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546) psyche splits until the inevitable heat death of the universe
She hasn't woken up yet
So I can still say
Good morning
And don't mind the ugly
In my dilated eyes
You canceled all of our plans from now until
The inevitable heat death of the universe
And that sucks, but
I'll love you even after then!
So, just remaining optimistic here.
But lol
I'm burning!
Haha yep, it hurts a lot
Yeah I know I'm pretty tough I guess
I need to burn
And I hope the sun kisses you today
And I guess I hope he does too
But fuck off about that one
How many are there of me now
Psyche splits psyche
There's the mirror man
And we fucking hate that guy
He looks awful I don't know why
People compliment him so much
But I took a few good looks
And yeah, we hate that guy
Since he is me
What about security guy?
Do we like him?
I can't wait to get my own cinematic universe
Featuring only me
Going crazy
Who is the fan favorite?
Me? I hope it's me!
Polls are in
They actually love 'bug' the most
Correct answer guys
#another one? this shit is still in his system?#alright who needs to get fucking fired? wait she hasnt woken up? should we delete all of these. i mean objectively how bad does this look?#you can see he even started writing a poem but then went off into this rant thing hes been doing its insufferable#idk was any of this worth saying? do we just commit. there going to call us cowards if we tear it down. yeah i guess we are prettty cowardl#hey remember how we did this to ourselves? you saw what she sent you. hey fuck you guy reading this in the bed#we're not deleting shit#eat it!!!!!!#wow i can't believe bug won im glad i voted for her
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im gonna start a fight; and, at the same time, i need you to take this in the most good-faith way possible, but:
videos that involve body-checking and intentionally (and uncritically) show a mealplan of an unhealthy number of calories are just a revamped version of pro-ana food diaries.
and yeah, i know there's arguments. i address some of them under the cut. but at the end of the day, we're just coming back to romanticizing mental illness; we've just found a better platform for it.
this is already something we've done. we knew it was wrong and tried to stop it. and tbh. it just wasn't enough.
there are people who argue "well, what if you have an eating disorder, you can't help it if you don't eat!" except that as someone with an ED; we are not infants. we know what we're doing. part of having an ED is that you are like, maybe too self-aware. even if we can't help our own food choices, we don't need to fucking romanticize the disorder - something we've been warning you about since 2013. there are hours of setup, filming, and editing that go into these videos. they do not happen to fall into place randomly. there is a reason they are pieced together to be beautiful, bright, inspiring.
there's this woman who pretty much only posts daily plans under a normal amount of calories, and everyone defends her saying but it's better than nothing! and i'm like. except she opens those with images of her showing off her body and provides no context in the video or caption that suggests that she believes what she's doing is unhealthy. she has hundreds of thousands of followers on a platform designed for young kids and teens. i refuse to believe that by accident her content just happens to be cheery advice on "healthy" versions of starving.
for any other symptom of mental illness, we would be incredibly enraged by this kind of placid acceptance of a "tips and tricks" fast-start guide. imagine if people posted pink & pretty videos saying "best places to cut yourself" as if it was a fucking storytime. we, as a society, are so fucking fatphobic that we would rather accept blatantly harmful displays of self harm than admit that we are obsessed with a hyper-thin body type.
i am not suggesting someone never talks about their disorder. i talk about mine. actually, it's a plot point in my book.
here's the difference: i recognize it's a fucking mental illness. i am very careful to never mention a specific weight, eating pattern, or calorie plan. i always make sure to position it as something that ruined my fucking life. i do not put cheery music in the background and hearts and sparkles over my worst moments. i do not film it in bright light. i do not start each passage with an image of a thin body followed by "here's how to look like her."
eating disorders should not be framed as aspirational. and the problem is that society worships the "after" image, so long as you don't get too sick. there is a reason so many people who quit being "influencers" will later admit - i wasn't eating well that whole time; an obsession with food was completely destroying my life.
we let any uncredited, uncertified person write the most backwards, fucked up shit about how to get the body you desire! because the underlying, secret belief is: well, at least they're thin! and the real thing that fucking gets me each time - they make fucking money off of it. their irresponsibility and societal harm literally pays off for them.
