tag how to tag#movies#just#childhood#whatever <3#nadirants
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proud of louis always and forever
#he’s just. he’s gone through so much. so much hurt and trauma and pain#and that fucks you up. that has the potential to make you bitter and angry at the world#and yeah he may have felt those things because he’s only human#but the way he didn’t let that get him down and instead fueled him to fight for what he cares about. what he loves#what he’s passionate about#and raise on top of all that#raise on top of the people who tried to bring him down#and now look at him#he’s confident. he’s doing what he loves. he’s putting on amazing shows. he’s reaching into different industries#he’s slowly but surely getting independent#he’s making connections and giving underground artists opportunities to showcase their music#he’s loved and appreciated and respected amongst his peers#and yes there’s always people who will want to shit on his achievements#but he’s not letting get that to him#he’s thriving#and i absolutely love the fact he’s not afraid to show his vulnerable side#the man who was scared and nervous and anxious about going solo is now on top of the world#i’m so so proud of him#i can’t wait to see him continue this journey#logan.txt
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i want a puppy so much
#organization i raise for has a litter on the way#they’re gonna be related to iris too which is nice#also speaking of iris she’s doing awesome from what i hear#she’s a west coast girl now she got placed as an explosive detection dog in california#very proud of her#but yeah pups will be ready to go to raiders in late june/early july and i hope i get offered one#i’m on the list of potential raisers and i know the org likes me#so as long as there’s enough puppies to go around#i should be given one and i’m so ready to give everything i can to make it an incredible service or facility dog#i’d be so happy if i can raise a successful service dog#i’m proud of my babies of course but i would be so happy for one to graduate as what my program specifically trains for
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also I’ve been like, not falling into a specific bad habit of mine and I’m very proud because I often get the urge to do so and then have to like remind myself no it’s not healthy and good to do and to stop it
#deity dialogue#on one hand I’m proud of myself and on the other hand I feel stupid for being proud of myself#it’s nothing bad btw it’s not like a Harmful in the physical sense habit but more of an emotional one?? idk saying that is also stupid#it’s not harmful but it does make me sad and I’m not gonna say what the habit is because it’s stupid <3 there are only two or three people#I would actually tell the stupid bad habit to and that’s only if it came up in like venting or if they asked for some reason#but yeah I’m being so so brave and so very strong about it all
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love it when everything is briefly just absolutely great & happy & everything seems like it’s gonna actually be okay in horror media but you’re not close to the end. that’s when you know shits getting ready to get real dark 😈
#the transition from chapter 5 to 6 of scream au is something I’m actually really proud of hehe#it’s like…: I feel like I do a really good job building things up & creating a sinking sensation#I really fucking hope so anyway#scream au#it’s so hard not to post more#but I won’t heheeh#Friday I will but not til then 😉#like. with the knowledge of what genre were in you can tell where this is going & that it’s not good#& the self awareness of the characters that they’re in a story that comes with scream#makes it like. yeah they know it too they know things ain’t gonna be ok#but they’re powerless to change the genre they’re in#which is exisentiallt scary so that’s fun
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Fuck you *gives your oc a healthy relationship to at least one parent*
#I’m giving Knut a healthy relationship with his dad and I’m having such a blast you guys don’t even know#his dad is the emotionally mature guy we all need in our lives#I just almost shat myself I’m walking home from theatre and wearing headphones and suddenly there was a huge fucking tractor right behind me#anyway#he’s an absolute unit of a guy like. like#weight lifter physique ykwim#not body builder. weight lifter#he doesn’t actually lifts weights but#he’s a blacksmith! except he doesn’t make like heavy axes and stuff#he makes jewelry and really intricate stuff#I fucjing love him lmao#huge guy who looks like he can squash you with his pinky. has the most softspoken voice out there#he’s a blacksmith. but for like jewelry#he grabs you and then he hugs you really gently and asks you if you want some of the cake his son baked because he’s really proud of him#his living room is full of pictures of his children#he knows about Knut’s issues because he’s not scared of talking to him and he even took Loki in for a while#even after Knut died he kept in contact with Loki and looked after him. made sure he was handling things okay (spoiler alert he wasn’t)#he’s a really good guy#and the biggest pro? he’s still alive#yeah what I have issues? haha why would you think that haha
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i get a lot of family friends or neighbours saying “you’re so impressive” and i get similar things from other people when i tell them what i’m doing and idk how to be like “nah it’s nothing” bc they always think i’m being humble or something but i just genuinely cannot conceive of the compliments they’re giving me. my essay was just nominated for an award and i appreciate that people like my work but that’s it
