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Helloo! Can i request about moth reader and yandere miguel?.. I really appreciate all your writing! I hope you had a good day!
Tbh I'm not sure if you actually mean "moth" or if you meant "goth" but you know what...
Why not both? Haha, I think I have an interesting idea for it.
Warning: Possessiveness, experimentation, fluff, mentions of sex, manipulation
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This was NOT how your experiment was supposed to go.
This was NOT how you expected your life to turn out.
This was NOT how you wanted Miguel O'Hara to see you.
You had always been the oddball at your job. Most told you that it was rare to find such a 'creature' like yourself. It was always frustrating to explain to those ingrates that you were just expressing yourself the way as many did during the Great Hero Age.
You were a proud goth. Not many committed to this life style anymore as they focused more on the future. Hell, you had spent a good amount of money trying to find old CDs and Vinyl's from back in the day. There were many things that had disappeared within the last hundred years.
All you wanted to do was bring back an old culture to the year 2099!
The only person who did not mind your lifestyle was one of your regulars...
Miguel O'Hara
The man was the definition of fine. He was tall, hot and oh so perfect. He had wanted to get to know you at your little coffee shop and quickly became your regular.
Miguel was understanding. He enjoyed listening to you talk and even took your suggestions. You knew someone as perfect as him would not join in your lifestyle, but you were just happy that he bothered to give you the time to explain.
However...
How would Miguel react to you now?
You were desperate for money, so you decided to take an offer from Alchemax-the biggest company in the city...If not, the world. The only problem was that you didn't expect for the turnout. This was not what you were expecting at all!
It felt like a nightmare! You felt different already compared to your futurist coworkers, but now...to your fellow humans? Alchemax turned you into a freak! Who would bother to look at you now? What were you going to do now?!
"Ah, my dear (Y/N), how beautiful,"
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From the moment he laid eyes on you, Miguel knew that you were special. Call it fate, but Miguel just knew that you were meant to belong to him.
Miguel knew that he had to control himself. He didn't want to scare you after all. So, he started by stopping by your work. Bringing up small chat, getting to know you. Loving everything about you. Loving to find out new things about you.
When you weren't working, Miguel would follow you home as Spider-Man. He needed to protect you. Such a fragile human like yourself knew not of how to protect themselves. You were a target for people to pick on.
And who better to protect you than Miguel?
Miguel made sure that no man got near you. Every guy who even dared smile or tried to flirt with you disappeared. Everyone who dared give you a hard time, Miguel made sure they were taught a lesson.
The more Miguel got to know you, the more he became obsessed with you. You were perfect for him. His lovely little doll. Miguel made a special room for you in his place. Put everything you would like and even started to take some of your stuff.
This room was going to be yours very soon. That bed would be where Miguel will show you his love. Where you will conceive his child and become his wife. Your body and soul will belong to him.
Miguel knew you were short for cash. He knew that no one wanted to help a freak like you. It was a shame. Only Miguel knew how wonderful and kind you were. How amazing your lifestyle was and how this world was too naïve to embrace you.
So, Miguel thought of a plan. He watched as you accepted the offer from Alchemax and went to get your blood done. It made Miguel shudder as he watched you undress for the doctor, wanting to make sure that you were healthy for the test.
That body was only for Miguel to see, but he will let this slide since it was a woman doctor.
Once the experiment began, Miguel watched from the sidelines. He waited for his moment to swoop in and change the procedure. Why? Because Miguel was going to give you a reason to stay with him.
"What have you done?!" You cried out, sobbing at your new form.
The doctors and scientists panicked and fled to find some information and excuse for what went wrong. While Miguel stood in awe at your beautiful new form.
Your DNA was now mixed with that of a moth. You had large gorgeous wings and your hair had streaks of white. You were crotched down on the floor, sobbing as you tried to cover yourself from the bright lights.
"Ah, my dear (Y/N), how beautiful," Miguel couldn't help but say cheerfully as he approached you, "Don't cry (Y/N), it's going to be okay."
"M-Miguel? W-What are you doing here?" You sobbed quietly, covering your eyes, "I-It's so bright...I'm getting dizzy."
"Shh, I know. I know,"
Miguel was careful with your wings as he wrapped his arms around you. Your warmth was comforting. Your scent, better than he could ever imagine. Who better than to love you now than him?
"I know you're confused, but come with me. I'll take care of you."
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Miguel was true to his word. You had followed the man whom you had a crush on, scared for your new form. Miguel gently explained what happened, saying that it was an error on the scientists he watched over. Since it was under his watch, Miguel claimed to take responsibility for you.
You wanted to find it strange that Miguel already had a room for you, but you were too stressed to care. Your mind was all over the place and your body felt strange. The room was dark and cool. Much to your liking.
