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ashintheairlikesnow · 4 years

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Dad Fluff: Ohana

A followup to this very short drabble about Mina drawing a family photo!

CW: Vague references to Danny’s past torture, but nothing specific. Brief referenced to enforced malnourishment/near starvation.

“You’re officially obs-… obsessing,” Nate says softly, dropping onto the couch next to Danny, leaning over and tilting his head to try and get a better look at his face. “L-Love, talk to me. You’ve been looking at th-th-the picture she drew for… longer than can be g-good for you.”

“I wasn’t in the picture,” Danny whispers, still holding it in his hands. Looking at the stick-figure attempts to draw Nate and Mina herself and even Toto, a ball of black and brown squiggles with eyes. “I don’t know why, why she wouldn’t-”

“Danny,” Nate says seriously, taking the paper from his hands and turning it over. “You are the p-p-picture. Look at you, here.” He points, tapping his finger against the drawing with a soft crackling sound as the paper shifts in his hand. “You’re so… you are s-s-such the center of her life that she didn’t have en, enough room to draw you if you didn’t have your very own s-side.”

Danny’s lips press slowly together, and he nods, but he doesn’t look convinced. “I never drew myself in, um, in the pictures, either,” He says, finally. “I used to draw Mom and Dad and Ryan on one side, and… and, um, then myself over in the corner or on another paper, because that’s how it felt-… sometimes I didn’t draw me at all…”

“Danny.” Nate set the drawing down entirely, laying it carefully on the coffee table, taking Danny’s hands in his. “Look at me, love. Please.”

Danny’s jaw is locked but trembling as he raises his eyes, slowly, to meet Nate’s.

They’re both older, and stronger, and Nate likes to think wiser, but Danny’s eyes are still the same. Bright sparkling blue, the only time in his life Nate has seen the color blue and called it warm. His freckles have deepened with time, rather than faded, and Nate lifts one hand to cup his face, rubbing a thumb slowly over an old scar on his cheek, feeling the shift in skin texture under his touch.

“This is n-not that family.” Nate keeps his voice gentle but firm, not quite insistent. Danny nods, but he’s scared, and the fear shows through even when he tries to hide it. He’s never been a good liar, and he’s a worse liar with Nate. “I kn-know we all bring things from our childhoods-… but we are not your parents. And Mina is not Ryan, and she isn’t y-you, either.”

“It just felt like-”

“Like you weren’t part of us,” Nate says softly, and Danny nods. Nate sighs and slides his hand down Danny’s neck, over the hints of scarring there, then curves his palm around Danny’s shoulder, pulling him close. Wavy red hair tickles against the side of his neck as Danny’s tension collapses. “This is your family, Danny. We w-worked hard to build it. We… we worked so hard to get the fucking ch-chance to build it. This is our f-family. And you’re her whole world.”

“She drew my scars. She drew them in bright red, they’re what she sees, it’s all anyone ever sees, is what h-he left on me-”

“Ssssshhhhh. I know that was h-hard to see.” Nate closes his eyes, tries to remember what he and Dr. Rosa had talked about when it came to helping Danny through his dark moments, encouraging him to keep talking, to pull himself back. “Did you h-hear what she called them?”

“My… my pretty marks,” Danny whispers, and Nate begins to run his thumb on Danny’s shoulder through his long-sleeved shirt, thinking of doing this in Alberta, feeling the shift of bones under his thumb when Danny had so little weight at all. Now there is a gentle roundness, strength he’d rebuilt in himself year by year. “She called them pretty marks.”

“There. She didn’t see them as bad, D-Danny, she just sees them as part of you. The same way she calls that weird thing on your hip your ‘blue spot’.”

“It… it is an actual blue spot on my hip, though,” Danny says doubtfully. “I stabbed myself with a marker at the last group home before Mom… It is a blue spot.”

“And your marks are p-pretty to her.”

“I just… it hurts, to see me not in the picture again, Nate.”

