Sunday was so strange and I'm having a crisis because I can't quite assimilate it, the thing is that that day I saw my best friend early to plan our customes very well and everything, we arrived at the place where my friends were going to play like At 6:30 and it was already very dark, the first one who greeted us was Marco and he stayed there with us for a little while, then my friend Diana was like lets get high and I followed her, but I think It hit me so fast and I wasnt feeling very well, so I went to sit down and I it was so weird since I felt that hours had already passed and hardly minutes had passed indeed kdkd, I really didn't like feeling like that, I was able to get up and go to the bathroom and I found Dante there, then he hugged me really tight And the truth was that I felt very good, I had not seen him for a long time and I was worried about him, but he looked happy and that made me feel better, I asked him for some water and told me that he didnt have any, I should go where he was, but I really just wanted to get back to my senses bc the truth Is that it was being very frustrating and I couldn't have fun, a lot of things happened from that point until my friends started playing, When they started, I got as close as I could and it was a lot of fun, I was very excited and happy because it was the first time I saw them play live, I think my friend wasnt feeling it, but I was sooo happy and I feel kind of bad bc she wanted us to leave from the front, I had previously gone to see them play but something always happened that prevented it and this time I was able to do it and I cannot express how happy I was

. Now, when they were playing I went to my friend Fer's side and there was this dude who asked me my name, his name is Dan, after that every time he saw me he would say my name, like he would pass by my side and said "Xim right?" with this lovely smile and I smiled at him back everytime, after my friends finished playing I went to sit with my friends in the grass and my friend chino was very drunk, I was taking pictures of him and making fun of how fun he was looking, he brought hats and parts of costumes of all the people at the party jdjdk it was very fun to see him there dancing all the time, the thing is that Daniel came over and sat down and Diana offered him to smoke some weed and he did it and sat next to me, then he started to see my tattoos and he told me that they were really cute and then he showed me his and told me about the way he liked to draw and told me that my boots and my photos and little drawings were very cute and I didnt know what to answer so I just was smiling very shy, then he asked me what I my costume was bc at that point I was no longer wearing one jdjdk so I showed him my wings (I was an ángel) and he put them on: ((((He looked so cuteee, then he stood up and grabbed my hand and took me to the stage, noveno portal was playing and he made me dance with him and brooo, I was so happy and I felt so kdkd bc all night I was waiting for someone to dance like that with me and we jumped and shouted and he did it and also brought my wings and I am the queen of romanticize whatever so I was there looking at him, then we went back to where my friends and he left With his friends and I was there all dkdkfl dying and happy and he returned about 5 minutes to say goodbye to us and as he approached he asked me if he could kiss me 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️ the truth was the way he asked me was really attractive to me, even When I looked at Diana she gave me that very much libra look and I, like the powerful virgo that I am.... TOLD HIM NOOOOO 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️ KWIDOEOFOFEOFOEW and then he just looked at me and smiled and I told him that "later" and he said to me, "later?" but with this very nice tone, I almost lost my soul fr, I hate dudes for having these cute voices, the thing is that I hug him because I felt very sorry and shy and he hugged me too and OMGGGKDKDDKK we lasted like 5 minutes like that I could hear his heart beat, and I'm sorry and crying I don't know WhY I told him no, I was afraid to do it maybr and I'm devastated because of that tbh, then before leaving he asked if I lived close there and I told him my noo and then just left and my friends were cofused like me and I feel silly because I just skdkfk and I'm thinking and thinking about that I just cant help it, and he gave me such lovely vibe, he was so kind and respectful all the time which I shouldnt romanticize but kdkd so I was wondering if I should invite him myself to go to another gig that my friends are going to present but I don't know, I already got a lot of panic Im doubting so much, like what if it only was a party thing and I am already this excited, I hate meeen I hate that they make me feel things dkdlf