kabedon... bestie ♥

KABEDON

-> The slam of Nicolette's hand beside their head against the wood exterior wall of the meeting hall is so heavy it seems to disturb a pine tree nearby, the snow clinging to the needles shaking before sliding up near noiselessly and piling on the ground. A furl of breath leaves both Lyric and her, creating clouds in the space between them; their eyes have gone wide with the surprise of it—both her focus and the suddenness of the action. They feel a red warmth in the apples of their cheeks but can't tell if that is the cold, which they rarely feel, or the proximity between them which feels scarce at best. They're scared to breathe too much, trying to find the source of her... frustration? Forwardness? They had sat quietly beside each other the entire duration of the meeting, surrounded by other slayer corps members, and nothing seemed awry. What had happened between then and now? They had only walked along the engawa together.

"Um... Nicolette... is something wrong...?"

@violetueur

pancake ass

' Excuse me? I do enough squats to at least have SOME ass. There's no way I don't have any. Sure, Sanji might have his damned bubble butt, and Luffys made of rubber, but I am NOT flat. '

∗ 14﹕ sender places their head in receiver’s lap . ( for kaigaku. Don't mind her she's just tired or injured and needs comfort a pillow )

NONVERBAL PROMPTS | @violetueur' nicolette lays on kaigaku!

he's still getting used to this.

to be fair, kaigaku hasn't experienced much physical affection since... his sister. even back then, he always felt awkward about it, like he wanted it more, needed it more -- like he held too tightly to teruko's hand, and she was too kind to say anything. she knew how their parents treated him, after all. how could she ask for space knowing how starved for affection he was?

she never made him feel like that, though. he felt that way on his own, so maybe he's wrong. maybe she held his hand as tightly as he held hers. it's pointless to speculate now.

but the bottom line is this: kaigaku still isn't used to being touched or even all that great at handling it, so when nicolette lays her head in his lap, he isn't sure what to do.

he isn't blind. he doesn't need super hearing to tell that something has been eating away at her all day. but kaigaku doesn't know how to ask what's wrong. can it be that simple -- just two words? it should be, yet it seems like the hardest thing in the world to him. his mouth opens and shuts over and over. he worries he'll fuck it up somehow, say the wrong thing, use the wrong tone, or have no idea what to say. so he doesn't say a word. all day and even now, he bites his tongue and swallows the words coating his tongue.

and it eats at him. and eats, and eats--- gods, when is he going to stop being such a fucking coward?

slowly, hesitantly, carefully, kaigaku cards his clawed fingers through nicolette's hair. he's careful not to scratch her, working out stray knots here and there. he doesn't say anything for some time, still searching for the right words. at one point, he begins braiding a section of her hair, brow furrowed.

" you've been quiet, " he says at last, and at least it's something.

“what are you gonna do? kiss me?” let's say she's been drinking lmao

   an idle sway, chin promptly resting in his palm, his other hand holding a glass by the rim, most likely some cheap whiskey on the rocks. A warm flush from a glass or two already drank from the bottled spirit, being reasonably intoxicated himself, for once drinking when he isn't injured. "Don't try me, Nicolette." A toothy grin as the sway comes to a halt, instead leaning into his right arm more than previously, gazing dreamily into two-tone purple hues like the dumb dog he was.

"Be honest wit' me, would y' want one? I wouldn't want t' accidentally poke you with m' ugly chompers,"

@violetueur���: from here

ur my friend AAAAAAA.mp4

Puts I don’t hear or admit to anything.mp4 on full blast

Give me anything with Kaigaku and Nicolette!! His thoughts on her in general. His possible fear of her death. The evolution of their relationship through affectionate touch. Him feeding on her. ANYTHING

@violetueur | ask me about my muses!

while i prepare to go off about these two, pls look at kai's lil fangs! they're very cute and he's very cute and i think we all need to acknowledge this for a sec

i'm so sure that at the beginning of their friendship, kaigaku thought nicolette was annoying bc he's him and unfortunately can't stand very many people asdfg but now traits he found annoying he admires -- like her persistence ( which translates into her refusal to give up on someone even if they've given her plenty reason to drop them like a sack of potatoes ) and how hard it is to properly deter her.

