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#this is why they’re dating lol
everoutoftouch · 17 days
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bread-that-draws · 1 year
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The Lovers: Being at crossroads. Choices. Commitment. Falling in love. Harmony. Warmth.
The Lovers Reversed: Misalignment. Imbalance. Disharmony. Coldness.
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dovesick · 8 months
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fluffy is another one of my characters. she’s the lead singer in the band
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3lostyears · 3 months
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i can’t gif but the way the doctor literally starts SHIELDING rose with his body (and frankly everyone else’s body he literally pushes her in the middle of the crowd) is making me feral
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petrovna-zamo · 5 months
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So jealous you love in la i bet the show was so good😭 also love that orville wears his mask everywhere lmao
It definitely has its pros and cons but living in a city where pretty much every artist performs is definitely at the top of the pro list! And it’s kinda funny when T&K reference local things like this that I just so happened to be at too lol
Honestly it was such a good show 😭 I love Tina& Amy so much and have been fans of them for forever so it was everything I expected and more. I know they’re touring through next year and hopefully they keep adding more cities so you can see them too!
Also, seeing Orville irl was so funny because the hat and mask are his disguises but it actually just makes him stand out more so the whole YouTube theater saw him come in. He also sat down like right before the show started and everyone else was already seated so there was a hush over the crowd as everyone watched him. Idk I laughed. Also also my friend was seated a few rows behind him and he blocked the view with his giant cowboy hat so she took a picture and since I was seated a few rows in front you can see the back of my head… and that’s how I technically have a picture with Orville Peck lmao
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[CN] Victor’s Glacier Date (Eng Translation)
⌚Warning⌚ This post contains detailed spoilers for a date, 雪川之约, that is yet to be released in the global server! ♡
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[Translation Under The Cut]
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✧ [Chapter 1] ✧
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“If you should find the time to speak, Then speak to me I’d never keep, You from your…”
The brisk music flows from the stereo, but it’s unable to wash off the slightly low-spirited atmosphere in the car.
MC: [whimpering noise]  woo woo woo…
Victor: [sighs helplessly]  You’ve been “woo woo-ing” for ten minutes.
Victor: Even if you keep on whimpering, the service area won’t appear any sooner.
MC: I’m just a little depressed. If only I had paid a bit more attention…
[FLASHBACK BEGINS]
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Three hours ago.
Victor: Are you sure you want to switch with me?
MC: Absolutely!
I bar the car door, speaking righteously.
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MC: You were busy dealing with LFG’s affairs till the middle of the night last night and didn’t even get a proper rest. And then you drove all morning today.
MC: Keeping the matter of sound driving in mind, I should share the burden a little too.
MC: And you didn’t let me drive when we went to the desert the last time. So, shouldn’t you satisfy me this time?
[Tidbits]: MC is referring to their “Long Journey Date” in EN~
MC: Will you, please? Please, please, Victor… don’t you believe in my skills on the highway?
I blink hard and express my sincerity to Victor. He looks at me for a moment, sighing.
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Victor: …we’ll switch back after getting to the next service area.
MC: No problem!
I gleefully pull the front passenger door open for Victor and salute him, brimming with confidence.
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MC: Passenger, please fasten your seatbelt. Let’s continue our happy trip~
After the successful completion of our self-drive tour to the desert last time, Victor and I planned our next trip.
Since we already saw the scorching yellow sands, this time, we’ve planned to head to Northwest China to see the icy, crystal-clear glacier.
Right now, since I’ve got the rare opportunity to be Victor’s long-distance driver, it’s only natural that I must display my most professional side.
However, to be on the safe side, Victor is still occasionally voicing the pointers for me.
Victor: There’s a big car ahead. Steer left.
MC: Mm, I won’t drive in parallel with it.
Victor: Be careful not to squeeze in when turning right... very good.
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Victor: It seems that a certain someone really doesn’t need me to remind her anything.
MC: That’s for sure! You can rest easy~
Victor smiles, relaxes his shoulders, and leans back in his seat.
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Accompanied by the smooth road and the relaxing music, it doesn’t take long before the breathing next to me becomes light and even.
I quietly give Victor a sidelong glance. His eyes are closed, and a relaxed curve has now crested between his always-taut brows.
I turn down the volume of the navigation and shift away the wind direction of the air conditioner in silence.
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MC: The next service area is still forty minutes away. Just have a good rest for forty minutes, big dummy.
Forty minutes later.
