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astroyongie · 4 months

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hii yongie <3 could you do oneus' red flags? thank you!

Oneus Red Flags

Seoho

Emotionally: he can be very apathetic and lack judgment and lack emotional understanding to other people. basically he have a hard time feeling compassion for others in certain situations

Argument: he is super stubborn and talking with him wont solve anything because he wont ever change his opinions and he is always convinced that he is right about stuff

Love: he wont be the most faithful person but he would also change his personality every second?? like sometimes he would be the most affectionate person and other days he wont even notice you. very fake too

Behavior: he behaves weird often, because he can be a huge obsessive/possessive person which can be an issue if you are someone that likes to have some freedom and me time

Leedo

Emotionally: he is super impulsive but more on an angry way. Basically Leedo suck at managing his emotions and he gets angry easily and often his anger is translated with physical explosion

Argument: he is super dramatic. whenever he gets on an argument, he always gets an away with it and makes it about himself. drama queen for sure

Love: he can be so petty in love. he is very strict with what he wants and can be the type to be super annoying when things dont go his way. very controlling as well

Behavior: With Leedo it's complicated, almost as if he has two personalities. he often doesnt take decisions and he acts as if he doesnt know shit. he is also veer co dependent

Keonhee

Emotionally: he can be super egoistic and thus only care about his emotions in certain contexts. he also exaggerates them a lot and is overly dramatic about stuff

Argument: he cries a lot and its almost impossible to have a conversation with him without having him crying about something which can be super annoying (very manipulative as well)

Love: just like Seoho he will lack in genuine with his partner, he will often lie to them, he would be super superficial about stuff and there would be periods were he could totally ignore you

Behavior: just like on his socials. he is very fake, always uses masks around people and he acts super superficial and noisy with other people (gossips a lot)

Hwanwoong

Emotionally: he is super co dependent on the people he is with and he acts and feels depending on other people (often confuses his emotions with peoples)

Argument: he will always find a way to make arguments about him and be super self centered about stuff which can often be annoying

Love: he can be quite egoistic and only think about himself in a relationship. his partners needs would come after most times

Behavior: expect him to act often like a drama queen, the time to overly dramatize stuff that happens around him. he is also very prideful about stuff and gets attacked easily

Xion

Emotionally: just like Seoho, he lacks emotional understanding and empathy as a total. so he won't understand some emotions, he will be judgmental about it and lack that emotional side in certain contexts.

Argument: impossible. this man will stuck to his opinion and be an ass and super cold to however has a different one. he will just straight up ignore

Love: he is very restless and can have a thing for cheating. he needs constant stimulation and passion, otherwise he gets bored

Behavior: he behaves most time like a victim and he gets ultra sensitive when people point out his flaws

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because-of-a-friend · 3 years

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Seventeen as Roommates

Thanks for the request anon! This one was also super fun to do and I hope you really like it! This is the last request and them I’m putting everything aside to finish the Falling Flower series for y’all!

MASTERLIST

CHOI SEUNGCHEOL

The most responsible roommate, tbh. He doesn’t want to step on any toes so he’ll make sure there’s great communication between the two of you. He knows all of your pet peeves when it comes to a roommate so he can avoid doing anything that would upset you. Of course you extend the same courtesy since Cheol is such a sweet and great roommate and gives you no reason to want to upset him. Definitely the type of roommate that becomes your friend. He’s just such a loving person and it always overflows into his everyday life. So if he’s living with you, he’s just naturally going to be concerned about how you’re doing and how he can help when you’re struggling. The type who will willingly stay up with you at 3am to make cookies, have a movie marathon, and talk about life just to make you feel better and put a smile on your face. A really good roommate. 12/10.

YOON JEONGHAN

The type of roommate where whenever you’re just minding your own business watching tv in the living room, he’ll come and and just lay across your body and go “[Y/N], buy me fooooooooooooood.” And then whine until you agree to get up and go get food with him lol. Not the best roommate. He gets a little messy and procrastinates on cleaning up. But usually it only takes a couple of times of you scolding him for Jeonghan to finally get up and get things done. But he’s also the type to be your friend. Like quite literally the day you move in, he sits across from you on the couch and starts ranting about his life like you guys had known each other forever. And first you’re a little overwhelmed but then kind of relieved cuz honestly you had needed someone to talk to... and now Jeonghan is right there. He’s just so chill and easily becomes a part of your life, it’s almost like you two have always been living together.

JOSHUA HONG

More of a parent than a roommate, lol. Sometimes you get home from school/work and he’s just in the kitchen cooking and goes “Have you eaten? Never mind you probably didn’t eat enough, fix yourself a plate” And then sometimes it’s “Did you drink enough water today?” or “You have that big presentation tomorrow morning, you need to get to bed early.” Sometimes you find sticky notes with words of encouragement all over the apartment when you have big things coming up. Or if you wake up late, you might find an already packed lunch waiting for you so you can rush out the door without worrying about it yourself. Honestly the sweetest roommate of all time. He just tries to make your living space a happy and safe space for you so you never really feel worried or stressed about anything.

WEN JUNHUI

What a truly chaotic roommate you’ve chosen lol. Sometimes you walk into the kitchen at 3am to grab a drink and find him hunched over random papers only to discover he’s been obsessing over the most obscure conspiracy theory you’ve ever heard for twelve hours straight. Sometimes you come home to find him asleep in your bed. And you’re like???? Jun????? And then he just tells you that he wanted to ask you how your day was as soon as you got home and being in your room when you got back was the best way to assure that he could. Sometimes just appears behind you and tells you his most random wants in that moment. “[Y/N], I really want hot chocolate.” You jump as he suddenly speaks from over your shoulder. “Jun it’s the middle of August.” He sighs sadly, and you very easily give in. “Ugh fine, let’s go.” But seriously, there’s no dull moment living with Jun. He’s a ball of constant fun and adventure.

KWON SOONYOUNG

I hope you’re ready to live with someone whose love language is physical affection. Because no matter what you do: wash the dishes, buy dessert, get him a gift, remember things about his life, say something nice to him, it will be met with an overenthusiastic physical response: a tight hug, sudden cuddles on the couch, a whole Soonyoung just jumping on top of you. That’s just how he shows his appreciation for you when you’re being a good roommate. He knows living with people is difficult sometimes so he’s really grateful for having such a great one and always wants to show you that. Chores are always split evenly and you have a specified chore day because it’s more fun to do it together and it gets done more quickly. You both pull your weight around your living space to make sure you guys have an easy and peaceful living situation.