"why do you care so much." "don't like it don't look." "so what if people experiment with new ways of thinking of food?"
thank you for asking. we're about to get extremely personal. it's because when i was 18 i discovered "thinspiration"/"thinspo." and it absolutely influenced, shaped, and codified my pre-existing eating disorder. i went from having some troubling habits and traits to being incredibly unwell within what felt like a matter of days. there were actual pages designed to train me on how to have an ED correctly. it was all so suddenly easy. i was sick; and the nature of the illness meant - i wanted to be sicker.
it takes an average of 7 years for a person to fully recover. i know this personally - even now, 10 years from the worst of it, i still fucking struggle. i am so much happier now and i eat what i want and i literally don't think about food at all (19 year old me would shudder) and yet - i still fucking know the calories of plain toast with butter.
an eating disorder is one of the deadliest types of mental illness. over 1 in 4 people with an ED will attempt suicide.
and i'm sorry. i just do not see the exchange rate of "high rate of engagement" versus "the value of a human life."
#and there's something else in there about like ....#tbh once i got over something like 1k followers#i stopped being specific about my ED for a REASON.#yes on ur personal locked blog that u use like a diary go ahead etc#but we are OBVIOUSLY not talking about that. we're talking about the sheer NUMBER of people i could be talking about#in that one paragraph. that you and i probably were thinking about 2 different influencers#bc they get to say that they're just posting FITNESS and if it's FITNESS it's OKAY and im like#jesus christ lord almighty#every person in recovery from an ED: this is incredibly dangerous holy shit do you know how much this would have triggered me#each of these ppl: how dare you!!!!!!!!! i am only harming those who WANT to engage with my content!!!!!#their followers: leave them alone !!! they can't help that they make an hours-long choice to frame their disorder as if it was#fucking cottagecore !!!!#like girlie this person needs THERAPY#again! i didn't even have that large of a following before i IMMEDIATELY deleted any specific mention of calories food etc#bc i recognize responsibility and i didnt EVER want to even ACCIDENTALLY encourage this#and im not even GETTING PAID FOR THIS!!!#aND THEY ARE!!!#something something something they know this content makes them money#they don't give a SHIT about u babe
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I was finishing my listen to the RWRB Audiobook as I was also finishing up my Alex sketch and I thought of something from the movie
I think…there’s an alternate election-winning scene?
Firstly in the election winning speech scene in the movie, Henry/Nick's hair is his wig, not his own, therefore this scene was done in reshoot
Secondly there’s these photos from Alex’s Instagram with him and Ellen, and the captions made it out to look like this was from Ellen’s previous victory, but if you zoom in, you can see that Alex is wearing Henry’s ring
Then there’s the video introducing Alex in the opening, that has the same brick wall background as the above photos, but he has a yellow tie on (can’t tell if those are yellow roses, but it’s definitely not the same one as Henry wore from the previous scene where they were waiting for the election results)
And initially I thought it might be a scene deleted that was part of the campaign after Kensington or something since Ellen’s also wearing something different
But then there was this behind the scene photo where Henry/Nick’s in the same location, which he shouldn’t have been until they were outted, and it’s his natural hair so it was shot in principal photography
BUT then the previous scene with them waiting for election results, Nick has his natural hair! So that part wasn’t re-shoot
So… potentially another deleted scene/alternative scene?
Prime, Matthew, if you don’t release something new, we ARE going to scrouge through every single fucking detail and find out all your secrets
#red white and royal blue#rwrb#rwrb movie#taylor zakhar perez#nicholas galitzine#alex claremont diaz#henry fox mountchristen windsor#henry hanover stuart fox#firstprince#rwrb thoughts#rwrb rambles#i don't know what's the difference between ramble and thought anymore#rwrb deleted scene#we're gonna eventually figure the shit out of this movie
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tfw ur watching a really good horror movie but it gets real triggering real fast
#man we lowkey wanna finish it but high key cant cuz holy shit man#like it hinted towards shit and we knew it was coming but like forgot about it and didn't expect THAT#like damn#sorry will delete later but rn we're just sitting here like 😰#jesus fuck#wood wide web#delete later
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But I feel like feelings like yours about bucktommy (just not being into it) aren’t the same as what the people you’re talking about mean when they say people are being puritanical about sex. Because there’s a significant amount of buddie fans right now that act like Buck is practically debasing himself by not saving himself for Eddie. That’s what people are talking about, not people who just aren’t invested in the ship.
i mean i get you anon but unlike you in your ask acknowledging some people may just not be into it, in my experience on 911blr i see very little acknowledgement from most bucktommy shippers that there could be reasons not to vibe with the pairing that have nothing to do with wanting buddie. or with queerphobia or fetishizing or puritanism. those words get thrown around too much and eventually i snap.