now kaigaku thinks she's annoying but in an endearing way <3 does he get all embarrassed and prickly when she wants to be verbally/physically affectionate to push his buttons? yup, but he can't say he 100% hates it! does he get mad when she endangers herself for his sake? yep, but just bc he doesn't want her to get hurt vs. feeling like she thinks he can't take care of himself!

listen i just love thinking about how far they must've come since day one of knowing each other :' )))

btw if nicolette dies, kaigaku will 100% blame himself for not being there, not being strong enough, etc. he won't care what the circumstances are -- in some way, it's gonna be his fault in his head. i don't think it's something he allows himself to think of while idle ( or at least tries not to ), but it's definitely something he worries about every time they get into a serious fight. he's always got half a mind to tell her to run away.

ALSO the infinity castle arc...... they better go into that fortress together and nicolette better be prepared to have kaigaku be on edge bc he's so so scared what might happen to her ;;;; like for the first time in a long while, whatever fear he might feel for his own life is just! not even there bc he's too busy worrying over her!

as for the affectionate touch AHHH alright i'm just soft thinking about it bc kai isn't very physically affectionate, but the fact that nico is changes that a lil! kai can't bring himself to be casually affectionate even as time goes on bc he feels so awkward, unnatural compared to nicolette; he always initiates touch bc of some larger reason, such as grounding nico after an intense fight or seeking comfort when his mistakes start to plague his mind. in those moments, he doesn't second guess it. he lays his head on her shoulder, grabs her hand, etc. and it just feels right :' )

that's another thing to note -- he always goes for small touches vs. going for a hug, and i think that's just bc he's not naturally affectionate physically, so he goes for more subtle gestures.

you know i always let myself forget that nicolette lets kaigaku feed on her to control his hunger and every time i remember i scream bc kai must feel so icky and guilty about it for the longest time : ((( especially bc at the beginning, he surely loses himself at least once, probably when he's pushed himself for too long without eating, and he gets furious with himself for hurting/almost hurting her.

i imagine that at some point, kaigaku requests that they get bottles or flasks or something bc he doesn't want to feed from nico directly if there's even a chance he could lose control. he just wants her to be safe ;;;;;

tbh i think about how nicolette is kind of the one person keeping kaigaku going and helping him grow in our lil au and how i dunno how he'd handle her death. like he came back to the corps bc she fought for him. she's the one who accepts him despite everything, who cares for him when he feels so alone, so what happens if he loses her?

on a lighter note, pls imagine kai growling inside his box bc nicolette said something he dislikes and the person she's talking to goes " what's that?? " and she says " oh it's just my cat! he gets grumpy if i don't give him attention <3 " and kai is just very silently fuming asdfgh

MUSE ICON MEME  

when happy:

when sad:

seeing something they want:

seeing someone they dislike:

when their berserk button is pressed:

tagged: @violetueur​ (thanks for tagging the boy)

tagging: @capravulpes​  (ganyu), @untaintedgold​   , @melipetals​    ,  @siilkyhearts​  (hiyori), @illuminaryxmuses​ (yoimiya)   , @fatexbound​  (rise) , @aemiliu​   , @fieldroses​ (yuri)

OMORI SENTENCE STARTERS || STILL ACCEPTING @violetueur​​ said: ❝ as you get older , it’s going to get harder and harder to make friends... ❞ not the projection lmao

     ❝ hmm... do you have hard time making friends with others, nicolette-san? ❞ the kakushi asked, curious pools looking up at the demon slayer. even though the younger may seem like a natural when it comes to befriending other people, it could be such a difficult task from time to time, especially when the other is unwilling to cooperate or ignore him most of the time. haru learned that he needed to be patient with others until they were ready to open up. 

     ❝ it’s not always easy to make friends in my experience either if i’m being honest... this may be hard to believe, but i used to be very shy when i was a child. i had to push myself out of my comfort zone to be out there more & interact with others. ❞ well, the butterfly mansion attendant assumed it’d be hard to believe due to how extroverted & cheerful he may seem to those who have not known him for a long time. he had a knack for keeping up appearances. 

