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fragaria-imagines · 2 months

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its fine of i also request pregnancy headcanons for Kurode and romarriche?

Kurode:

When you told Kurode that you were pregnant, he was shellshocked to say the least. He couldn’t believe his ears, you, pregnant? Him, a dad? That didn’t even sound right….

It goes without saying that Kurode’s reaction was not what you were hoping for, he didn’t say anything, and you wondered if he even heard you.

The more he stayed silent, the more you anxious you were becoming. Did he not want a child? Does he hate the thought of you two being parents? Suddenly, the joy and happiness that you felt, when you found out about the pregnancy, slowly faded away into a more depressing and anxious feeling.

Eventually, Kurode lifted his head from the ground, and spoke with tears in his eyes, voicing that you deserve better than him.

His words caught you off guard, what would make him say that? He further explains himself, letting out all of his worries and insecurities about fatherhood, how he doesn’t think he’ll live up to your expectations, how he doesn’t want to mess up the baby, how he worries that he’s not cut out for fatherhood.

As he speaks, you start to understand why he was so quiet and distant when you told about the pregnancy. Kurode has always been insecure about his role in life, no doubt, having a baby all of sudden, would question his purpose and his abilities even more.

But even so, you reassured him that it was fine to not know all the right answers immediately, and that you were also worried if you were cut out for parenthood as well, to which he immediately interjects.

You kept going, ignoring his interruption, saying:

“The point is Kurode, none of us know what we’re doing, but that’s okay, because as long as we have each other, then everything would be alright. We can only grow from here, and I’m excited to grow with you.”

Something about your words, deeply affected him, because once you were done speaking, he bursted into tears.

But unlike before, where the tears stemmed from self pity and sadness, this time, he was crying tears of relief.

Seeing the state that he was in, it warmed your heart, knowing your words has a positive affect on him, and as you held him close to you, you knew you two would be alright.

Romarriche:

You and Romarriche have been planning to have a kid for a while, so when you found out about the pregnancy, you two were ecstatic!

How you found out about your pregnancy, was a little out of the norm, you didn’t even know that you were pregnant until a friend told you.

Romarriche was over joyed when he found out, he had always wanted a child and to raise a family, but given his line of work, he thought that he would never be able to. It wasn’t until you entered his life, that he finally considered that maybe he can start a family.

After your pregnancy announcement, you and Romarriche decided to wait a while before you told all your friends, families, and lords. Deciding that it was better to wait and be safe, than to jump gun and tell everybody, in which Romarriche was very supportive, and was attentive to all your needs.

But even so, even with Romarriche’s overwhelming positivity and support, there was a nagging voice in your head, that was telling you that you weren’t good enough to be a parent.

Unlike, Romarriche, who went above and beyond for the bouquet members, and is the unofficial elected dad of the group, you didn’t possess the same maternal instinct as him.

Like the rest of the red bouquet, you always turned to Romarriche for answers, but what happens when your baby needs help or guidance, and you don’t have an answer for them? What do you do? Do you turn them over to Romarriche? But wouldn’t that make you an incompetent parent, for not helping your child?

It was thoughts like these that made you insecure about your parenting, and therefore made you insecure about your pregnancy.

Ever the observer, it didn’t take long for Romarriche to catch on to your sudden mood change regarding the pregnancy, to which he politely asked if you were alright, one day.

His gentleness and how he looked so genuinely concerned for you, made you burst into tears, as you open up about all your insecurities, fears, and worries, regarding your baby.

Romarriche didn’t saying anything as you rambled on and vented, listening to your every word.

When you were finally done with your speech, Romarriche looked at you sympathetically, and gave you words of encouragement, saying that he understood your worries, but there was nothing to worry about, because you’re a great partner, and would make an even greater parent.

It’s safe to say, that his words moved you in a way that you couldn’t even describe how, yet moving forward, even if you have your doubts and question your ability to be a good parent, you know that you’re not alone.

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shai-manahan · 2 years

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OK OK OK CALM DOWN CALM DOWN THIS IS NOT AM EMERGENCY BUT I JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW JUST HOW MUCH I LOVE YOUR WRITING AND IF LIKE- ????? THE WAY YOU DESCRIBE THINGS IS SO BEAUTIFUL AND OMG THAT NIGHTMARE SCENE IS GIVING ME NIGHTMARES THE MORE I THINK ABOUT IT SO I JUST WANTED TO LET YOU THAT I ABSOLUTELY LOVE YOUR WORK AND HOW GLAD IM THAT YOU DECIDED TO BRING IT TO LIFE- SO KEEP IT UP AND PLEASE TAKE CARE YOUR HEALTH AS WELL 👍👍👍👍👍👍

also i have a few theories about our MC if you don't mind-

1. so... as i played through the nightmare scene for the 9th time in a row to fully relish the horror and trauma, i realized that our dear (but unfortunate) MC must have gone through something MUCH MUCH worse than merely watching their father get oofed off by their mother 🤔🤔🤔 because i once read somewhere that if someone experiences like a really bad traumatic experience their brain will instinctively suppress their memories and lock them away to protect the person from getting anymore affected and also to give them a sense of normality? dunno about that our brains can be really mysterious sometimes, which brings me to my second theory