#like i know this is going to sound dramatic#but you have no idea what it's been like to not care about bucktommy the past few weeks on here#constant posts delineating all the ways people are stupid and wrong for not shipping them#vague posts made against me and mutuals of mine calling us bi or queerphobic for things we've said#posts i think that were mostly deleted now so i guess we're all just acting like it never happened#it's been really frustrating#as someone who's been active in this fandom for over 2 years#to have so many people make me feel like shit#well it hasn't been fun#i'm sorry to unload in the tags here#anon this is not directed at you#you have been very nice and i love you#jess replies#anon#anti bucktommy#<-tagging that just in case#911 discourse
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#cassy bitches#i am. so fucking tired and annoyed and stressed#our fucking shower hasn't worked in two weeks bc my parter decided to remodel and then didnt finish the job!#and now her fucking sibling fucked up our dishwasher and it leaked water EVERYWHERE including apparently under the floorboards#and im pretty sure i can smell black mold in the kitchen now which! great! another nightmare we're gonna have to fix ourselves#since we cant afford to get a contractor and even if we could no one ever returns our calls when we do try to hire someone#AND my friend went to surgery for appendicitis and that's freaking me out#and ON TOP of that ive been creatively juiced out and feeling like shit about the things i make and my ocs and like. me#like everyone's just been secretly tolerating me all this time and if i disappear no one's going to notice#i feel like nothing i make or am doing is worthwhile and im just GROSS and ANGRY and ANNOYING#and even complaining in tags on a post makes me feel like a whiny baby like. there are wars etc why am i complaining boo hoo#so i cant even talk to people about how i feel bc it makes me so ashamed that im feeling this way to begin with#ive been resisting the urge to just delete everything at this point bc then at least i wont have the urge to check everything and feel wors#why does awful shit always happen right around my birthday. why am i cursed like this
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#going through an absolutely uh heart wrenching breakup right now and#i need someone older and wiser to tell me how this goes#we live together. she wants to be single. i want to keep her as my lover. i wanted to live with her like lovers for the rest of our lives.#we want to stay friends. we're best friends. weve dated for 6.5 years. im nauseous in denial i don't have people who know how to help me#dumb putting this bs on glitter blog but just in case anyone has survived something like this and can DM me hi#how do you live with someone youve had the best times of ur life with when they don't want you to be more than friends#i want to hold her forever. she doesn't want to be beholden to anyone in this point of life.#im deleting this post later just hoping someone might see and help bc i am absolutely lost and dont know how on earth to act#im in fuckin nyc and it hurts being alone somewhere so big. crying on the subway and shit.#we live together. we live together. the lease ends february 2025. what the fuck. its a studio apartment. its one room and one bed.#op barks
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Listen i just want to preface this by saying I don't even personally hate Tommy, but that's not really the point i want to make so here goes nothing.
The way a lot of people act as if it's impossible to dislike him because the characters have moved on so so should we, right? and that's the thing right here, as poc we're always being told to move on. We can't express our feelings, we can't hold grudges, we can't complain about issues without making it something more than it is, we always have to just... move on.
I know people are going to say it's just a show, it's not that serious, but the issues it touches on and the way fandom speaks on those issues are.
