Astral Pt. 10 (Loki x Reader)

So im out eating right now so ill add the link to the last part in an hour and stuff also I did not beta read this part and apologize if I need to change something later on but I want to try and keep up with posting at 5:30 so im releasing it 🤗

Alright we finally have some actions and many open ended questions that I’ve got to close up BUT we also experience one of our main villains warriors. If you read the comics you’ll immediately know who the main villain is (Or Google it but I suggest not doing that if you want to be surprised :p)

You knew having peace and hanging out with your team and Loki would only last for so long, but you were still saddened when it came time to finally work. 

You’re all on the top most floor of the Avenger’s tower, the War Room as Tony called it (sounds a bit over dramatic but it was Tony so...). Fury is there in hologram mode, sitting in the middle of a large custom made table that had the Avengers logo engraved into the middle of the dark oak. 

“What kind of readings are we talking about?” Stark asks Fury. 

Fury’s hand comes up and swipes at something invisible on his end and it translates to Stark’s theater size screens on the wall. It’s a bunch of graphs, statistics, and other jargon you can’t understand. You raise a brow when Tony and Bruce gasp and start talking in hushed tones to each other. 

“Tony, make this english so everyone can understand what’s going on, please?” Steve asks. 

Tony clears his throat and points to one of the graphs, “According to Fury’s collected data, Thor give Jane a big hug when you next see her, they’ve picked up on some form of energy spikes in the middle of Death Valley, Nevada. Like we’re talking colossal size spikes. ”

You look at Loki who sits up in his chair next to you and squints at the screens.

“I know what these ‘energy’,” Loki says energy like it’s disgusting, “readings are. It’s magic from another realm. Specifically, it’s time travel but...” Loki frowns and you watch as his eyes become almost fearful.

“Spit it out, Reindeer Games.” Tony says, sounding concerned at Loki’s fear.

“It’s time travel across an alternate timeline.” 

Tony blinks. Bruce frowns and pushes his glasses up to the bridge of his nose. The entire room is silent. 

“You wouldn’t happen to know who caused these readings would you?” Tony finally asks. 

Loki, who has a neutral face now and the fear is gone from his eyes, shakes his head. “I can’t know for sure unless I can inspect the magic in person.” 

Finally Fury speaks, you had almost forgot the director was even here. “Prepare a quin jet Stark, get Loki and whoever else you deem reliable to escort. We need to figure out who came for a visit and if they’re ally or enemy as soon as possible.”

Fury disappears from the table and Tony gets into worker mode immediately. He points to you, claiming you’re the close combat person, to Clint, who is your ranged fighter, and to Natasha who would be pilot and your extraction. 

Things become a blur after that. You remember going to your room and jumping into your Shield issued attire (Stark had yet to make you your own suit), and meeting Loki at the roof where a quin jet readied for take off. Before you walked into the quin jet Loki stopped you, his hands holding your shoulders making you face him. 

“I promise that I will let nothing harm you, you’re my first priority and if things get violent I will teleport us away to safety.” 

You nod but give him a small smile, “I can handle myself but it’s good to know I’ve got someone watching my back.” You then push onto your toes and give Loki a peck and make your way to the quin jet. 

The ride there is tense and quiet. Loki says he’s putting a spell on you that acts as a shield but doesn’t specify how it works.

Looking back you wish you would have asked how it worked. 

Landing around 100 meters from the destination Clint, Loki and you leave the ship and begin your trek to the site. 

“Holy fuck! If I could strip out of my skin I would.” You say to Loki and Clint. Death Valley’s temperature was a recorded 130 degrees today. 

At your displeasure Loki slows till he’s next to you and puts an arm around your shoulders. You look at him questionably but gasp as his arm generates a coolness that at least stops your sweating. You make sure not to say anything so Clint, in front of you, doesn’t become jealous. 

The trip to the site is very uneventful. Even reaching the site is uneventful. About 30 meters from the site you see nothing. Literally, it’s just desert, surrounded by high cliffs, for miles. 

So you snoop, you walk around the site as Clint and Loki argue about whether the coordinates are correct. 

“I swear, this is what Stark gave me so, if they’re wrong, blame him!” Clint says, exasperated.

“It can’t be wrong I can feel something pulling at my magic but-”

That’s when you run into an invisible wall and yelp as you fall backwards onto your butt. 