“I know. But she’s n-not you. She didn’t d-d-do that because she didn’t think you belonged with us, but because she c-c-couldn’t fit how important y-you were when the rest of us were in the way.” Nate’s efforts are rewarded with a nearly-silent huff of laughter from the man in his arms. “I know it’s h-hard not to bring it with you… I sometimes want to g-go to confession and I haven’t b-been Catholic since I was s-s-seventeen…”

“What’d you confess to?” Danny asks, curling more against him, and Nate sighs with a kind of relief as he pulls him closer. “Just… sucking dick?”

“Yes.”

Danny blinks and pulls back, looking up at Nate with surprise. “Did you actually? To a priest?”

Nate grins, and watches Danny’s internal battle between his need to still be sad over the injury in his mind and the idea of a sixteen-year-old Nate Vandrum talking about blowjobs in the confessional booth. “Couple of t-t-times. Some oth, other stuff, too. I was a really bad C-Catholic.”

“If you did it and still went to confession, you might actually have been a pretty good one,” Danny says, and the two of them break up into relieved laughter, Danny’s hands splaying over his face not to hide his scars but just to hide his smile.

“Danny, you are M-Mina’s family. You’re w-w-with her every day, all day-”

“-Except during Mom’s Morning Out, which, I really wish they’d change the name of that fucking group-”

“… let me finish, D-Danny. Mina wants for nothing. She is warm, and fed, and educated, and clothed, and l-l-loved.”

“I was most of those things,” Danny says, softly, but he’s coming back, Nate can tell. Pulling himself out of the spiral inside his mind, starting to feel more present, less like he slipped beneath the surface of a dark pool.

“You were some of th-them all of the t-t-time, but you never had them all, all of the t-t-time. And she does. You were the one who brought up adoption, you are the one who taught her the alphabet, you were the one to d-d-decide we weren’t going to watch those episodes I d-d-downloaded of Mister Rogers any longer and we’d let her watch s-s-something made in the last ten years-”

“I still watch them,” Danny says, softly. At Nate’s raised eyebrows, he shrugs. “Call it my confession. Forgive me, Father, for I have watched educational children’s programming from the eighties-”

“Hey, now. Some of us recovering Catholics like the ‘Forgive me, Father’ stuff, but… I’m n-n-not one of them.”

Danny flashes him a bright smile, and Nate feels an absurd sense of victory. He wants to raise his hands in triumph. He settles for pulling Danny in for a kiss.

“Sorry, Professor,” Danny murmurs against his mouth.

“Now, see, I l-like you calling me Professor…”

Danny laughs, softly. “Put your tie and jacket on and I’ll take it right back off you again, Professor Vandrum. But… I… I get it. She drew me bigger than everyone else because I am important. And she probably thought, since it’s the same paper, that it still counted as being all together…”

“Kids tend to d-d-draw themselves larger than they really a-are, compared to other people,” Nate says softly. “If they feel secure, and s-safe. You saw how big M-Mina drew herself.”

“Right. Bigger than you,” Danny says, blinking, looking back down at the paper. “And I was the biggest person.”

“I h-hate admitting this, but you’re the one she g-g-goes to first when she’s scared, or hurt, or has a n-nightmare or feels sick to her stomach. You’re the one she asks for juice and ah, applesauce. That’s all you, Danny. You’re not part of our family, you are our family. We built every single thing we have because of you. You chose me-”

“-… was made for you…” Danny murmurs, and then stops when Nate shakes his head.

“No, love. You chose me, and didn’t l-let go. You chose to say y-yes when I asked. You chose to agree when Mina’s birthmom liked us in our profiles. You chose Toto at the H-Humane Society, you chose every single thing we are. You built your own f-f-family, love, and she can’t picture us without seeing you as b-b-bigger than everyone else.”

Danny nods slowly, rubbing at his face, at his eyes, leaning over to rest his elbows on his knees. “Yeah… yeah, okay.”

“I know this is hard for y-you, love, and always will be, but… this is your family. You, and I, and Mina… and Toto… and, fuck, even your brother.”

Danny’s smile widens. “What do you think he’ll say if I send him a photo of what Mina drew and tell him she called them ‘pretty marks’?”

