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brilliantfantasticgeronimo · 4 years

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ive been struggling to be more open about my life over here... beyond the sporadic gifsets of things im watching i cant really say ive shared much. but like, i cant keep on avoiding the mortifying ordeal of being known forever (also so much is going through my head all the time and i dont got anyone irl to vent so i gotta do it somewhere, even if it’s 2 the void) so here’s some life updates:

ive got a bunch of unfinished art i owe ppl so that’s what i’ve been trying to get through this past month....

...without much success, usually i come home so tired from school + work i cant be bothered to draw. this is the main thing im working hard about fixing rn. i have doodled more and have done some studies (haven’t posted them tho because i don’t feel great about them ugh)

one thing i’ve decided to try to see if it helps is regular exercise (in the form of solo capoeira training and trail running) + biphasic sleep schedule. in theory both of these things will give me the energy needed to draw...

after / meanwhile tho, the fancomic project that ive been cooking for about a year-ish is still, at least, slowly progressing... i haven't posted anything about it (tho i have talked to some ppl about it privately ) but i might have to bc i know it’s only a matter of time before someone else does this idea, and i will be v pissed if that happens after i have spent so much creative energy on it lol

im currently on a research + outlining step of said project... these are the books i’m plowing through, to give you a little idea of the (ridiculously bitting-more-than-she-can-chew) scope of the story sklajdksad)

national/regional/international politics are exhausting and draining as always (more than usual?) and tbh im sort of... actively tuning out of them atm. im trying to focus on “the big picture” so that means less time and mental energy for keeping track of whatever new apocalyptic headline crops up on the news. literally all my time reading, reflecting and studying is going toward collapse(tm) related literature and focused more on deep global issues and it is quite a lot of stuff to study, reflect and read,

(am i using all that as an excuse to not deal w/ the immediate surrounding? that might be part of it, perhaps... this is the only workable solution i have found that doesn’t involve weekly emotional breakdowns tho)

on that note, ive been using the ashes ashes podcast as a guideline for those studies. it’s great stuff and i highly recommend. the guys in charge of it are really nice, and the scope+breath of their research is impeccable. i’ve been telling everyone i meet about it bc it really has been a game-changer of a resouerce.

have felt very depressed at times for various reasons. some new, some not so new... not much to say in that area. v loneliness. much sad. whatevs

university and work were kicking my ass a couple weeks ago, but im getting them under control now (...i think). im getting a kind of ~synergy going too where im using knowledge learned in one place and applying it somewhere else

(like im learning sketchup for design class, but im hoping to later use it for making assets for the graphic designs at work. and the visual + communications stuff i have had to research for work is helping with both uni and my personal projects...)

arrowverse rewatch however is kicking my ass. and im only rlly watching supergirl + flash + batwoman ! but god. it’s literally.... endless... episodes.... if i have to hear another character say “no more secrets!” again im gonna flip

my enthusiasm for crisis and stuff is making me soldier on tho. (as is my hyperfixation w/ supercorp that has even managed to lure a fellow nerd coworker into it lmao)

while on the topic of tv: i *am* keeping up with the last season of the good place... i haven’t felt the need to talk much about it tho bc i mostly just discuss it with one of my cousins (who is also watching ) and we got our own like little after-show routine where we discuss theories and stuff :)

im watching hdm when it repeats on hbo latam. it’s nice to watch on hd for once rather than crummy 120p streaming sites...

havent sat down to watch 7 worlds 1 planet fully yet but i did watch the first 10 minutes of ep 1: antarctic and predictably cried

#anyway thanks @anyone who reads this and my mutuals in general lol #u are all troppers #personal #edit: incomplete ideas and typos

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richard-madden · 4 years

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TAGGED BY: @chevans luv ya boo

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name: nik / frankie

gender: cisfemale

star sign: libra sun / scorpio moon / aquarius rising

height: 5′4

age: 23

wallpaper on my phone: .....the haim sisters

ever crush on a teacher: ye,,

coolest halloween costume: i was a pencil

favorite 90’s tv show: twin peaks

last kiss: me n a few ppl were smoking weed and my friend wanted all his turns w/ me blowing smoke into his mouth bc we were just smoking thru the core of an apple bc it was all so last minute and he didn’t want to ‘waste’ the kush by having one less person light the core,, idk he’s kinda dumb but we got into it for one turn and just went for it bc we thought it would be funny if we made out a lil idk ???

have you ever been stood up: nah

favorite pair of shoes: these khaki-colored sketchers with boat shoe laces u w u

have you ever been to vegas: *childish gambino vc* where is america

favorite fruit: apples, bananas, and mango in this particular order

favorite book: this is where i leave you by jonathan tropper

stupidest thing you’ve ever done: idk about EVER but my brother’s room is directly above my room but there’s like a lil hatch that opens on my ceiling to his floor for some reason ?? and one time i got locked out of my room so i went up to his room and opened the hatch n threw a bunch of pillows and blankets and stuffed shit onto my floor and jumped down. still hurt but *hacker vc* i’m in

all time favorite shows: twin peaks, pushing daisies, succession, b99, the good place, bodyguard, the killing

last movie you saw in theaters: little women w/ laine in feb wow holy shit why does that feel like forever ago

@dejjavus @joedavid-keery @nxtapipedream @hecxtewrites @genre @tom-hiddleston @kitmeowza ok im not following enough ppl for this hjdsfhs whoever else wants to do this

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