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having a mental breakdown over the painters accidentally covering up the holes in the wall I used to hang my plant holders from cause i no longer have access to my father's drill ✌🏻
#going through a totally normal one on this long weekend between the painters pointing out issues that need money i don't have and covering#up some random holes#i listened to all the self help books i read this month and called my friend and he was like you can borrow my drill before i even asked#and my neighbor offered to teach me how to use one when i pointed out she has lots of cool tools and i wanted to learn how to use a drill#plus the painter said he'd do the waterproofing job now so the new paint doesn't get ruined and i can pay him in a couple of weeks when i#get paid#people are good and kind and they want to help#I'm just struggling with all the stuff i used to be able to ask my parents for help with#mainly money and stuff that needs doing around the house#which is sad in a lot of ways too#but it'd be nice if life could stop happening so much when i barely have enough money left for groceries#alex txt
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dungeon meshi characters taking care of each other
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#dungeon meshi#laios touden#marcille donato#chilchuck tims#senshi#izutsumi#kabru#even if ‘caretaking’ would be a pain is that really the mindset you want to have? the hill you want to die on?#yes they take care of Marcille when it would be considered ‘burdensome’#ppl who say ‘taking care of others is bad when you HAVE to take care of them because it’s an inconvenience to you’#are the square headed dwarf. kui gave you representation 💀#we must take care of our 36 year old minor#and mage who has no mana#and elves who use up all their mana at once#and the tallman who dragged you into a hole#and the child you raised and loved like your own son#and fallen party members#and random strangers#it’s themes of the narrative!!!#most everyone gets put into the ‘taken care of’ position at some point like if you got injured the middle of the street you wouldn’t#want everyone to just walk past you even if you’re aware they’re busy or whatever like come on#dungeon meshi spoilers#and these ARE all choices every one of these characters makes yes even kabru#my favorite of these is the izutsumi one tho#ijuchumi i wuv u so muchh okey 😭💝
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Grocery shopping with Limp Bizkit. Need them to pick anything up for you?
#sometimes I pull themes for my tumblr posts straight outta my ass and this one is definitely one of them.#i know this one is random as hell lmao but it's Saturday and guess what?... I'm updating my grocery list rn so there's my dumb inspiration.#You've got Lee at a local bodega#Wes is confused as hell at the table salt selection at Publix. Wes while you're there pick me up a pub-sub will ya. thx boo!#and Fred is at some boujee ass grocery store with nice floors and neatly arranged products on the shelves.#side note... how do think each one of them would respond to being asked to pick up feminine hygiene products?#honestly the background of Wes' pic could easily be swapped out for a pad and tampon aisle and the facial expression would work the same#Lee forgot about your request because he got distracted by potatoes#Fred had to facetime you while in the store because he forgot what brand you wanted and he didn't write it down like you asked him to.#Limp Bizkit#nu-metal#DJ Lethal#Wes Borland#Fred Durst#down the rabbit hole
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Jimmy pranking Joel by literally just putting glass blocks in the floor gaps and stilts under the base to claim the floating base was all a facade is so simple but SO funny
#empires videos have started showing up in my recommended#(I'm subbed to some of them already but haven't been watching empires)#and i've started just clicking on random ones#help this is how the rabbit hole starts#When season 2 started I watched a couple first episodes#but was like eh I don't really feel like getting into a new series#and didn't keep up with it#Meanwhile hermitcraft is like ''You want to watch Empires. No that wasn't a question lets go''#I can't even complain tbh#empires smp#solidaritygaming#empires smp spoilers#idk if that's a tag people use but just in case I guess lol#smallishbeans#lee speaks
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i can't believe i'm having chest pain over jason grace in the year 2024
#there's 5 total jason fans out there but one of em has done some really good reddit writeups#it's hurting my heart...#i was a vehement jason hater at first like everyone lol#esp being a kid desperate for more percy and then he shows up in the next series#but when i'd reread i became fond of him 🥲#he reminds me of wyll honestly#honorbound and seem to have it all but always choose the right thing#value community and protecting and caring for each other...#nobility in a way that isn't trite...#anyway i'm sad every time i remember what happens to jason...#this is so random of me idk why i went down this hole today#lush.talk
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I haven't actually watched Gravity Falls in so long, I'm terrified of what might happen if I actually open my box set
#seriously im going to start watching the commentary and then do nothing else for 18 months.#im going to play sock opera and bill's gonna fuck in through my window.#ill watch not what he seems and my monitor will become a black hole that sucks me in and spits me out in some random multiverse dimension#a tale of two stans will come on and I'll move to new Jersey#who knows#gravity falls#my shit#i have the box set AND the vinyl BOTH of which ive YET TO PLAY!!!!!!!!!#and the collector's journal 3. but I'm just bringing it up to flex dw I've read it
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I think I'm going to queue a bunch of personal art/sketches/wips that will never be complete starting today. This is an art account, after all...
