I have returned! And with another @shepherds-of-haven in a B99 scene that was too Chase to not draw with Solie who looks on with affection.

I also picture Blade just too tired to be in disbelief with Chase and a Caine who happened to over hear as he passed by like this:

Plant Portraits

(pst- psssssst!- Hey, hey you. Yeah, you! Want to see something cool? look at this post by @hellishgayliath. It's about the characters shown here! They worked on it for a week straight, so check it out!) . . .

Hi, yes, hi, hello. Yeaaaaaah- steering away from the angst me & Helli brewed while I recover from crying. This was inspired exactly a month ago from this ask I made to Helli ask bout their oc's fav plants. I wanted to try out a new rendering style & thought this be a good opportunity + plant practice

Pico; He likes cinnamon plants/trees & likes to knaw on cinnamon sticks. So I did cinnamon plants! Specifically Cinnamomum cassia, or known as Chinese cassia, that is the most commonly sold cinnamon in North America (yes you are getting plant facts this took longer to research than to draw mainly because I like learning but that's besides the point and I wanna share knowledge) I really like how the leaves came out! Twas very fun. His plants are well maintained, healthy, & green (maybe too green lol) which shows his craft in gardening & care. Luci doesn't have teeth, so she can't really 'knaw' on things, so she didn't like trying Pico's snacks when she stole one. She was coughing on cinnamon for the next hour after. Pico laughed at her, obviously Ingenuity: the quality of being clever, original, and inventive

Bao; He likes wisteria flowers, the purple variation (my fav colour)! I loved loved LOVED coloring these plants, but it feels the most empty out of all of them (Clem is all over the place lmao) but I also kinda like it. Like it reflects their personalities this way, like he's the most upkept in society (despite his utter lack of gardening knowledge). Apparently, American wisteria is a host plant to native butterflies and moths! Add that to another reason Luci likes Bao lol. I feel like anytime she comes to the tea shop, Bao would bring her to the garden he & Pico would be working on. And everytime he's show her the plants he managed on his own they'd be drooping and dying lmao. Bao would be so confused & Luci is just unsurprised. And yes, I did think of & look at the wisteria in demon slayer Versatility: the ability to adapt or be adapted to many different functions or activities

Clem; She likes (take 3 seconds to guess) citrus fruits!! Like her name. So I of course did citrus fruits, lemons & oranges. She has my FAVORITE pose, her reaching for the fruit while juggling some in her other arm is adorable. And of course that cute face of hers! Her plants are just EVERYWHERE & is the only one to touch the ends of the canvas (that I wanted to avoid but oh well, it didn't look good otherwise). Besides, it shows her big personality and chaotic energy children have. Apparently, they're sometimes called 'Christmas oranges' because they're in season in winter months. I thought that was interesting. Does Clem like the cold, Helli or does she despise it like Pico lol? Apparently, they are also those cuties or halos oranges I use to devour as a child lol. And because of said memory, I say that Clem does too. I like to think Luci learns to share, like a child, from Clem, a said child. Luci sells back people's stuff overpriced all the time, and only shares things with Repo. She obviously isn't sharing anything with Pico & she mainly hangs out with Bao at the tea shop so she only buys things. She stole Clem's fruits in front of her once. Let's just say a bunch of sad faces and crying, not only bleed her earholes, but made her feel bad (but she'll never admit it). Does she share things now? Kindaaaaa- no. No, not at all. Only Clem & Repo Affability: the quality of being friendly and easy to talk to

aaaand my inspo board just cuz I was going to draw Vera, I really was! (I was so FRICKIN EXCITED to draw the plant with the braided stock next to the pink flower) but... one look at her head and the pose I chose, I said "No."

Bao was already troubling enough I don't need to build up hate to a character I barely know & already like by getting frustrated with their head (again). So no Vera, Helli, sorrys. Her descriptor was going to be 'nobility' btw

GO CHECK OUT HELLI'S POST IT'S SO GOOD (sad) BUT AMAZING!

Hey look its me again but with a very generic looking morpho gijinka

i dont listen to the actual song unless its the nightcore version PLUSS idk if someone has done this yet

how to empty a cinema theatre: with shohoku’s finest

ohh the joy of videos and streams... i like listening to people talk about things they like/think about it’s very contagious... 🥺

Worst thing about being obsessed with a dnd campaign is there’s NO content, NO fandom, all the content has to be made by ME and I’m chronically employed

After months of repressing my exhausted mind and overdue emotions, now that i have all the free time in the world since break starts today, what i did first was cry.

Then cry some more and feel horrible for myself. I was literally just laughing and talking with my classmates after our research defense, now i just feel like 💩

Alrighty, fever is gone now! Just a sore throat, but y’all don’t have to hear my voice so it’s fine. Now time to get back to reblogging and posting again:3

Yipeeee!!

Just thinking and subject to changes. Headcanon that axolotl hybrids in game, especially the ones that are blue axolotls, they grow into one, they're not born blue unless they have two blue parents. They start looking like a regular one.

From a pink one, turning purple and then indigo or blue. Cyan axolotls start with white and can have many discolorations but usually pink and/or cyan then they turn more blue but keep some white or pink. Yellow axolotls start with gold, then turn towards orange and then teal, blue or purple creep in, yellow takes an orange hue but not necessarily.

As for what a blue axolotl looks like, orange fins and indigo skin is more common but it's possible to see mutations and discolorations. Orange turns to gold. Or pink. Even red or green but it's very rare. The skin can be teal, light blue, blue, indigo or purple.

life motto

i have been feeling so horrendously bad at my job this semester and idk how obvious my baggage is that my advisor has to stress that i deserve to have a show next semester and that she's already talking to people about things maybe needing to shift around so no one thinks its my fault and her saying i have a good sense of what i believe and can listen to both sides without swaying easily just kind of felt like "youre so mature for your age!" all over again and i feel so behind in a class i was so excited for and my body image has been horrible and im lucky to be getting 6 hours of sleep a night and it's getting harder to leave my apartment and people who mean well but barely know me are laying on high school levels of "you need to make sure you're eating enough" scolding and its so suffocating and i just want to snap and tell them that this is the best i have ever been about taking care of myself and im trying and self aware and dont need to be parented by people four years younger than me and i haven't been to therapy since before the semester started because i HAVE grown and i CAN handle it but i also know its been too long and they just weren't kidding about how much your early twenties suck but i also wouldn't change it for anything and i just want to sleep for a week and then ill be fine

i recorded the tricolor matches i played with a friend- so i edited it down into a highlights format for fun!! happy anniversary splatoon 3~

something goes wrong and i go 'terrible! horrible! just awful!' which is more effective than most curses 10/10

finally cracking open the ehfar ch21 doc again after letting it sit for like a month lmao