MC: The service area is packed!? That…
I look at the electronic signboard standing on the roadside and the densely packed vehicles in the service area ahead. The feeling finally dawns on me that we’ve arrived on a popular tourist route.
The highway is unlike the desert roads from before. On the desert roads, we could stop at any time to look for directions, but this now requires me to make an immediate judgment.
Victor, next to me, is still asleep. So I hesitate for a moment before turning the steering wheel and continuing to move forward.
MC: ...alright, I’ll let you rest for a little longer then.
One and a half hours later.
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MC: Service area... service area...
MC: Darn it, did I miss this one just now by forgetting to get off the bridge...
MC: Where can I turn to change direction... oh come on, I’m already so far off to make a turn back...
MC: Whatever. Let’s leave it be. He’s still asleep anyway, so I won’t just tell him––
Victor: Who said I am asleep?
MC: !!!
I don’t know when but Victor has already opened his eyes at some point. He takes a quick look at the gradually darkening sky outside, then sweeps his gaze over the navigation.
Victor: [adorable mixture of yawning and sighing]  I don’t remember seeing the route like this before falling asleep.
MC: That... I just took a little detour...
MC: But don’t you worry. I’ll make sure to strictly follow the navigation guidance from here on and will drive back to the service area!
Navigation: 80 km to the service area. Please continue straight ahead.
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Victor: ...80 km. It will be dark by the time we get back.
Hearing Victor say this, I feel even more guilty. Just as I’m about to apologize to him, I see him already reaching out to cancel the navigation.
MC: Eh?
Victor: Since this is already the case, it’d be better not to turn back. Let’s change our destination.
His tone is calm and unperturbed, as though my mistakes are nothing worth mentioning in his eyes.
MC: But we had planned to see the Mige Glacier on this trip. We won’t be able to see it if we change our destination...
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Victor: I remember that the glacier was simply one of the plans. We originally started out intending to spend our time on this self-drive tour comfortably, am I right?
Victor: If there’s a “pouty teapot” woo-woo-wooing next to me the whole distance, I won’t feel comfortable.
As he says this, I immediately deflate my mouth, causing Victor to laugh out loud. Subsequently, the originally low-spirited atmosphere also loosens up.
MC: So, where are we heading next?
Victor: We still have plenty of time anyway. As a passenger, I’m at the complete mercy of the “driver” and must comply with her plans.
He pauses, raising an eyebrow as he adds.
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Victor: A certain someone audaciously dared to venture out on the desert roads. And now, when the signal is good, and the road is smooth, she’s afraid?
MC: Says who?
With such a little provocation from Victor, my enthusiasm is rekindled. I sit up straight again and step on the accelerator.
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MC: Eeny meenie miney mo. Wherever we’re headed, that will be our destination for the night!
[FLASHBACK ENDS]
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✧ [Chapter 2] ✧
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Unburdened, I candidly choose a fork in the road relying on intuition and drive down the deviated road.
After turning around a mountain, a stream of beautiful lights appears before our eyes in the twilight.
Colorful flags fluttering on the roadside seem to guide us to the small town in the embrace of the mountains.
MC: “Welcome to LeGong”... Victor, there’s a small town up ahead!
MC: Let’s just get some rest there, shall we?
I breathe a long sigh of relief at the thought of finally being able to rest and dash towards the brilliant rays unrelentingly.
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After driving another two kilometers down the road, other vehicles from the nearby streets begin to converge, and before long, the entire route is blocked.
MC: Oh, come on…
A vague sense of foreboding sprouts in my heart, and sure enough, several youngsters dressed in local clothes trot over a few moments later and wave vigorously at the vehicles behind.
Youngster: Go, go!
Victor: Hello, is there something wrong at the front?
Youngster: What’s wrong! It’s just the hotels in the town are all full! Don’t stop! Go, go, go!
Victor: All full? There isn’t even a single room?
Youngster: Gosh, we didn’t have anyone coming here before. But no idea why it became so popular this year, and people have been coming like a swarm of bees!
MC: [sarcastically] …did we accidentally arrive at some online celebrity’s scenic spot or something?
Victor and I look at each other, helplessness rushing in our eyes. He contemplates for a moment before calling out to the youngster again.
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Victor: Excuse me, we have another question. How far is the nearest town from here?
Youngster: It’s still about a hundred kilometers or so, I think. But all these cars must be heading there now, so it’s likely that there won’t be any place to stay.