“Found it!” You cheer as a space ship slowly appears, the colors changing and shifting from the point you hit till the whole thing is uncovered. At first glance the ship looks futuristic but once you overlook the whole thing with Clint keeping his distance, and Loki exploring with you, you realize it’s shaped as a sphinx. 

Very fitting for the desert surrounding the ship. 

“Work you magic.” You tell Loki and he does. You both congregate at the head of the ship/sphinx and he waves his hands over it, his green magic trailing out here and there to touch the ship. Loki himself mutters under his breath. 

You keep your eyes on him but also keep vigilant about the area. You finally get an idea and close your eyes for a second, your magic leaving your body and passing through the ship. No life forms. When you open your eyes again Loki lifts a brow at you, still muttering. 

“No life I can detect.” You tell him and he nods and focuses back on the ship. 

You put a hand to your ear piece and tell Clint, “I don’t sense any life forms but I’d keep a close eye anyways.” 

Clint gives you an acknowledgment. 

Loki finally stops his magic and drops his hands to his sides, just as he looks at you and you hear Clint yell into your ear, you’re hit by a concussive blast. When you look up in shock you see one lone humanoid figure walking towards Loki, who although wasn’t in the way of the blast also got blasted back, curious you think. Loki had immediately gotten into a defensive stance after getting up from the blast, one hand on his back holds three daggers, the other hand put up in a manner meant to calm the figure. 

You quickly get on your feet and stand next to Loki, your magic congregating at your balled fists. 

“Listen, buddy, I don’t know who you think you are-” Loki hisses at you, trying to get you to stop antagonizing the being that is close enough to identify. He is tall, around 7 feet tall and is dressed in a skin tight tank and leggings that are a dark purple color, it looks like metal but it’s too flexible to actually be metal. His head is encased in a tight helmet that frames his face and covers his head from his forehead, up, in a way that makes you think he is bald underneath. You shiver as you look into his eyes, they glow white. 

“Identify yourself.” The being says. Standing casually as if he didn’t attack you. 

“I am Loki, Prince of Asgard, and you are?” 

The being stands there silently. You huff. “I’m y/n, of Earth.” 

The being stands still for a few seconds then gets into a fighting position.

“I am here to take y/n, anyone who stands in my way shall perish.” 

Loki immediately grabs you and teleports you to Clint, you yell out angrily as he teleports back to the being and they start fighting. Loki throwing magic and daggers at the being. You gasp, the first ball of magic Loki throws at it makes a purple light encase the being, in a rippling effect, who then grows a bit. Hawkeye lets loose some arrows that explode on impact. It does nothing but make the man grow even more. 

Loki also realizes what’s going on because he stops attacking the being. The being takes his chance and lunges at Loki. Loki isn’t fast enough and takes a blow to the head. You scream and begin running towards him as he lays in the dirt discombobulated. Clint tries to grab your arm but misses you just so. 

In your ear you hear Clint tell Natasha to ready the jet. Before the being can get to Loki you throw yourself over his body. When he’s a few feet away you look at him with furious eyes.

“Stop!” 

To your surprise the being stops mid step, considers your words, then stands in place. You frown but look at Loki who is watching with fascinated eyes, recovered from the hard hit he took. You watch as blood trails down the side of his face and out of his ear. He probably can’t hear out of his left ear. 

Looking back up at the being you ask it, “Who sent you? What are you?”

The being stares at the two of you but answers, “I am Subject 52103 Growing Man, and my master sent me.” 

You feel Loki tense under you and assume he knows who his master is. 

“Tell your master to leave Earth alone, that if you or him show your faces here again, the Avengers will take you out without hesitation.”

The Growing Man nods and leaves in a flash of purple and black. 

Letting out a tense breath you stand and help Loki up. Making your way back to the quin jet, you pick up Clint. 

“Why does he want you?” Clint asks, looking at you. 

You walk, holding Loki at your side, the hit from the Growing Man doing enough to leave him a bit disoriented and sluggish. 

“I don’t know and I’m not quite sure I want to know.” You say. Loki stays conveniently quiet the entire walk to the quin jet. Clint doesn’t ask anything else either. 

Pt. 9.1/Pt. 10/?