I've seen a lot of comparisons between Tommy and other mains, how each of them are flawed and have screwed up one way or another, and you're right, but it's still unfair to compare him to them. We've seen each of the main characters experience guilt, or be ashamed of their action, we've seen them apologise, put in the work to actually grow, and they have. There's not enough time in an episode for us to see that for side characters. In this case, Tommy didn't do any of the above and that's normal, he was a plot device to show some very real societal issues, and especially what people of colour/women might go through in the workplace, and once he served his purpose he didn't get much more beyond a few scenes where it seemed like everything was fine between him and chim/hen. It would be more appropriate to compare him to the buckley parents, (who appeared in more or less the same amount of episodes) like if people suddendly started saying no one is allowed to hate them because they got their redemption, their kids more or less forgave them, they more or less tried to be better parents. And yet it's still not enough for a lot of people, because how they treated their children, the shit they've said to them, hits a little too close to home for a lot of people and so no matter what the show says or does, they'll still be mostly hated by the audience, and that's more than okay. But if margaret buckley is your favourite character than by all means be my guest. And listen, i love this show, it's all about hope, and it means everyone gets a redemption arc, as short as it is (sometimes even just a sentence lol), but we won't always be satisfied with these arcs, especially if they don't feel proportional to the hurt the characters may have caused to our mains, so we'll all have different reactions to them.
I swear liking a morally ambiguous/grey character says absolutely nothing about you, but making excuses for them, antagonising people who might dislike them (for good reasons) or acting like suddenly triggers don't exist for people, does say something about you. One of my favourite characters is literally the worst person ever, an actual bigot, but i won't ever write essays about why people are not allowed to dislike him actually because he's my babygirl.. i very much understand why people would.
All of this to say, everyone will have different opinions about Tommy. Some might love him, some will be completely neutral or at worst slightly uncomfortable/bothered by him, and some will straight up hate him, and all of these are fine. Live and let live, love whoever you want to love, and hate whoever you want to hate, but please stop trying to dictate how others should feel, i'm begging. And this really does go both ways.
#i never ever get involved in fandom discourse. ever#my blog is my safe space and so i just want to reblog some silly gifs of my silly little characters and move on about my day#but nothing gets to me more than being told to 'move on'#anyway i know the casual (and not so casual) racism is rampant in this fandom but boy has this week been hell#but just another week in this fandom i guess#(also i know some people hate him just because of buck/eddie and this is a whole other discourse i won't get into)#anti tommy kinard#not really but just in case#fandom discourse#also i said dehumanisation because that's what he did to chimney#acting like people don't exist until they do something that's beneficial to you and that's when you'll finally treat them as human beings#that shit hurts like crazy but it doesn't get talked about enough tbh#and that's also kind of why i think it's hard to know if he's really Grown or if it's just a case of 'these people are the exception'#and we can't really know until we actually see him interact with other minorities#but that's just my opinion#also i know we're all tired of this discourse and i'm sorry to bring it back but every day i've opened this app and saw something about it#and closed it right up lmao#i just needed to get this off my chest once and for all#i'll go back to never getting involved in fandom discourse again#anyhoo#i'll probably delete this at some point knowing myself
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Soriku endgame actually. walking into the sea
#Nomura im choosing to trust u but holy shit#like it hit me that one day we're gonna get confirmation IN GAME that theyre in love. like wow#beverly says stuff#kingdom hearts#posts ill prob delete tomo morning we'l see
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yknow i was a little miffed when yoimiya got her second story quest but i can't even be mad that cyno's getting his. he's been around since manga days he deserves it