Youngster: Oh right, if you guys have the equipment, you can drive to the east.
Youngster: There is a new camping site ten kilometers from here, and there shouldn’t be much of a crowd!
Victor thanks him, and the youth goes off to busy himself with clearing the traffic at the back. I poke him cautiously.
MC: Why don’t we go to the campsite then? From what he said, perhaps we won’t find any place to stop if we keep driving…
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Victor: Okay. Get off, and let’s switch places.
MC: What for? We have ten kilometers to go. I can…
Before I can retort, Victor has already opened the car door and stepped out.
First, he goes to the back seat and brings out a black cat doll. And then he skirts around and knocks on my window.
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Victor: Vent whatever frustration you have on it. And now, the autocratic capitalist is asking you to give up the driver’s seat.
With that, Victor’s finger is already pressed against my lips. As his finger pad makes its way downward, only then do I realize––
I’ve turned into a “pouty teapot” again!
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MC: [makes sobbing noise]  …woo!
I know clearly in my heart that Victor is trying to ease my mood. After all, misfortunes coming one after another like this have indeed made me a little frustrated.
When I get into the front passenger seat, the black cat doll in my hand becomes a fitting outlet to vent my feelings, and I continue to poke it back and forth indignantly.
My index finger dips into the soft fur of the black cat doll, again and again.
I sneak a glance at Victor. His side profile is as calm as ever, as though all the mishaps just now never even happened.
As we get off the highway and wait at the red light, I softly make a “humph” sound, my evil fingers furtively shifting from the doll to the side.
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MC: Poking once… poking twice…
First, I poke Victor’s cufflinks. Second, I poke the back of Victor’s hand. And the third time, he’s already clutched my fingertips before they even touch his skin.
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Victor: Can’t you behave a little bit?
Victor: I especially gave you a doll. But poking it wasn’t enough, and now you have to mess with the driver?
His thumb runs upwards, gently drawing a punishing scrape against the thin skin on the inner side of my wrist. I give a startled yelp and immediately withdraw my hand.
MC: Humph!
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Mercifully, we haven’t had any more turmoil along the rest of the journey, and we arrive at the camping base before darkness completely veils everything.
As that local person said, there really aren’t many people here. There was only a group of backpackers outside and a few scattered RVs stationed before we arrived here.
After communicating with the person in charge of the camp, we begin to set up our camping equipment.
When we finally get into the tent, I practically fling myself onto the sleeping bag at once.
MC: At long last, I can lie down…
Before I can finish my deep sigh, I feel a shadow coming up as it covers my head.
Victor supports himself on his elbow on my side, his breaths landing on my cheek.
Victor: Why are you sighing again?
MC: I thought my “eenie meenie miney mo” would be able to pick a unique and unmatched route belonging to the two of us.
MC: But in the end, I didn’t expect that there would still be people everywhere we go.
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Victor: Are you upset about there being too many people or about not being able to find a unique and unmatched route?
MC: Both… after all, the opportunity of being able to make arrangements for you is so rare, and you must have hopes for being at least a little surprised.
MC: Why don’t I take a look if there’s any scenic spot nearby where we can go?
Just as I’m about to fish out my phone to search the map, Victor holds my hand down and slowly pulls the phone out of my hand.
Victor: It’s too late. Don’t look.
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MC: But…
I still try to take back the phone, but Victor has already clamped my wrists irresistibly, tossing my phone on the other side of the tent while doing so.
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Victor: A surprise that is sought after deliberately is not called a “surprise.” If a certain someone can rest peacefully now, that will be a surprise for me.
I open my mouth to protest, but Victor doesn’t give me the slightest opportunity to do so, blocking up all my words directly and efficiently.
Trapped in his breath and arms, that little anxiety of mine gradually dissipates, and I close my eyes.
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✧ [Chapter 3] ✧
Perhaps the fatigue of the long drive during the day has done it, but unexpectedly, I have an unusually sound night’s sleep.
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That is until I feel something cool brushing against my cheeks. I can’t help myself from sneezing, opening my eyes in a daze.
I don’t know when, but the tent door has been opened at some point, bringing not only the glittering light into the dusky tent but also a refreshingly cool temperature.
A tall figure is sitting in the doorway of the tent, head lowered as he looks at his phone, shielding me from most of the cold wind outside.
Seemingly hearing my sneeze, he puts down his phone and turns his head, smiling.
Victor: [laughs so preciously]  Willing to wake up now?
