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lerildeal · 2 months

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doodles for a game I haven’t played in over 5 years 😔

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starjunkyard · 2 months

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A scene of foreman telling house in ep21 s8 that "persevering through pain for loved ones... isn't that what life is?" before being followed up by a scene of house screaming at taub in the middle of the hospital hallway that life is pain. Life is pain. His entire life is pain. How he wakes up everyday and thinks about ending it. And yet hes still fucking here and what is that if not a confirmation that house's entire life is lived for wilson

Its so like. Because from an outsider's perspective its so childish. Its so out of bounds though thats completely in character for house; you don't tell people whether they should live or die, least of all if they're diagnosed with a terminal illness you know will suck the life out of them every second they aren't in the ground. You don't get to tell people that you dont have that right but. But. but

House is here and house is in pain. He's hurting and he's been hurting and he wants that to end but its been an unspoken agreement for years that wilson would never forgive house if he just gave up. Wilson would never let him do that. He would never ever forgive house for that not ever

So house is here!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He is alive!!!!!!!!!!!! Because wilson is his best friend and house cannot live in a world where wilson hates him even if he isnt around to feel it. So house persevered through the pain he grit his teeth and just kept fucking Going because wilson hating him is a worse fate than any infarcture any perpeptual state of chronic pain, a fate worse than anything

Before stacy before cuddy before everything it was new orleans and wilson in that cell. House has been living for wilson. House's entire life past the infarcture and the pain and the pain and the pain has been for wilson. He has been living in unimaginable pain for 20 years because its been an unspoken agreement that i need you i want you you need me you want me. I need you here you cant go anywhere You cant leave me

20 years of being in a perpeptual unending state of chronic pain. Years of living under this unspoken agreement, being bound to this contract that keeps you screaming keeps you hurting keeps you gutted and emptied out but you never minded it, you never left. you let it take you because you love him. Because you love him he loves you and he lets you love him and thats enough

So can you imagine what a slap in the face it is to have him tell you outright that he wont live for you.

That his life, his death: it'll be about him. All this whilst your entire life has belonged to him. Your life your death everything you've ever done its been about him for him. For him. And you feel furious and cheated to tears because its then that you realise he never even asked. You gave it to him handed your bleeding beating heart warm and fresh to him on a silver fucking platter and he never even asked for it. But you're asking him now. You're actually asking him you're begging him, you are begging him you're telling him that you love him, and he's saying no? He's saying no?

Can you even begin to imagine-- just a fraction of that betrayal? That humiliation? I've fucking grit my teeth weathered 20 years of pain i stayed alive because i knew that you wanted me to-- because i knew that you loved me and you wanted me to stay, and that was fine, because i loved you too. And i never even made you say it. I never made you say the words because i thought it was something we both understood intrensically, down to the bone-- and still im telling you now that i need you that i love you and now the deal's just off?

I weathered through 20 years of pain because surely you would have done the same for me-- and you're telling me now that your life is going to be lived on your own terms? when my entire life has been lived for you? When ive been in hell for 20 years just so i could keep loving you? You; you looked at me in the eyes, led me on had the gall to keep me alive-- just to sit here now and tell me that the agreement ive lived my whole life around was a one-man deal? That you cant be bothered to stick your heels in the dirt a little, grit your teeth and go through a quarter fraction of the hell ive gone through so that you stay here! can be here Be Here and keep continuing to love me when ive been doing that wordlessly thanklessly for 20 years? How could you make me ask? How could you tell me no?

How could you keep me alive and breathing if you knew that this was even remotely in the realm of possibility? You kept me in the dark-- knew this whole time that leaving this friendship could actually be an option for you-- and you kept me alive?