JEON WONWOO

When you first start living with Wonwoo you begin to question if you made the right decision. He’s just so distant and quiet and you begin to realize that you really don’t know anything about him at all. But it doesn’t take you long to realize that he was just really shy and hesitant. Once he opens up, he is surprisingly clingy and affectionate. Spends the majority of his time in your room lol. Not even to talk, he just likes sitting in there with you. He’s a big baby about chore day so you have to bribe him with his favorite sweets to do the dishes lol. Sometimes you also have to force him to get out the house and get some fresh air when you realize he hasn’t gone out in literal days. But he is a really sweet roommate and there are no issues between the two of you.

LEE JIHOON

Jihoon is a very strict roommate. Will make it very clear what his pet peeves are and what he expects from a roommate. It’s a little off putting at first but when you realize he wants you to be just as honest as him, you understand that he just doesn’t want to leave any room for misunderstandings or for either of you to be upsetting the other. It also takes awhile for him to be friendly towards you. He views having a roommate as more of “I’ll live with someone else so I don’t have to pay as much for a place” rather than “Oh, a chance for a new friend!” But he will eventually open up. He’s also one you feel more like a mother to, because he’s so busy working and you have to make sure he eats enough and sleeps enough. But you do it in fun ways like having nights where you cook dinner together or movie nights where you watch one movie after another until he dozes off. Jihoon is honestly really happy you’re around.

LEE SEOKMIN

You didn’t think it was possible to know this much about a person that wasn’t your own self. But every day Seokmin comes home, slumps down across the couch from you, and tells you literally everything that happened to him that day. You don’t mind because he always tells his stories in really entertaining ways, but you really do hear about everything. Also not always the best roommate, he can get a little messy and loud. But he’s always very sweet and apologetic and makes up for anything he does very quickly. Definitely becomes your friend, though. You’re living together, and he loves making new friends, so why not? He’ll introduce you to his whole friend group and weave you into his life with no issues at all. Very happy to have a new friend around.

KIM MINGYU

Literally every time you lay down on the couch, Mingyu comes in and drops his entire body on top of yours. Really just the cuddliest person you could have possibly lived with. Once you two are close, Mingyu is all physical affection all the time. Honestly also not the best roommate, he annoys you quite often. Not because he’s inconsiderate or rude, but because he doesn’t always think about what he’s doing and forgets to consider how it’ll affect his roommate lol. You end up posting a chore list on the fridge to remind both of you to keep the place clean. And you’ll post friendly little reminders about things he needs to remember. He’s just grateful to have a roommate that’s so patient with him despite the face that he knows he’s not always easy to live with. He buys you lots of food and gifts to make up for it, and does lots of favors for you too. He may not always be the best roommate but he is a great guy to have around.

XU MINGHAO

Honestly the perfect roommate. Minghao is quiet and clean and respectful. He doesn’t even have to try, he’s just kind of naturally that way. And he’s also really easy going as long as what you do doesn’t affect your shared spaces or his own personal space. Doesn’t really see any reason to be friends with his roommate, but if you start to be friendly, he’ll match your energy. He’s also a perfect friend that way, he lets you take the lead in everything to make sure you feel comfortable and doesn’t push anything. Once you two are closer, Minghao is the cutest roommate ever. He loves ranting to you about his interests and showing you what he’s working on. He’s also happy to listen to you talk about your hobbies. Both of you will get the other to join in on your projects so you can have more fun things in common.

BOO SEUNGKWAN

More like siblings than roommates lol. The two of you get into the dumbest most pettiest arguments 24/7. It’s never anything personal or serious or having to do with your living space, it’s just the most random stuff. But you two will bicker all the time. Someone would think you two had been living together your whole lives. But then someone will be like, “Why do you live together if you hate each other?” And you’ll both pause and immediately go, “What are you talking about? I love [Y/N]!” “Yeah, Seungkwan is like my best friend in the whole world.” You two just really get each other and it makes living together really easy. Cuz you both expect the same thing out of a roommate, so living together is smooth sailing. Well when you’re not debating who the best character in your current favorite show is lol.

HANSOL VERNON CHWE

Vernon is sincerely the chillest roommate. He doesn’t think anything of anything, when you ask him to do things around your place, he just changes his behavior to make you more comfortable. Of course you do the same to him but he honestly doesn’t expect a lot from you. Is 100% going to be your friend. You get texts throughout the day like: [Y/N], please bring meeeee snaaaaaacks, I don’t wanna get out of beeeeeeeeeeeeed. And then you bring the snacks and notice he’s watching a show you really like so you just climb into bed with him and before you know it, you’ve wasted a whole day binging tv with Vernon instead of everything else you needed to do. His habits definitely rub off on you lol. But he’s an easy person to live with.

LEE CHAN

Honestly a great roommate. He’s terrified of upsetting you lol. At first he’s walking on egg shells around you because he doesn’t want to do anything to make you angry. But you assure him that as long as you two communicate with each other, everything will be fine, so he finally relaxes. He may avoid being your friend for awhile because he’s a little shy. So it takes a lot of encouragement from you. So you’re always planning movie nights or fun activities or really anything to do together. Chan honestly adores you for it. He’s grateful to have a roommate that makes him feel so welcomed and comfortable. He repays it all back by giving you a very genuine and kind and loving friendship.

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pretty-well-funded · 5 years

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For the prompt thing if this is alright: Dub con with innocent and naive Peter where Tony tricks him into having sex with him all the time because Peter doesn’t know any better then Peter only finds out what they’re really doing when he has sex ed or something at school but then he still returns to Tony because he’s grown to like doing it Tony would just be surprised because Peter would start telling him things like wanting to get filled up so much that he has babies

this went in a slightly different direction than you might have intended, because I have a really hard time imagining Peter being so naive post-puberty (being both gen Z and a super smart kid). and then I didn’t have the patience to build up all of the brainwashing, so I took a third-party shortcut. Hopefully it still has the spirit of what you wanted though, lol

Tony isn’t the foster dad type.

Ok, well, massive understatement, and widely accepted knowledge considering the reception the press release had gotten, but. Peter’s different. And the circumstances are unique ones.

Iron Man wasn’t in the cult-busting business, but when you land in upstate New York to destroy an arms-smuggling operation and discover roughly 100 brainwashed civilians... Well. You can’t call yourself a superhero and leave them there. Not the way they’d been living.

That wouldn’t have resulted in Tony as a legal guardian, not by itself. But there was something about a small, brown-eyed boy with deft hands and a quick mind, forced to use those assets to invent next-gen weaponry...

It struck a little too close to home.

Peter is special. He’s a sweet kid, so eager for approval and praise, with a brilliant untrained mind. The things he’s invented without a day of formal education...well, even Tony’s impressed. But Peter’s also a little sheltered, a little warped by his special upbringing, and even if he’d had family fit to be guardians, Tony’s not sure that would have been safe.