Tag list: @justfangirlthingies​ @emelieh99​ @high-functioning-lokipath​ @loveableasshole​ 

Ever since year 2002 when I first watched Hamtaro, which I had to watch it with my ear right next to the TV speaker at volume 1 because my older brother would always make fun of me and tell me that its not “manly” that I like Hamtaro, I always would imagine lots of cool anime openings and endings and episodes about a fictional series in my head, known as Ham Ham Rivals!!

If one were to ask what kinda music I like, I literally like any song that I imagine “Ham Ham Rivals” (or “Hamster Rivals,” which is Ham Ham Rivals except with the Hamtaro characters replaced with new ones which is very difficult to do and I need help from a character designer for that,) anime openings and endings and scenes to.

Here are a few things that I imagine for the opening to the second episode of Ham Ham Rivals! (Since, I always did imagine that every single episode would have a different opening and ending.) This goes along to the song, “White Reflection,” the opening to the very first episode of the “Rivals Saga Part A” story arc of Ham Ham Rivals.

16 seconds to 29 seconds: Shows more hamsters shadows in flashing colored backgrounds.

30-36 seconds: Shows REALLY cool quick flashes of different cool things that happen later on in the series.

37 seconds to 49 seconds: Shows the Ham Ham Rivals logo slowly zoom out.

(again, I did say I would only say part of what happens during the opening vwv; so sorry for skipping some seconds/minutes with this..)

1:02: Shows MartialArtistAbu the hamster flying around with his blue energy chains.

1:05: Shows Rita and her friend, Taco, come out from Abu's back kinda like in the 2nd Dragon Ball Z opening with Gohan and Goten.

(This series parodies lots of anime, by the way. Ya know how every middle of every Ham Ham Rivals/Hamster Rivals episode, it says “CREATER Time” in green, and shows CREATER the clown, the creator of the series, talking to the audience? Sometimes he gives away some of the little references to anime and video games and cartoons that the series has, but oonly sometimes.. There are lots of parodies and references to anime and video games in the series! A lot of them are extremely hard to spot!)

2:55-3:08: Quickly flashes like over 50 different scenes of all of the Hamtaro ham hams and the Hamster Rivals ham hams, of all the rivalries in it. Moments of Hamtaro and Boss fighting, Howdy and Dexter arguing, Harmony and Spat being angry at each-other.

3:09: It shows scenes of the Hamtaro ham hams and the Hamster Rivals ham hams traveling throughout the first 12 episodes of season 1, through Hamster Hecko and other places, to finally reach the base where Boss has kidnapped Bijou and has her at. 

And THE coolest moment in the entire Ham Ham Rivals opening (besides every other second) is when at

3:21 it shows Boss point out his paw and the Army Hams and the other Hams that have joined Boss's side go forth to attack Hamtaro and their group of rivals,

Then at 3:26 it shows Hamtaro point out his paw, and the group of rival hamsters that have joined Hamtaro's side run out.

3:28 it's like the Powerpuff Girls opening https://youtu.be/PlpUABjD_p0?t=47 but with it showing Boss and the rival hamsters on his side running forth,

3:30 it shows Hamtaro and his group of rival hamsters running forth with him.

3:31 it shows Boss and the group of ham hams that have joined Boss's side jump up.

3:32 it shows Hamtaro and the ham hams that are on Hamtaro's team jump up.

3:37 it shows Bijou fading in the background as it says "I feel love... Please make sure..."

3:43: The Shadow Ham grips his paw around Bijou from all of the hatred and rivalry that all of the fighting the Hamtaro ham hams are doing with each-other.

3:50: Hamtaro super cool jumps through the Shadow Ham's blackness after the screen is covered in Shadow Ham's darkness from all of the hatred and fighting that's been going on with the Hamtaro hams and its super cool when Hamtaro bursts through like that.

3:51 Shows, like, Hamtaro running along a super cool..cliff or path or something, along with the Hamtaro hams, as Abu is flying around with his energy chains with the Hamster Rivals hams.

and finally, it all ends with.. at 4:07, all of the Hamtaro ham hams and the Hamster Rivals ham hams all work together to construct the Ham Ham Rivals logo! Since most of the series characters are made from my old very close friends at Hamtaro message boards that are pretty much like family to me. They’re very, very close to me and I love them all with all my heart! So the Hamster Rivals hams are based on my past life at Hamtaro message boards that I truly treasure more than anything in the world!