Nate shakes his head, leaning over to hold Danny’s face in one hand again, kissing his forehead, feeling the worry-wrinkles smooth under his mouth. “He’ll say, ‘it’s ab, about time someone other than Vandrum and I noticed you’re gorgeous’,” He says, softly.

Danny snorted. “He’s never called me gorgeous in my life or his.”

“Not to your face.”

Danny’s smile is infectious, and Nate pulls him in for a kiss knowing the tightrope has been walked, they’ve cleared the worst part of the shadows that threatened to sink their claws in - at least for now.

They’ll have this conversation again, in a hundred different ways, every time something pushes Danny towards the fears and worries built by a lifetime of having to earn the love that should have been his birthright. They’ll have it every time Danny is reminded or forced to relive years spent desperately trying to earn the mercy of a man hellbent on his slow, inexorable destruction.

But they have the foundation. They’ve laid the path, together. When one of them falters, the other holds the weight, until they can find their own way out. That is their marriage, and has always been, and will always be.

That is Danny’s family.

“It’s sm-small, and b-b-broken, but we made it ourselves,” Nate murmurs, and Danny lets out a peal of surprised laughter, loud enough that Nate shushes him, worried about waking Mina so soon after she’s fallen asleep.

“Did you just quote Lilo and Stitch at me?”

“No.” Danny raises an eyebrow, and Nate puts his hands up in surrender. “I quoted it to m-myself!”

“No, it’s fine, I like that movie, you know I do.” Danny slides arms around his waist, holding him tightly.

After a few beats of silence, Danny says softly, “Ohana means family, Professor Vandrum.”

“Family m-means nobody gets left behind.”

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whump-mania · 3 years

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ABC Masterlist

Here's where you can find the (mostly) chronological masterlist of the ABC stories (Aaron, Ben, Chloe). Anything italicized means it is not canon, and anything bolded is canon. Trigger warnings listed in descriptions and at the beginning of each story.

Enjoy!

READ THIS FIRST

Characters and Background - Context and summary of pretty much everything that happens. Contains character descriptions and picrews of what the characters look like. (TW: abuse, obsession, stalking, kidnapping, police, panic attacks, implied torture, gun use)

INITIAL CAPTURE

“No one is coming to help you.” - Ben’s first day with Aaron. (TW: kidnapping, blood, brief mention of amputation, knives, cutting, torture, cursing)

Mine. - Ben gets cocky, and Aaron reminds him of his place. (TW: kidnapping, abuse, blood, knives, nonconsensual touching)

“Do as you’re told or you’re going to make me angry.” - Aaron gets a bit peeved as Ben continues to try to be defiant. (TW: electrocution, hair pulling, cursing)

“Your screams are music to my ears.” - Ben tries to reason with Aaron, but apparently Aaron already has what he wants. (TW: torture, blood, knives, cursing)

Blackmail - Marcus blackmails Chloe into staying quiet and living with him, but what happens when she tries to run off? (TW: kidnapping, cursing, vomiting, abuse, video taping, blackmail, blood, whipping)

Three Years - Aaron takes his torment one step too far, after waiting three whole years to do so. (TW: HEAVILY IMPLIED r*pe/non-con, panic attacks, cursing (please don’t read this one if you’re under 18. thank you))

The Little Things - Ben refuses to eat, and heavily regrets it later. (TW: vomiting, food, starvation)

A First for the Both of Us - Ben fights back, and Aaron makes it impossible for him to fight again. (TW: broken bones, blood, brainwashing)

Sleep Deprivation Prompt - Ben’s broken hand makes it very hard to sleep. (TW: sleep deprivation, drugging, needles)

Arachnophobia - Aaron remembers one of Ben’s worst fears from the past. (TW: restraints, spiders, panic attack)

Caretaker Death Scenario - Aaron feels that Ben’s forgotten who he belongs to. So he simply reminds him. (TW: noncon kiss, blood, death, restraints, kidnapping, whipping, stress position)