"(Y/N), I brought you some food." Miguel called out.
As he entered, he held up a small lantern, to which you felt drawn too. You pressed yourself against Miguel, wanting to reach for the light, but Miguel chuckled and brought you back to the bed. His hand stroked your cheek, placing the food on your dresser,
"You are so cute, (Y/N)," Miguel whispered, kissing your head. You hummed lowly,
"Why...are you so kind to me?"
"Ah," Miguel chuckled lowly as he held your hand, "Because I love you. We were meant for each other."
That sounded nice. Honestly, who would love you now as you were? Hell, who would even want anything to do with you now? You were part moth. At least now your gothic lifestyle matched your new look. Hell, it made your wings pop out more.
"Miguel...I...I um, I like you too."
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Yes.
YES!
Miguel could hardly control his laughter as you fell into the palm of his hand. Of course you loved him. You had no one else to turn too. No one else to help you.
Miguel made sure to keep you believing that you needed him. From helping you figure out your powers, to fucking you senselessly during the night and day.
Miguel gave you everything you wanted.
Just as long as you behaved and listen to everything he did and said. Miguel smiled as you approached him in the living room, showing off the new gothic attire he had bought for you. Doing a little spin, Miguel groaned softly as you let your wings spread.
"So beautiful." He hummed. You smiled, sitting on his lap,
"Miguel...could we go out? I want to fly for a bit," You begged.
Miguel just smiled as you waited for his response. You knew of his secret and made sure to not do anything he wouldn't like.
"Of course, baby, but I have to give you a good reminder on what to do and what not to do,"
You just nodded, smiling as Miguel pressed you against the couch. Your back to him as your wings were on full display. Miguel groaned softly as he held your waist, ready to give you some good reminders about going outside.
After all...
You were Miguel's.
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Def unique and different, so I hope you enjoyed!!!
#miguel o'hara x reader#miguel o'hara#miguel spiderverse#miguel o’hara x reader#miguel spiderman#spiderman 2099#atsv miguel#across the spiderverse#miguel x you
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7 pages of HLVRAI narrative doodles about Benrey wearing skirts based on [this post here].
Benrey looks at his reflection in the mirror and the long skirt he's just put on. It's a purple vintage swing skirt from the 1950s, an unused item Dr Coomer had tucked away up until just recently.
Dr Coomer stands behind Benrey, sporting a hawaiian shirt, with his hands proudly on his hips: "I think you look very handsome, Beppy! Would you say the same?"
Either sides of the skirt are bunched up in Benrey's hands where he's lifting it up and away from brushing against his legs. His mouth is a tight, thin line.
"it's, uhh…yeah. like it. looks. can i take it off now, please?" Benrey grits out.
Tommy winces at the stream of flimsy red sweet voice bubbles slipping out from the corner of Benrey's mouth: "Uh-oh. Red like, like a brick means that's a bad, uh, ick."
Tommy leaves the shirt he's just finished folding and picks up a pair of comfy black pajama pants with a green grid pattern on it from off the pile of unfolded clothes next to him on the couch.
"Here! This'll help!" he says, before launching the pants right at Benrey's face.
Dr Coomer chuckles at him.
Sometime later, Gordon knocks on their open front door.
He asks: "Hey, any of yall seen Capt- Joshie's stuffed horse? I think he might've left it here the last time we-"
He's interrupted by an abrupt "hey" from Benrey.
Benrey's dressed in his hoodie, playstation socks, and most importantly, the pajama pants and skirt from earlier. He leans forward, a hand on his hip while the other twirls a chullo string around his finger playfully.
Benrey smiles smugly at Gordon, showing of his new skirt: "bet you're, uh, jealous you can't pull this off, huh?"
Tommy pipes up: "Oh! I was just about to go give- to return this to you. Hello, Mr Freeman!"
Benrey looks displeased at Tommy's sudden entrance as the taller man pops into view behind him, a stuffed horse held in his hand.
Gordon's smile is a grateful one as he passes Benrey to retrieve the toy: "Aw fuck, thanks man."
"yo what the hell man? you ruined my moment…" Benrey pouts, arms crossed and side-eyeing Tommy.
Dismissively, Gordon tells Benrey: "Dude, I've been rocking those since, like, preschool."
Benrey just grumbles and blows a rasberry, back stubbornly turned on the two behind him: "you're no fun."
Gordon takes Joshua's stuffed horse from Tommy's hand. Not looking at Benrey, he mumbles with a shrug: "I mean…I didn't say it was bad or anything. Suits you, I guess."
Benrey gives him an unsure look as Gordon passes him again on his way out: "/gen?"