What Peter knows, what Peter can do...it’s too dangerous to just let him go. He’s barely fifteen and already on SHIELD’s threat list. Either Tony took Peter or SHIELD would, and Tony doesn’t trust SHIELD as far as he can throw them, even now that they’re more like a bush baby than an 800-pound gorilla.

So. Tony has a foster kid.

They’ve settled into somewhat of a routine. Tony’s days are no longer his own, because Peter’s pretty clingy. And as JARVIS constantly reminds him, children need structure, especially after their whole world implodes in a crash of red and gold metal.

He can still get work done, thank God, since Peter loves the lab. But they’re on a pretty strict meal plan to help Peter gain weight, and there’s tutoring to be done (thank you, JARVIS), and Tony is supposed to be modeling this whole “balanced life” thing, so the days of 20 hours straight inventing have gone the way of Tony’s sex life.

Their “free time” should probably consist of more than whatever movie is next on Peter’s pop culture education, but it’s not like Tony has a lot of kid-friendly activities in his repertoire, and Peter’s not so good at being in public yet, anyway.

They’ve got a rhythm, now, and Tony’s almost adjusted to all Peter’s odd quirks. He thinks they’ve hit all the biggest landmines: the weird diet issues, the endless parade of outrageous beliefs, the guilt over not being allowed to complete his mission....the snuggling.

Tony’s still a little embarrassed about the snuggling. At least he convinced Peter to save it for movie time, on the couch, and not to crawl into the master bed anymore, but still, it’s...awkward. The way Peter crawls into his lap like he’s five and not almost grown, clings to Tony like a baby monkey and fidgets in ways that are decidedly...

Well. Tony really needs to get laid, because his body misinterprets where all that lap-squirming is headed.

Still, it’s...innocent. And Peter needs it, touch-starved and lonely now that Tony’s the only one he has. Tony even thinks it’s kind of cool, when he has some distance from it. He’s not sure he was EVER allowed to be affectionate with Howard. For a weapons-hoarding doomsday cult, they didn’t seem to have the kind of toxic masculinity you’d expect.

Tony’s gotten used to the cuddling, and he really thinks they’ve hit all the biggest landmines, until the evening Peter grabs his hand and presses it against his very hard cock.

Tony tries to breathe, somewhat outside his body as his hand is casually used to stimulate a teenager’s cock without his permission. Peter’s eyes are on the movie (which is decidedly not playing a sex scene), but his hips are rocking up into the touch and his ass (which is not a lush, tasty handful, Tony hasn’t noticed) rubs coincidentally against Tony’s not-at-all interested dick.

Peter’s chewing on his bottom lip, eyes half-lidded, color high on his cheeks, and his breath has started to go ragged. It’s not until he starts to grunt a little that Tony suddenly snaps partway out of it.

It’s a struggle to keep his voice calm, because he knows - he just knows - this is one of those things Pete doesn’t realize is wrong. “Pete...what are we doing right now, kid?”

Big brown eyes turn away from The Empire Strikes Back and toward Tony. Then he answers, “Making it go away,” in a matter-of-fact way that says this answer is obvious and just a thing that one naturally does.

Tony’s not sure what his face does in response, but Peter’s no dummy. His entire body goes still (thank God), and he studies Tony’s face with a puzzled little frown.

Then the frown slowly drops into a devastated look. “I’m doing something wrong?”

Tony swallows hard at the sight of those eyes gone glassy with tears. It’s always painful to pull this rug out from under Peter a little bit at a time. “It’s...well, it’s. Not wrong, it’s normal to... Jesus, kid, I need to know what you think we’re doing, here.”

Peter’s hand releases Tony’s, but before Tony can sigh in relief, the kid is halfway off his lap, on the verge of fleeing in shame. Tony pulls him back down, shushing, well aware of what his next few days look like if he lets Peter go.

“Hey, you’re ok. It’s okay, we’ll deal with whatever it is, I just need more information. Help me run a diagnostic here, would you?”

“I thought it was normal.”

Peter’s used to knowing, understanding, and every time they have to rewrite the rules of the world as he knows them, it’s... Hard. And he beats himself up. “I know, Pete. It’s gonna be okay. Just tell me what you know. We’ll figure it out just like we always do.”

“It’s just... Someone’s always helped it go away.” Peter’s red-faced and avoiding Tony’s gaze now. Tony’s not even sure he understands it’s about sex - that’s an area where Peter is painfully naive. He’s probably just this mortified over realizing he’s somehow wrong.

“Helped what go away?” Tony asks, deliberately putting aside ‘someone always helped,’ because you can’t blow up cult leaders twice.

“The...swelling,” Peter mutters, like he’s lacking vocabulary for this thing someone ‘always helps with.’

“Your erection,” Tony tries to clarify, and Peter shrugs like he always does when Tony’s words are different than the ones that he knows. “Did they tell you what causes an erection, Pete?”

Peter finally looks up and makes eye contact, looking even more confused at the question. “It just...happens, right? Like a sneeze. I mean, it only started the last few years, but...” Peter’s eyes are keen on Tony’s face. “Why, what is it?”

“It’s...” Jesus, Tony is tired. The thought of trying to answer that question without sending Peter spiraling makes Tony want to lie down for a year. And, well, at fifteen, erections DO just happen. “You’re right, it’s a normal bodily function, it’s just one we take care of by ourselves, usually.”

“By myself?” Peter looks somewhat crestfallen, and Tony’s afraid he can see where this is going, but he has to try.

“Yeah, it’s private, like being naked is a private.” Because that’s one they’ve conquered already, thank Christ. “Why don’t you duck into the bathroom and help it go away by yourself.”

“Okay. I’m sorry, Mr. Stark.”

“It’s okay, Peter. I’m not angry.”

The kid gets off his lap and slinks off to the bathroom and Tony lets his head fall back with a sigh. Jesus fucking Christ.

Twenty minutes later, Pete’s not back, and Tony just keeps telling himself ‘one more minute, one more minute before I check.’ When he can’t avoid it anymore, he pads quietly to the guest bathroom’s door and listens for a second, heart sinking when he hears Peter quietly crying.

Fuck. Fuckfuckfuck. He was afraid of this.

Tony takes a deep breath and knocks. “Bud? Everything okay?”

There’s a frantic shuffle for five seconds, then the door opens, revealing Peter’s splotchy face. “No. I can’t...I’m not...I can just let it go away by itself. It will, eventually.”

Tony’s eyes fall to the tent pole in Peter’s pants and winces. “Is that what you’ve been doing since you got here? Letting it go away by itself?”

Peter shrugs, which is a yes.

“I’m guessing it’s pretty painful right now, though, yeah?”

Tony watches Peter clamp down on fresh tears. “Yeah.”