4:07: All of the Hamtaro ham hams, and the Hamster Rivals ham hams work together to create the Ham Ham Rivals logo and put it together. It shows Sauce float out of a black hole mysteriously with his gigantic cool mecha that his red energy sword can transform into, Abu uses his blue energy chains to wrap it around one of the letters of the logo from off-screen and wheel it in, Harmony makes the white wing appear, Spat makes the black wing appear, etc.

And that’s some of what I imagine to the second opening to Ham Ham Rivals!

And, of course, it’s also the second opening to Hamster Rivals (which is if I had to make the series without any copyrighted Hamtaro characters in it, and have to find a character concept artist to come up with some characters for me to replace the Hamtaro characters, I suppose.)

Thank you for listening! Have a nice day and a nice night, if you would like to!

ask meme - things my friends said ! ( volume three )

from July 2019 - September 2019 warnings: language, ns/fw themes, alcohol mentions, drug mentions change pronouns as needed! under the cut for your dashboard convenience

“Put that on reddit and I’ll grind you like cheese.” “THIS ISN’T THE M25.” “Safety first? Can’t relate.” “I am a mer-BITCH.” “Wonderful, my drunk ramblings are being used for education again. Where's my wallet?" “PUT THE HUNDREDTH PRESIDENT ON THE HUNDRED DOLLAR BILL, ASSHOLE!” “Instead of carrying mase, I just carry a hairbrush.” “We're just really high on blanket smell.” “Only crackheads can hear normal voices.” “I WALKED INTO BOTH OF YOU MOTHERFUCKERS.” “LOOK AT US. PLEASE, LOOK AT US. WE'RE YOUR PACK MULES.” “If you have a neck, you’re a hellspawn.” “I should probably do the dishes before my mother astral projects back home to yell me into the dirt.” “This is not HENTAI, I am NOT attracted to a snake.” “Don't mind me, I'm just having a gay stroke.” “I WILL NEVER STOP SAYING BITCH, FUCK YOU.” “Limes taste like an old, stale skittle.” “WHO DO YOU THINK I AM? THE GOLDEN CORRAL OF BITCHES?” “I DON'T CARE. I DON'T ASK PEOPLE FOR NUDES.” “WE CAN RE-EDUCATE THE CHILDREN.” “God, I can already feel myself drifting off. How does a horizontal position change the game so much?” “We HYDRATE in this bitch.” “I'm a drunk man with a phone.” “I'm your man for getting into small holes.” “Tony Hawk is just THAT powerful.” “I wanna be the fastest boy in the village.” “Well, I thought, if I think faster, I’ll go faster.” “Imagine nutting, and suddenly you’re a flame thrower.” “I feel like a Vienna sausage.” “I diagnose myself with bitch.” “God damn, I miss being twelve and not depressed.” “I don’t need drinks to be drunk.” “I fully gave birth out there.” “As long as I’m not detrimental to anyone, I WILL be an inconvenience.” “Hey guys, I’m back. And I’m ready to BITCH.” “I love being a weak bitch!” “Sorry, my brain is on fucking cucaracha.” “Fapping is just sex in single player mode.” “Is it possible to un-dab?” “Google how many nipples snakes have.” “Snakes don’t have nipples.” “Lil Punk is my new rap name.” “It’s legal for babies to pout.” “We’re the--” *gasp* “WE’RE THE BERMUDA TRIANGLE.” “I don’t wanna live in a world where a beat-up station wagon is an ‘epic’ moment.” “I am a shredded potato in this current moment.” “I might have a death wish but I would do literally anything else before I let some little bitch parasite threaten my life.” “Who hasn’t gotten a little tongue with their dog?” “LET’S CURBSTOMP THE GOVERNMENT!” “The smell of Axe body spray triggers my fight or flight response.” “Are you telling me I DON’T have a disease called homosexuality?” “My consciousness is but a parasite.” “It’s an egg that puts the fear of God in me, I’ll tell ya what.” “It’s a parking garage for prisoners!” “You don’t need contacts to see their boobs!” “Niccolo Machiavelli looks like a little bastard.” “Yeah, he seems like the kind of person to be like, ‘I’ll live another ten years,’ and then he didn’t.” “Nothing new happened, but the anxiety metaphorically bodyslammed me into a folding table.” “I’ve yelled at you way too many times for you to cry about it.” “Can you imagine two e-girls fighting?” “Hecko, I am a loser-o.” “I feel like Vincent van Gogh. I’ll be unappreciated until my death, and only then will I be loved and adored by millions.” “The good Lord has smote me with that sweet, sweet anxiety.” “You look like a fucking limo driver.” “Did you know I kin the lesbian pride flag?” “I’m gonna commit stage four cancer treatment.” “I didn’t know early 2000′s Alan Cumming was making a comeback.” “Swear, I’ll clap your asscheeks.” “I might be able to serve you in a rap battle, but I don’t know how to serve a table.” “My entire lower half is weeping.” “I guess when you turn 16 you gain a neck.” “Oh, you want a bigger dick? Have fun NEVER USING IT, EVER.” “You wouldn’t go out adventuring if you were a shithead.” “Be prepared to be spooked and clench your asshole.” “My mouth is good for French.” “I don’t even have a brain cell today.” “I’m gonna give you five seconds to say something else.” “I have had one ugly moment and I’m still in it.” “This rhombus has jaundice. The jaundice rhombus.” “There’s two places pineapple doesn’t belong! One: on a pizza! Two: in my ass!” “Yup, I’m a god amongst men.” “I’m a fucking shit.” “You want me to pour an egg straight into your mouth, you kinky fuck?” “How long ago was 2003?” “Being gay and homophobic is pretty woke.” “He doesn’t deserve cheesecake. I deserve the cheesecake.” “The pencils smell like pencils.” “I loosen the pants. Is that a charisma check or a strength check?” “Who is this Hawaiian mother fucker?” “Walking is hard.” “We at an anime convention, Jesus can’t help you!” “And you’re a sparky sparky boom boom boy, you deal with that.” “His butt would his the foot rest.” “I CAN’T BE AWAY FROM YOU CRACKHEADS FOR FIVE MINUTES.” “I forget you have family.” “It’s the brain cell of the week.” “Men must have created speed bumps.” “Ew, ew, my clothing.” “Oh, I’m already getting a game over? That’s fucking hot.” “At this point it’s not even about straying further from God.” “How am I supposed to go to a job interview after this? All I can think about is sexy Colonel Sanders.” “That’s some long meat.” “Zeus was horny on main.” “Don’t be horny on main. Be horny on sideblog. Have you SEEN Hades elsewhere? MY GOD.” “There’s men with computers in their heads and we don’t know if they’re going to try and steal our condensed milk.” “If you’re gonna be a slut, you should at least be proud of it.” “I will dress nice for you, but I will NOT cosplay in a cheesecake factory.” “When your child overthrows you, they take the skeleton with them.” “HE’S A FUCKING CHICKEN WIZARD. DILF CHICKEN WIZARD.” “What would I know? I’m not a capitalist.” “I MIGHT KEYSMASH A WHOLE LOT, BUT I CAN DRIVE, WHICH MEANS I’M NOT A BOTTOM.” “We salted our cardboard pizza slices like cavemen.”

