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vmpyria · 10 days

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ok respectfully you’re writing is absolutely ethereal😭. Anyways I have a prompt that may get you to write something for the SF fandom (I’m very fixated on it and I can’t find decent content lol)

~ok so yk how Sal is on that killing spree to free everyone from the red eyed demon thing? What if the reader had been living there and now he has to kill them? Idk I just feel very angsty today

(have a lovely day 💜)

SAL FISHER X READER: the end.

i am putting a gun to my head, this was agony. i did some small research on how it feels like to be stabbed so my description is a bit detailed. i tried to expand on the feelings sal felt as he did this :( i hope i did the scene justice and i hope you enjoy! reblogs & replies help me be motivated!

TW — murder, blood, depictions of stabbing and death. angst.

sal’s chest felt heavy.

this felt like a scene straight from his nightmares, but no — it was real.

his eyes were clouded with tears, his lip quivering. his tears stained his skin and the inside of his prosthetic. he stood over the corpse of soda and faced chug’s bloodied corpse.

“i—i’m sorry.” sal stuttered.

in his hand he held the knife.

he wanted to die, he wanted to stab himself just like how he stabbed the others.

first, he lost larry. larry, his best friend. his brother. the demon was beginning to take over him leading him to do the did the only thing he could — drank himself to death to avoid having his soul taken away from him.

then, terrance.

the little boy broke the heartbreaking reality to him.

to save them all, he had to kill them.

sal didn’t want to, he didn’t want to hurt them. his friends, his family.. but, it was either save them by killing them or lose them to the demon’s power.

the world wouldn’t understand, but at least he did. at least he knew that this was the easy way out.

sniffling, he stumbled to the door of chug’s apartment and then walked out.

his grip on the knife was tight, the the sudden realization of what was next almost made his collapse.

you.

you were next on his list, you.

his girlfriend, his everything, his confidant. you. he had to kill you next.

his stomach twisted, the anxiety, the fear, the grief, the pain. it was all too much, he felt nauseous, he wanted to throw up, he wanted to wake up from this nightmare.

he wanted to be with his mom.

he wanted to be cradled by her, to have his face pressed against his mother’s chest as he wept away the fear of this nightmare. he wanted her to gently pet his hair and reassure him — ‘it was just a nightmare, dear. it’s okay, mommy’s here and she’s not going to let anything bad happen to you.’

but no, his mom wasn’t there. she wasn’t going to hold him, she wasn’t going to tell him he would be okay. she wasn’t there.

and now, you weren’t going to be there either.

you had been the one he cried to when he felt the grief of his mother’s passing, you had been there. you had always been there. you listened to him, you held him, you cried with him.

and now he was going to lose you.

who was he going to cry to after this? his dad is dead, larry is dead, you’ll be dead soon. who was going to hold him and reassure him he did the right thing?

you weren’t gone yet, but he was already mourning.

the walk to your apartment felt like he was walking to his doom, which honestly felt like he was.

he had sobbed as he went up to the floor you lived in, he moved his prosthetic to wipe his tears and now he was in front of your apartment door.

it was time.

opening the door with the spare key you had gifted him during your first year anniversary, sal stepped inside.

the apartment smelled like you, he could smell the sweet candles you had set up around the house, they were vanilla scented.

he always loved the smell of your apartment.

“hello?” you called from your bedroom.

sal froze at the sound of your voice, soft and his favorite. he loved your voice, he could fall asleep to you just rambling.

you entered the front area and saw sal, a bright smile spread on your lips almost immediately. “sal!” you said happily.

you could tell he didn’t seem lively, the knife was in his back pocket, hidden from your view.

looking at his hands, you saw the blood that stained them, then you noticed a bit of blood on his mask. “sal?!” you said in alarm, walking closer. “are you hurt? are you okay? what happened?” you asked, concerned for him.

he’s going to miss you, so, so much.

he was going to miss the way you smiled, the way your eyes crikled, the way you pursed you lips when you focused on something, your laugh, the way you lit up the room, your hair, you skin, your style, your art, your music taste, your everything.

he was going to miss how you always shared snacks with him, how you always called him at night while he was in the suburbs, how you would arrange study dates. how you would hold his hand tightly and point out every single thing you liked, how you cared about him.

he was going to miss how you—

“sal?” you asked, standing in front of him , your eyebrows furrowed up in worry for his wellbeing.

he wasn’t going to miss this, what he was going to do to you.