“Okay,” Tony sighs, and puts an arm around Pete’s shoulders. “Let’s go sit down and I’ll help.”

It takes some coaxing for Peter to relax in his lap, this time, and it’s a weird, fucked up funhouse mirror of responsible behavior to be soothing a teenage boy to just relax so Tony can rub him off.

“That’s it,” Tony murmurs when Peter starts to thrust against his hand. “That’s a good boy, just let me help.”

“I’m sorry,” Pete says miserably. Tony presses a kiss to his forehead.

“Don’t be sorry, nothing’s your fault. You’re a very good boy, and you’re doing the best that you can.” Peter’s chest gives a hitch, and of course, Tony thinks. Of course he has a fucking praise kink. “You make me so happy, Peter. I couldn’t ask for a sweeter, more brilliant boy in my life. You deserve to feel good, so just relax and let me help. I’m happy to help. There you go, you’re almost done, and you’re so very pretty like this - “

Peter’s fingers have been twisting in Tony’s shirt, kneading like a kitten as he pants, then suddenly they clench as he presses up against Tony’s hand and shudders hard. His jeans are too thick for Tony to even feel warmth, but the way the kid collapses in a euphoric puddle says all that he needs to know.

Tony reaches up and combs Peter’s hair back from his face, smiling when Peter nuzzles into his hand.

“Pete, why haven’t you asked me to ‘help’ before?”

Peter’s eyes blink sleepily open. “Well, I didn’t know you very well. You can’t just ask anyone, right?”

“Right,” Tony says, feeling dazed. “That makes sense.”

Well, it doesn’t. Not when the kid doesn’t know that it’s sex. Except it does; if he thinks it’s like a sneeze...you don’t ask strangers to help blow your nose. So, there’s that.

Jesus.

Pete’s rapidly falling asleep in Tony’s arms, so he doesn’t have time to figure out how to break the news that this is not a sneeze. Peter’s way too big to pick up when he’s dead weight, and hell to wake up once he’s passed out.

“Time for bed, kiddo. Go brush your teeth.”

There’s an adorable grumpy grumble, then the kid’s hauling himself off of Tony’s lap, and disappearing down the hall without so much as a thank you. Which is good, because Tony shouldn’t be thanked for what he did. Christ.

It’s okay. It was just once, and it’s not like the first time Tony’s done weird things for Peter. He’s not a creep, he doesn’t plan to do it again. Tomorrow, he’ll sit Peter down, and... Look, it won’t be a pleasant adjustment, but eventually Peter will have to learn to take care of himself.

Just like Tony. A cold shower ought to do the trick.

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blobbyclouds · 5 years

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If it wouldn't be too much trouble for you, could you write headcanons for Viren, Soren, Gren, and Harrow trying to take care of a sick reader? Please and thank you, it would be greatly appreciated 8)

Of course, how can I say no when you ask so nicely UwU By the way, if you’re feeling a bit under the weather, I hope you’re feeling better!

Warnings: illness, mentions of death

-Viren-

Probably noticed you were sick before you even know it. He’s very observant, especially when it comes to you, even if he doesn’t seem like it

Don’t be surprised if the first thing that he says is “I told you not to go traipsing through the forest in the cold rain, didn’t I? Don’t expect any sympathy from me.”

He tries not to be to soft on you when you’re sick, but when you’re looking so miserable… he can’t help but be at least a little sweeter on you

Sure, he won’t let you mope around in bed all day being waited on hand and foot just because of a little sniffle, but he’s also not going to let you go do something stupid

He’ll make you get the proper amount of sleep, eat the right foods, stay warm and make sure you aren’t putting yourself through too much physical strain

Of course, he has the best healers in the kingdom for you and has the kitchen make meals just for you. If he can’t be watching over you he’ll have a servant do so

He acts fairly nonchalant about the whole thing, but is also very strict. If you try to do anything that might worsen your condition, expect a lengthy lecture from Viren as he frets over you

He’ll lend you his cloak when you’re cold with a snippy line like “Do try not to freeze to death, will you?” and he’ll carry out certain tasks that are too taxing for you with a few grumbles

He’s taking pretty good care of you and just trying to hide how much he cares by being grumpy since he doesn’t want anyone thinking he’s gone too soft on you everyone can see it clear as daylight

He does really care though, and he’s actually worried. You can’t see it, but whenever you’re asleep he sits by your side for awhile, brushing back stray strands of hair from your face

Chances are, you also don’t notice the quiet frown tugging at his lips whenever you shiver, the anxious flicker in his eyes when you’re feverish, the furrowing of his brow whenever a bad cough wracks your body

He’s definitely offering you some type of medicine of his own, involving dark magic of course. If you’re against using dark magic for some reason, he’ll get a bit annoyed because he’s trying to make you feel better??? What’s wrong with it???

But you’re sick so he won’t be too persistent about it. The most he’ll do is grumble something about you being too stubborn

Of course, if your condition isn’t improving, Viren wouldn’t hesitate to use dark magic without your knowing. He doesn’t care what he has to do, there is no way he’s just going to stand by and let you die

If it really were to come to that, Viren would manage to convince himself he’s doing the right thing and that if you were to find about it, you’d agree with him. Not that he has any plans of telling you if he doesn’t have to. After all, what you don’t know won’t hurt you… could it?

He just can’t lose you. He can’t. It doesn’t matter how much anyone says, he’s going to find a way to save you… and he’ll do anything

Okay that went kinda dark oops

-Gren-

Somehow, he becomes even more of a sweetheart. He already dotes on you a lot as it is, but now he’s twice as doting and, you’re not going to lie, the attention is kinda nice

I headcanon that Gren is an amazing cook so… expect to have all your favorite meals made for you!

Not the best with medicine though so he’ll definitely have a healer brought in for you, he’s not taking chances with that type of stuff

Does everything he can to cheer you up! Even if he comes back from patrol tired and ready to sleep, he’ll put on the biggest smile and will spend every last drop of energy he has left caring for you! After all, he just wants to see you feeling better, and your smile gives him all the energy he needs

And he takes his job of taking care of you very seriously, yet still managing to be the little dork you love. He’s very organized, with a schedule for your meals and medicine and everything worked out perfectly in his head

If you don’t like taking medicine or doing a certain treatment, Gren totally gets that and won’t rush you. He’ll just gently crouch by your side and do his best to remind you that you’ll feel lots better afterwards he’ll bribe you with a jelly tart if he has to

He’s a bit more affectionate than he really should be since you’re sick,,, so he sometimes ends up catching whatever you have

But how can you expect him to resist? When you look all sad curled up in bed he can’t help but dot just a “few” kisses on your head!

Guess you two can just be miserable together? Misery loves company, I guess???