CHLOE’S RESCUE ATTEMPT

Anything You Want - Chloe comes to Ben’s rescue and fails, so Aaron and Ben make a deal. (TW: EXPLICIT r*pe/non-con and threatened non-con, PLEASE DO NOT READ IF UNDER 18, kidnapping, non consensual touching/kissing, cursing, brief mention of nausea)

Movie Night - Aaron shows Ben and Chloe a “movie” that Chloe knows all too well. (TW: whipping, video, nonconsensual touching, intimate/creepy whumper, scars)

Keep Your Eyes Open - Chloe is forced to watch Aaron at work. (TW: blood, torture, abuse, whipping)

I Lied. - Ben pays the price for getting in Aaron’s way, and can’t take much more. (TW: burning, torture, brief mention of blood)

Please Hurt Me. - Ben is forced to beg for the pain to keep his sister safe. (TW: electrocution, torture, cursing, submission)

Backtalk - Ben breaks the deal, and Chloe pays the price. (TW: drowning, cursing, torture, blood, death threats, suicidal thoughts)

THE FIRST ESCAPE/RECOVERY

The Escape - Ben and Chloe make it out alive, rushing to find somewhere to call their new home. (TW: abuse, death threats, gun use, flashbacks, panic attacks, non consensual touching, implied noncon (please don't read if under 18. thank you.))

Nothing Left - Ben lashes out at Chloe when she tries to get him to open up. (TW: reference to noncon, yelling, cursing)

Still Out There - Ben has a night terror. (TW: panic attack, flashbacks, gun mention, mentions of abuse, brief mention of noncon, sleep deprivation)

Benny - A nickname sends Ben into a flashback. (TW: flashbacks, panic attack, blood)

Ethan - Ben meets his boyfriend, Ethan. (TW: implied domestic abuse)

The Talk - Ethan learns the hard way about what happened to Ben. (TW: flashbacks, abuse, referenced sexual abuse, referenced domestic abuse, triggers)

THE RECAPTURE

Revenge - Aaron pays Chloe a visit. (TW: HEAVILY IMPLIED R*PE/NONCON, female whumpee and male whumper, home invasion, abuse, blood, knives)

Welcome Home - Marcus makes a new deal with Aaron after the twins’ escape. On Ben and Ethan’s six month anniversary, things go south in regards to an uninvited guest. (TW: abuse, kidnapping, stalking, HEAVILY IMPLIED R*PE/NONCON (please stay away if under 18), blood, implied gun use, panic attack, nonconsensual touching, implied bone breaking, cursing)

I Love You - Ben, Chloe, and Ethan are captured, and Aaron becomes more and more attached to Ben and jealous of Ethan. (TW: kidnapping, nonconsensual touching, nonconsensual kissing)

Ethan Whump Ask - Some requested Ethan whump. Not canon. (TW: choking, abuse, blood, implied domestic abuse, victim blaming)

A New Approach - Aaron uses new methods to get Ben to love him. (TW: brainwashing, sensory overload, pet whump, cages)

Part of the Deal - Ethan reminds Chloe of the deal they made: tell each other everything. (TW: REFERENCED R*PE/NONCON, female whumpee+male whumper, cursing, reference to home invasion)

Breaking - Ethan tries to get Ben to return to his former self. Aaron gets angry. (TW: HEAVILY IMPLIED R*PE/NONCON, nonconsensual kissing/touching, death threats, cursing, brainwashing, pet whump)

SECOND ESCAPE (RESCUE)/RECOVERY

Dust - Aaron is finally taken away and his three captives are free. But Ben seems to be beyond broken. (TW: police, brainwashing, broken limbs)

His Name - Ben and Chloe are back home. Well, Ben’s body is. His mind is somewhere else. (TW: panic attack, small blood mention)

#whump blog #whump community #whump #whump scenario #whump writing #masterlist #abc writing #ben #chloe #aaron #ethan #joy #whumper #whumpee #caretaker

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alostsock · 4 years

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Masterlist

AO3

Tumblr links under the cut.

