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being grounded from devices means nothing when you have a robot boyfriend
#i think im getting better with different angles#its obviously not perfect but this is like 1 of 3 times i've ever drawn a character at this angle#n was unreasonably hard to get right here but uhmm i figured it out hopefully#she IS winning. gamer pro#real talk. n would be cracked at fps games. he's been living like one for at least a couple years#he also sits in the tism way. it just feels right i think#dont ask how uzi's playing on that controller she doesnt know either#art#murder drones#murder drones uzi#murder drones n#serial designation n
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reminder that they are horrible
#i was gonna post an ENTIRELY different thing WAY later today but i just rewatched rickmurai jack and it Rlly messed me up#like the brain scan part…. the fact that his time with morty is the absolute brightest thing in it and the only part where you can hear any#thing… HOOOLY FUCJ#so yea the first 3 i just shat out and the 4th one is from. another time. i got unreasonably emotional over them#they are so horrible#rick and morty#rick sanchez#morty smith#odieart
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dont get me wrong i love that shadows edgy explosion gun grrrrarara i think its awesome and i wish people would stop erasing all his flaws and sharp edges in retaliation to that meme culture surrounding him but my god. it really has fucked him over hasnt it
#sorry for still being on this. im just so baffled#ive gone on record saying the sonic series is so inconsistent with characterization that basically any statement is true#but i meant in regards to sonic himself. because every writer writes him differently#sega seems to have an iron fist on what shadow is allowed to say or do and it still seems like they dont fucking know what to do with him#its probably because the rivalry is super marketable so anything they can do to contrast the two is the way to go#but its SO ANNOYING ITS SO ANNOYING!!!!!!#i want to chew on wood SEGA DO U KNOW HOW MANY PEOPLE WOULD FLIP THEIR FUCKING LID IF U GOT SHADOW RIGHT#PEOPLE WENT APESHIT OVER PRIME LITERALLY ONLY BC HE WASNT AN UNREASONABLE ANTAGONIST#AND THAT SHOW IS COMPLETELY DEVOID OF CONTEXT THAT THE REST OF THESERIES HAS#why am i surprised whyyyy am i surprised. why.#heliichats
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pokes u on thr fumcken NOSE
#the amount of absolute garbage trash i have had to do today is so unreasonable#i hate bureaucracy and gathering documents for things and i especially hate it in Japan#like OH my god you would think that when i went through the government office to renew my visa#that the government office that handles my health insurance would be informed and send me my new card#but no i had to go to the doctor to find out it's been expired for months and that o was supposed to go to a different office#to get it updated and by the way this can only be done in person no online or even mail option#so i had to pay full price and then i went to the office got the new card and went back to the doctor for a refund#thank god i didn't have to pay 40 bucks for my prescription i guess#and tomorrow is the passport office END ME NOW#cats#my boy
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rapid-fire posts as I unpack post-TotK Thoughts, but: the vibe would have been quite different if the "Destroy Ganondorf" quest would have been called "Kill Ganondorf" instead :)
#totk#totk spoilers#totk critical#ganondorf#I know it's a callback to Destroy Ganon#but it kind of... highlights how different these two entities are in a roundabout way#like sure they're both demonic and unreasonable#but one of them is a dude that had like#a social life at some point#at the very least#it slots right into the whole deshumanization thing#which is the angle they ran with without looking back once#but can you imagine a more nuanced game?#where this is your final quest and you're MEANT to feel... a little weird about it?#even though you must do it?#perhaps it would have been a pegi issue#but still
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I liked about half of Tunic. very pretty and had great level design, but the fighting mechanics were not consistent enough for the level of precision it demanded of the player. exploration was incredibly well done but the combat TO ME was something I just suffered through to enjoy the rest of the game. and then when I got to the boss rush I just uninstalled it. the combat felt so bad to play that when it felt like the developer was saying "here, you love this right? great news, you get way more of My Awesome Combat System" it felt insulting.
i think a lot of it is banking on Zelda nostalgia, but I've never played a Zelda game and I was coming at it through the lens of "this is an isometric soulslike" instead of "this is a challenging zelda-like" which made me have a bad time. i also did not think the gameplay meshed with the plot very much, for a game that was touted as "just like outer wilds."
also to be fair, I didn't engage with any of the meta-puzzles, because to me there weren't enough lore tidbits or hints of things lurking beneath the surface to make it seem worthwhile. it was just for the completionists or language nerds (laudatory).