hi cat!

long time silent reader here, but i’m breaking my pattern to tell you a couple of things that i’ve wanted to say for a long time but never worked up the courage to.

(1) i loved your work from the minute i started the first paragraph of AB on 1dff (RIP haha). i knew there was something special about it, but more importantly YOU and your exquisite writing style then. that being said

(2) i have also been enjoying the non AP/PP work you’ve publish since then - it has been just as much of a pleasure to read and i can’t thank you enough for giving us the opportunity to do it 

(3) i missed you as well as your work (mostly AB and PP and related writing) so much once you took a break. i know a lot of people who felt the same, but i completely understood why you had to leave and supported and Still do support you 100%. however, that didn’t stop me from missing fitz and harry, so i have to confess that i went to prowl the corners of the internet for other copies of it. and for that 

(4) i want to apologise. i think this is more for me than for you, if i’m being honest, but i am so ashamed at how disrespectful it was of me to go look for YOUr work posted illegally without your permission just so i could fulfil selfish desires to meet YOUR characters again, when illegal reposting was part of the reason you may have left. was like a year and a half ago but i still feel bad about it sometimes, and i dont know, this is getting kind of rambly but i just want to say that i’m so sorry that people are reposting your work without your permission but i’m even more sorry that people like me encouraged that behaviour by actively reading and commenting.