Bridgerton

Fic:

A little empty Benedict tries to get his brother to eat. (TW: discussions of not eating/skipping meals/weight loss, references to depression)

Brawl This can be considered a canon-divergent tag to 1x07, or you can just assume Anthony got into a random fight while drunk. Either way, this is a bit of the aftermath. (TW: concussion, vomit, alcohol use)

The world is heavy today When the Bridgertons don’t hear from Anthony for a few days, Benedict is sent to go find him, and is unnerved by what he finds. (TW: self-harm, depression, blood, apparent suicide attempt)

The Old Guard

Fic:

The sum of your years. Nicky always seems serene, unflappable. It’s only at night that Nile sees that he is not.

For everyone but you. Nicky takes care of everyone, except sometimes himself. (TW: issues with food, vomit (brief), blood, temporary character death)

Tired for so long. Prequel-y thing to “For everyone but you.” (TW: depressive episode, disordered eating habits/skipping meals, blood)

Gretchen Nicky loves stray cats.

Steadfast. Part 1, Part 2 (TW: depression, disordered eating, anxiety)

What you won’t let them see. Part 1, Part 2 (TW: depression, disordered eating, anxiety)

Too much and not enough. Part 1, Part 2 (TW: disordered eating, anxiety)

With me. (TW: kidnapping, captivity, dehydration, starvation, temporary character death, blood)

Meaning. What Joe feels doesn’t always match what he paints.

An exercise in futility. Dr. Kozak’s experiments aren’t new. (TW: self-harm, medical experimentation (nothing graphic), body horror, self-hatred, suicidal ideation)

Headcanons/Dumb things:

Ace headcanon for Joe and Nicky

The origin of spooning

Shared wardrobe

Nicky + Cats

Joe and Nicky argue about dumb shit regularly

Nicky + getting carsick

Halloween costumes

They do circus hand-to-hand. That’s it.

9-1-1

Baby!Buck AU - AU: Maddie gets custody of Buck and takes him to LA to start over (TW: Past child abuse).

Promise - Hen notices Buck is struggling and sits him down to talk (TW: depression).

Buck - Buck’s depression through the years (?) starting from before he joined the 118 (TW: depression, overdose, self-hatred).

Welcome Back Buck Buckley - Buck gets a few stitches, Hen brings cake.

You shouldn’t have. (Part 1) (Part 2) (Part 3) Eddie sees something he shouldn’t have on Buck’s phone, and then is dumb about it. (TW: depression, suicidal thoughts)

#fic #masterlist

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buckybarnesbingo · 5 years

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Week 5 Roundup! What with Endgame coming out, several of the works below the cut have spoilers, so keep an eye out for that!

Title: The Second Hundred Years Collaborator: debwalsh Link: AO3 Square Filled: C4 - I Regret Nothing Ship: Stucky, Steggy Rating: Mature Major Tags: Endgame Spoilers, fix-it, Angst with a Happy Ending Summary: The moment is coming when Steve will carry the Infinity Stones back to their rightful times. But another mission weighs heavily on him, a mission that could either result in great happiness, or a lifetime of misery and loneliness. Of course it would be Bucky who helps him make the decisions he has to make. Word Count: 3245

Title: Too many goodbyes Collaborator: Bill_Longbow Link: AO3 Square Filled: Y5 - Apology Ship: Stucky Rating: Gen Major Tags: Endgame spoilers, getting together, fix-it, pining Summary: Bucky finds Steve the night before he'll leave to bring the stones back. Word Count: 1848

Title: Photograph Collaborator: just--another--daydreamer Link: Tumblr Square Filled: C4 - recovering Bucky Ship: Bucky/reader Rating: Teen Major Tags: Minor Injury Summary: The biggest difference between Bucky from the fourties and the man he is now, is his hair. For Bucky. changing that seems like a big step towards recovery. Word Count: 960

Title: when my bruises align with yours Collaborator: TheKitteh Link: AO3 Square Filled: B1 - polyamory/open relationship Ship: WinterHawk, WinterIronHawk (pre) Rating: Gen Major Tags: polyamory negotiations, pining, fluff, domestic, romance Summary: The one where Tony's a pining idiot, Clint is your usual disaster, Bucky's the one who has his shit together and Natasha is the best kind of friend anyone can ask for. Word Count: 3204