#Oungh #Hrrggh #HHhnjj #HHAOUHH #Its been 5 months and i am on. the last episode of house md #5 months of this #Its beating my ass you can probably tell. Im genuinely a fucking wreck #I know what happens. Watching it actually play out is a whole other fucking ballpark #I cannot do this man it hurts #House is telling him that he loves him and hes so upset and angry and afraid and its making him something wild #He deliberately tried to kill a patient. He actually tried to murder a patient #Hes telling him that he needs him that he loves him and its not enough and hes pulling every string and its not enough #Nothing is enough and hes grasping handfuls of sand grasping at straws for the first time in houses life he cannot fix this #He is helpless in every sense of the word no amount of spite of diagnostic skill of wit will fix this #Gregory house is truly absolutely helpless and his best friend is dying and hes going to Watch #house md #gregory house #james wilson #johan being crazy about yaoi md #house md meta #hilson meta #relationship analysis #character analysis

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krispiecake · 7 months

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tell me why i can hear another tenants fucking music from my flat. HE DOESNT EVEN LIVE IN MY BUILDING. HE LIVES IN A COMPLETELY SEPARATE BUILDING ON THE SECOND FLOOR AND I CAN HEAR HIS MUSIC FROM MY FLAT. MY FLAT WHICH IS IN A DIFFERENT SEPARATE BUILDING.

#and staff just say ‘oh we can’t do anything bc its not 11pm yet.’#ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS.#i am autistic person who has just spent a full 12hrs in extremely overstimulating public spaces #i am exhausted and i have had to wake up at ass o’clock in the fucking morning #every day for the past like week and a half and will be expected to do so for the forseeable future #i am extremely sensitive to noise and have no ability to zone things out #like everything is always at the same volume for me #all the fucking time no matter what #and they say like oh well in the community there wouldnt be anything to be done so we cant do anything here #BUT WE ARENT IN THE COMMUNITY. ARE WE. WE ARE AT A SUPPORTED LIVING ACCOMMODATION WHERE I HAVE BEEN PLACED #BY MY LOCAL AUTHORITY WHO ARE PAYING TWENTY THREE GRAND A YEAR #AND I AM PAYING FIVE HUNDRED A MONTH #IN ORDER TO RECIEVE SUPPORT FOR MY DISABILITIES. A BIG ONE BEING MY FUCKING AUTISM.#YOU KNOW. THE ONE WHICH IS BEING DIRECTLY IMPACTED BY THE BEHAVIOUR OF ANOTHER TENANT.#WHEN I AM BEING PUSHED TO MY LIMIT ALREADY. LIKE IDK FEELS KINDA CRAZY THAT THIS ISNT SOMETHING THAT CAN BE SORTED.#i fucking hate men there is just literally no fucking respect or consideration like its genuinely disgusting and so fucking infuriating #and like he says that staff (women. btw) are being too naggy about it. but never fucking stops to consider that maybe.#maybe people wouldnt have to ‘nag’ you about it IF YOU JUST. DIDNT DO THE THING THAT IS ACTIVELY CAUSING OTHER PEOPLE STRESS.#IDK FUCKING WILD IDEA JUST THOUGHT OF IT.#literally die i want everyone involved to die like I CANNOT DO THISSSSSSSSSSSS

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linagram · 2 months

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all bday illustrations! i feel like something changed in my art style but it's probably just the lineart (+ shading and lighting)

#don't you think it's wild how riku was still 17 when he was first introduced and now he's gonna be 19 this year.#like it's crazy man aimi just turned 17 and akio is still 17 as well DUDE STOP GETTING OLDER!!!#and asahi is gonna be 13.. omg...#fun fact about how time works in linagram: idk how it works in canongram but here the prisoners actually do get older #but i also see it like this: to them it feels like literal months or even years have passed. they're getting older. they're celebrating-#their bdays or other holidays. but when it comes to the outside world its probably been like three days or more. like maybe a week #so when or if they manage to come back i think their bodies will go back to their pre-milgram age. sort of like they went to an alternate-#reality in some way??#if you're wondering the only reason why i decided it won't be as long in the outside world is not bc of their families or friends #SOME OF THEM HAVE PETS. AND THEIR PETS LOVE THEM A LOT. NAOMI LIVES ALONE WITH HER CAT AND THERE'S NO ONE WHO CAN TAKE CARE OF HER #(maybe some family members but do we trust naomi's family. especially her mother)#casually dropping some lore in the tags and leaving byeeeee #👑prisoner 001: miyagawa akio👑#🌸prisoner 002: hanasaki aimi🌸#💔prisoner 003: ishizu shun 💔#🌿prisoner 004: chiba naomi🌿#🍓prisoner 005: sanada kei 🍓#💎prisoner 006: yoshioka eiko💎#🍬prisoner 007: yano asahi 🍬#🎀prisoner 008: maruyama yurika 🎀#🎸prisoner 009: kuroki riku 🎸#🎭prisoner 010: himura reina🎭

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jrwiyuri · 5 months

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Hey, I'm off Twitter so I have no idea why the JRWI fandom is having discourse about grizzly again. Can you explain the situation?