#personal stuff#delete later#like good for him. also who is that. i know a playable design when i see one#like we are FINALLY GETTING PERMANENT HERMANUBIS LORE.#ARLECCHINOOO. OH MY GODDD#I CANNOT BELIEVE SCYTHE ARLE REAL. i avoided looking at leaks for so long and her animations are SO nice wtf#her WING???#OH MY GODDD??? SHE'S THE NEW WEEKLY BOSS???#SHE LOOKS SO FUCKING COOL. HER WINGS#HEY WAIT A FUCKING MINUTE. FURINA OR NEUVILLETTE STORY QUEST 2 WHERE?#are they pushing stuff back. no dain quest last patch no archon or equivalent quest this patch :(#yes i am soo excited to see her lines about the other harbingers#still biting the bars of my cage why are there so many black white and red hyv characters coming out at the same time#STILL CANNOT BELIEVE WE'RE GOING TO REMURIA. RIPS AND TEARS#OH SHIT IT'S RELATED TO PETRICHOR. WE'RE GETTING THAT TOO.#wtf kitty event was foreshadowing. new talking cat#so we're not getting dornman port... :(#oh hey cool dvorak is coming back#new horn instrument!! it looks neat#ah. windtrace :/ i'm not one for co-op events i was hoping fr something else. good for you guys though#NATLAN CRUMBS WOOO#okay. overall looks like a neat update i'm looking forward to petrichor a lot. PLEASE say gourmet supremos. PLEASE.#i've been waiting so long to see them please let them come back...#also arlecchino looks cool as hell.#a little disappointed that no furina or neuvillette or dain quest but what can you do.#maybe we'll get a dain one next patch since we're getting remuria now? probably not but i can dream#checked the voice actors list under the trailer. oh hey we're seeing childe again
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welcome to cj/crispy's bi-yearly ptsd rant about fireworks, you are all safe and valid here and i am mentally giving out juice boxes and animal crackers
#last year wasnt too bad i barely remember nye tbh but OH BOY are the neighbors making up for it this year#they arent like super big or anything but they are LOUD and we're just rural enough that nobody gives a shit#like i cannot tell you how much i love the idea of fireworks and their history#but id also like to not have 12 consecutive minor panic attacks because the neighbors have some money to burn#it's worse around the 4th of july ’cause that also has the caveat of ''what tf are you even celebrating fuck you''#and im much more chill when it's like families celebrating with their kids because i remember how much fun mine had#but there are no kids around us#they're all adults and i want so badly to just be like ''yeah you do you man im glad youre having a good time'' but also like#they have to sell specialised jackets and blankets and medication for pets for nye and 4th of july#we dont have too many veterans in our part of town but i will never forget that pic of the vet hiding in the subway with his hands over#his ears#i dunno man i know not every activity can be accommodating to absolutely everyone#but i also think avoiding loud triggering (for a bunch of different reasons) noises is like#doable#there are quiet fireworks#thankfully my cat couldn't give two shits about loud noises but /I/ give two shits about loud noises#shut up cj#to delete
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we do a small amount of fox exposure therapy for the space dementia patient
#a wife two daughters and an honorary uncle to substitute Baiheng we're coping#I had to do a lot of shit to make the speed amounts work because of how finicky Yukong's buff durations are#but once I Got It this party's actually hilarious Jingliu just deletes shit#wyrmrail
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oh right i talk abt this sometimes on twitter but never here so
if you want to repost my art, please ask me first. i will most likely say yes, but PLEASE ask! not only for my art but anyone's art, really. it doesn't matter if you're going to give credits or not. some artists don't want their art reposted at all, not even with credits. make sure to ASK FIRST.
same way if you're going to use someone else's art for personal use (icon, header, etc). DON'T DO IT UNLESS: 1) the artist has stated that it's okay to use their art for personal use (check their twitter bio, about page, carrd, etc), or 2) you personally ask them and they say it's fine. if they don't answer, it means NO.
don't treat someone's art as a free drawing you can use however you want!! is all.
#the thing with reposts is a general problem within the art community itself but#in yuumori fandom we've had 'fights' with several reposts account especially on instagram LMFAOOO#it was tiring every time... since they were all being defensive instead of just deleting their posts#there was even one time where a japanese yuumori fanartist made a callout post and asked everyone to report this one acc on ig#and they only deleted the tweets once the reposter took down all their posts#it was... an experience 💀 i didn't expect them to do that lol#fortunately our fandom isn't that big in terms of number of ppl who are constantly active#plus the intl and jpn fans generally get along pretty well too i'd say#so these things are resolved quickly bc words tend to spread fast#it's just sad that this keeps happening#i feel like the only people who get defensive about reposts are people who don't draw#like i hurt my back and arm while drawing this shit's not easy#it can be super draining#people who say “artists are so whiny” piss me the fuck off because it's not like we're whiny for no reason#oh my god that was long jhfjdsk#anyways
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i know i should block and just move on, but sometimes. sometimes i just have to see what batshit takes are being espoused
#'actually ☝🏻🤓 palestinians colonized israel and we're decolonizing 😌'#like you can't make this shit up 😭#if the image isn't loading good just live your life blissfully and in peace#delete later
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The bg3 fandom on here is more tiring than reddit sometimes ffs (which is pretty bad if you like the Emperor, weirdest hate boner for the squid on reddit, they are inventing their own headcanons contradicting canon to hate on him, lol).