#note: many are older and inconsistent in art style. some may not make sense. some will be tagged with warnings because... Well. yeah.#random stuff#just a heads up#i know most here are present for SM but uh. MY BLOG HAHAHAVDH I CAN DO WHAT I WANT!!!#sorry for a lack of fandom stuff. im a tiny slump *glances at large hole im in.* yeah. working on it.
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i have so many thoughts about gossip girl and a lot of them are about how the writers absolutely killed every single character’s development except for maybe cece (who they just killed after she’d had the slightest bit of character growth)
#nate’s whole arc in s1 and the first part of s2 being about how he wants to choose his own path#him repeatedly being manipulated by people he trusted#and groomed twice#for him to end up dating a 17 year old#and following the path his grandfather wanted him to#it’d be giving the writers too much credit to even suggest that this was a grim commentary on the confines of familial obligation#wanting to do your own thing but not wanting to be alienated from your family#and ultimately being robbed of your agency#the gg writers were not that smart. the amount of plot holes re: gossip girl’s true identity#pretty sure they just put every character’s name into a hat and fished one out at random#also vanessa and nate were good together#idk why the writers had to force some bullshit drama and push blair and nate on us. esp when they only lasted like 3 episodes the second tim#im writing an essay in these tags#season 1 serena was likeable. season 1 dan&serena were a good couple#dan and blair were just so much more interesting and had more chemistry
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mindy's motivation is so beautiful, in my mind
#living on the outskirts of her village and working for years to turn a grain silo into a boat using only garbage so she can gtfo#only for august 2 show up n pause everything . And now she has 2 go back into her village again regularly with him to work#bc him being there is burning a hole through all of the rations n shit that she had saved for#her journey across the sidh which potentially goes on forever#then she sees old friends starts to question whether or not she actually even wanted to leave anymore#but then august wrecks everything and fucks off bc some random guy told him to#now she’s pissed n rll has no choice orher than 2 fuck off after him and kick his ass#i say this all light heartedly But it is gut wrenchingThe way it all plays oht in m mind#id love to do a comic
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some weird ass expirement i did with a bunch of masonite boards and craft foam jhrkfsadsfjkdsa vaguely topographical and heatmap-ish
#art#traditional art#mixed media#paint markers#because i was too lazy to take out my normal paint hjkldfkjflds#the gray one was partially to show off the form but also partially because the board i used had a bunch of random holes in it#(these small square boards are from some thing i did for a sculpture course like years ago)#(i strung up a bunch of boards held together with string. this board with the holes was one where i made like)#(some kinda math mistake when drilling the holes lol so now this one just has like)#(indents all over it. for fun)
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Had a dream the other night about me trying to convince black hole to kill all the members of are you okay, except he just refused to kill eraser for some reason? Oh yeah I was also trying to convince him because I was dead set that killing eraser would stop the dinosaurs trying to kill us
#bfdi#osc community#Tpot#Are you okay#death pact again#Black hole#Eraser#There was also just some random ass guy suspended from the ceiling#And the dinosaurs ate him alive#Like there was just his shirt left#It was pretty messed up actually
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rewatching The Deadly Years made me rethink my Kirk backstory a bit. Not by much, but I tweaked it.
things I won’t ever give up:
1. Kirk didn’t grow up on Earth
2. Kirk’s parents didn’t have a happy marriage
up until now I had vague concepts:
at the time of Kirk going to the Academy, his father wasn’t a Starfleet officer (I didn’t think much about if he ever was or if he quit the service, the point is that he wasn’t)
his mother wasn’t a Starfleet officer, she was, however, a scientist, she just never associated herself with Starfleet (this was what I assumed Sam Kirk did as well, and I really dislike they made him Starfleet, not everyone needs to be in Starfleet *rolls eyes*) – she might have occasionally do something for Starfleet though
recently, I also started to hc that Kirk’s parents eventually divorced. I tended to think that Kirk’s father was distant and not home often, hence why Kirk was looking for “father figures” elsewhere
I, however, decided to switch it up.
Initially, because in AOS, Kirk and his mother’s relationship was distant, I wanted a reverse, but I think that even in TOS, Kirk not having a close relationship with his mother makes sense.
I now have to accept that even in TOS they decided that George Kirk Sr. served on Kelvin, so okay, but he quit Starfleet after Jim was born. He gave up his career for his family, and that ultimately didn’t make him entirely happy. He chose it, didn’t have strong regrets, but it affected his marriage and family life anyway. He was a bit distant with his sons, but not a lot. Jim still respected him and looked up to him, especially as a little boy and young teenager.
Kirk’s mother, on the other hand, pursued her career, and the family often followed, but that made George Sr. feel unfulfilled, so he eventually decided to stay on Earth.
Jim was supposed to stay on Tarsus IV with his mother, but she got caught up in some research and didn’t join him until after the famine... so by then she decided to take Jim back to Earth and for a while, they lived as a family. She actually really wanted to be there for Jim because of what he went through, but one night Jim overheard his parents arguing, and there was a lot of grief and regrets and blame thrown around, and as a child Jim internalized some of it - the most important part: it won’t make you happy if you give up your dreams/career for someone else.
