I feel so lost and useless today. My heart hurts so much for my city. I wish there was something I could do to help. I’m going to get our symbol tattooed on Sunday, with the money going to the families of the victims. It seems like such a tiny thing to do, but if it helps in any way, that’s what matters. 

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Anxiety...

How dare you creep up on me as I’m lying in my bed To place thoughts that really trouble me, so deep within my head How dare you come and visit when my family member passed You turned up unexpectedly, you never even asked How dare you even be there on the last day of my job You stayed, though uninvited, causing me to sob You play with my emotions and cause actual physical pain For what, I mean, just what’s the point, tell me what you gain How dare you be around me when I’m trying to move house You thought I’d never notice you, as quiet as a mouse You’re always in the background when I’m going through some change Perhaps that’s why you’re there then, like a dirty piece of mange It’s time you took damn notice of just what I’m saying to you You cause me so much trauma but I know just what to do I will fight you with every breath I have, I will never ever give in You can feck right off anxiety, you will NOT stop me from living…