     ❝ it’s hard when you don’t know others, but i believe you’ll be able to make friends, nicolette-san, even in your age! it may be difficult to see now, but you’ll have many friends in no time because i’m sure there are lots of people who want to befriend you. ❞

"You just got back and you're already making out with someone, how do you move so quickly @violetueur."

[ STRADDLE ] : while sparring, sender gains the upper hand and pins the receiver in place, straddling their waist in the process. ( as is or reversed up to you! For hashira aka because. How could I not )

Sexual tension prompts. // @violetueur

Like a flash, metal knuckles punched one strike after another against the woman's blade. A close combat dance, that had went on for what felt like hours. Hakuji was happy to train a fellow slayer, if time and strength was provided. Nicolette was a strong slayer, compared to most of the weaklings in their ranks that weren't in the rank of a hashira. If he managed to train her and give her a chance to get stronger, even better.

"Hah, your foot work is beginning to get sloppy! Better not be getting tired on me!" His movement stopped as he pushed against her blade, one leg further in than the other. To talk and tease in the middle of a spar, was a mistake as he felt a kick to the back of his knee that sent him sprawled across the courtyard. Bonus; his effort to teach her to use her full body to fight, and not only her blade was a success. The minus; He was now embarrassingly wrestled against the dirt.

No matter the situation, Hakuji struck fast as he punched the blade to the side, and sent it flying to the side. His other hand used the moment to lift up to her throat, as the blade of his knuckle dusters pressed near her skin. A grin was on the Hashira's lips as soft pants came out of his mouth. Sweaty, and well used sparring session did wonders, but she was far from truly winning, in his books.

Well, until he felt that light squeeze of her thighs along his waist, and the whole position slowly turned gears in his head. Ah-- She was sitting... right on top of him, and if anyone walked on them right now, would have many questions. "Good work, but I think, you still have a way to go to fully beat me." He praised, trying to ignore the position and the excitement from the spar session, that only made him want to do things that made the tips of his ears slowly burn with redness. Not to mention, the sight above him was... hot, not that he should stare, which is why he shifted his blue eyes to the side.

Who is your favorite OC?

How would you describe your favorite OC?

Do you have developed dynamics with the OC of another mun that has influenced your OC or Canon muse?

QUESTIONS FOR THE MUN | @ninjassin asks about oc's!

who is your favorite oc and how would you describe them?

my favorite oc is probably easy to guess :' ) it's chiyo! and i'd describe her as big ol' nerd who has a shell like a macadamia nut. she's hard to crack, but once you do, you've got one loyal friend who would literally go to the ends of the earth for you. and who will bombard you with memes and scrunkly-looking drawings that she captions as " it's you. " jokes aside, her story very much revolves around developing love for herself ( which i need to focus on more actually ) and trusting in others -- and in doing that, creating connections with others and taking a chance on them. if she's not taking chances, is she living or is she just settling, surviving? that kinda thing uvu which is all very fun to develop and write bc she's too good at pretending she's a-okay and has it together and figured out.

do you have developed dynamics with the OC of another mun that has influenced your OC or Canon muse?

so as far as my own oc's go, i've been writing most of them for so long that my idea of them/portrayal of them doesn't change when i write them with other people. chiyo's a great example bc i've had her since?? 2015, and while she's changed a bit over the years, the essence of her character is pretty solid as well as the major details of her storyline. that isn't to say i don't love all the dynamics i create with other people's oc's!! bc i love them to absolute pieces and will yell about it from the rooftops ( like timmy and chiyo, the babies!! i give 'em a lil kiss!! )!!! but it's kinda like finding puzzle pieces that click into place when writing with an old, established oc vs. exploring and discovering new territory with a writing partner and a newer oc/canon portrayal. that being said, my kaigaku, zenitsu, and tengen portrayals have definitely been influenced by @violetueur's nicolette ( who i highly recommend following <3 ). i developed those three a good bit on my own and with some canon interactions, too, but there are aspects of each character that i wouldn't have thought about or explored if not for sarah. she's got a way of inspiring and hyping you up, helping you create exciting plot ideas, and when it comes to characters i've got low-muse for/i haven't written much/etc., that makes a world of difference. even satsuki, i would say, wouldn't be quite as developed if not for what i've written with sarah.