KIRK: Things wouldn't change if it started all over again, would it? You have your job, I have my ship, and neither one of us will change.
WALLACE: You said it. I didn't.
WALLACE: I met a man I admired. A great man.
KIRK: And in your field as you. You didn't give up a thing.
He yearns for love, he yearns for a relationship, but he believes that he can’t have it because 1. he can’t give up his ship/career 2. he can’t ask anyone else to give up theirs [and when he tried to form a romantic relationship with someone in Starfleet, it ended up disastrous]
Love. You're better off without it, and I'm better off without mine. This vessel, I give, she takes. She won't permit me my life. I've got to live hers.
he pours a lot of “love” into the ship and the crew as a whole (to the point of being obsessed), but the yearning for something else is still ever present, but he knows there are no happy endings.
His parents were a good example of that.
As a young man, he was relieved when Carol told him to stay away from her and David, but when he got older, he started to have regrets. Pursuing his career and holding himself back from ever creating a meaningful long-lasting romantic relationship, didn’t make him happy either. And it was only in his mid-50s when he realized that he did create and maintain meaningful relationships, even though they were not what he yearned for or expected.
McCOY: I thought you said men like us don't have families.
KIRK: I was wrong.
#yeah anyway#it all always leads to tff#headcanon times#tos nonsense#honestly this is just random rambling and perhaps it has holes#i just wanted to make a sense of the mess i have in my head#at some point i also thought of jim as attending boarding schools which i think might be a part of his growing up too#but i'd have to be more detailed and i don't need that at the moment#like i won't ever use these things they're just there in my head informing how i tend to think about kirk#in my fics but occasionally in canon too#jim kirk
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I’ve convinced my dad to plant wildflowers in our yard yoooo minor direct action on trying to improve things lets gooooo!!!!!
#it's not native grasses but it's a START!#maybe it'll bring some of the bugs back 😭 bugs my beloved I miss you#*bugs that aren't ticks or ants#miss being a kid and just seeing random butterflies. Don't see much of em anymore#but also it's SO DRY here The Prairies are DUST we've had like seven dry years in a row it'll take years to fix the water tables everywhere#if we ever get enough rain to even begin that process ever again 😭#Other places are getting our fucking rain!!!#Thoughts with people in Northern Alberta tbh#**also I don't actually mind ants its just that the entire town where I live is built on like 500 000 ant EMPIRES#and they are at constant war with each other and US it's like its a game to them you fix up one hole they find another#me#kat gets personal
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having a little too much fun w ai text
#imagine being a magic victim living in hole then some random guy comes up to you and starts scrutinizing your every feature 😭#drhdr#dorohedoro#𓆩✧𓆪
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the visual imagery of a partially drowned cemetery is extremely cool in theory as a showdown spot but as someone who lives on the gulf coast, a few hours from new orleans, i am so so so unnerved by the idea. thats floating corpses o'clock right there. that's the swimming dead. like maybe it's a historical cemetery so theres no actual bodies left but STILL. get them headstones somewhere else for the love of god
#the visceral southern reaction to seeing a partially submerged cemetery#why do you think theres so many mausoleums! because bodies sometimes FLOAT UP#it's a NIGHTMARE#i don't actually know what the authorities might do with historical cemeteries that get flooded permanently#enough to need a 'deep water' warning sign#i would HOPE they'd at least rescue the headstones. actually this sounds like a cool rabbit hole to fall down at some point#i wonder if caitlin doughty's ever covered this#brb about to go write some random barely-connected-to-canon owl house fanfic about. this random cemetery.#they have to be living somewhere in the northeast right? bc of the witch-hunting town?#so really where is all this water coming from unless they are RIGHT near the coast but it's all so wooded#if it's from torrential rains then the water should evaporate/sink in before a warning sign is necessary right?#idk i don't actually know jack about northeastern usa topography#ok its time to shut up now. it's time to shut up and do some research#or idk do something thats actually productive with my time#but i really wanna know about flooded cemeteries now soooooo#actually theres a historical cemetery behind my local library's main branch! i wonder if there's reference books about it somewhere#or if i can ask someone there hmmmmmmmm#YALL........ rabbit holes upon rabbit holes it's time to resurrect (lmao) my dormant interest in cemetery practices#see if any of my theories hold any water (lmao)
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shocked astounded insulted. Why did cheemo fucking shrink the perigees?! These things are half the size of regular perogies literally what the fuck I am so mad right now. Why did I buy these. The no name ones are always normal size what is going on
#like for real as a coniseur of freezer perogies these things are so fucked up!!#whatever I’m going to my grandmas place over the weekend and she will surely take us to some random hole in the wall little ukranian restaur#ant that she just always finds. then I can put this to rest in my mind
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