(5) i was looking at a masterlist of fic recs today and awkward beat was mentioned. being the nostalgic gal i am, opened up a new tab and looked it up, hoping to find drabbles that other writers had written about harry and fitz inspired by AB so i could go back to them, just for a little bit. however, to my surprise, the first result was a link to your story, being posted on wattpad. at first i was overjoyed, thinking that maybe you had made a comeback on another platform. (IMPORTANT TO NOTE: i didn’t know you were back on tumblr yet - i found that out later from someone elses’ post on tumblr that you were back with this account). being the stupid bitch i am, my first thought was “awkward beat is back!!!!! FUck yeah!!!” and i started reading it. but i stopped about 5 words into the first sentence because, right to the left of YOUR words, was ‘Awkward Beat {h.s} by girlpowered’. and that broke my heart and made me so mad because awkward beat was by cat and ilikeorangetoo and green & yellow but NOT girlpowered. and it’s not fucking fair. 

SO in conclusion, i dont really know why i wrote this essay to you. all i know is that you made a conscious decision for fitz and harry to take a break from the internet for a while, and they’re being given to us without your permission. and i would like nothing more to dig into that fic and read it again and again and again but not if it’s not from you. because loving your work isn’t an excuse to disrespect you and your wishes, and i have faith in the fact that things will all work out one day, and even if fitz and harry don’t ever come back to tumblr, it’s okay because at least you will be okay (i dont know if this makes sense, do you know what i mean??) because it was your decision and your perogative and your fitzandharry. but it’s not fair. so i mustered all the self control i had and stopped reading [even though i would literally give my left pinky toe to read the story again] and decided to report the story but more importantly to write this whatever-the-hecko-this-is to you.

i tried to report the story on wattpad, and it said only the owner could request the work be taken down. i’m sure you have already done this a countless number of times, but this version looks like it was published fairly recently? so i thought maybe you weren’t aware. if you already were then i’m sorry, because then this whole expose just gets a little awkward. but if you weren’t aware, then maybe this can be a sort of high five of support(???) or a lil reminder from someone who loves fitz and harry, but not more than they love you.

anyways, thank you for everything, and sorry again.

and i support you a lot!!! i know i’m a stranger and i’m not sure if it matters that much to you, but i think that spreading validation and good vibes can do a lot for people so. 

also i apologise if this was a lot to take in from someone you dont know at all? but…. i mean i dont know anymore. i hope it’s not bad and you’re not too offended and weirded out. 

alrighty then, i’ll see you around (my dash)

whiteboymacarena (my name is neha)

ps. this isn’t really something i want to submit [i mean it’s pretty obvious but still]. i just didn’t think i’d be able to split up 5 messages and send them to you :)

Neha. You sent this to me SO long ago, so first, I must apologize for taking so long to respond to you. To be honest, your message overwhelmed me. It’s always incredibly disappointing to hear that my work has been stolen and posted (or circulated) without my permission, and at this point it’s happened to me so many times that I’m completely exhausted. Hearing about it just makes me shut down. But with that said, I’m very appreciative that you came to me with the information and provided the link to the account (I took it out of your original submission). I always feel it’s best to speak to the person first, human to human - because I want people to know, from someone whose writing has been taken advantage of, that it’s not right and it’s a betrayal of trust that is so sacred in this, or any, online writing community. So I’ve messaged the account holder and I’ll hope that they have it in their heart to do the right thing and remove it. If not, I’ll report it. 

The second reason this message overwhelmed me was because you just GET IT. I don’t know if you’re a writer and if you’ve had any of your works pop up anywhere without your permission, but somehow you just get it. And I feel really emotional thinking that AB was something you really wanted to read again but you didn’t, because you knew it wasn’t there by the author’s choice. I can NOT explain in words how much that means to me, how much it HEALS me (sorry for being dramatic), because I feel like sometimes all I get to see is people saying “I’ll email it to you, I have the PDF!” and “I’ve posted it on wattpad so everyone can enjoy it!” and no one is asking themselves “Wait, should we think about why the author didn’t want it here in the first place?”. Reading this message reminded me time and time again (because I’ve read it several times) that there are such genuine people in the world who really do want to do right by others. Again, I know this is so dramatic because ok, it’s not world peace, it’s a piece of fan fiction. But sometimes I feel like I’m yelling until my voice gets hoarse and still people are trampling all over something I created, shared for free and respectfully decided to remove. So just knowing there was someone in my corner when I wasn’t there to defend myself means the absolute world to me. Thank you for being a friend. Much love to you. I hope you’re well.  