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MC: Victor, why did you wake up so early… WOW, IT’S A GLACIER!!!
The sight in front of me causes my words to take a turn, and I can’t help but gape in excitement––
Behind Victor are awe-inspiringly lofty snow-capped mountains!
The snow-capped mountains are majestic and magnificent. The sunlight draws the outlines of their continuously undulating edges in a golden hue, reminiscent of a landscape that can only be seen in oil paintings.
If the wide-open tent door is regarded as a frame, Victor is like the guardian of this glacier, just like the most crowning touch of the scenery to bring it to life.
Too excited to put on clothes, I simply wrap myself in the sleeping bag and arch up to him.
MC: How come there’s a glacier here?
Victor: I asked someone at the camp just earlier. He said that the glacier in front of us is called “Yukun Glacier,” and the campsite was developed precisely for the view here.
Victor: He was very surprised when he heard me ask, probably wondering how could a tourist come here without knowing anything about the area.
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MC: Pffft… that’s an accident on my part, isn’t it?
Victor: From a certain perspective, you did reach your goal by accident–– “to see the glacier.”
Victor casually smooths down my bangs which are in a complete mess, smiling.
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Victor: Are you surprised now?
Within a split second, all the depression from yesterday vanishes like smoke in thin air. I wrap my arms around Victor’s neck and give him a big kiss.
MC: Of course! I’m too surprised!
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Victor: Take your arms back. Aren’t you afraid of freezing?
MC: Just for a little bit. I’m not cold one bit~
MC: Watching the glacier in the early morning with the person you like by your side is so romantic and beautiful. Don’t you think so, Victor~
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Victor: …what’s the beauty about a certain someone being all bundled up like a caterpillar?
Despite saying so, Victor has already pulled me into his arms.
Through the layer of the sleeping bag, I can still feel how firmly Victor’s hands are clasped around my waist.
His chin is rested against my forehead while our warm breaths mingle with the cold air, the early morning kisses lingering ambiguously between our breaths.
Just as I’m thinking about spending a little more lovey-dovey moments with him, a voice suddenly resounds from not far away.
??: Excuse me, are you Mr. Victor?
Victor: [panting mixed with a surprised gasp] …!
Eagle-eyed and agile-handed, Victor immediately stuffs me back into the tent, whose clothing situation is in complete disarray.
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Victor: [blushing]  Put your clothes on.
With a snort, he’s already zipped shut the tent door.
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MC: HAHAHAHAHA…!
It’s very rare to see Victor in such a flustered state. I can’t help but cover my face while bursting into laughter.
My cheeks are still tinged with the heat of his breaths, and my heart is thumping at a blazing speed because of the sweetness that just came to an abrupt end.
After toning down my laughter, I put my sweater on. Very soon, the tent door is opened again, and a shadowy figure lunges on me.
MC: [sound effect of Victor kitty-pouncing on MC] …!
Unable to dodge in time, I’m captured by Victor head-on.
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Victor: [alarmingly sexy, deliberately slowed down, low voice]  What were you laughing at? I could hear everything from outside.
MC: Pffftt… because the way CEO Victor got flustered earlier, it really looked like…
Victor: [and now he sulks]  Looked like what?
MC: It… it… it seemed like we were a young couple caught in the act by the head teacher at school, HAHAHAHA!
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Victor: Didn’t I get flustered because a certain someone was being careless?
MC: But you didn’t reject me, did you? And you still wanted to kiss me earlier!
Victor: …
Victor chokes on his words, which is a rare sight. Clearly, he is unable to find any justifications to retort.
Victor: It was the camp’s staff member who came to see me just now.
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MC: Victor, are you changing the subject?
Victor: [return of the alarmingly sexy, low voice] …you’re really getting bolder by the day.
MC: No, no, I’m all ears! Why did the staff member come to see you just now?
Not daring to continue messing with him, I immediately hold up my hands in surrender.
Victor: He said that the backpacker group was leaving today, and the cabin in the camp happened to be empty. So, we could rent it if we still wanted to spend the night.
MC: So that means we don’t need to stay in the tent?
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Victor: Mm. It depends on what you wish, and if you want to stay here another day.
MC: Of course!
MC: Since we’ve already found our surprise, let’s stay another day and look for more surprises!
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✧ [Chapter 4] ✧
After that backpacker group leaves, the glacier suddenly becomes our world consisting of only two people.
