#tonight im upset because i feel that when my gf apologises to me she doesnt believe what shes saying
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#relationship vents again!!#i doubt if anyone keeps up with the vague intermittent personal life updates i leave over the years#but anyone who does i apologise for banging my head against the same wall and never learning#anyway!#tonight im upset because i feel that when my gf apologises to me she doesnt believe what shes saying#its like shes forcing herself to say the words because shes Supposed to#and like resenting it because she doesnt rly believe it#and then being like ok i said the thing im supposed to say this is done now#and then i just feel like shit#but then it's like hard bc there is the potential i am just projecting and also she doesnt like me assuming the worst and that upsets her#when i express these kinds of thoughts#but its also like. maybe if u dont want me to assume that u should communicate otherwise rather than leaving me this black void to exist in#maybe i wouldnt fill it with these feelings about what u may or may not be feeling#if you filled it yourself with reassurance#well anywho enough about that l m a o#i always feel so stupid going thru these feelings with myself#bc i feel like i shouldve fixed it by now#but obv its more complicated as life and love is
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