[ COLLAPSE ] 'faints on u' is a good trope

  The coyote had watched the raven stumble into the office, noticeably different from the usual strut. Khaz has had random civilians and old crime-buddies come along asking for help, mainly looking to be patched up, using Khaz’ business as an excuse to check up on him from time to time, all-the-while giving his business, even it it was at a discounted price -- the raven slinks into his form, arms exhaustively wrap around his middle, leaning into him as she would pass out and faint from whatever adventure she had returned from.

  “--Looks like someone’s had a long day.” At first, he was a little surprised but would soon support her, a sigh of relief as he’d would readjust her, instead carrying her bridle-style towards the sofa he had sitting opposite to him, laying her down with care. He would quickly assess and triage if needed but it seemed that she had taken care of most of the work, although he didn’t feel comfortable dressing an unconscious person so Khaz would leave it.

   Khaz would step away after placing her down, getting a glass of water and setting it down onto the coffee table sitting next to where the Raven was resting, even stepping into his room and retrieving a spare blanket he had and throwing it over her. Afterwards, stepping away and finding himself trotting over towards a window, cracking it open just for some air as he’d pull a small carton from the inside of his coat, pulling a cigarette out and placing it between scarred lips. He’d keep his distance and watch over her, not too worried about her condition considering her set of skills but still better safe than sorry, thinking she’d at least wouldn’t mind seeing a familiar face when she’d finally wake up. 

graphic for @violetueur !! <3

nicolette art credit!

Their vibes are malicious. They are watching from a distance but, for someone who normally seems so straight faced, they look awfully irritated. / directly inserting lyric between uzui and nicolette to cause best friend problems. someone has to look out for her :/

@lunarscaled @violetueur | unprompted | always accepting!

in the middle of a very pleasant conversation with nicolette, tengen feels a tingling on the back of his neck akin to murderous intent and turns to see lyric. the sound pillar squints back, crosses his arms. what's got them looking so sour?? is his flashy presence just too much for them?? whatever it may be, tengen's gonna smile ( more like smirk ) big and wide at them and give a cheeky wave.

@violetueur​ said: “Can someone please be proud of me? Like fuck, I’m trying.” ( for yushiro )

𝐓𝐔𝐌𝐁𝐋𝐑 𝐓𝐄𝐗𝐓 𝐏𝐎𝐒𝐓𝐒 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒 𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓  || Accepting

✘ - Carefully, Yushiro picked up the sticker sheet, using his nail to lift the yellow star shaped sticker from the sheet itself, then he pressed it against her forehead with his thumb.   “Here. I believe this will suffice? A gold star for your recognized efforts of trying.” He’d heard somewhere that this was a thing- how true that was, he wasn’t sure.

symbol starter / closed / @violetueur​ :🎁 for the sender to give the receiver a present ( im thinkin a ribbon with her haori pattern that she ties somewhere, for her tsuguko 🥺 )

It had been several months to a year that Inosuke had spent with the woman he called sister. Not to mention he was also training under her and for the most part the training had been incredibly harsh, his body had been subjected to so much pain by her hands, also there were other methods like hunting and even survival exercises where he’s made to sleep among other wild animals. All of this gave him so much growth in both body and mind and apparently hair as it now touched slightly past his shoulder blades.

He’s even grown slightly taller body had become a tad bulkier but it did not diminish his agility in the slightest. Today though was one of those quiet days where they would just hang out. He’s learned soo much from her regarding society, from table manners to some of the customs in Japan where he actually had gotten to experience some semblance of a childhood in his teen life almost at the cusp of adulthood. Though color him surprised when she presents him with a box.

One brow raised in curiosity as he wondered what it could be.” Thanks” Inosuke spoke softly, remembering what to say when someone had given him something, manners were literally drilled into him as he opens the little box to reveal a ribbon fashioned in her colors. He knew the weight of something like this, the happiness was obvious by the way his eyes sparkled upon looking at the piece of fabric that she then took and tied around his bicep. It’s like he was a part of her pack and that feeling along was quite wonderful. “This is soo..soo cool..” Then came the usual ‘wicked’ chuckle that would always leave his lips. “Now the two of us are the same, HA! There’s definitely nobody that’s gonna mess with us now.”