This time, we don’t intentionally search on the internet or ask around for information about the nearby attractions. We simply drive around the nearby places according to our will.
To the north of the camp is a waterlogged lake near the glacier, where we take lots and lots of photos;
To the east of the camp is an unexplored area of forest, where a little squirrel runs away with a piece of cookie from me, and then we also let it have a taste of Victor’s craftsmanship;
On the south side of the camp, we meet herdsmen who train saddle horses, and Victor also displays his equestrian skills to them;
On the west side of the camp… is the way back to LeGong. And to my surprise, there is a Sichuan restaurant in town, and the food there is unexpectedly delicious! [...]
[Tidbits]: Sichuan is a special Chinese cuisine originating from the Sichuan Province~
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When the sky begins to darken gradually, and the layers of clouds are covered in a gray-blue veil once again, we return to the camping base perfectly satisfied.
The wooden cabin is indeed not luxurious compared to the lodges Victor and I have stayed in on our previous trips, but it does have all the needed facilities available.
The most special feature of this wooden cabin is that one side of the roof is made of frosted glass, which at the moment is glowing with a translucent silver light as the evening twilight filters in.
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Pushing open the door, the warm airflow in the room is cozy that it immediately makes me squint my eyes.
For a split second, I suddenly feel that we are not next to the distant glacier, but have returned to the warmth of our home.
I stretch my back and turn my head with a smile.
MC: How was that? I’ve done a pretty good job at being an “aimless tour guide” today, haven’t I?
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Victor: [laughs preciously] Mm. Occasionally, a certain someone’s intuition is indeed very amazing.
MC: If I ask you to choose, which was the place you liked the most among the ones we visited today?
Victor: There were things I liked in all of the places.
MC: Eh, since when do you talk with soft-soap like this?
Victor: [chuckles helplessly] It’s not soft-soap. It’s the truth.
Victor gives me a glance. Then, he browses the photo album in the camera in his hand and replies to me simultaneously.
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Victor: The waves of the lake were like a fluttering skirt, the ponies were lively and hopping up and down, and the squirrel was also very cute…
Victor: So, there were things I liked in each of the places.
MC: Victor, how come I didn’t realize that you’ve become so good at aggrandized compliments lately?
Victor: [teasingly] I’m just giving aggrandized compliments to the views, nothing more.
Humph, that’s just you being duplicitous. My heart feels as sweet as if I have eaten a hundred caramel puddings. So, I don’t unmask him and just shuffle closer as I sit next to him.
MC: By the way, didn’t the herdsmen we met today say there was a snow-capped mountain around here that we could drive up to?
MC: Let’s go there tomorrow! I’m sure it will be even more magnificent that looking up at the scenery from the foot of the mountain today!
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Victor: It depends on the situation. We may not be able to go tomorrow.
MC: Eh?
Victor: It’s gonna be snowing here in this area tonight. And if it snows too hard, there’s a good chance that the road to the mountain will be closed.
MC: It’s gonna be snowing tonight? So can’t we go watch the snow, then?!
Victor: [laughs softly] …so that’s your focus now?
I nod earnestly, giving him an ear-to-ear grin.
MC: Isn’t the biggest lesson I’ve learned on this trip “to take things as they come?”
MC: Even if the plan doesn’t go smoothly, we will find the interesting aspects of the not-so-good things!
Victor is stunned, then the corners of his lips bloom into a gentle and soft curve.
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MC: It seems that today a certain someone is not a dummy, but a smart devil.
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MC: Hehe~ And sure enough, I like it even more when you praise me so straightforwardly~
MC: Come on, let’s go see the snow!
I’m just about to pull Victor out of the door, but he points me in another direction.
Victor: We don’t need to go out. Let’s go upstairs.
He takes my hand and leads me to the attic of the wooden cabin, where there’s actually a window on the glass roof that can be opened.
Victor pushes open the window, and the rampant cold air from outside comes rushing in the next second.
MC: Ooh… so cold!
I wrap the blanket tightly around me and look out. At this moment, a tiny snowflake just happens to drift in and clings to my cufflinks.
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MC: It’s really snowing!
On the windowsill, on the branches of the trees, on the tents in the camp… the snow has already accumulated in bits and pieces, drawing this place completely into a winter world.
The delicate, crystalline snow continues to flutter down in a spiral. Amid the silence of the wilderness, the only sound that can be heard is the very soft, occasional rustling of the pine forest in the distance.