“i love you.” sal said, his hand reaching to his back pocket.

you laughed, “i love you too! what’s happening?” you smiled, an eyebrow raised in confusion. sal’s hand gripped the base of his knife.

“please forgive me.” he whispered, you could feel his heavy gaze behind his mask, the way his voice cracked, was he crying?

you looked down at his hand, watching as it reached for the back of his pocket, you then saw the blade that peaked from behind him, stained and bloodied.

you stepped back, “sal? sal— what..what is going on?” you asked, letting out a nervous laugh as you stepped away from him.

you heard a muffled sob come from him, “please, y/n. please forgive me, this is the only—way.” he said, you could hear the pain behind his voice, he was now gripping the knife by his side.

“the only way for what? sal, s—sal, please put the knife down, what’s going on?” you asked frantically as you tried to step away from him.

sal’s vision was cloudy from the tears, his already broken heart shattering as he watched the fear in your eyes. “the d—demon, it..i need to save you, please..” he sobbed, stepping closer.

you pressed against the wall and watched desperately as sal stalked closer to you.

“i love you, y/n.” sal whispered.

he stood in front of you, his shoulders shook as you stared at him. you were at a loss for words, your eyes were wide in fear, tears quietly streamed down your cheeks.

sal’s grip on the knife got tighter, his knuckles turning white. “say it back—“ he sobbed, “p—please, say you love me.” he cried.

he was begging, pleading for you to say your words to him.

“s—sal—“ you stuttered fearfully, “i love y—you, i always have.” you sobbed, your gaze moving down to his knife.

“please don’t—“ you pleaded, sal gulped and shook his head. “i know it might not look like it..b-but i’m saving you, i promise.” he stumbled.

he didn’t want to do this, he didn’t have the strength to lift the knife and puncture your stomach.

you stared at him fearfully, you never understood much of the paranormal activity, you only knew a surface level of information, but you trusted him.

how silly.

he’s about to kill you, but you trusted his word. he had always been the person you most relied on.

a sudden punch was felt against your abdomen.

one, and another, and another.

you didn’t register the fact he had stabbed you yet, the adrenaline rush hiding the agonizing pain that would soon take over.

looking down, you watched as sal removed his knife from your stomach. your blood was oozing out, staining your clothes and then you felt it—

it felt like a searing pain in your skin, your organs had ruptured at the impact and now you were left in agony.

a choked cry left your lips as you tried to cradle your wounds, your knees feeling weak, and then your screamed. a gurgly guttural scream, one that displayed the agony you felt as your wounds seared.

you collapsed on the floor with a heavy thud.

sal stood over you, he was taking off his prosthetic.

dropping it down to the floor, he sank down to his knees and he was quick to hold you. he could feel your warm blood staining his shirt as he held you.

your hearing was muffled, you couldn’t make out what he was saying, you could hear your blood streaming through your body and your pulse.

it hurt so much you couldn’t even speak.

your breathing got fast, you felt yourself gasping for air. your chest hurt, you couldn’t breathe— your mouth began to fill with a metallic liquid.

blood began to spill from your mouth, your coughs were gurgled.

your body was moving with every sob that came from sal. his grip on your was deadly. he didn’t want to let go, he wanted to savor the warmth of your body one last time.

now he was weeping, his sobs were loud and guttural, he wanted you back. he wanted you to hold him, to tell him you were fine.

he had envisioned himself growing old with you.

he even thought about marrying you when he finished his studies, he wanted to have a family with you. it all sounded so stupid now, but he was envisioning the life he could’ve had with you.

he babbled various ‘i love you’s’ as he held you.

his voice was muffled for you.

you were so tired.

your eyes got heavy, your strength was depleted. you didn’t want to move, you didn’t want to speak.

you couldn’t.

it hurt, everything hurt so much.

your airways filled with mucus, your breathing got nasally and scratchy.

you weakly held sal’s hand for one last time and then your eyes slipped shut.

two more breaths passed and suddenly it all stopped.

sal sore that time stopped.

your grip stopped and your body went limp.

looking down at you, sal let out a sob, his face was tear-filled and red. his heart was broken.

first his mom, then larry, then his dad and lisa, everyone — and finally you.

the people he most deeply cared about were gone, and it was all because of him. he did this, the guilt that overcame his body was immense. he thought about stabbing the knife deep into his abdomen and twisting it, to feel the same pain you felt.

but he was scared.

deep down, he was just a small child, one that grew up alone, the only people that accepted him were gone.

now, he was left alone.

just how it started.