Got got tagged by: @lemonandbread (Oh Hecko here we go) 1. Batman or Superman? Neither I don't really watch superhero types(whoop) 2. What is your biggest fear? Having people that I have trusted leave me/mistreat me and say it's a normal thing to do. 3. Who is your crush? 😉 I have no clue 4. Weirdest dream you ever had? When I was 13 I believe and I dreamt I was an older age and a tsunami came and my grandmother was a ghost and the water of the tsunami was space. That's a pretty weird. 5. Favorite food? And why? Beef Stew. My Mom slow cooks through the whole day and after it is done it is fabulous on rice. 6. What is your favorite Season? Winter. 7. Pizza or Burger? Pizza 8. Why did you make an account in Tumblr? Mainly because I was getting tired of having to search for the same picture on the Internet to find it. 9. Last song you heard? Fireflies(I had to show my stepdad the thing I was talking about) 10. What is love to you? " ALMOST KILLING HER ADOPTED KITS BY BURNING THEM ALIVE AND STEALING A LIFE FROM HER FATHER! " 11. Can world peace ever be achieved? Probably :3? Questions by me :D: 1. What is your favorite thing as a child? 2. If you could choose one pet you can have, what would it be? 3. How many times have you moved? 4. Cats, Dogs, Birds, or Reptiles? 5. Basketball or Football? 6. What is your favorite Animated show? 7. How much are you a nerd/dork? 8. Swimming or Canoeing? 9. Favorite Pet? 10. What kind of career are going for? 11. How many siblings do you have? I tag thee!: @vvanda--maximoff @wiz-witch @fangornphantump @bluejaythebeautiful @lemonandbread Have fun :3

92 Truths!

Rules: once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. at the end, choose 25 people to tag! Stolen from: @makumii​ (huzzah!) LAST… 1. drink: Plum tea 2. phone call:  Mi papa 3. text message: Either my brother or sister 4. song you listened to: Lana Del Rey - Love (someone recommended it, but i wasn’t a big fan??) 5. time you cried: They all blur together; it could’ve been yesterday, it could’ve been last week HAVE YOU EVER… 6. dated someone twice: Lmao, no and I don’t think I ever would. 7. been cheated on: No. 8. kissed someone and regretted it: Don’t think so? I kiss a lot of people; only dated one person, but i’ve kissed a lot of people. 9. lost someone special: Ehhhhh? *shrugs* 10. been depressed: Well, yeah, lmao, i have depression.  11. gotten drunk and thrown up: Noooooo. Don’t drink alcohol, kids, it’s gross. LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS: 12. Blue 13. Green 14. Purple (these are not in order)