Title: Imposter Collaborator: rinnwrites Link: AO3 Square Filled: B3 - Captain America Ship: Bucky/Sam Rating: Teen Major Tags: Endgame spoilers, comfort/angst Summary: A vignette of Sam and Bucky coming to terms with the endgame. Word Count: 965

Title: Phoenix Rising: Chapter 1 Collaborator: shield-agent78 Link: Tumblr Square Filled: B3 - Infinity Gems Ship: Bucky/Reader, Steve/Reader Rating: Mature Major Tags: Endgame spoilers, no character death, fluff, language, anguish Summary: This story is based on a Modified version of Endgame. When Bucky disappears you are out for blood. (Just think Clint in Endgame but a female version.) Steve comes to you with an idea of time travel; which is so crazy it just might work. You arrive at the Avengers Compound just to see it go up in flames but suited up ready for the fight. Does Bucky finally come home? Do you kick ass on the battlefield? What happens when you see Bucky? Does he still feel the same way after five years? Do you? Word Count: 1609

Title: When You Wish Upon A Stark Collaborator: rinnwrites Link: AO3 Square Filled: U1 - Disney Ship: WinterIron Rating: Teen Major Tags: Panic attack, Disneyland, hurt/comfort Summary: Tony had been mentioning a trip to Disneyland for weeks, the idea working its way into the most unexpected of conversations, and somehow becoming the decided-upon way to prove that Bucky could be in the world again. As Tony had convinced him, it was a safe way for him to experience noise and crowds and chaos beyond what was possible in their semi-private Malibu world... Word Count: 3112

Title: Blush Collaborator: candycanedarcy Link: AO3 Square Filled: B5 - nose kiss Ship: Stucky Rating: Gen Major Tags: fluff, lots of kisses Summary: Bucky loves the way Steve blushes. Always has, always will. Word Count: 1039

Title: So Good For Me Collaborator: candycanedarcy Link: AO3 Square Filled: K4 - KINK: Praise Kink Ship: WinterHawk Rating: Explicit Major Tags: Praise kink, dirty talk, explicit sexual content Summary: Bucky's not sure, at first, that Clint has a praise kink. He's almost sure, but not quite 100%. So he decides to test his theory. Word Count: 1373

Title: Phoenix Rising - Chapter 2 Collaborator: shield-agent78 Link: Tumblr Square Filled: C4 - missing scene Ship: Bucky/reader Rating: Mature Major Tags: Endgame spoilers, no character death, fluff, language, anguish Summary: This story is based on a Modified version of Endgame. When Bucky disappears you are out for blood. (Just think Clint in Endgame but a female version.) Steve comes to you with an idea of time travel; which is so crazy it just might work. You arrive at the Avengers Compound just to see it go up in flames but suited up ready for the fight. Does Bucky finally come home? Do you kick ass on the battlefield? What happens when you see Bucky? Does he still feel the same way after five years? Do you? Word Count: 3461

Title: Home Comforts Collaborator: writemarvelousthings Link: Tumblr Square Filled: C1 - comfort clothes Ship: Bucky/reader Rating: Teen Major Tags: insecure Bucky Summary: You’re a witty, charming and brilliant writer at the peak of your career. He’s a slightly overweight kindergarten teacher who has to pinch himself daily that a guy like him landed a girl like you. Especially when you insist on wearing his oversize sweatshirt.

Title: Force (Be With Us) Collaborator: Iron_Eirlyssa (Eirlyssa) Link: AO3 Square Filled: C3 - Free Square Ship: none Rating: Teen Major Tags: Star Wars AU, team as family, pre-WinterIron, implied/referenced child abuse Summary: When Padawan Steev loses his Master to what seems like an accident, he and his friends gather... and find out there is a lot more going on than they'd ever expected. In the end, it's Tho'ny who comes up with a solution that will turn their lives around. Word Count: 3149