"Uh, yeah, /gen-" Gordon says distractedly, rushing out the door. "L-look, I gotta run. If Josh finds out Cap'n's gone, he's gonna freak. Thanks again, Tommy!" (Cap'n is the name of the stuffed horse)
When he's gone, Tommy taps Benrey on the shoulder.
Tommy whispers sideways to Benrey: "Don't worry, Benrey. I think he liked it."
"wuh?" Benrey says, looking up at him.
Tommy does a series of ASL hand signs indicating that Gordon had been blushing. Benrey's eyes widen at him, and a couple of shy peach sweet voice orbs bubble from his mouth.
In the elevator, Gordon has his back pressed up against the wall, the horse plush clutched to his chest.
"God, hope I didn't catch a cold or something," he thinks, mistaking the awkward heat in his face for an oncoming fever.
He is, as Tommy had communicated, blushing.
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Thanks to the op of the post this was based off for the inspo heheh.
Also, I don't know if Tommy's signing is accurate😬 (I never formally learned sign language so I could only look for references online).
#* writes the colour of the skirt and pj pants in the id even though it's not in the image *#this was supposed to be a short thing but hahA#hlvrai#hlvrai benrey#hlvrai coomer#hlvrai tommy#hlvrai gordon#snail's art#id#frenrey
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You have given me a great joy in life with your Renkaza au
May I ask, what happened to the rest of the Kamado family? Did they get their canon ending or are they with Nezuko as they try to deal with her new demonification?
oh yay im glad you're enjoying it so far! 🥰
nezuko's actually with her brother in the box, like in canon lol. i just havent drawn her--or inosuke or zenitsu--in the panels we've seen, but they're there!
as for the rest of the kamados... i actually havent decided LOL. my instinct is to save everyone, since this is a light-hearted comic strip, but also i'm not sure i'd be able to reliably write that since it involves more plot than the "stupid jokes loosely following canon" i mostly have written down aha. so i suppose it's a surprise for now, even for myself.
i guess we'll see!
#thanks for the ask 💖#sorry if this isnt a satisfying answer but i genuinely dont know rn haha#rei replies#ssh extras#like the thing is. the thing is i had like a short emotional 'i see you' moment planned out between renkaza#for when upper six die but if i save the kamados then i feel obligated to save gyu and ume which means id have to rejig that#and i have Ideas for how but they lean into the kind of fluff that feels so divorced from canon idk if i actually want to write it???#bc i do also love me some angst. hnn. i suppose we'll see how self-indulgent i decide to be about this#but looking at the way im characterizing hakuji u can tell im already being pretty self-indulgent LOL. 😂#so yeah it's a surprise even for me! but i AM leaning toward the 'everyone lives' route rn.#it's just. upper moons 4 and 5 are much harder to want to save versus upper moon 6 yknow. or even 1 &2.#but it'd be weird to be like 'f those guys in particular' lol. u can see my conundrum.#at the same time... this is my story so i can do what i want to??? hm.#WE'LL SEE.
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happy birthday fusuke!!!! i wanted this to match my mashiro one a few months back :D
#crow's scribbles#bandori#bang dream#tsukushi futaba#i looked at my mashiro one as i did this and wow i have grown as an artist huh?#i think it was a good thing for me to do this lol#her shorts are supposed to be those puffy ones haha#also posting this early rather than queue-ing it bc i have a ton of stuff queued lol#i wont be surprised if people dont see it bc of that haha#but that's fine#as long as i like it#it's good to me!
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How long has the Xin and Huey story been in the making? How much has changed since then? (you don't have to be very detailed, just the general timeline of major changes). And is everything (ABSOLUTELY EVERYTHING) canon in the extras comic? (Very important information for the next theory video I'm making)
Hoo boy ok so, I've had the characters since like, 2013(10+ years now whEEZE), and had story ideas for them since back then too. Obviously it has morphed significantly since then as I grew as an artist/writer. Some elements I liked may carry over or inspire stuff now, but overall it's verrry different. Also I like to entertain ideas that definitely don't make sense in the main storyline, so I kinda relegated them to AUs(you've already seen 2 of them lol).
As for the extras comic, I originally intended them to fit in AFTER a "season finale" of the main comic. I will say though, for the main story, I have a big picture idea of where the story is going...so big plot points like main characters' backstories, how they met, etc. are pretty solid and I did like to hint at some of it in the extras. But smaller details and how EXACTLY they will unfold is still subject to change. So all that is to say, I started the extras comic back like...3 or so years ago, and I intended it to plausibly fit into the main timeline. But it's possible some small details might become irrelevant as I'm working thru the main story.