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#Ohhh interesting. I feel similarly in that I loved about 3/4ths of tunic but ultimately took issue with the execution of the final puzzles#They are meant to be very difficult but when a hard puzzle that feels integral to the game starts feeling like#Not only terribly unreasonable to solve but unreasonable in that ‘ARG-y’ kinda way — you’ve kinda lost me#I get that’s the intention but I personally don’t see the fun in it. Even just trying to solve PART of the endgame puzzle myself#Was like. impossible. Like actually badly designed and just left me really unsatisfied#I was actually mostly reallh satisfied with the combat so I’m interested to hear you say that#But I also did have to look up guides on how to beat some bosses LOL. Boss rush was annoying#I also have no Zelda nostalgia but i loved it because it felt exactly like playing an untranslated Japanese game and only knowing katakana#And recreating thr excitement you get by being able to piece simple things together over time in an unintended backward order#IDK … I am taking up so much of the tags but I like ur thoughts on it. Feels parallel to my chunk of criticism but in a different direction
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Man I have such mixed feelings on anime Lusamine. On one hand, she may as well be a completely different character from the main series canon Lusamine, her relationship with Lillie is totally overhauled and doesn’t have much to do with what Lusamine did in the game. And from what I’ve seen, there is a compelling story arc about how she’s dismissive of her daughter and doesn’t pay much attention to her, to the point Lillie was traumatized under her watch and she didn’t realize until her son spelled it out, and she tries to remedy that after she’s kidnapped. She has different mannerisms and motives and quirks and she may as well be a random woman wearing game Lusamine’s skin. And I’ll comment how I feel about her arc when I’ve actually seen it in full, but from what I know they handle it well and it’s nothing like “You owe your mother unconditional love and care even if she abuses you”.
But on the other hand this portrayal of her directly contributed to TPCI and the fandom going “Omg Lusamine’s just a sad quirky mom who made an oopsie one time, teehee actually her children are brats and stupid for not bowing to her every whim, and actually Faba was the REAL villain this whole time (even though she employed him and was 100% down with the Type Null stuff)” and I can’t help but resent it for that.
#and yeah i know its a different context but lillie and her mom both being ‘’unreasonable’’ in the first ep rubbed me the wrong way so bad#when it first came out#like lillie is her victim in the games whos timid and insecure because of what her mom did#and then their first interaction in the anime is ‘’ha ha lillies a brat for wanting her moms pokemon to stay unevolved cause it was cute’’#like again i knowww its a different context but its just. hrmm#echoed voice#sm lb
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I love when you read a book and it makes you cry and scream into a pillow and then you read it every year for the next ten years and the same thing happens every time. insane form of storytelling
#yes this is about the long way to a small angry planet by becky chambers no i will never be normal about this book#its so fun that different parts have different impacts depending on how life is going each time i read it#and it always reaches the same level of making me insane without fail#EVERYONE should go read this book if you can its so so so wonderful#there are pdfs available online i will send them to you if you want them#im so insane about this book i love it unreasonably#i want the illustrated version so bad but its £305 rip
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56 and any Yamo pairing! 🫶
i just wheezed so hard when i saw what the song was i almost snorted coffee out of my nose i am so sorry for this one
#56 - kyoto phoebe bridgers + yamo
the story of how this song ended up on my wrapped is too long so it’s going in the tags but. let me set the scene for you.