2. OK OK OK i know this may sound crazy and also scientifically inaccurate, but i think MC has some sort of Dissociative disorder? i mean- how do you explain their sudden black out from their home to their journey all the way to Bale's territory and the bar? or maybe im just overthinking it and perhaps its somehow related to the hallucinations and the syringes that have been emphasized over multiples times in the demo

3. why do i feel our MC is being drugged with something 🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔 or maybe something happened before or after the incident with their father otherwise why would Alex act so sus, Vincent too, YALL TOO SUS

and so ends my theory spree as i have exhausted my remaining two brain cells to make SOME kind of sense and connection through this whole theory thing

ALSO ALSO ALONZO WHY DO I HAVE A FEELING I WRONGED YOU SOMEHOW AND SOMEWHERE AND IF I DID IM SO SORRY -

which puts me to my next question, i wonder why our MC just offed 11 of their coworkers 🤔 corruption maybe? whatever the case Is, it still doesn't excuse bernard (or whatever his name is, he's a jerk) for acting like the lil piece of poop he is, to both us and finn cause oh boy imma bout to throw hands (you better sleep with one eye open you lil shit)

ALSO ALSO ALSO MORE WESLEY LORE YAY omg now i feel kinda conflicted rn like i still wanna sock that lil bastard for exposing us but i feel kinda pity for him too, also that wholesome moment between them was so cute if not for the current angsty situation, but i guess i'll them off with one good bish slap on the face for the whole expose before listening to their side of the story

and now finally, after going through your whole blog i realized that we have a hidden mental health stat- lol my mc is gonna be one helluva self sabotaging half depressed boi bu the end of this IF 😂

SORRY FOR THE EXTREMELY LONG RANT / ASK I WAS JUST TOO EXCITED AFTER PLAYING THE WHOLE DEMO AGAIN OVER 9 TIMES BEFORE FINALLY FEELING SATISFIED- IM SORRY 😭😅

Oh that is long, but don't be sorry! I love seeing long messages like this 😌And I’m so glad you love the story to this extent 😭

First of all, so there'll be no misunderstandings, I want to make it clear that what the MC is going through isn't exactly a dissociative disorder, although there is some degree of disassociation happening. I can't explain further because it's a very huge spoiler, but not everything they've been experiencing can be solely attributed to the level of trauma and other related occurrences that DID patients often went through before being diagnosed. It's a little... different.

This does not mean, however, that the MC has no repressed memories 😔 If you look carefully, there are actually some more hints spread throughout the demo, although some of them are hidden behind certain routes. A lot are in Chapter 2, though. Anyway, the revelations relating to it won’t be the focus of Book 1, but there will be a lot more clues in the future.

And yeah, I'm afraid Alex and Vincent will continue to be sus all the way.

YALL TOO SUS

ah but I wouldn’t have done my job right if they’re not sus :)))

why do i feel our MC is being drugged with something 🤔

🤔🤔🤔

ALSO ALSO ALONZO WHY DO I HAVE A FEELING I WRONGED YOU SOMEHOW AND SOMEWHERE AND IF I DID IM SO SORRY

Well, I suppose that depends on the perspective but Alonzo does believe the MC has wronged them haha which is tbh actually valid.

which puts me to my next question, i wonder why our MC just offed 11 of their coworkers 🤔 corruption maybe?

To be fair, I don't think arresting them counts as offing lmao but yeah there's a heavy corruption occurring within the police force and everybody knows it; it's just that most of the people in Gaile cannot do anything to stop it. And don't worry about Bertrand, he already sleeps with one eye open lmaoooo although he does have kind of a huge role (spoiler: he will always be an asshole).

Wesley's reuinion scene, though... if you all think the flashback scene is already conflicting you, well, the reunion might uh.... actually nevermind, I'm not gonna spoil it.

There are four types of mental health stats in the demo right now, but I'm arranging all the variables in a spreadsheet to see if I've missed anything. I kinda have a lot of them lmfao.

#I LOVE SEEING THEORIES NEVER HOLD BACK PLS #interactive fiction #hollowed minds series #hollowed minds book one #hollowed minds #theories #hollowed minds theories #writing #wip #interactive novel #interactive game #if game #choicescript #dashingdon #hosted games #cscript #cscript game #ask #taconextdoor

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