Victor holds up the hurricane lamp, and a warm yellow light softens our vision.
The snowflakes descend onto the glass cover of the oil lamp and soon melt from the heat, turning into tiny frozen rivers that flow down the glass and then disappear.
At the far end of our line of sights, the glacier shining with a silvery glow has been dyed with a layer of heavy indigo, staring at us in silence.
Victor: Cold?
I subconsciously shake my head, pause halfway, and then nod again vigorously. Victor laughs and pulls me into his arms.
Victor: [laughs softly, whispering into your heart] No one will be disturbing us now. We can watch it for a long time.
I lean on Victor’s chest, listening to his steady, powerful heartbeat. After a while, I softly open my mouth.
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MC: Victor.
Victor: Hm?
MC: Victor~
Victor: What is it?
MC: Nothing. I just wanted to say your name. Because I think… you’re just so wonderful, extraordinarily wonderful.
MC: Even though today you said that you’d follow me to play around in the nearby places aimlessly, in reality, you already did your research on the surroundings ahead of time, didn’t you?
MC: I originally had no plans to take cookies with us, but you reminded me to do so;
MC: And when we went to the lakeside to take pictures, I was still trying to find a suitable attractive spot, but you were already in position;
MC: And that Sichuan restaurant. It rather seemed like you took me down that road at dinner time on purpose…
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Victor: [laughs helplessly and a little shyly at being exposed] I don’t possess such remarkable abilities. Some of them were merely coincidences.
MC: So that means some of them were not coincidences?
Victor: [continuation x2]  I got up early today, so I just casually asked around a little more, that’s all.
Victor’s reply does not match up with my grilling, yet it has already answered all my questions.
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He is always like this. He is akin to the safest backstop and insurance. Even if the path ahead is uncertain, he will steadily stand side by side with me.
My heartbeat gradually becomes one with his. Amid the quietude, it seems to be the one and only sound that knocks on my eardrums.
The snow begins to fall harder. And in the distance, we can see the flashing headlights of a car. It seems that new travelers are coming to this camping base.
MC: Victor, tomorrow I’ll get up early together with you.
Victor: Still thinking about watching the snow?
I shake my head, turn around, and bury myself in his arms, looking up with a smile on my face.
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MC: Before setting off, I’d like to share the surprises we’ve found here with them too.
[Calls]: Here!
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swordmaid · 6 months
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for me… FOR ME..!!! and for shri’iia specifically the lock in for astarion’s romance is his graveyard scene in act 3.
i think it is too quick for shri’iia to be moving on to another relationship considering her previous one was with her mistress who essentially groomed and isolated her for like … more than hundred years. learning to chase her own desires and not moulding herself to what anyone wants her to be is something so new to her…!!! and something that she’s still learning how to be comfortable with….
and what I like abt romancing astarion with her is that I usually go for the dialogue path in his act 2 confession scene where you can ask him:
- what do YOU want to do?
and he goes like honestly idk what we’re doing but /this/ is nice. it just feels like two people exploring the option to love for the first time and taking things in their own pace rather than jumping straight into the relationship. they’re going at a snails pace… they don’t know what they’re doing but they like this feeling and the vibe and they want to more of it but they’re not ready to commit to anything yet and it’s fine for them …!! and they’re only committing by the end in the graveyard scene where significant time has passed and they’ve learnt a little more about themselves and they’re both more confident about their own desires and also how they want to be loved.