2026 NHL GLOBAL SERIES™️ JAPAN - Presented by YPPI
November 13 & 14, 2026: Dallas Stars, Montreal Canadiens, Seattle Kraken, Vancouver Canucks
Saitama Super Arena, Saitama, Japan
It’s a pitiful excuse of a consolation prize for not being able to go to the Olympics, but Kailer’s not going to look a vacation horse in the mouth. The arena’s cool. It’s huge. The people are cool. There’s so many more of them than he thought there’d be with jerseys that have his name on the back, and a lot more that have the familiar orange and blue. He takes a picture of the fifth Oilers Yamamoto jersey he signs—this one’s the good Reverse Retro—and texts it to Connor, says,
no one here has even heard of mcjesus
and gets a moon face emoji in response. Leon’s influence. Kailer’s still never really deciphered what that one means, and he doesn’t think Connor knows either.
They don’t have a lot of time off between games, but Kailer’s trying to be a good tourist. His dad had been so happy when Kailer had told him about the series that Kailer’d had to stop him from trying to book a flight a year in advance, and his mom’s been just as bad, sending him every article she sees about Best New Spot in Tokyo! Cool Restaurant! Have You Seen This Japanese Cat Café? that she scrolls across on Facebook since June. Suzy’s in the same boat, so they’ve been crossing off their compiled travel-guide list together, looping in as many guys as they can. Everyone’s been pretty game. All the teams are crammed into close quarters at the same hotel, which means everyone wants to spend as much time as possible outside of it, and it helps that Kailer’s gotten pretty close with all the other guys that the NHL picked up as Global Series figureheads. Robo’s memes? Absolutely fire. The groupchat loves them.
For every item he crosses off the list, Kailer takes a picture and keeps it tucked in his phone notes. It’s like speed-running a scavenger hunt—they’re only here for four days—but he’s doing a pretty good job. His favorite so far has been all the gardens. They’re stunning, trees shining bright red and yellow, and every vendor has been selling maple candies, maple cakes, and even fried maple, though the official maple festival doesn’t start until next week. The second garden he visits, he does it on his own after practice, buying two cakes from a cart near the gate and walking until he loses the bustle outside. It’s easy to get lost in the winding pathways, heading deeper into the quiet, and there’s dozens of benches underneath the burnished leaves where young couples are tucked away on dates, or old friends are laughing and catching up. In some of the little clearings, there’s small shrines where people leave offerings, a prayer for good luck or good fortune.
Kailer stops at one without any people and sets the second maple cake on top of it, then sits and scrolls through all the texts that he’s missed. His mom gets replied to with a picture of him outside the garden gate, grinning and surrounded by other travelers. He sends his brother a picture of a trashy graphic I Love Japan t-shirt with the threat that he’ll buy one for him, and Kailer’s dad gets a picture of the meticulously arranged and cut bonsai that are across from the bench where he’s sitting. The Seattle groupchat gets a recycled meme from Robo, and he gets two thumbs up and an “LMAO” before he can even exit the thread. Finally, Kailer takes a picture of the half-eaten maple cake in his hand, holding it next to a fallen maple leaf on the bench, and gets halfway through typing another message before he thinks better of it.
(On the plane over, Drieds was reading them a story about how when they first introduced the high-speed railway, people were afraid to use it because they thought it would be too fast for their souls to keep up.
“Bro, if that were true, you just left your soul in the middle of the Pacific,” Ebs had laughed. “Planes are faster than trains.”
“Are they?” Matty asked. “Isn’t the train in Japan the fastest in the world?”
Drieds couldn’t make it through the rest of the story over the sound of everyone ripping Matty to shreds, so Kailer didn’t get to ask whether or not they found out anything about planes. Kailer’s not worried about his soul, but the logic makes a strange kind of sense; after all, he traveled 429 miles in five and a half hours once, and that was a little too fast for his heart to keep up.)
Fuck it. Kailer’s been trying to write a response for the past ten days, and he’s sick of swiping in and out of the message, staring at the keyboard so long he starts to see swirls in his vision.
Kailer drafts the text again and sends it, no context, no caption. A text travels faster than a high-speed train or a jet. Maybe it’ll pick his heart back up on the way.