#this is not me bragging or being like ‘look at me im so cool but so humble’ i just genuinely cannot feel like it’s anything else than a#‘yeah i did well’ kinda thing. but not in the way people are making it out to be. like yeah this means it’s a good essay ig but that’s it#people talk about me and I’ll get my mums friends going ‘your mum told me you’re doing [xyz]. thats incredible’ and idk how to be like#it’s just what im doing. its no more special than anything else really#I don’t want people to expect some sort of genius when i walk into a room because i’m not. i don’t even know what i’m doing#i get worried people are gonna expect someone and then a 5’2 brunette with glasses is gonna walk in and be completely average as well as#painfully awkward. im worried people will think im some sort of highly achieved savant or some shit and im not#idk. it’s just been a week. im excited my essay is nominated but more because it’s a good essay and i like the acknowledgement#not because it’s Oh My Goodness Your Essay Is The Best And So Impressive And You Should Be So Proud#vent tw#kinda
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interdimensional gateway fic update for 3rd anniversary
haha kidding
it takes forever to write fics so I applaud you for still managing to keep up with it, especially multi-chapter fics. and especially especially ones that are over like 5 chapters.
I would've forgotten about it and then just hoped the readers weren't that into it so i could abandon the thing
(have done that in the past but then again they never got many likes 2 begin with haha)
anyways wish u luck on it, dont worry about meeting deadlines n shit
Oh honestly at some point this past spring I had this silly pipe dream that I’d have Gateway’s epilogue up in time for it’s third birthday lmao it’s even pipe-dreamier now, but hey, who knows (I knows, I absolutely probably won’t finish it by then but yknow it’d be nice)
But at the same time the fact that this ask is like. Even here at all is so so wild to me because this is the first time I’ve had people engage with my content so positively and consistently, and I feel like that’s been one of my reasons that work on it’s been so ‘consistent’
(That and the Darkside communities size. Back then we only had 7 fics to pick from so it was my civil service to the community, obvs)
At the end of the day, while the stunted progress in 2022 was just another cost of a mentally taxing year, 2023 has just been me wrangling my brain to focus on anything for more than two weeks and clinically failing, and the lack of engagement chapter 9 got around its release ended up burying DD in my head
I’m not,,, entirely certain what my point was in all of this? But. Thank you. Maybe chapter 10 will drop by year’s end. Wouldn’t that be rad?
#I’m not gonna tag this properly#because I feel like this isn’t a concrete update moreso just. uh me talking about things that not everyone would care about#but. yeah no I miss Darkside and the idea of coming back to it is good#and obviously moral of the story is leave comments. any comments#they give me the good serotonin and make me realize that yeah. this fic matters#that feels like an extreme way of putting it but uh. you get it#and like honestly even if chapter 10 takes a hot minute I should note#that anyone is welcome to come into my ask box and talk about Gateway or just Darkside in general#but no yeah that’s all I got#it’s still wild that people are still looking into my lil fic because I feel like it is one of my works I’m most proud of#like! I got a fanart for it! what the fuck#/pos
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Right person, wrong everything 🌟
#sakuatsu#miya atsumu#haikyuu!!#sakusa kiyoomi#me when something happens:#wow I should make a comics based on it#this is 100% what happened between me and my crush#I’m Atsumu and they’re Kiyoomi#homophobia truly is evil#hopeful ending#because idk how this ends between us#we could always reunite in a few years and start new#either way I’m glad I get to be their friend#they are on the other side of the country pursuing an art career#and I’m really proud of her#so yeah#myart#artist on tumblr
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woman who is having girlhood moments c. age 15 at 22
#but like#i love my gnc teenage self sm like she really just did what she wanted . and i’m proud of that actually being 15 is so hard#ummmm and i still think makeup is evil but also . i can piss around bc i am careful with it?#if that makes sense#or not bc but if i guess#can u tell i’m not sober#um . and yeah i am proud of myself for beigg bc the most gnc in the year (low as that bar felt lol)#i was so small . i was like 13 and already so different#gonna get emotional so will stop thinking abt it
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Greetings! I’m not sure how this works, but I wish you would write about the first time Jackie met Zara please. P.S. I think that your art and writings are amazing. - The Cinnamon Roll Anon
(God like 2 years later way to go me |D but I’m trying to get back into writing so I’m doing older requests! I wish I knew who to tag for this one- I hope they can find it 😭)
Jackie nervously picked at his gi as he studied the others in his class. God- did he pick the right sports bra? Were people staring at him? He had just decided before coming to Uni he was gonna try passing more… he started taking T as soon as he turned 18. Still- it felt like someone would be able to see through him… He felt eyes on him while he tried not to panic.