Even if Amaya doesn’t see that you’re sick, she can usually tell based on Gren’s behavior. While Gren is always hard working, he looks a bit distracted whenever you’re ill. Even when he’s not right by your side, he’s still fretting over you

This little gentleman will insist upon carrying out any and all tasks that might be too straining for you. He’s definitely on the overbearing side, but he just wants to help you however he can! You’re always there for him, so he’s determined to be there for you too

Will lowkey freak out if you try to go out in the cold without a cloak and will insist upon you taking his own

He’s a gentle little worry wart just trying to take care of his baby girl/boy

Will be quietly dying if you’re one of those people that insist upon taking care of yourself because “you’re not that sick”

“Wait, where’s y/n?”

“Oh, I think they went out hunting in the forest with Soren. Bad timing if you ask me, looks like it might rain any second… Commander Gren?”

Gren: *internally screaming* “Please, excuse me.”

He won’t get super upset over you pushing yourself too far, but will gently remind you to give your body time to rest

“I know you don’t like sitting around for so long, but you must rest. Now, would you like a tomato or potato soup? I was thinking you would like potato better, but tomato might be better for your cold… but potato might be easier on your stomach or—”

Yeah, mother hen mode has been activated and it’s not turning off until you’re better

The more sick you are, the more sweet Gren will be, simple as that. With a serious illness, he’d definitely be reaching out to Amaya to get in contact with the best healers she can find and spending every spare second he has taking care of you

Gren’s an optimist, through and through. No matter how sick you are, he’s sure you’ll get better. You will. You have to. Every night, you fall asleep to the sound of his voice as he tells you about all the fun things you’ll be able to do once you’re better. He does it to keep you happy and, if he’s honest, to keep himself happy to

He still get’s nightmares of you not recovering though and all he can do is hold you closer because he doesn’t want to tell you about his dream and possibly scare you

-Harrow-

Even if it’s just a minor cold he’ll have the best healers in the kingdom for you right away

He’s really calming to be around when you’re sick because he isn’t too overbearing or anything. Of course, he wants to take care of you, but he still makes sure to give you space if you want it

He might get a teensy bit on the overbearing side only when you go a long time without asking him of something and he begins to periodically ask if you want or need anything. He likes to be useful, and while he does enjoy just sitting and talking with you, he doesn’t feel like it’s the most he could be doing

Cold? Boom, more blankets and the fire has been rekindled. Hot? Say no more, Harrow will have a bowl of cold water and a soft cloth in no time. Aching and sore? Of course, he’ll draw up a warm bath right away

With Harrow, though, you have to be careful he isn’t overworking himself with the way he insists upon taking care of tasks that could easily be done by servants. With balancing everything he’s got going on plus taking care of you, he’s probably bitten off more than he can chew, but we all know he’ll refuse to acknowledge that. You’re ill, and the sight of you so miserable makes him completely forget to take care of himself

After all, it’s his job to take care of you. What type of lover would he be if he couldn’t do something as simple and straightforward as that?

So while you may not be able to notice, Harrow will become a bit sleep deprived when you’re sick. Even if you were to notice and tell him to take care of himself, he’d wave your concerns aside and assure you he was just fine

If you’re ever having a hard time falling asleep, he��ll let you curl up on his lap and will gently talk to you until you fall asleep. Even if you’re sniffling and feeling miserable, he still finds the way you cling to him absolutely adorable

In general, he’s just really chill and soothing. He’ll keep more stressful matters of the kingdom away from your attention while you recover and will be especially sweet on you.

And when I say sweet on you, I mean it. The more ill you are, the more you get spoiled, to the point it almost makes up for feeling so miserable. He’ll get you little gifts to take your mind off any of the discomforts of being sick that really bother you, and seeing your face light up is always worth it

Harrow, I think, would be able to deal with a serious illness the best. He copes pretty well with stress, but the strain of seeing you of all people so miserable still messes him up a bit. Just one glance at your weak form, clinging to the blankets as another cough racks your body destroys his heart

He does his best to not let it affect him as he runs the kingdom, but those close to him can see how your illness is wearing him down. He cares for you deeply, and would do just about anything to see you feeling better

-Soren-

….

He’s trying his best, I swear

Even if he is a knight, his knowledge of dealing with colds and such is… lacking to say the least

But he still insists that he can take care of you just fine on his own???

Boom, you got soup, blankets, pillows, and whatever else you need. For awhile it almost seems like he knows what he’s doing

But, the basic ways to treat a cold are about the extent of his knowledge of medicine

So after some time he begrudgingly admits that maybe he doesn’t know exactly what’s best for your cold and will reluctantly go ask an actual healer for help

He’s such a hypocrite about the whole stay in bed and rest thing. When he’s sick, you practically have to chain him to the bed just to get him to rest for a few minutes, but with you, if you so much as try to toddle three feet from bed without Soren by your side, he’ll be swooping you into his arms and tucking you back into bed

Not gonna lie, it’s actually adorable seeing him trying to act all mature while he takes care of you. The way he puffs out his chest whenever he does something correctly (by following the healer’s instructions) or the way he tries to act stern when telling you to get some rest is adorable

He’s still a total dork though and always finds a way to cheer you up

If you don’t like taking your medicine he’ll set up some type of goofy deal with you to distract you from the discomfort

I can specifically see him carrying out simple tasks for you — such as handing you a bowl of warm soup — in the most grand way possible just to get a few giggles out of you. He’ll bend down on one knee as he hands you your soup, calling you something like “my good lady/sir” in some super lofty voice that sounds so ridiculous you can’t help but laugh. You might not be able to notice, but the way he sneaks a glance up at your face as you laugh and smiles softly because he made you laugh is p r e c i o u s

And he totally sneaks you jelly tarts from the kitchen

Soren is still just as affectionate with you even while you’re sick because he literally knows no self control no matter how much the healers tell him repeatedly that you’re very contagious

So 9/10 Soren ends up getting sick after you do, have fun with that

If you aren’t recovering he doesn’t get too worried, because, I mean, why should he? It’s just a little cold and you’ll be better in no time, especially with him taking care of you! Duh!

… but when he does start to get worried, he won’t show it. He’s your knight in shining armor, so he’s determined to stay strong and take care of you!

It’s actually kind of heart wrenching to see… with you he’ll be all smiles and jokes while he sits by your side with a hand over yours. Then, the moment he’s out of your room, he’s leaning against the wall, trying to take a deep breath while he smoothes back his hair because god do you look like death is about to drop by any second and he just doesn’t know how to deal with that

He gets lowkey snappish and quiet with other people when you’re really sick, and won’t really be able to be in a good mood until you get better

#the dragon prince #Viren x reader headcanons #Gren x reader hcs #Harrow x reader headcanons #Soren x reader hcs #tdp imagines #sick!reader

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imagine-organization-xiii · 5 years

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Org XIII - Reactions to S/O Turning Into a Mouse

Suggested by: @hexnicki Here’s the original ask. These turned out to be a lot longer than I expected LOL so I put them under the Keep Reading! Consider it an apology for taking so long to put this one out!