Title: Torn By What We've Done And Can't Undo - Chapter 3 Collaborator: Politzania Link: AO3 Square Filled: U5 - Forgiveness Ship: none Rating: Teen Major Tags: assumed character death, mild gore, brief reference to suicidal thoughts, CA:CW fix-it Summary: Sam and Bucky have a meal and a chat, then Natasha tracks Bucky down for a revealing conversation. The next morning, another set of memories shakes loose. Word Count: 5820

Title: Just a Cold Collaborator: acreativelydifferentlove Link: Tumblr Square Filled: B3 - Steve Rogers/Captain America Ship: Stucky/Reader Rating: Gen Major Tags: mentions of snot/sickness, Bucky is a sook Summary: Your relaxing day is tossed aside when one of your boyfriends wakes with a cold. Word Count: 1734

Title: Whatever the Fuck Collaborator: candycanedarcy Link: AO3 Square Filled: K5 - Domesticity Ship: WinterHawk Rating: Teen Major Tags: graphic depictions of violence, fluff, deaf Clint, protective Bucky, hurt Clint, bad jokes Summary: They’ve fought so many goddamn aliens and robots and whatever the fuck else’s at this point, so Bucky’s just given up on knowing what it is he’s fighting now. He calls them all ‘whatever the fucks’, and Steve and his stupid grumbling of “They’re Klegin, Buck, a race of hostile aliens from the planet Grackerth!” can go suck an egg. Bucky is tired. He just wants to go back to his bed with his boyfriend - but his boyfriend has been kidnapped by a bunch of whatever the fucks and Bucky wants him back. So they can go back to bed. He's not asking for much, really. Word Count: 2218

Title: The Spy Who Sucked at Secrets Collaborator: empyreanwritings Link: Tumblr Square Filled: Y2 - secret relationship Ship: Bucky Barnes x Reader x Steve Rogers Rating: Teen Major Tags: language, mild suggestive themes Summary: Keeping your relationship with the boys a secret had been hard, but you worried too much about everyone’s judgement. Your only problem? You sucked at keeping secrets from your friends. Word Count: 3900

Title: The Falcon and the Housecat Collaborator: Entwinedlove Link: AO3 Square Filled: U1 - werecreatures Ship: BuckySam Rating: Gen Major Tags: werewolf AU, shifter AU, fluff Summary: Sam still likes to romance Bucky. Word Count: 1000

Title: Hey You Collaborator: phoenixgryphon Link: Tumblr Square Filled: B5 - Starvation Ship: none Rating: Teen Major Tags: art, implied nudity Summary: Wanted to think outside the box a bit for this one, instead of going with a food related starvation, I went with touch starved. Basically after a prolonged period of time without physical contact with people, a person can become touch starved; essentially craving physical contact. Aaand Bucky most definitely would be affected by it in some way or another, especially post TWS.

Title: Seeds of Guilt Collaborator: Voodoosgirl Link: AO3 Square Filled: U2 - pining Ship: Stucky Rating: Teen Major Tags: Endgame spoilers, not a fix-it, character study, grief/mourning Summary: What Bucky might be thinking as he stood watching Steve leave. Word Count: 634

Title: Un-hex-pected Collaborator: Entwinedlove Link: AO3 Square Filled: C4 - IMAGE: zen Bucky with Alpine Ship: BuckyNat Rating: Teen Major Tags: not Tony Stark friendly, Hexworld AU, shifters, witches, fluff Summary: Natasha is picked up by a handsome man who turns out to be her witch. Word Count: 1000

Title: Gone Too Long Collaborator: awkwardfangirl2014 Link: Tumblr Square Filled: Y2 - old married couple Ship: Bucky/Reader Rating: Gen Major Tags: fluff Summary: Being Bucky’s wife is tough sometimes. Especially when you’re apart. Word Count: 1200ish

Title: Simple & Plain Collaborator: louisianaspell Link: AO3 Square Filled: B1 -time travel Ship: Bucky/Reader Rating: Gen Major Tags: Possible Endgame Spoilers Summary: Being sent to the past gives Bucky an opportunity to spend more time with you Word Count: 1850

#buckybarnesbingo2019 #bbb2019 #weekly roundup #week 5 #week 5 roundup #endgame spoilers

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