He really wanted to take this class though! He used to be in a dojo when he was younger. It’d be nice to connect back to the sport he loved- even if parkour had become his bigger love as of late. Still, that means he’d be good at this right?
Jackie snapped out of his thoughts as the class began, his sensei started the class and introduced himself. Jackie looked at the teacher with starry eyes. What a cool dude… could he look like that someday?
After going through warmups, Sensei asked how many of them had been in a martial arts class before. Jackie slowly raised his hand and saw one other hand shoot up. He met eyes with a girl with short cropped hair and violet eyes that smirked at him. Jackie felt his cheeks flush.
Sensei wanted to see what their level was- so while his teaching assistant led the rest of the class through the first lesson, Sensei took the two aside.
“Alright, why don’t you two show me what you can do?” He asked, watching as Jackie and the girl eased into fighting stances.
Jackie felt more nerves creeping up his chest, thick in his throat. He shouldn’t have said anything! He hasn’t been in classes since like primary school! But… men don’t show weakness like that. He had to prove himself… right?
He squared up his chest and smirked at the girl.
“Promise I’ll go easy on you,” He boasted, even though he was screaming at himself for saying that right after.
Especially when the girl’s eyes flash with anger. She takes the first jab, punching near Jackie’s chest. Luckily, Jackie remembers how to block and side steps away with a hushed, “Woah!” escaping his mouth.
Jackie steps back and tries to aim a flat hand strike to her collarbone. But she side steps and grabs his arm and shoulder, yanking him towards her. He’s immediately thrown off balance and cries out. She goes past him and hooks her leg around his and then scoops and pushes down, driving him hard into the ground onto his back with her on top of him, still gripping his sleeve while her fist hits solidly on the mat next to his face.
Jackie has to blink stars out of his eyes as the girl smirks down at him. The lights of the practice room backlit her like an Angel. Jackie could hear his heart beat in his ears as his chest and stomach seemed to fill with butterflies, leaving him even more breathless.
Then she bursts into laughter and Jackie feels his face turn bright red.
“God! The look on your face was priceless!” She giggled.
Sensei’s voice drawled disapprovingly from behind them, “That might have been too much, Zara.”
She glances at their teacher then groans, “c’mon teach! He was begging for a humbling moment!”
“H-Hey!” Jackie squirms, feeling more and more ashamed. Plus… she was very close to his chest…. She couldn’t tell could she?
Sensei raised his eyebrow, “Be that as it may, your humbling moment didn’t give me enough time to see his skill set.”
The girl, Zara it seems, blows hair out of her face and sighs. “Alrightttt-“ She lets go of Jackie and hops to her feet, offering Jackie a hand. Jackie hesitates but then takes the hand as he’s unsteadily pulled to his feet.
The girl takes the opportunity to shake Jackie’s hand and smiles. “Sorry about that… cocky guys get on my nerves here. But… that wasn’t fair of me. I’m actually another student assistant here… cuz I frequent Sensei's dojo. Or- I used to… got caught up the past summer so… Sensei wanted to see if I was still sharp. Wasn’t cool of me to do that to you though… you’re a bit stiff for someone who’s done this before.”