#I don’t know how this song ended up on my Spotify wrapped because phoebe bridgers is too emotionally damaging for me to listen to like.#at all unless i am In It HOWEVER. there is this one silly video that brings me so much joy and made me feel semi-reasonable about listening#to kyoto & it’s the one video of the two painter guys painting the room & the lil guy is being a menace & the other guy just looks at him s#fondly & so lovingly & is that not the thesis of kailer yamamoto. be small be a menace be beloved by everyone. ANYWAY#liv in the replies#look this was going to be such a different thing and then. my brain went HEY BUDDY GUESS THE FUCK WHAT kyoto is a city in Japan.#day off in kyoto. guess who’s Japanese. guess what the nhl loves to do as HIFE publicity. also growing the AAPI audience is HUGE and i thin#they should. like originally i had NO idea what this was going to be (i’m so lying. the line ‘i’m gonna kill you’ but incredibly fond a la#the two painters video kept replaying in my head and i was like l m a o. klimmer & kailer. no plot all vibes it’s klimmer & Kailer that’s i#there is no real plot there is no actual idea the amount of googling that i did to write just this is UNREASONABLE i would love to be norma#about anything ever but i ALSO invented so much backstory to this that has no way of appearing in the actual fic and also jokes for ME#for instance. YPPI is the american manufacturer for yamaha motorcycles and. suzuki. yamamoto. (it’s not my brainworms it’s due to a fancam)#respectfully also i cannot write this fic. i have never been to japan and i think it would take me eight years to google enough#to be relatively comfortable like y’all have never seen the extensive research i put in to fucking phiLLY and a whole other COUNTRY???#where the premise of the fic is learning how to be a tourist in your life and sometimes you have to grow out of things?#yeah i AM going to make something with the idea of Momijigari and life is ephemeral. is that a plot? no it’s vibes.#kailer goes to japan in the fall and realizes he’s a liar. who lies. (he misses [redacted]) (the redacted is because i haven’t decided)#also also. the garden reference is because a) i spent WAY TOO MUCH TIME ON GOOGLE and found out things to do in saitama and also that#kailer’s grandpa had a meticulous garden and i just think that’s neat#hiding-from-reality-56#random ficlet is unbeta’d un-anything’d i don’t know WHERE this came from or the real plot of it at all. ok thanks byeeeee
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I just don't think anyone really prepares you for the pain of losing a friend? It's very common to hear about how romantic relationships ending can break your heart and how you think of them all the time and wonder what went wrong and how everything reminds you of them, but it can happen with friends too.
If a friend replaces you with someone else, if they stop talking to you without warning, if they end the friendship by way of silence, it can still keep you awake at night wondering what you did wrong, and why you weren't enough.
#alex be quiet#I'm rambling#but I'm also kind of hurt rn and I'd like to not be#and I think because there's been no finality I'm just like#I mean am I being unreasonable?#I go for this long and way longer without speaking to other people but it's so unusual in this case#and there's a difference between someone just not messaging and someone ignoring you#and it's funny (in a way that I'm not laughing at) that they've said so many times#'I don't get why people ghost like it's not hard to just send a quick 'thanks but no thanks' message'#hiiii do you hear yourself??#anyway.#I'll be alright#I just don't understand
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[Id: screencap from the Barbie movie where Barbie is dancing at a party and asks if anyone ever thinks about dying. The subtitle is edited to read, "Do you guys ever think you might be a system?" End id.]
I'm delusional again. Fucking sake.