#ask#I think a nice example of this is the kitty cartel#it was a direct result of an event in the main story#but i originally planned for it to be pretty short and simple#but then it ballooooned#and certain characters had more prominent roles#like Jello LOL#jello and kitty were supposed to be one off side characters but i loved them so much they kinda grew in importance#so small stuff like that really cant be planned for but i think thats the charm of writing#you can plan all day all year all life but when you actually start telling the story so many unexpected things can happen#so ive kinda come to embrace it#i hope this doesnt mess with your theories lOL but maybe they can morph into something better than before too haha#xin and huey
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Half a dozen in one (1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5)
Oh no the Apotheosis is back and it wants to play, that’s never a good thing
Scriabin is not into it
I wanted to draw King Scriabin but I goofed up the crown so bad lol, at least his face is cute ✨
Pokemon Vargases! From that time that I forgot how to draw their Pokemon versions lol. You have to approach Espeon!Edgar gently, he’s easily spooked
Sylveon!Scriabin is such an attention hog, poor Edgar haha
*puts my feelers around you condescendingly*
Sleeping on each other, always ♥ Even sleeping, they’re still intertwined lightly, Edgar’s hand on Scriabin’s shoulder and Scriabin’s on Edgar’s arm ♪
I had an idea about Scriabin “reading” Edgar’s mind by guessing how he feels about something, but I unfortunately forgot the specifics just as I was writing it down, so frustrating
I do remember that it was something a lot closer to how Scriabin felt about that thing and he was describing how he felt, not just Edgar, but he realized too late
Made him feel isolated :(
Apology hugs 💕
Who wrote this eviction notice, this is a cave?? I just think they turned out really cute here haha ♪
Stop being naked >:0
Don’t wanna get used to it >:(
After all the Father and Daddy puns, I had to lol. Lady!Edgar with her hair down is just so prettyyyyyy
Two mops, makin’ out
For whatever reason, I started a teeny tiny little ScriAnimal series - first up is Scriabat with hand-wings because lol
I was watching a video of someone with their bird who was munching on the inside of their glasses stem haha
Scriabird is here to scream and knock things off the counters
And cutely chew on things
We are stopping this sketchdump for a Jake appreciation minute ♥ Thank you for appreciating Jake, now back to our regularly scheduled programming
A quick and silly digital doodle - waxing via tape is not recommended
Got the urge to draw dragons again, Scriabin needs to settle and Edgar is in protecc mode. His hugs are even harder to escape than normal!
The original sketch for sleepy Edgar - I couldn’t decide whether to use “World’s #1 Dad” or “World’s Best Dad”, so I just used both for the final version lol. Did Todd give it to him? Did Scriabin? Did they both get him nearly-matching mugs??
One of the early drafts for the ‘17 redraw; this was actually all drawn on one layer (on purpose! lol), which was a really fun experiment with some brushes I rarely use. I liked the angle of Edgar’s face too, he looks so smug haha ♪
Tiny Edgar doodle for a quick reference, he’s so cute ♥
I wasn’t kidding when I said it took a while to get Alone Together right, I was this close to giving up and just doing it the easy way several times before finally getting the trick down - I’m glad I didn’t but sheesh!
I started a pretty long mini idea that I managed to get like 90% of the way through before deciding I didn’t like it lol, but there were still some really fun poses and expressions
“What is it?” Light concern Edgar ♥
Probably the most complex panel of the set, as much as I like the leg poses I’m also frustrated by them lol - didn’t help that my page smudged >:P
A little bit of expression practice, the cute thing is Scriabin
I heard it, we all heard it, everybody saw!
Couple’a Scriabins to practice hair differences. I’ve gotten used to making him simultaneously fluffy and sleek like on the left, but I really love a True Floof look too, with many more starts and stops, it’s really fun ♪
Uppies!
Oscillates between “Why” and “You can’t tell me what to do”
Brain baby
Weirdly enough, this was actually inspired by a skin-horror idea I had but decided was a little too body-horror-y and so I repurposed it lol
Some goofy matryoshka dolls haha. They remind me of Near’s finger puppets from Death Note somehow hmm
More hair differences, using opposing methods of line directionality while shading and texturing Scriabin’s hair. Pushing up from under gives this really nice line weight; it’s harder to do consistently because I keep wanting to sweep down, but when it works, the shadows fall exactly where they should and it’s lovely ✨ And like I said, pulling down is a lot easier, and because of that I can get these really uniform lines - I prefer the tapered effect, but pulling definitely has its uses and-
Hey wait a minute-
Golden floof ✨ This is actually really hard to see IRL lol
Edgar Warmup to see if my tablet was working properly, didn’t have time to pull up refs so from memory it is!