Jackie blushes again, looking away. “I… might have fudged my knowledge… I haven’t really been since I finished primary school…”
He cringes, like he’s expecting to hear the girl’s cruel laughter at him. But instead she beams. “Well hey! You got a pretty great start for being so rusty! Still loads better than the beginners here! I can give you some tips, if you’re okay with trying again?”
Jackie blinks in surprise but Zara does look a bit more apologetic. He grumbles and looks away, wishing his cheeks would stop turning so red. “…as long as you don’t make fun of me…”
“I won’t. Promise! Now… show me your stance again!”
After a while, their session ended as the rest of the class packed up. Sensei said he’d probably give them a few more one on one sessions until they got the rest of class up to speed.
Jackie watched as Zara grabbed her shoes and bag as he carefully went over and coughed slightly, getting her attention.
She blinks and cocks her head at him, “Yes..? Did we forget something?”
“N-No! No I… I just…” Jackie played with the back of his hair as he tried to work up the nerve to say, “…m’sorry… for earlier. I… I didn’t mean to come off like that and I… I just want you to know I… I’m not that kinda guy… you know?” His cheeks flushed red again as he avoided her gaze.
Zara is quiet for a moment before she smiles warmly. “Well, clearly.” She replies bluntly.
“Huh?” Jackie looks at her in surprise.
She laughs, “A cocky guy would never admit he was wrong! They’re all tough and macho and big headed! Total meat heads I tell ya.” She slips on one of her shoes as they talk, “That’s why I stuck with martial arts for so long. Ain’t nothing sweeter than knocking a meat head down a peg for underestimating a girl.”
She straightens and gives Jackie a slight knowing look, briefly glancing down before meeting his eyes. “…you get that- right?”
Jackie doesn’t quite get what she’s hinting at though. But he quickly blurts out, “Y-Yeah totally! That’s why I… I didn’t want you to think of me like that… cuz I’m not- I swear!”
Zara finishes slipping on her other shoe as she giggles and lightly punches Jackie’s shoulder. “Well, you didn’t need to but… thanks… uh-“ Now it’s her turn to blush as she nervously laughs. “God I- I totally forgot to ask your name!”
Jackie laughs, “it’s Jackie… Jackie Mann.”
Zara seems to laugh a bit loud at that and claps a hand over her mouth as Jackie looks at her in confusion. She quickly tries to recover. “S-Sorry! Just… wasn’t expecting that last name.”
“Yeah it’s- kinda weird.” Jackie admits with a laugh.
“Sounds like a superhero name!” Zara chuckles.
“Oh huh… guess it does.” Jackie blushes, feeling his superhero nerd wanting to come out but he eagerly pushes it down. He was trying to make a good impression, not scare her away. “And you’re… Zara, right?”
Zara nods with a smile and holds out her hand, “Zara Caley, aspiring marine biologist and certified ass kicker.”
Jackie feels his chest and stomach flutter again as he takes her hand and shakes it. “…nice to meet you officially then, Zara.”
She grins, “You as well, Mr. Jackie Mann.”
She then grabs her bag and looks down at his still bare feet. “I dunno if you have another class soon but- this room is about to be filled again, I think. And I got a lecture halfway across campus.”
“O-Oh! Right right I… I won’t keep you then.” Jackie stammers quickly, going to grab his shoes and jam them on.
Zara giggles and waves at him. “See you next class, Jackie!” She then hurries out the door.
And Jackie can’t help but stare at her as she leaves, his breath taken away again.
#and what’s this??#trans Jackie?? in swap boys?#HELL YEAH TRANS JACKIE IN SWAP BOYS#I couldn’t not have trans Jackie it’s such a good headcanon!#and him and alt can bond over it later :)#I actually have a Drabble of that but I need to write one other story first for it to make sense hfggb#why do I write like this? just total chaos gfgfg#hufflewriting#SwapBoys#jackie mann#Zara caley#jack1eboi#meet cute#fluff#I wrote fluff y’all!! are you proud??#…it’s totally not cuz the next request I’m gonna work on is whump nooo whattt??#*runs*#readswapboys
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