#barbie death meme#'im delusional again' is even a bad way of putting it. I've been having these symptoms nonstop for 2 years.#its time to fucking address this.#your inner monologue comes in several VARYING opinions--each with unique tones of voice and attitude.#you have wildly different feelings and opinions on the same things throughout the day or day to day.#your brother is only ONE YEAR older than you and you grew up in the same household and he is a system.#im a diagnosed psychotic patient with insight and mindfulness. its not unreasonable that you grew up masking better than him out of#adaptive instinct.#you never had a concrete sense of identity. you were nothing but calculating in all areas as a teen.#you're not NORMAL. you're psychotic or autistic or plural or SOMETHING. and no one will ever figure that out if you dont tell someone#vent#self dx
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hate it in yandere horror games when even the romantic path has flavor text like "he's so fucking creepy and i hate him but also he's so handsome" like no you're godmodding im hanging up
#random thoughts#listen there are three yandere love interest horror protags#the naive one who accidentally friendzones the yandere because their head is dense as brick#the normal verging on aggressive one who shuts down all advances and threatens to call the cops#and the one who is actually into the yandere#the third one doesn't have as much of a stable story structure already built in so a lot of games ive seen have trouble with it#like the ending'll be 'we ran away together' or 'he killed me out of love' or 'i freaked him out and became the yandere' or 'i can fix him'#or 'i can fix him (gets fucking bodied)' or 'my friend is trying to keep us apart so he killed them' cuz like#'naive and friendly' and 'good at setting and enforcing boundaries' tend to play off 'fucked up romatic interest' in very limited ways#like the dynamics ARE interesting but there's not much variation to be had#because yknow. those are personality traits.#unless you're actively trying to subvert the norm 'naive and friendly' usually lends itself to soft innocent characters#and 'good at setting and enforcing boundaries' becomes Generic Bitchy Main Character#the kind whose entire personality is being snarky and whose boundaries are usually challenged by the narrative#as though they are unreasonable and should be done away with#(not always but enough it is noticable! god)#anyways so the main character being established as being into the yandere love interest is . . . complicated#mainly because any personality traits of the mc would depend on the dynamic between the mc and the lo#which would depend on the lo's personality which varies WILDLY#(like imagine an mc who is in love with sunny day jack vs fucking. shuu iwamine. completely different)#(or like. shuu iwamine and the witch from cherrywitched! if you wanna compare characters with common interests)#but like the thing about dating sims is the mc is meant to be a placeholder for viewers like you#and any choice you make is meant to be 'in character' for you at any point in the playthrough#so a series of choices designed specifically for ONE ROUTE would stick out like a sore thumb#like those old creepypasta 'would you survive' quizzes where it's obvious which choices you were supposed to make#so ive noticed people tend to just... merge the aggressive headstrong personality and the lovestruck personality together#which honestly im not THAT mad about#because the main draw of yanderes is the idea someone can be in love with you no matter your flaws#and you can just lose yourself in the feeling of being loved#and a bit of protesting can keep you feeling like youre still the innocent while ALSO getting dicked down ran out of tags damn
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One of the really irritating things about that 'oh QPR is just friendship, clearly you've never had friends, lmao loser' discourse is that (and there are many irritating things this is just one of them) even in QPRs that ARE just friendships with a new fancy label.... like...? There are many kinds of friendship that people just have because it's easier than not. And there are friendships that you think are going to be incredibly lasting, but then they date someone new and suddenly you're no longer a priority. The QPR label lets people attach an intentionality and priority to their friendship that really is not guaranteed..... like also not every QPR is this way etc etc but even when it is Just Friendship T M its still like entirely reasonable to want to use that label to signify that it isn't casual