Grizzly used aave stupidly & insensitivity in a now deleted tweet. He did this after receiving months of counseling on how to deal with poc better in JRWI for free. Basically what he always does, silly white boy does something ignorant 🙃

This post has the tweets all in em: https://www.tumblr.com/emizeltucker/734816046256701440/click-to-see-the-first-image-in-full-cancel-your

#Snake Answers #Friend Tag!#||#im not even THAT mad at the tweet itself but it’s just…#1. CRAZY to not pay for months of counseling just so u aren’t accidentally racist.. wild #and 2. HE KEEPS DOIN SHIT LIKE THIS.. 😀#but yeah XoX

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ragingtwilight · 4 months

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i am slowly coming out of my offline mood and i know i am because i actually went through my notifications today lol

however i am avoiding catching up on blogs just yet bc that is a daunting task so i will say hi for now teehee

talk to me, how have y'all been this past month

#i personally have been going fucking bananas coocoo crazy over leshy/lamb #it has overriden narilamb i am not joking LMAO #I WANTED TO MAKE ONE CRACKSHIP FIC AND NOW IM FROTHING AT THE MOUTH #RAAAHHHGHGFGG!!!!#i also messed around with an android emulator and started playing my singing monsters again lol #actual banger game. leshy vibes fr #i added msm tracks to his spotify playlist before cracking open the game again lol #plant island go hard on the leshy mix tape #i cant get this fucking freak out of my head #hes chilling in there like a parasite istfg #also been going feral over lethal company. jester i smooch. coil head i smooch.#clips from that game are wild it is so insanely funny to watch ppl play #anyway that's my month lol #OH YEA and i nabbed the youtooz Helob plush bc hes one of my many husbands and i could not resist #im gonna forget all about about it and be sooooo surprised when it comes in half a year later LMAOOO #i have been typing for so long. appointment tmr goodnight teehee #grrr

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gio-cosmo · 7 days

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I’m taking some community college courses soon and istg if someone doesn’t see the fandom related stickers on my laptop and immediately become my lifelong bff I’m dropping all classes idgaf

#LMFAOOO IM JOKING OBV #likeeee persona fans flock to me please #persona fans out in the wild pls be my friend 😕#“out in the wild’’ I say in reference to the college campus 💀 I’m cooked #my honest reaction as I register for college after years of claiming I’ll never go to college 🤯#LMAOOO #I woke up last month with the random realization that writing is my lifelong passion that I’ve been avoiding fully delving into—#out of fear of failure #so this is what we’re doing now ig!#“Gio what about coding and game development?’’#well unfortunately coding makes me enter a state of misery every time I attempt it #so I’m putting that on the back burner for now #I’m not giving up on it by any means!! but I enjoy writing so much that it seems more sensible for me to pursue that at the moment #ANYWAYS #sorry for always rambling on here 😭 lol #my laptop is actually coveredddd in persona / chainsaw man / genshin impact stickers I’m lowkey embarrassed #I also have an Ib sticker but I’ve never seen like anyone talk about Ib unfortunately 💔#Ib fans where are youuuu #is it unprofessional to have ur laptop covered in stickers am I cooked 😕 idk how college works like at all #I’m so fucked oh my god. LMFAOOO #mfw I lack basic knowledge #I’m trying my best over here fr 😞😞#I ALSO HAVE MIKU STICKERS #can’t forget the miku stickers ofcccc #I’m sure you’re all really invested and interested in what stickers I have on my laptop #I mean this is world altering info. really crazy stuff #💀#someone take the tag feature away from me at this point

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prelovednikaidou · 10 months

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i can't believe that i really read a thing where the mc (woman) shoved a whole banana into her pssy and then bcs her pssy is so tight (self-claimed), the banana turned mushy after she pulled it out and she made a banana cake out of it. This is way beyond dead dove do not eat.