like it is so fitting I think… and sweet… not to mention astarion being a high elf & a vampire and shri’iia being a drow, they have all the time of the world for themselves so I def think they would want to take their time. except if shri’iia turns into a mindflayer or drider by the end then that plan is out the window lol
#now I’m thinking who else I can romance with her .. maybe lae’zel ??#since the thing with her is that she doesn’t get vulnerable in act 1 so the scenes where the romances#are kind of heart to hearts like shadowheart’s or karlach’s (😭😭😭) is out of the question since it doesn’t fit her …#like she’d rather sleep with someone first than actually get to know them 😭 hence astarion and lae’zel …#gale and wyll… I am hmmm about it on one hand her approval with wyll in act 1 is not even high enough 😭😭#and I don’t think she can be sweet enough to chase after him in the party .. she was kind of like ok fine whatever when he said he’s not in#the mood … gale I think can be a contender .. I actually don’t know how his route goes so I’m not sure abt that …#but the thing is … she gets vulnerable LATER ..!! and why astarion’s romance work for her is i hc after their act 2 scene#they’re just in a situationship rather than actual relationship … like they’re dating (yes!) but also dating (hmmmm)#and it’s only in his last scene where they both lock in bc I think that’s enough time for her to process her OWN trauma and also for her#own character development … like she has to learn how to trust (ack!!!!) which is the thing that you don’t do when you’re raised in lolth’s#cult …. and her mistress manipulated her trust too so it’s even more nerve wracking for her bc she doesn’t want someone to have that power#over her again .. but now she has to learn how to give it away freely … without being scared … bites my hand …!!!!#and astarion graveyard scene where he wants to live again vs shri’iia learning how to trust again and trying to live without the fear of#someone betraying you and using you and the paranoia that comes with it … urck urgh goughhhhhh critical hit …#also I have a hc that she actually is quite good at making poisons since her mother sold alchemy herbs and components#and she gives him poison as a courting gift lol .. also like a way to protect him 🤭 but she won’t admit that … she’s like if you want it#take it if you don’t idc 🤷‍♀️ (she does..) i hc that she gets flustered at sincerity actually#their relationship for me is like they’re both two little shits and a general menace to society (both charlatans)#but if they had to hold hands she’d get too flustered too and he’s like honestly what are you a child? (smug face making fun of her)#I have this little comic idea for them when they held hands for the first time and she’s like ouggghhh 😳😮‍💨 flustered and sweating and he’s#like hihi 🤭😎 but then their hands starts to get sweaty and then he’s like ew that’s disgusting and she’s like ok if u hate it let go then#and he’s like no YOU let go 🙄 but they don’t let go now they have to suffer through the sweaty hand holding alas such is fate …
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dreamerlynx · 7 months
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#sigh. puts up the barricades please I do not want to see d.nf on my dash#and again I do have it super filtered#I’m just soooo tired every little thing being HARD LAUNCH HARD LAUNCH until the next thing bc of course that didn’t happen#and life went on as usual#look I get it I’m the minority I’m aroace and easily exhausted by shipping esp real ppl shipping#but it’s times like this I miss the lore fandom bc man the complete focus on platonic dynamics and relationships was so nice#look if they ever actually say they’re dating I guess I’ll eat my words but so far I am not getting the sense that that will ever happen#and so it is extremely annoying to want to follow drm fans and get 90% of One Single Ship#and no sap except as third wheel for said ship#sorry I’m the only one who seems to not care abt George 😭😭 not in a bad way just. he’s fine and funny sometimes I guess but#I Just Don’t Care. and also another thing I need to get off my chest#why do ppl act like George is really shady and passive aggressive and ‘oh he should interact w X person who wronged drm he’d ROAST THEM!’#like huh#George is one of the most Don’t talk about anything be vague be private ppl ever#I’m not saying he hasn’t had his moments of public support for drm but I just don’t get it#(it’s probably because he’s so vague and noncommittal that fans can just project their own feelings onto him)#sigh anyway I’m done that makes me feel better a bit#no tags just venting#<- it’s funny that became my venting tag now that I only vent in tags#bc some things such as this I am afraid to even put under read more lol
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harrylights · 28 days
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ok i just need to write down these whack 1d dreams i’ve had the last couple days
#so two nights ago it was that zayn had a reality dating show and i was ON IT#and the whole time i was like 😭 i’m too gay for this can i leave pls#it was in this place that was both super tropical but also a desert#and zayn INSISTED we keep going on these long ass walks thru the sand i was just like bro can we go back#and he got mad at me when i said i needed to go take a walk to decompress after this story about his ex that he told me#it was so vivid and surreal#but then the dream i just woke up from i was part of 1d in like 2013 era???#and it was sooo busy so many interviews and a couple fan meeting things#and i was like damn this is exhausting#but also got to see these beaauuutiful places#like one of our hotels was suspended directly over this crystal blue water that had orca swimming thru it and we swam w the orca#and both harry and louis separately plotted w me to pull pranks on each other#harry was also like?? psychic?? like he could send images into everyone’s heads but he only did it w nice things lol#and then randomly at the end he came to work w my at this body jewelry company i used to work for#but like he was still him and on our application form to work there we had to disclose our income for some reason#and on his he was like i’m not telling u this 😐 don’t push it#like w the emoji too fhdhskeldk#but i’m out here like why am i dreaming of these guys even more when i’m taking a break from them#like i still listen to their music ofc but i don’t have the energy to participate in the fandom rn#it’s like they know and they’re like#u thought u could forget about us!!!!! syke bitch we’re haunting ur dreams now <3#but whatever i’ll take this over the other vivid dreams i’ve been having lately#anyway#rowyn rambles
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redhotarsenic · 4 months
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So does that mean you have romantic feelings towards Your People /gen I’m trying to figure out my own Feelings shit and I kind of see it similarly to you !