And that’s February through May again! Lots of silly little things, and a surprising number of scrapped larger ideas hmmm
#💟#Doodles#Sketchdump#Art#Edgar#Scriabin#Jake#A short and sweet one this time around#Also wow Nny didn't get any placement this time around - I guess he did show up a big more frequently in normal sets lol#Kind of anyway#Got a few of the classics running around - Apotheosized!Edgar - Lady!Edgar - Snake Charmer#Mostly all regular Vargas stuff tho ♪#And no blood! Wow!#That I Definitely got out of my system in the meantime lol#I think the only ones I didn't talk about as much as I wanted to were the Scriabirds - I actually love drawing birds I just don't very much#They're simultaneously so sleek and fluffy and poofy and goofy! Love birds!#And Scriabin's coat was really fun to draw over wings haha ♪#I really should draw the Vargeons again - ironically the birds turned out way more how they're supposed look lol#I still have a few more longer ideas that I'd like to finish up that didn't quite make the cut for May#I started them in May but it's looking increasingly like they'll be a June+ thing lol#Guess it's yet to be seen on whether or not they'll make the next sketchdump! Since I've jinxed it every time so far haha ♪
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Mason and Trevor number 7, if you please😊
I do please!
things you said while we were driving
“Prove it,” Mason said, and he’d been grateful Trevor took the bait because he wouldn’t have been able to manage the wheel anyway.
Even so, he won’t make it home.
“Pull over,” he rasps, voice low.
Trevor doesn’t respond. He’s been on a Taylor Swift kick lately, and he’s got Anti-Hero on full blast.
Mason slaps the sound off. “Pull over.”
“Dude, what did you do that for, I was jamming! That song is my anthem.”
“I’m serious, pull over.”
“What, you going to puke or something? We’re almost home, you’ll make it. Don’t ralph in here.”
Mason grabs Trevor’s wrist. He can feel the change creeping over him: hair turning to fur, fur sprouting up his back and down his legs. Jaw lengthening, teeth twisting. “If you don’t pull over I’ll steer us into the grass.”
Something cues Trevor into the fact that this isn’t a joke. “Okay, okay, I—Mason?”
“This isn’t how I wanted you to find out,” he says. It’s the last thing he’ll manage to say until his vocal cords return to their human state.
His hands—claws now, really—scrabble against the door handle and he tumbles into dirt as Trevor screeches to a halt.
“Sorry,” he tries, but it’s unintelligible. And then he’s too much a wolf to feel anything like remorse.
The moon is big and bright. Mason’s lone howl echoes off it.
#answered#ask!#this is very short! Hope you enjoy it anyway!#did not really edit this so. that is a new thing for me haha#Never really approached writing in this way before but I sure had fun :)#my fics#I suppose#mmtz
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Getting a little dreamy, how far do you think the Watership Down-verse could have expanded? That is, do you think the Watership Down world could (or can) be given to be more extensive and cover more stories? I think so.
It doesn't necessarily have to overextend to 16 books talking about the same thing or something, that would be kind of...annoying. But they can be given for more stories in the same world.
-Maybe a post Hazel and co. story, with the new generation of rabbits as main characters (yes, it's a bit cliché, but they are rabbits, they don't live long, it works). With I don't know, the search for new territories, a war between the warrens that were once allies, there are options.
-Or stories from the past, such as a story telling the story of Sandleford Warren in the times when the Threarah was young!
-Or one about Cowslip's, how it came about in the first place or maybe something post Hazel's centered around those rabbits refusing to follow tha life, being inspired by Strawberry (The TV series did something similar by the way).
-And we can go even further into the past, more El-ahrairah stories, but instead of just the stories (like Tales did) how about El-ahrairah's POV, where we see him live, the events that took place that later became legend. Maybe not only from El-ahrairah, there were probably other rabbits in the past that did interesting things (Rabscuttle, Nur-rama, the other couples and children of El-ahrairah or even other rabbits completely unrelated to them).
-But not just Watership stuff, maybe there could be something about other warrens and completely unrelated rabbits, somewhere else (The TV series did something similar with Redstone and Darkhaven, but unfortunately they didn't get the coverage I would have liked to see).
-Maybe a POV of a domestic rabbit (Could be Clover and company, or another diferent one).
-And I'm going off the deep end, how would another story be with a POV of another animal, a mouse, squirrels, even an Elil? How do they see the world? Do they believe in Frith like the rabbits or do they think of a different deity? How about a story about Kehaar and the seagulls in the sea, inquiring about their culture and life? (The tv also do something with this, but was so, meh)
I don't know, I was a bit inspired today as I was thinking about my xenofiction ideas.
To me it sounds like something very exciting to imagine and see.
