A-Xu … A-Xu, where are you? Why is it so dark? Let me tell you, tonight I got all of them drunk! I‘m so happy! I‘m so happy tonight, listen. Last time when I was drinking with that old monster I was actually really sad. I was afraid… afraid that you couldn‘t live for much longer. Afraid that you wouldn‘t accept me. Afraid that I had no right to be your hao xiongdi. But now everything is fine! Here! Drink with me! Let‘s have a toast!
He’s nothing like you thought he was.
His sharp edges are softer, somehow, and that’s wrong.
That’s wrong, and it scares you, because if he’s softer then you just might love him.
And if he’s softer, then he just might love you back.
And what could be more terrifying than that?
— a dull knife can still hurt // p.s.
But if you're so cautious, it's not a home. -My mother said women don't have a home. Our husbands' homes are not our homes. Our parents' homes are not our homes either. They're just places to stay.