SHOUTOUT TO @4ddictwithapencil FOR BEING A BABE AND HELPING ME WITH THIS ONE

Xemnas

You wouldn’t even be near Xemnas when it happens. Someone like Demyx, Axel, or Roxas may have been responsible, but you’re absolutely terrified one of them will do something equally stupid like squash you under their feet when they aren’t paying attention. You escape as they’re arguing over what to do with you and immediately head out to find Xemnas.

The door to his office is closed, so you slip under the crack of the frame to try and get his attention. He’s standing at the window and turns when he hears your hysterical squeaking and his hand glitters for a moment - as if he’s going to zap you completely out of existence - before he freezes at the sound of footsteps thundering down the hallway. Roxas, Demyx, and Axel burst into the room and freeze, and you immediately skitter towards Xemnas’ shoes to climb up his coat to rest on his shoulder.

He glances at you, then back at the other members with their panicked faces, then scowls. “What did you do?” Obviously he isn’t hysterically freaking out, but he’s literally at a loss of what to do. And when he realizes it’s you, you really don’t want to know what the punishment for the other organization members is going to be.

It takes a while to get you back to normal, though, and you spend a lot of the time on Xemnas’ shoulder. He’ll rub between your ears with his finger and and watch as you scurry across the arm of his chair in Where Nothing Gathers, completely distracting him from whatever he should actually be paying attention to.

Xigbar

Such a little shit tbh. Doesn’t know how it happened and doesn’t care, just thinks it’s one of the funniest things he’s ever seen in his entire life. He constantly gives you shit about being a mouse now and can’t get over how adorable you are. “Why can’t you look this cute every day?” and he gets a bite on his finger for that one.

Actually goes so far as to buy his S/O a little hamster ball. Gets several scratches and bites when trying to put S/O in the ball, but it’s totally worth it because of the utter rage compacted on such a little face. Spends literally hours with a huge bucket of popcorn watching you roll around the floor of his room and through the halls of the castle.

The other Organization Members are super amused and some even watch you with him. “Uh, Xigbar, what are you doing and why do you have a mouse?” “That’s Y/N.” “That’s Y/N?” “Yes.” “Holy shit, that’s adorable.”

Xigbar is a rat man so it’s fitting amiright babes

Xaldin

When the others bring you to him, he’s super confused. He looks down at the mouse in his hand as you look up at him, then he looks back at the other members and is like “the fuck am i supposed to do with this? Is this your way of telling me we have a rodent problem in the castle?” “No, err.... that’s Y/N.” “What? No it’s not.” “Yes it is. We accidentally turned her into a mouse but it’s okay because we’re already working on a way to turn her back if you just don’t mind watching her for a bit okay thanks bye!” Then they all immediately leave and Xaldin is left alone with you.

Doesn’t really have any idea what he’s supposed to do with you. He was going to go have a workout or get some practice in with his powers but he can’t do that now that he has to take care of you!!! He barely wants to touch you because 1) he lowkey doesn’t really like mice and 2) he really doesn’t want to accidentally hurt you

Vexen

Listen. Vexen is so used to dealing with mice. Mice are his go-to creatures for experiments, so he has to make sure he doesn’t get you mixed up with mice that he uses for tests and things like that. You like to sit on his desk and watch him work sometimes!!!

You know how programmers will sometimes have rubber ducks that sit on their desks where they talk through their code to find any mistakes?? That’s you to Vexen. He’ll talk to you about his experiments and even if you can’t respond or give feedback, it’s a great way for him to go through his work and find errors or mistakes that can be quickly fixed.

Lexaeus

You’re barely bigger than his finger so he is absolutely terrified that he’ll accidentally hurt you. He thinks you’re absolutely adorable, though, and tries to help you get comfortable or get back to normal as best as he can.

Makes you a little bed out of a tissue box, some cotton, and some spare scraps of fabric. He keeps it on the side of his bed and makes sure that you’re all tucked in before he even thinks about going to sleep.

Zexion

Zexion thinks that you! are! so! cute! He’s so curious because his scientist brain immediately wants to do some sort of experiment on you, but he also doesn’t want to do anything that would hurt you.

Reads all he can about mice and their behaviors. Has no idea if the usual diet for mice or mouse behaviors and actions will hold over onto you because you aren’t an actual mouse, but he likes to be prepared.

Feels like he has his very own pet and it’s kind of cool. Will not actually let anyone else near you because he’s afraid they’ll hurt you or take you away or do something equally stupid like put you in a tiny costume. Imagine them putting you in an itty bitty organization cloak.

Saix

One of Vexen’s experiments had backfired and you suffer the consequences for it. Saix walks into the lab expecting to give out assignments and accidentally walks in on Vexen and Zexion arguing over what to do with you. “Why are you arguing about a mouse?” Um... and Zexion and Vexen exchange glances because neither of them want to be the one to break it to Saix that the mouse is his S/O and get their asses kicked. Zexion, who literally had nothing to do with it, shouts, “It’s Vexen’s fault,” and bolts out of the room.

You look adorable but he’s too manly to admit it out loud. Wants to protect you as much as humanly possible so he keeps you either i his pocket or somewhere on his person at all times. You’ll sit on his shoulder and glare at the other organization members as he hands out mission briefings in the Grey Area. Everyone wants to say something about how the usually stoic Saix looks less than intimidating with a mouse on his shoulder but no one has the guts to say it.

Axel

Thinks you’re crazy when you tell him that you can shape shift and literally thinks he’s going insane when you shrink down to a few inches tall. He’s super afraid to step on you, so he picks you up and lets you crawl up his arm to rest on his shoulder.

Burying yourself in his long hair and knotting it up when you try to make a little bed in the soft locks. Hanging on to his hair and controlling him to make him do stupid stuff similarly to a certain Little Chef

He asks you to change into a mouse all the time tbh. “Y/N. hey Y/N. Do the thing. Please do the thing, i’m begging you.” “Axel, it’s 3 in the morning, i’m trying to sleep.” “But, babe”

Demyx

You’re already the most precious thing in the world to him but now it’s like??? Multiplied by a thousand. Holds you up directly in front of his face because you are precious and he needs all of you in his vision. You have definitely bitten him on the nose more than once because of this.