#sally face x y/n #sally face x you #sal fisher x you #sal fisher x reader #sally face x reader #sal fisher #sally face #tw.dark content #tw.death #x reader #angst #no happy ending

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justanotherfanaccount · 1 year

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Shadow And Bone S2E5 Reaction

the opening with the five crows (one with a knife) and one banging on a window trapped 😭😭 aauugghh

don't mind the darkling just casually killing himself for power

I feel like they made him a more stereotypical villain but not at evil...you know? he doesn't hurt genya as much as in the books and doesn't blind his mother and do all of those things yk?

I wonder if the apparat is gonna make an appearance?

THE KAZ FLASHBACKKSS AAUUGGHH

my wesper heart 🥺🥰

jesper is so done with kaz...he's just like...let me be with my boy

damn kaz's faccee all beaten 🥺

nina saying what we're all thinking "he'd rather push you away than admit he feels anything for you" and jesper just like thank God someone said it

"is that my hat!?" "you hate that hat" "yeah I hate this hat" I love him

"I know kaz...and I know you" 🥺

aww daviiddd 😭 he thinks genya is mad or something but she's ashamed of what the darkling did

nikolai vs alina in the battle of genya 😗

ALINA WINS

why is kaz so disgusted by the nickname "jes" 🤭 likes he says it so menacingly

"I'm not here for you" get it girl!

"can't you read it?" oh baby boy 🥺🥺😭 the way he tried to backtrack

oh! they didn't kill off nadias brother! that's nice!

genyas speech to the queen 😭😭 and nikolai standing up for her!!

this genya and nikolai scene was beautifully done 😭 I'm actually crying

I love seeing the religious aspect with honoring the dead

kazzzz stop being like this (I love you) you can't even look at inej

"your beauty is your armor, fragile stuff really...but what's inside you that's steel" 😭😭 david and genya I love you so much

this scene broke me 😭😭😭

"I did not do anything stupid...I said something stupid"

TOLYA AND JESPER I LOVE YOUUU THIS IS SO FUNNY "there is a poem" "that is incentive enough"

"you've got all that in your head...and you've still got all your fingers...you might just be the smartest person I know" he looks so done he doesn't know how to fix ittt

"my husband and i" kaz just glaring 🤭🤭 "isn't that right waffles"

KAZ LOOKS SO DONE

NOT NINA TOUCHING HIS HAND!!! KAZ NO HE DOESNT HAVE HIS GLOVES ON

inej 😭 I love you so much "I couldn't leave you, not like this"

mal? how did you get here?

"the problem with wanting is that it makes us weak" THAT LIINNEE

honestly I was so ready for this malina fight

Zoya being like "bro I'm not a theif" and literally all the crows being like 🧐🧐 what?

yeesss Pekka Rollins in hellgate bro

bro just best Matthias cell mate to death (gotta love the upped rating)

at least Matthias also hates Pekka now 🤷‍♂️

"you are who you are in spite of him" good line bro

I love nikolai and alinas friendship because there's no romantic chemistry there but they are just so good together 🥰 "I love it when you quote me"

damn...alinas battle with the darkling really made him give up on her now "the whole world will hear it when i make her scream"

me when wylan walked over to wylan "bro not now we're in the middle of a heist!"

me once they started talking: 🥰

the scene was so sad thougghhh cuz neither of them know their backstorys yet so they don't understaaannndd

THIS IS WHY IS SHOULDVE BEEN A SLOW BURN OF THEM GETTING TO KNOW EACH OTHER GOD DAMNIT

and that's how nina zenik died (jk I've read the books)

IT'S THE WATER SCENE OMG THAT WAS SUCH AN AMAZING TRANSITION

WTF JORDIE AAHHHHHHH1

#i love this show #its so good #like obviously it's different from the books #but its so well made #shadow and bone #sab #sab spoilers #shadow and bone spoilers #shadow and bone reaction #shadow and bone s2e5 #sab s2e5 #justanothersbreaction

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hanna-writess · 3 years

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The Walking Dead, Season 8 Spoilers!!!!