#beeep#like this isnt to say casual friendships are BAD but for alloros its kinda like. there is a typical way to denote a relationship#is intended to be very lasting and very stable and it has its own special word and its normal to look for it etc etc and#like why are u begrudging aros the same thing. just cus they dont wanna kiss??? ridiculous#<-guy who was having Emotions about how boyfriend is a really nice label cus it lets me know its On Purpose and not just Convenient#but like yeah. idk if im arospec or not im kinda giving up on the having a solid orientation thing cus thats hard but... the knowledge that#your loved ones will move on and find someone they love the most and then in the future youre nobodys priority and u cant blame them but it#hurts. well thats really scary. like constant unrequited love but nobody understands because the unrequited love is friendship and they lov#you like a friend ! except they don't realize how different the intensities are anyway. this was a fear of mine when i was id'ing as aro an#it isnt an unreasonable one i think. also may have been somewhat sponsored by being the Convenient Friend and not ever a Best Friend but#yeah. in conclusion. even if a qpr is just another name for a friendship there is a REASON they want to use that term for it and its not#just lmao shitty losers. its because the world is really hard to navigate alone and people want to signify that commitment ! raaaaaaargh#anyway im probably not fully aro ive decided. like probably the cupio label is not correct like i previously thought. but i think that#people are ridiculously mean to aros and like. kinda treat them like they are stupid????? or childish??? anyway#turns out i may not be aro however i believe in their beliefs (i could elaborate more on that but i suspect im running out of tags)
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i had a one-reply-per-person, civil-on-both-sides disagreement with a stranger in someone else's comments recently, after which i subsequently became aware that my interlocutor had blocked me, and honestly—i'm pleased about it? because we did fundamentally disagree, we weren't going to convince each other, and while i personally could've lived with seeing them around (they weren't insulting, just wrong!), it's also honestly reassuring to know that at least one person who has me blocked did so on the basis of an interaction where i'm totally comfortable with what i was saying and how i comported myself! really takes the sting out of blocking tbh. ☺️
#anyway. a dumb post but i always get very 😔 abt being Deemed Annoying even by ppl i reciprocally deem annoying#so like. nice to have a thing i can show my brain that feels different 2 me!#like. it's fine if they think this was block-worthy. i feel fine about it and sort of charmed they blocked me over it.#ergo being blocked ≠ being Objectively Bad. <- deeply dumb convos 2 have with ur crazy lil brain. but. u still gotta have em#(also ftr my stance was that when an anon (not me) writes in to a public forum (OTNF) to announce that Shaving Just Looks and Feels Better#it is not then unreasonable for a subsequent anon (also not me) to inform the first anon#that this stance on depilation is not‚ in fact‚ Abstractly Correct necessarily)#(my interlocutor felt it was a personal opinion that didn't need pushback but i gotta say i think that argument holds much less water#once you take yr so-called personal opinion off yr perblog and into the inbox of another blog—#which is pretty explicitly a public forum where every topic gets debated to tithonian undeath by a community that won't let anything rest—#and express it in a way that does‚ in fact‚ imply it's universally and not just personally true)#anyway! none of this really needed 2 be posted about but. what is a perblog for if not for recording forgettable trivialities.#metatumbling
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don't think some authors grasp lqr at all. I don't think he would ever kick lwj out of his home, he's far too committed to his responsibility as lwj's caretaker and to his family in general. also I'm pretty sure he knows lwj is into men by BM arc at the latest given his very pointed warning about lwj making the same mistakes as his father. in any AU where lwj and wwx are in contact I think lqr would realize pretty soon. like it sucks when authors make him violently homophobic when he's actually not in canon, but it's just confusing when they write him as expecting lwj to marry a woman. like? he and lxc know. they know. lwj isn't subtle if you know him
#prompted by: some angsty fic where lwj came out and lqr kicked him out in the middle of the night#and I was like. hm. nah#judgemental and strict and unreasonable and unfair he may be#but he takes family way too seriously to just kick out one of his nephews....#even in a different setting I think he'd be a very traditional person#he's also not like a campaigner for gay rights but his dislike of wwx came long before lwj was into him#and there's nothing to indicate he particularly opposes their marriage on the basis of it being gay#ficblogging
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apollo. beverly. buddy. omg... please feel free to explain what the easily solvable issue is cuz omg...... Big Deal it seems
OK THIS IS KIND OF EMBARRASSING BUT BEVERLY (15, boy scout, uhhh my blorbo my little meow meow) HAS THIS BOYFRIEND IN THE CAMPAIGN. HIS NAME IS ERLIN, HE IS ALSO A BOYSCOUT (the in universe alt is Green Teen lmao), HES GINGER, I CARE ABOUT HIM VERY MUCH. I care about this relationship so deeply. I love them I literally cannot NOT gush about Bev and Erlin theyre adorable theyre amazing i adore them.