Will carry you around and unashamedly make everyone look at how cute you are. “LOOK AT MY BABE, SHE’S SO CUTE”

Luxord

You have the power to shape-shift, but it only really works for things that are about/near to your natural size? Like a cougar or a baby elephant or something, and he ends up making a bet with you that you can’t turn into something super tiny, like a mouse. “Fuck you, Luxord, this is one bet you can’t win because i’m going to do it.” And you do, but it doesn’t work out the way you want it to.

Luxord sees you turn into this teeny tiny mouse and sighs. “Okay, I’ll concede. You win this one. Go ahead and turn yourself back.” But then... you don’t. “Y/N?” And then he just grins because he realizes, “Oh, my God, you can’t turn yourself back. You’re too small and you’re stuck like that.” And there’s just a bunch of furious, outraged squeaking that blares throughout the room.

Luxord will absolutely 100% have a tea party with the mouse.

Marluxia

Marluxia has always had a connection to nature and wildlife, so he is PREPARED for this. He definitely takes good care of you and speaks softly to you and lets you know that everything is going to be okay. Not sure if you’ll eat mouse food or human food so he feeds you some herbs and plants that could be for both. Would definitely be keeping a strict eye on you until someone finds a way to turn you back to normal.

Would let you run in his garden and stay among the flowers like a little field mouse!!! He thinks it’s so cute when you sit under a flower and it looks like you’re wearing the petals as a hat.

Larxene

Does not like mice. At all. She knows that it’s you, but mice give her the creeps and she will avoid you as much as she can until you turn back to normal. She’s not very affectionate, but any affection she had for you is on the fence right now because mice kind of... creep her out? It’s one of the only things in the world that can send a shiver up her spine.

Still stays away from you for a while even after you turn back to normal. Just the idea that you were a mouse only a few hours ago just weirds her out.

Roxas

Thinks it’s funny and cute but only to an extent. The boy is more worried and concerned. He’s like that video of the drunk girls who were crying over the puppies, like “I NEED TO PROTECT YOU BUT I DON’T KNOW IF I CAN.” Legit cries over you at least once because you’re too cute when you scratch your face and crinkle your nose.

Xion

Literally all over your cuteness. Thinks you’re one of the most adorable things that she’s ever seen. Will make you little hats and maybe a purse or a handbag out of fabric and paper. Will also try to build you a little mouse house to live in until you turn back to normal. It ends up being more of a mouse mansion tbh

Goes so far as to asking if she can be turned into a mouse too because she wants to be that adorable, but everyone has to be like “honey you already are that adorable.”

#organization xiii #kingdom hearts #organization xiii headcanons #kingdom hearts headcanons #hexnicki

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brightlycoloredteacups · 5 years

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Babe I love you and I have a request for you! Can I have the whole fluffy alphabet for the gorgeous Lady Loki.

Sure thing babe!

Find the Alphabet here:

A = affection (how affectionate are they in day to day life? Do they show affection publicly or keep that more in private?)

-Drowning, suffocating, overwhelming, that’s the affection you’re gonna get from this lady. Of course, she’ll back off if you ask her to, but more often than not, she’ll be all over you as much as you allow her to be.

B = best memory (what is the best memory they have with you)

-Probably the day she came to you. She was so nervous, nothing about your behavior previously indicated your attraction to women, so when you opened her with open arms, she nearly wept with relief.

C = cat or dog person (this is pretty obvious)

-Cat person, she hates dogs, leave them outside where they belong.

D = dreams (what do they want to do in life?)

-Who knows? This lady’s dreams are changing day by day. Though many of them often involve you.

E = evenings (how do they spend their evening? So they go out? Do they read?)

-She likes to go out for the evenings, simple walks, to dinner. Doesn’t matter. Or, she likes to cuddle on the couch, especially when it’s hot out.

F = first date (what was it like?)

-A first date with Loki is an extravagant one. Nothing is too much for you, beautiful.

G = giggle (what is their laugh like? What makes them laugh?)

-Her giggle is very soft, barely noticeable. Her laugh is much the same way.

H = hugs (do they like hug? What kind of hugs do the give?)

-Loki loves hugging, full front, side, back, doesn’t matter, just touch her darling.

I = instrument (do they play an instrument?)

-she plays the harp and the piano.

J = joy (what brings them joy in life?)

-giving people nasty comments generally gives her a huge amount of joy. She also like it when you kiss her cheek. It’s dumb, but she lives for it.

K = kisses (what kind of kisser are they? Shy? Passionate?)

-She’s a very passionate kisser. Anytime she kisses you it’s going to have some heat behind it.

L = love (how do they act when they have a crush)

-She’s much kinder to the person she has a crush on, and much more flirtatious. When you’re in a relationship, her flirtation doesn’t stop. She’s a serial ass grabber.

M = memory (what’s their favourite memory?)

-Her favorite memory is a shocking one actually. Dancing with Odin. When she was little and at a party, Odin stood her on his feet and danced with her. She hates that she loves it so.

N = no (what is their pet peeve?)

-rudeness. She can’t tolerate it, won’t tolerate, especially from you.

O = occupation (what’s their dream job?)

-She doesn’t have a dream job, she’s never needed to think about it.

P = parent (what kind of parent would they be?)

-Lady Loki is a mischievous parent. She’s strict, but she isn’t about to stop her kids from having fun. Thor had better be on the lookout, because one Loki was bad enough, but now there seems to be two.

Q = questions (do they believe in the super natural? Aliens? Anything along those lines)

-Loki does believe in the supernatural, and aliens, she’s both. She’s a pagan.

R = romantic (are they romantic during the relationship?)

-She’s very romantic, but it always has sexual undertones to it. She’s a sexual being love, she isn’t going to stop it.

S = smile (what makes them smile without fail)

-You, when you first wake up. You’re tired eyes blinking at her, that dumb, sleepy smile, she loves it so much.

T = together (how clingy are they? How long do you two spend together per day on average)

-Loki is very clingy, especially in private.

U = unbearable (what habit do they have that’s unbearable? What habit do you have that they find unbearable)

-her sarcasm sometimes irks you. As for you, your general unwillingness to do what she wants at all times. She’s spoiled, and used to having people follow her orders, so it’s hard for her to accept that you have your own agency. But that’s also the reason she fell inlove with you.

V = videos (do they take lots of videos or photos during your relationship?)

-She has entire paintings dedicated to you.

W = wedding (what was the wedding like?)

-She wants an extravagant wedding, all of Asgard is invited. There won’t be a person in all the nine realms that won’t know when your big day is. And yes, she expects gifts.

X = eXtra (what’s an interesting fact about them that they don’t tell anyone about?)

-There is nothing more Loki likes than seeing you in her clothing. Wear her dress, her shoes, her jewelry. Gods, she loves it.

Y = yuck (what do they hate? Could be a food, sent, word anything)

-Loki hates pickles, especially the sweet ones.