Today I saw someone suggest just talking about Mystra and her point of view etc is condoning abuse and turning it into "juicy" content. It was just dev notes giving more insight, but just talking about that means you support abuse now. Even when the poster was not denying the abuse. I'm too old for this honestly, had my fill with DAI, not letting weirdos destroy my favourite childhood game series like this. Never been closer with the block button. I need a nap.
I didn't see the whole "condoning Mystra's abuse" post, but I did see the post about the devnotes and agree with your assessment on what OP's intentions were. No one should have to add a disclaimer that they don't support fictitious abuse. It genuinely feels like we're regressing back to 2013 tumblr where even trying to talk about the mage/templar conflict from DA in a nuanced capacity was viewed as supporting abuse (or being ableist).
I really do not know how to make anyone here on tumblr understand that none of this shit is serious. We're talking about a fictional story in a video game. This is so not serious. And yet we have people contriving drama over someone posting devnotes giving insight into Mystra's character and motivations.
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Imo this kind of behavior epitomizes fandom brainrot. You have folks who spend too much time on here getting worked up over shit that genuinely does. not. matter. The best way to avoid becoming like this is to not be on here as much, and to occasionally talk to people about the kind of shit that happens on here. The latter of which I have to do because I sometimes feel fucking crazy reading some of the discourse on here. Lemme tell you: nothing will wise you up to how inconsequential this shit is like trying to explain any of it to your mother in law.
RE: The Emperor -- The response reminds me a lot of how people responded to L/0ghain in DAO. I wasn't apart of fandom when I first played the game. But my experience while playing the game was like..... I didn't really hate him because I understood where he was coming from. When he sent assassins after me I was like "That's fair" because I understood why he did it. Yeah it sucked and I think that what he was doing was wrong, but I didn't take it personally (if anything I thought it was funny lol).
When I joined tumblr, people talked about him like he stole their lunch money or something. And like, I get it. L/0ghain is a morally ambiguous guy and a lot of the shit he does is genuinely terrible. But to me.....he's not a real person. He's not real. None of the things he does in the story have real world impact because all of it is fictional. We do not have to take anything he does to heart. I seriously do not understand why so many people get worked up over this shit.
With the Emperor though....i feel a lot of the hate is really overblown and I have no idea why. I feel some of it might be sourced in disgust over being able to romance him and knowing there's people who enjoyed doing so. But that's just a vibe I'm getting from it all and not really based on anything I've seen so far.
But yeah, I stopped checking any of the tags for BG3 3 weeks ago because it seems that some people can't just let their shit opinion languish in the drafts.
#fandom critical#bg3 critical#personal: replies#delete later maybe#i need a nap too anon#i am also too old for this shit#I've mostly been avoiding talking about any of this bc i'm trying to keep my space clear of negative vibes#but i saw this happen today too and it fucking bothers me#this shit is about video games#we're talking about video games here#fucking ridiculous
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i wonder if i send in a selfie of me flipping off discord would that work for my second appeal. because obviously discord does Not Fucking Understand that sending my birth certificate is kind of breaching my private and is Personal Info of myself and sending in my face is also Personal Info + I Don't Like My Face however that is another matter in of itself. can i swear at discord fuck you because it cannot understand how weird it is to ask for someone to screenshot their birth certificate to a company. do yih know how weird it is. 🙁
"you didn't give us the required info-" well you flagged our account for being underage you stupid bitch i hope you guys stop using automod thanks. do your jobs and this wouldn't have happened in the first place???????
#[(context: discords automod disabled our account and apparently it takes a whole 2 weeks to delete our account so.#we're kind of Panicking. thnaks discord)]#🙁🙁🙁🙁#whyd this shit happen near my birthday. 🙁🙁#LIKE WHYYY#i hope automod dies#anywyas can i swear at them in my response. can i tell them to stop using automod or will it go to deaf ears.#will they not give me my account back if i flipped them off#:(#- 🌗
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