#I suppose that Plague Dogs and other books by Adams would share the same universe but they are already going in a different direction#and not so much the one I am referring to.#I don't know so far few books about talking animals have made me feel this way.#Garry Kilworth's are the closest to what I'm imagining (You should check them out by the way).#This multiverse and stories in the same world thing is something I like sorry haha.#Just thinking about my ideas I really want to write think and draw but time is short and the ideas and skills don't flow.#I'm also passing by to mention that I really like Felix Salten's and Ernest Thompson Seton's books the ones with that vibe are great too.#watership down#Lepur says#lepur stupid thoughts#text#long text#long post#I need to overthink to live a#dumb dumb ideas
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just played through our dirge (again) and i... didn't realise you could get other endings??? i went through the game again to see what other options where there to pick, but it changed the conversation at the end??? spoilers in tag and under read more
like, first time i was mostly nice to jack (agreed that coming to the school was neal's idea and complimented jack on the costume, but asked him to play something stupid and didn't accept his help with the switch)
the next time i was kinda mean (insisted that i did not suggest going to the school, and insulted jack's costume, but also asked to listen to one of jack's songs instead and this time i accepted his help.) i also ignored a few things while speeding through the dialogue this time
the first time, when jack talks about staying and waiting and neal starts leaving, jack just like, gently, smugly prods neal a LITTLE bit in order to get him to stay and neal gives in, but this time jacks like, almost pleading. apologizing and worrying and everything... what a shift!
#i yell into the abyss#our dirge#first time it was “come onnnn don't you wanna see what happens? you know you do ;3” “agggh fiiiine”#this time it's like “wait wait wait where are you going? ☹” “i'm leaving? we're done” “um. uh. did i upset you? 😢 i'm sorry if i... 👉👈”#“uh no? you didn't do anything? i'm just saying it's probably time for us to... ...???” “🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺” “...fine???????”#our dirge spoilers#i guess?#i haven't seen anyone else make a “spoiler” post like this so i wonder if it's like ok or not........#also the dialogue after the hallway thing stops short also. he stops talking after "i don't think that's supposed to happen#from “come onnnn isn't this fun haha” to“ ”w.... we're friends right? i... did i do something wrong?“#like neal wanting to leave the abandoned school building that they impulsively decided to break into at midnight means jack annoyed him#jack's motivations are so mysterious i love him#playing through the game again to get a better look at that scene cause. again. I Was Skipping Dialogue. what an enigma.....#wish i saved at some point lol
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not to be dramatic but nothing puts me in a worse mental state than trying to cuff my fucking jeans
#no i will not elaborate because i am too angry!!!!!!#HOWW do you do it. ive tried so many different cuff styles and they always just make my leg look like a sausage#i may be fat but it looks normal on fat models so why does it look so stupid on me!!!!!lmao!!!!!!!#i cant even buy cropped jeans or capris to make the hem naturally fall above my boots either because IM TOO FUCKING SHORT#HOW am i supposed to be butch in these conditions (/j)#i cant wear baggy things because i look sloppy. i cant roll things to fit me bc i look stupid.#things that are marketed for short people are STILL not short enough. what am i supposed to do!!!!haha!!!#i fucking hate summer#this is a shitpost but really. i dont need any help hating my body lmfao the LEAST my jeans could do is LOOK GOOD#i wish i was skinny for the clothes alone. yall under 150 have no fucking idea how good you have it#i want to be hit by a car#grinding my teeth and i taste jasmine on my tongue etc etc
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Thanks for the tag @vaguely-functional-directions !
✨10 fandoms, 10 characters, 10 tags✨
1. Isadora Quagmire (asoue)
My funky little sapphic poet! While not much of a personality in canon sadly, the fandom has built her as a sassy, clever and just wonderful girl and I just love her. I also love her name. Literally Isadora is the name that's on top for me to name my future daughter.
2. Brittany S. Pierce (Glee)
Brittany gets me. I get Brittany. Listen... when I was in middle school, I was in a... not very nice class. People basically did not let me be myself, because every time I was myself I was "weird", "annoying", etc. So, as a way to provoke them, I acted even more weird and annoying than I actually was and as a defense mechanism I tried to confuse them - cause if I confused them, they would leave me alone and I would "win" the argument.
I really see that with Brittany. But in her case, it has gone so far that she actually believes it herself, and it makes her not succeed in school because she has believed she's dumb (when she's actually super smart). When people call Brittany annoying and strange, I just feel like they don't understand her like I do.
Love ya, Britt-Britt <3
3. Francesca Caviglia (Violetta)
Where do I begin? Francesca has been my very favorite from the beginning. Not only is she super talented, I also always loved how much she cares about her friends. She's also... me. Like not only with things she says but also how she acts. Just see how she acts when her friend sings? Her facial expressions? Her little hand movements? Random noises? ME.