I can’t really describe it properly it’s like. Not romantic? Gonna launch into a whole thing so bear with me here lol I’m a bit sleepy so don’t mind the incoherency
Okay so! To give a better understanding of where I am and I believe that I’ve stated this before but I kinda view romantic relationships and platonic relationships to be nearly exactly the same (this is probably not relevant but being referred to as a boyfriend/girlfriend/partner is pretty much the friendship equivalent of being knighted to me lol)
Now how does this relate to these special individuals you may be asking? Well, it’s complicated! Because I certainly am in love with people to a degree! It varies per individual but there is Love! But it isn’t exactly romantic or platonic. It is quite literally a secret third thing!
Also the thing is with me is that I don’t personally feel that certain types of intimacy should be locked behind relationship levels and that it should just be however it shakes out person to person if that makes sense? So if like. You wanna fuck and make out and shit? Cool! We can do that! If you wanna just hang out and cuddle or something? Neato! Fine by me!
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countess-of-edessa · 5 months
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there’s a specific catholic woman instagram influencer who keeps getting shown to me who i just want to take by the shoulders and shake. soulmates aren’t real and it’s stupid for catholics to think that, sorry
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So wan has been almost exclusively drawing ki tae for the past several years and ki tae has been anonymously commenting on his drawings for all of that time and I’m just supposed to be normal about it???
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peapod20001 · 8 months
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I am the nail growth self saboteur!!
#random post#guess who rammed their hand in a wall and broke off the literal short nail on their hand?? this guyy#I’m prone to ramming parts of my body into things. it’s comical really#like a week ago I somehow bashed my hip into a drawer handle. because that’s how I roll 😎#it hurt bad enough to shock me into silence </3 I got scraped bad enough for my parents to go ‘GASP. PEAA!!!! WHAT DID YOU DOOO???’#read that in concerned parent voice if u would#it’s funny when I get hurt or do smth bad and I’m asked why I’d do that. like we both don’t know I function like a scarecrow brought to life#and learning to walk with no bones or muscles HHFSCREE#it’s fine now pain only hurts in like the first few moments and then it’s chill#got off topic there but anywayssss yea :> I’m just glad it was the one that was already broken an not a longer one#I’m surprisingly optimistic I’ll have u know. contrary to popular belief#adhd moment but do u ever think how we’re the first generation that will grow up and grow old on the internet?#do u ever think about what that’ll mean for us? or what it looks like? will there be a time when we just don’t log on ever again?#I also sometimes think of the internet graveyard. the millions of accounts that are no longer used either by choice or by some other#circumstance like passing away. I think we’ll only know when the future generations see a post by someone with a date 100 years in the past#these aren’t negative thought they’re just thoughts I have. a negative thought would be me wondering who will tell the world I’m gone so I’m#not waited on. obviously that’s not a problem I hate to worry about now but then intrusive thoughts do be intruding. anyways yea when I’m#gone at like. 80 (?) I’ll release my creations into the wild for people to do whatever with. it’ll be like an intrusive species lmfao my#impact on the world will be fucking up the online ecosystem forever#ok I’m done rambling now lol did you know I was holding a muffin while typing this entire thing? one handed I might add!! the chaos can’t#be contained no matter how much adderall u pump in me
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petrovna-zamo · 1 year
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yioh · 9 months
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i have an interview tomorrow that i haven’t prepared at all for but all i’ve been doing is rewatching 2sung clips from his man over and over again😭
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goldennika · 10 months
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as an ace/demi, i can’t really seeing myself get into a committed romantic and intimate relationship with someone that doesn’t follow the friends to lovers pipeline
unfortunately that kind of relationship building approach does not seem to bode well in the sphere of online dating/dating apps
the whole concept of assessing if someone is a good match based off of a bunch of pictures and a short write up (if any) feels reductive in a sense.
i won’t deny that it boosts my ego a bit knowing that there’s a bunch of people who’ve liked my dating profile. at the same time, it also feels off that all they “know” of me is just that — a bunch of photos and short write up
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