#nik; [rambles🎐]#so crazy that i've been quiet for a whole month #and then first thing i said is this wild experience i jad #still entertaining tho #lowkey the kinda thing i would write in my notepad for shits and giggles. 🥰

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ziracona · 8 months

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I would so much rather play a game that is shorter and looks worse and has less area, but is complete, than an expansive beauty where they do shit like like the most beloved companion dies 99% of the time because they just cut the entire last 3rd of their questline, and didn't even patch the end to not default to a failstate.

#that's insane guys. Like I'm sure the game is fun but I can't live like that anymore #playing all the DA games back to back was wild bc /easily/ the best one (technically speaking) is DAO. It just is. DA2 is buggy #you lose your entire save on console if you play both DLC and pick up any item. They /never/ patched that. But you /can/ play the game #coherantly while jumping through hoops at least and it's good (especially for what was it. a fucking NINE MONTH production??? like jesus h #christ.) and then DAI is like so big it actively gets boring and they cut all kinds of quest lines like they sacrifice so much in the name #of graphics and expanse that you don't even get companion chatter but once every hour and a half #insane. inSANE behavior!!! I don't want to live like that anymore! Go back to making ugly games with the most fucked (loving) decision tree #a person ever even tried to /comprehend). and make stand-alone games only so you don't have to worry about the tree reconverging more often #baldurs gate 3 spoilers #how tf people putting up with that kind of shit #it's crazy #they didn't even jurryrig it???

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idlestories · 1 year

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yeah yeah the momentary but horrifying realisation of the sheer time and effort you’ve put into writing something without knowing if anyone will even like it, we’ve all had it

#you’re telling me no one will know i spent weeks and months on this and that that’s like. the point?#writing is so crazy the point is for the suffering to be invisible for it to look easy. wild #writing

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aaylaxqcl · 10 months

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oops i did it again

saying this agaim. creds to the hello kity matt person this would not be possible without tehm

#matt stone and trey parker #trey parker #doug remer #joe cooper #mattrey #matt stone #im ok btw #(not really these two make me crazy af!!)#baseketball #gay bitches wild asf #theyre so homo #matt and trey #i wonder if theyre celebrating pride month in their office rn

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imwritesometimes · 2 months

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when your county is under a blizzard warning but you live too far south for it to actually snow so it's just fckn cold

#weather is so dangerous they just went ahead and CLOSED the major highway that goes up to the mountains #like sorry no more warnings shit's CLOSED #I cannot stress enough like. it's the MAJOR highway. they closed it. too bad. shit is CRAZY up north rn.#this is the first actual blizzard warning I remember ever. I think the last one happened when I was like a month old lol #fck WILD #erin explains it all

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gideonisms · 1 year

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I listen to this podcast that's like for (redacted) people and their families and at the end of every episode they feature somebody's special interest and it's always a sweet kid who does posters or has a career planned. where's the love for some customer service manager named like ally or something whose passion for lesbian necromancers kept them from straight up stabbing customers. if you ask me that's had a greater impact on society. people are alive today because of it you know? just as a totally random example

#this is a joke #i'm joking #i need the redacted podcast for people over 21 when you can no longer play it off as cute and quirky and now you have to like #hold down a job and communicate with others #i love listening to self help podcasts i'm microdosing on being a human. nona was right other people's problems are so wild #that said some of these solutions & conversation suggestions seem wildly counterintuitive #i truly can never anticipate what they're going to say on there it's like plot twist every time i love it #they're mean to people i would have been nice to. they're nice to people i would have been mean to #one time they said you shouldn't call someone your best friend that's a lot of pressure and i was like. ohh so this is how their minds work #crazy #i'll call the bus driver who waited for me my best friend but okay #anyway the redacted podcasts are more relatable but unfortunately they are also like. if you have a redacted child in your life #a child in my life? oh no i'm proudly child free. celebrate that period every single month no offense to the kids of the world

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catmanbowser · 1 year

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