I have SO many Fran pictures but why not take my profile pic, *puts hair behind ear in bisexual*
4. Jessi Glaser (Big Mouth)
I talk about Big Mouth once a year, and that's when a new season drops. People have been critical of this show, calling it gross and inappropriate... but you know that, it's super funny and it came out right when I needed it. So shut up.
Jessi is... honestly my favorite out of the kids. She always has something to fight or struggle with, and that's when you get so happy for her when she pushes through it, and becomes stronger. She also has the best hormone monstress.
5. Max Mayfield (Stranger Things)
At first, I didn't think much of her, but after watching season 3 she instantly became my fave. And in season 4?? AUGH!!! <333
Max is honestly. Iconic. I love her so mcfucking much I can't even express it. I cried in the last ep of s4 when I, for a moment, actually thought she was lost. She made s4, and she made s3. She's a queen, she's a girlboss, she's a precious angel and a badass. She's everything.
6. Yamila "Yam" Sanchez (Soy Luna)
When first watching the show, I totally expected Ámbar to be my favorite (and I LOVE Ámbar and writing and obsessing over her) but NO ONE TOLD ME about Yam. NO ONE TOLD ME ABOUT THIS AMAZING GIRL?!??!
Literally she... she acts like I would in so many situations. She's so chaotic, but at the same time so talented and an amazing friend. While she's the ultimate chaos girl, she's also really down to earth. When she isn't a tornado goofball, she's the one to talk some sense into her friends.
Also 70% of her tag is just my own posts and I lowkey look forward to the day someone goes through her tag (which barely happens cause no one looks through Jim or Yam's tags) and just likes them all
Also I had very little pictures of Yam alone (a lot of them are with Jim), so I picked this one simply because it brings no context at all and also it's chaotic. Why is she crawling? I dunno
7. Riley Mattews (GMW)
SUNSHINE BABY GIRL. I love her and Maya equally, but I picked her simply because people have an easier time hating on her for just existing. I don't like that. Stop that. I also relate to her a lot (we've established at this point that I personally relate to the "weird girls").
With that said, without Maya she's not herself. She needs Maya. They're soulmates, they complete each other. I am also happy they were "endgame" and definitely dated without realizing <3 I mean, in one of the last episodes Riley LITERALLY GOES "Maya, what if we don't care about our boyfriends as much as we care about each other?"
8. Ashlyn Caswell (HSMTMTS)
ASHLYN IS MY CANON JEWISH BISEXUAL AND I LOVE HER SO VERY MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
She has been my favorite since the beginning. A smiling little goofball that deserves the world. She has so much love to give, she cares so much about everyone she knows. Also, I really felt she wasn't straight from the beginning. Shipped her with Nini in s1 due to their piano duet and shipped her with Gina in s2. Her journey in s3?? OH MY GOSH sadaffg
I CAN PERSONALLY RELATE TO BEING HUGGED BY A GIRL AT CAMP AND HAVING AN "OH" MOMENT. LITERALLY THAT HAPPENED TO ME. NOT JOKING.
9. Beverly Marsh (IT)
Beverly... gosh, she's special to me. Not only was she the most interesting character to follow in the 2017 movie, she was also the most interesting character to follow in the book. When I read the book, I overanalysed everything Beverly-related. Like, to the point where I could recite what the friends she had outside of the losers club were named (I don't remember anymore except for Kay McCall but that was when Bev was an adult, there were so many random characters in that book that were just mentioned as "oh, this was their friend when they were 7 also they borrowed them this book")
Protect Beverly at all costs.
10. Casey Gardner (Atypical)
Wow me?? Ok, no, I don't like running tracks like she does (I have asthma so running is the worst for me) but like... her energy? I feel like the way she talks and gestures... me!!