Stop reading here if you don’t wanna see the spoilers (pictures ahead)

Also CW/TW mentions of death, guns, bombing, etc. Okay. I just finished episode 9 of season 8 and lemme tell you.. I sobbed. This one broke my goddamn heart. There was so much going on, like a freaking whirlwind, but the end is what really had me.

I love all the characters don’t get me wrong, but I never thought I’d bawl my eyes out watching this show. Before we get to the main reason I’m posting, it’s crazy. Eugene is going through some major shit at the Sanctuary, Dwight siding with Alexandria and betraying Negan, Morgan going through his own stuff.. (I’m stalling here as you can tell)

But when Alexandria was being bombed and shot up (by Negan and The Saviors) and Carl was at the gates, talking with Negan, I was like: “damn he’s brave.” then when everything was burned down, fire everywhere, ash and smoke in the air, then they were forced to hide in the sewers, drains (whatever you wanna call them)

And Carl was leaning against a wall and pale as hell, breathing heavily I was just “Oh no. What the fuck happened.” and learned that he got bit when helping a stranger honor his mother and so forth (while honoring his own as well) and showing us how he was dealing with it, didn’t tell anybody and spent his day with Judith 🥺😭

The looks on Rick, Michonne, Daryl, and Tara’s faces. Everyone was shocked and sad, and that’s when the emotions bubbled up, when Rick and Michonne started crying. I could not stop man. But the talk with his little sister Judith, the goodbye, that’s what really took me out.

When giving her his hat and saying goodbye, he said: “You be good okay? For Michonne, For Dad. You gotta honor him, listen when he tells you stuff. You don’t have to always, sometimes, kids got to show their parents the way. This was Dad’s before it was mine. (his hat) now it’s yours, I don’t know.. just- just having it and.. it kept Dad with me. It made me feel as strong as him. It helped me. Maybe it’ll help you too. Before Mom died.. she told me I was gonna beat this world, I didn’t. But you will, I know you will.”

How he cried while talking and at the end Judith cried before being picked up by Daryl (she’s still young and tiny) I was just done, tears running down my face. Then when he was alone with Rick and Michonne in a ruined house, talking about the future, telling them there had to be something after.

Then when he shot himself, while they were outside. The looks on their faces were brutal, and it made the tears worse, then when he was being buried (his grave being dug) they showed another scene at the end.

The future vision and how everyone was there: Rick, Michonne, Judith, Daryl, Eugene, but the last person.. is what SHOCKED me. The one and only Negan. I even gasped and said: “Negan?!” I didn’t know what to think and never expected for Negan to be forgiven

It’s just the fact that most of the time a bad person can change, that they do have good in them but it doesn’t always show, shit happens but sometimes it can be made up for or fixed.

Him helping and actually seeming joyful, how he immediately turned around at the sound of her voice.

LOOK HOW HAPPY HE IS TO SEE HER. THE SMILE ON HIS FACE. GAHH MY FUCKING HEART. HE LOOKS SO HAPPY. FINALLY.

The fact he calls her ‘darlin’ 🥺😭 I can see them being close (y’know to a degree.) actually being friends or something, this lessened the sadness to be honest. It made me smile like an idiot. (I love Negan and believe he deserves happiness) Everyone in this show has done bad shit, he was pretty horrible but I still liked him (sorry to anyone who doesn’t or didn’t 😂) I knew there was more to him

Especially after his confession to Gabriel about Lucille. I’m so invested in this show and this episode tore a piece out of me, but I’m going to continue watching and fall in love with the characters more, and probably go through heartbreak and shock (worth it.)

I just had to post about this!! 💔💖

Breanna 💜

#The walking dead spoilers!!!#the walking dead #TWD #negan #carl grimes #rick grimes #michonne #daryl #judith #IM HEARTBROKEN AND HAPPY AT THE SAME TIME. HELP.#obsessed with this show #😭😭#💜💜💙💙🥺🥺

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