Im not gonna cover everything, but for context when Bev & Erlin got together (~ep 20?) there was a big war going on in their home city. technically the war is still happening but it has since moved. Beverly's house gets bombed etc etc, they have to flee to escape the city. They split up, with Erlin and his family fleeing, Bev's dad and the other Green Teens are sent to a different dimension (THROUGH A KISS FROM BEV AND ERLIN MIGHT I ADD), and Beverly and the rest of the party go somewhere else that isnt important rn.
Since that episode, Beverly has been collecting things for him. A book about his interests, a poster, some drugs?? i think??? Just little trinkets he thinks Erlin would like for when he next sees him. The DM and player of Beverly have said that the relationship was never planned, it just sort of happened, but after that theyve discussed a long standing mutual crush and other stuff that makes me weep.
Bit of a time skip to around episode 50? By this point, theyve had a few more adventures, and have ventured into this other dimension to try to find Beverly's dad and their friends. They do, and after a lot of hardship and other stuff, they have a big celebration. Beverly, in his defense, is a LITTLE drunk, and meets this autumn looking boy. To be perfectly honest they hit it off. At the end of the bit, the boy tries to kiss him, and Beverly very maturely says something to the effect of, "Im sorry. theres someone else." and leaves. at this point im sweating fucking bullets. I am way too invested in Beverly and Erlin to be normal. But im thinking, oh, sweet, a breath of fresh air. And then he doubles back and kisses him.
And there are so many factors to this. I am fully aware that Beverly is 15. I am fully aware it is both his and Erlin's FIRST relationship. I am fully aware that they will probably be fine after a couple of conversations. but the BETRAYAL 😭 I was heartbroken im not even gonna lie LMAO. I paused the episode and I called Raya to rant about this stulid bullshit 💀. Am i angry at Beverly the character? No. Do i think Erlin's gonna be fucking DISTRAUGHT? Yes.
For me, if it was in the moment and then a, 'fuck, sorry, i shouldnt have-" Thatd be more acceptable. but its the fact that he clearly chose not too and then changed his mind. 😭😭😭
And yes. Beverly has gone through a lot in the past couple of days. His dad and friends aged 25 years in a month. His Dad keeps telling him, after being away from him for several months, that if they are to let anyone die, to let it be him. Another one of his father figures is going through a MASSIVE identity crisis. A war is happening. Beings that are as close to gods without being gods are putting expectations and pressure on his shoulders. I fully understand that this is a situation that is not as bad as i have presented it and that it is fairly easily fixed. but I was so fucking sad? We havent seen Erlin in like, 30 episodes. Hes literally a refugee rn. hes going to be so sad. He is going to be sooooo sad. 😭😭😭
TLDR: I have an unhealthily strong obsession with DND boyscout bfs, and one of them cheated, and I am so unreasonably sad.
#and yes it was only a kiss how did it end up like this it was only a kiss it was only a kiss but like#theyre 15#Im like embarrassed to tsg this#you have no idea how unreasonably upset this made me#and their friends who soent 25 years in a different dimension? one of the questions thsy ask is about him and erlin like. AH#they have liked eachothwr for so long. got together at the eorst possible time and thsn. HDVSKBDKSDNSBD#ERLIN :(((((((((#erlin has had like 30 minutes of screentime total but i would actually die for him#I also have to gush real quick about how little things about their relationship are so realistically child like?#They NEVER have a discussion about it. they just kiss two (2) times and Beverly is like Oh yeah; Erlin; my boyfriend-#I care about them so much. my blorbos. my little meow meows.#having trouble ending this i have so many feelings abt them :(#I legitimatelt have not felt like this in like. 4 years#i didnt cry but i felt sounded and looked like i was crykng#anyway. uh#this is way too long but there is so much neccessary information to understand dnd podcasts its stupid LMAO#naddpod#apollo answers shit#beverly tag#i feel like im aching#eddie tag
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