I don't know what else to say hahaha but I love her
Alrighty! So, I now need to tag people too. No pressure on doing this, though! Tagging:
@ven10 @broke-on-books @countessofravenclaw @moonlark-sparkles @sapphic-squid @funkyliloboist and honestly anyone else who wants to! <3
#i know you're supposed to tag 10 people#and I do have more than 10 mututals#but I am just too lazy#also you were probably supposed to keep things short. haha. not me#isadora quagmire#brittany s pierce#francesca caviglia#jessi glaser#max mayfield#yamila sanchez#riley matthews#ashlyn caswell#beverly marsh#casey gardner
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picture of tf:a shockwave standing next to megatron with an arrow pointing to him labeled "lmao this idiot doesn't know his leader would kill him without hesitation if it was convenient for him"
#thinking abt trial of megs#shockwave's like the second most loyal dude but he was one of many that was not willing to die to power that ship#(lugnut was the only one that jumped in on his own)#its like wow. i wonder what was happening in his mind at that moment <3#of course i dont like how short lived that moment is and the fact that it would end his appearances in the show#(or maybe not. i think there were supposed to be more eps with him idk s4 plans are weird)#of course it would be so so much more interesting if he managed to get away from that and is forced to reflect on everything he believed in#like haha i hope he gets to have a bad time. i want that creature to be put through through the wringer. throw him into the microwave#shockwave redemption arc needs to have him suffer so much with mental despair bc i said so#though also i think the only main way for him to really shake him enough to change is to have him rlly pushed to the breaking point#such as his leader trying to kill him#especially that since it rlly makes it so shocks cant rationalize any ideal that megatron is looking out for his followers#though i guess u can interpret many things he does/other details as shockwave already having the capacity to deflect#such as megs not trusting Shockwave to control the omega supremes#somehow he knows that Shock's loyalty is not strong enough to prevent risk of him resisting meg's command#which is accurate based on the events of trial of megs#and the almost sad tone of voice he has when talking abt arcee (though this could be a bit of a stretch but i like to interpret it as such)#oh & also how he tries to peacefully get the codes from arcee as much as he can but megs was clearly in her line of vison#but that would also be megs being dumb. and also definitely be another stretch of an interpretation#shruggies idk putting all these bits and pieces together is still inch resting#i am being a hypocrite though bc im like#''i dont care for interpreting Megatron to be much more of a sympathetic figure than he is in canon (does the same with shockwave)''#listen its different. shockwave is a cutie pie#i am biased. i just simply like shocks more than megs#🐝 could you repeat the last part? 🟦
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Fucking hell, man
#speculation nation#apparently the work thing is pretty serious but not directly related to work#just affecting work as a side effect bc. haha#nah i understand being traumatized & not wanting to work in order to recover#im just really worried & working on the bare minimum of information here#they want to have a meeting about it at some point today. & me being like 😭 today was supposed to be my short work day#but. if it comes to it. yeah i would stay later for them.#im. really very worried. the dnd thing sucks ass but that's just my personal life#these is two people i know irl & work with apparently being seriously traumatized by smth.#i was worried it concerned a third employee but it seems like it's not internal drama. rather external uh. Something!#im just. face in my hands now. why did this all have to happen at once.#negative/
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in celebration of @krabmeat getting a new ipad!!!!!!!!!!!! i decided to draw OUR blorbo!
#literally so happy for you D!!#giga biter artistry#not happy ab this one but it's supposed to be a 'quick thing'#it sucked the SOUL out of me! <333#<- took me an hour and costed me a very short meltdown#and there are a lot of .. errors haha dying#gar posting#but im so happy for u!!!!!!!!!!!!#undescribed
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the horrid progression of living with executive dysfunction your whole life and gradually realizing you actually do really well at fabricating assignments last minute and in fact do some of your best work this way. and getting better and better at doing stuff last minute because you never learn time management and dont have to because the only real consequence is stress lol!! and actually sometimes when you get it done before the deadline its not as good as it wouldve been if you had done it last minute
#THE AGONY#i have done. so much good work in a fraction of the time i was given to do it#some stuff you cant cheat like for instance some art is hard to fake having worked on for a long time#esp dry media that you have to build up over time. and also oil paints lol#but. boy oh boy. have there been a million assignments i have done in like 2 hours when we were given 3 weeks#AND THE WORST PART. is when you do Okay but not super great but#you can tell yourself. well. i did it in such a short amt of time soooo it wouldve been better if i started earlier#but you never do.#one time in basic photography for the final i admitted i had done the whole thing in the few hours before class#and the professor was like ‘well. youre not supposed to tell us that but i appreciate the honesty’ and i was like. what honesty#ive done that for every project this year lol. and you have no idea#anyway. putting stuff off right this minute as we speak!!!!! haha!#shouts
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now, as much as I reblog/blog about the ships, I do think there are sort of bigger things going on than for me to worry too much abt shipping which is supposed to be silly goofy fun? so fandom stuff is all just stuff I do on the side bc it's fun but also if it's smth enjoyable like drawing or writing theories, it's like a nice resting point from some day-to-day stuff or work. I feel normal if I draw my blorbos haha. sometimes ship stuff is included, sometimes not, it's smth more casual for me I've noticed.
On this blog, things will prob change but I'll probably also continue to use this just to mostly post/talk about Samurai Rabbit and the Neo Edo characters. just how I like doing things lol ^^
#aghhtpost#idk i felt like i needed to clarify#we're all in fandom together and curating our own experiences#tried to write a post as short as possible abt this lol#genuinely there's so many bad things going on i am just distracting myself but im also trying to be normal abt fandom and ship stuff#bc it's supposed be fun#a lesson i've learned from being in a games playerbase+fandom for 4 years. just be chill#texty#i need to post more of my own work but sdfsf i am also like. so busy with work work haha
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