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… 15. made new friends: Hell yeah, boi 16. fallen out of love: No? Hard to fall out of love when you’ve never been in love 17. laughed until you cried: Yes! I love my friends!! 18. found out someone was talking about you: If they have, I don’t remember? 19. met someone who changed you: Yeah, but like, they are a shitty person and they’ve made me stand up for myself better because they were that gross 20. found out who your true friends are: Idk 21. kissed someone on your facebook list: Dude, so many. Again, I kiss a lot of people (though, not usually on the lips) GENERAL… 22. How many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: All of ‘em 23. Do you have any pets: No. I wish I could have a farm of just dogs tho. 24. Do you want to change your name: I like my first and last name, though I’m sure I’m gonna change my middle name. 25. What did you do for your last birthday: Nothing, which is what I wanted. My birthday parties throughout high school have given me some of the shittiest experiences, so I refuse to celebrate or even acknowldege my birthday at this point :l 26. What time did you wake up: 8:30AM 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: I have no clue. 28. Name something you cannot wait for: My audition for NKU and also for Gotham to finally freaking return. 29. When was the last time you saw your mother: Like 30 minutes ago 30. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: The sex I was born as. That is maybe the only thing. 31. What are you listening to right now: The quiet humming of my laptop fan. 32. Have you ever talked to a person named tom: Yeah, 3 actually. One’s real gross, the other one is funny, and the third one is a giant beefcake that can crush me at any moment, but he’s also my mentor kinda?? 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: My weight? Is that something that can get on someone’s nerves? 34. Most visited website: Tumblr, youtube, and gmail. 35. Elementary: Was pretty freaking chill. 36. High school: Really wasn’t that great, but I love my friends and teachers 37. College: I am currently loving everything about it! 38. Hair colour: Dark brown/black 39. Long or short hair: Short as hecko 40. Do you have a crush on someone: Besides the lovely actors and creators I know of, no! I don’t crush on someone very easily and atm, I don’t really care to. 41. What do you like about yourself? My eyes. I think that’s about it. 42. Piercings: Nooonono. I don’t like piercings on me. 43. Blood type: No heckin’ idea. 44. Nickname: Vinny >30 45. Relationship status: Single as heck *waves my finger guns around* 46. Zodiac sign: Cancer 47. Pronouns: He/Him 48. Fav tv show: Currently Gotham, but I absolutely love Brooklyn Nine-Nine, It’s Always Sunny in Philadelphia, Parks and Rec, and Community 49. Tattoos: Nah. They look p cool, but I’d never get one. 50. Right or left handed: Right FIRST… 51. surgery: Root canal. Mouth surgery hurts, don’t do it. 52. piercing: Don’t have one. 53. best friend: Every 54. sport: Tennis. I don’t play competitively anymore, but I still really like it! 55. vacation: I remember it being one to Arizona, I think? 56. pair of trainers: I have no fucking clue. RIGHT NOW… 57. eating: Nothing 58. drinking: My plum tea. I have a stomach ace. 59. i’m about to: Get ready for class 60. listening to: Nothing, but wasn’t this in a previous category?  61. waiting for: Uhhh??..???? 62. want: Cuddles and Kisses. Everyone come to my house and drop them off. 63. get married: No! Too much to do and I can’t waste time on something as time-consuming as a romantic relationship. 64. career: I am currently not working (other than doing some art to the side?), but I’m working to become either a journalist or actor (I’m majoring in both) WHICH IS BETTER… 65. hugs or kisses: DON’T MAKE ME CHOOSE!! 66. lips or eyes: They’re both nice, but I think eyes might win this one. 67. shorter or taller: I honestly don’t care. I’m pretty short myself. 68. older or younger: Not too picky about it, but I kind of prefer older rn (I’m 18 for god’s sake, i’m not going to date a high school kid) 69. romantic or spontaneous: Eh 70. nice arms or nice stomach: I don’t really care, but nice arms could pick me up 71. sensitive or loud: Either is fine 72. hook up or relationship: I’m ace, wtf am I gonna do with a hook-up. Cuddle once and then never speak to each other again? 73. troublemaker or hesitant: I don’t really care, but I’m a troublemaker, so I probably need someone who’s hesitant. HAVE YOU EVER… 74. kissed a stranger? No, but it sounds fun! 75. drank hard liquor? No. I don’t even like light liquor (if that’s what you call it?). 76. lost glasses/contact lenses? Contacts, yes. Glasses, no. 77. turned someone down: 3-5 times, maybe? The last one asked me out in a super gross, very inappropriate way. 78. sex on first date? Hell no, never. 79. broken someone’s heart? Don’t think I have. 80. had your own heart broken? Noooope.  81. been arrested? No and ples don’t arrest me. 82. cried when someone died? Yes. I am a giant crybaby. I cry when people I don’t know die. 83. fallen for a friend: Once, kind of. It was a relationship I was interested in, but I regret being curious about it because it only lasted for a month and a half. We’re still friends, but we should’ve just stayed as friends before then :L DO YOU BELIEVE IN… 84. yourself? Yeah, kind of 85. miracles? Nope 86. love at first sight? Lmao, absolutely not 87. santa claus? No and I never have! I was always told there wasn’t a Santa 88. kiss on the first date? If that’s what the person feels and wants, why not? 89. angels? Nope OTHER… 90. current best friend: everyone reading this, ur now my best friend 91. eye colour: Brown, bleeehh 92. favourite movie:  I’ve got a few. Monty Python and the Holy Grail, Hot Fuzz, Moana, Mulan, and some others, I just can’t think rn.

I tag: Everybody reading this. If you’ve read this, you’re obligated to do this!!