Z = zzzz (how heavy of a sleeper are they? How do they sleep? What mood do they wake up in? Really any sleeping headcanons)

-She’s a moderate sleeper. but she must be curled around you. She feels so loved being so close to you, she needs more of it.

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Hey I have this headcanon that I'll share with you. Might be multiply parts but eh. Anyway it's been awhile since I have seen any Stranger Things so please bare with me. It's heavily been implied Jonathan is anti-social. Watching it I picked up a few things because of personal experience. Jonathan really doesn't like contact unless he is really close to you. He stays in the back room when he gets the choice. Via this I think he as some form of social anxiety. Next ask will have evidence

Staying in the black room. Speaking as a person with a minor case of social anxiety. I can immediately tell when someone backs away from loud noises. It just overwhelms there senses and noise manage to amplify sound. Human touch is also a no because like I said everything is now amplified. Touch would only hurt your body in a way On to his touch. I don’t like being hugged unless I’m close to you. If I am I sorta of thrive on that touch. Jonathan seems to like contact with his brother. (2/8)

(3/8) also think he might have some OCD. Everything has to be a certain way and if it’s not he gets upset a little. I’m no therapist but I talk from personal experience. Now onto Stonathan! When Steve found out he really wasn’t that surprised. Jonathan always was adverse with noise and human contact. Though it does hurt that Jonathan is still iffy with touch even with his boyfriend but Steve understands he was a complete jerk to Jonathan so he will take his one time. One day Jonathan sorta

(4/8) has a bad day. It’s just one of his worse days. The day that is just a Murphy’s law day. So when he gets home he just collapses to himself. Just allowing the panic attack to go through him. Steve knew something was wrong with his BF. Going to his house he walks up the stairs because Joyce had a date with Hooper and Eleven and Will were over at Mike’s. When he sees Jonathan he freezes a bit before trying to talk to Jonathan. He wants to touch him so bad but he knows better instead

(5/8)So Steve instead starts talking Jonathan down. It works but it’s a slow process. So Steve talked about the time he watched the kids and all the inane adventures yet had. After awhile Jonathan calms down but he is still shaky. Steve doesn’t stop though. After awhile Jonathan crawls over to Steve and curls up against him. Steve freezes for a second before asking is it okay if I touch you? Jonathan only nods his head and Steve does. There curled up against each other until

(6/8) Jonathan falls asleep on Steve. At this point Steve knows he is stuck. Even if he wasn’t he wouldn’t have left. About an hour later when the others come in. They see Steve and Jonathan curled up against each other and croon about how cute it is. Will wanting to get a moment of his brother relaxed snatched his brothers camera and takes a few pictures. Joyce grins and makes a mental note to get a copy of that picture. Hooper is grinning and looking at the boy he considered his son

(8/8 ) so that came out longer than I expected…….oops. Sorry I sorta blew up your inbox but I hope you can add on! When I get an idea I really like I run as you can see. Like I said the medical stuff is personal and I hope I didn’t trigger anyone but like I said before I love your blog! It got me into Stoanathan and I can never stop being grateful for that. Now time to write that researche project I have been putting off. Sadly

This is super sweet, and just getting this flood of messages tonight was a really big boost to my happiness so I just want everyone to know that!

I do have a strong belief that Jonathan does have a form of social anxiety or even an anxiety disorder. His nervous flighty behavior, lack of eye contact (and the occasional too much eye contact), he mumbles quite a lot as well. I’ve never heard OCD as a proposed idea for him, but I’ve debated some disorders such as a sensory processing disorder. But all of his behaviors could also just be trauma from being raised in what I like to call a high tension household.

Lonnie seems to have quite the temper, and if you’ve ever been around someone with a hair trigger temper for long enough, you learn to tiptoe. Jonathan is quiet, withdrawn, out of the way, he most likely adapted to the household he grew up in. Every loud noise is a signal, a warning goes off in your head and you’re suddenly on edge. After a while, it’s not just the noises from that person you fear, it’s the noises of everything. Your body conditions itself to startle, warning bells ringing at every sudden noise.

Jonathan flinching, nervously chewing at his fingers, hunching in on himself, looking at the ground… These are all things that could be signs of growing up in an abusive environment. Preparing for a verbal assault or a physical one, on edge because he grew up in a world where the place he felt safest was repeatedly violated by a toxic person that took advantage of being bigger than the two little boys in it.

Back to social anxiety and hesitation to be touched, that’s quite common to be honest, I know lots of people like that (including myself when it comes to strangers). If Jonathan does have a form of disorder (anxiety, sensory processing, etc.) then it would explain a lot of his mannerisms and the way he acts with his peers vs. his family.

I always felt like Jonathan would be the person that puts everything on his shoulders and tries to push his problems down as far as possible until they swallow him completely. The idea of Jonathan coming home to an empty house and just breaking down completely wrenches my heart something awful, but it‘s very in character for him.

Steve is a very patient boyfriend, he understands that Jonathan has firm boundaries and issues a mile wide. He gets frustrated sometimes, when he’ll try to hug his boyfriend only for the younger boy to step back and place a hand protectively up between them, like he couldn’t stand Steve‘s touch.

But he learns, he learns that Jonathan needs time and it‘s all about learning his behaviors and taking note of his body language. He learns how to approach Jonathan in his field of vision, because creeping up behind him makes him tense and pissed off. He doesn’t have to figure it all out by himself, he has to get Jonathan squared away somewhere private to discuss these strict boundaries. Eventually, it’s all sort of settled and Steve feels more confident in their relationship and Jonathan feels less anxious about it all.

He’s never seen anyone have an anxiety attack, or whatever it is that Jonathan experiences. There are days when he shuts down completely, zones out and his barely present voice becomes completely muted. Those days, Steve learns to be gently affectionate, careful but also not completely withdrawn from touch. He’ll hold Jonathan‘s clammy hand in his own, wrap an arm around him and rub his arm until he looks less dazed.

But when Jonathan has his attacks, he’s not allowed to touch at all for a while. He just has to sit nearby and watch Jonathan cry, shake, sometimes bang his head against the wall behind him or dig his nails into his arms just a little to get a grip on himself. When he calms down though, eyes red and puffy, face stained and pink, Steve still has to wait for him ground himself.

As always though, he never hesitates to crawl into Steve’s embrace and proceeds to pass out cuddled up to his chest. Steve starts sitting on the bed just so Jonathan will follow him up there, so they can rest comfortably for a while. Steve’s allowed to touch all he wants then, to comb his fingers through Jonathan’s hair and press kisses to his forehead.

Anywho, this post is super long omg. Thanks so much for sending in so much, I really do appreciate people sending me their headcanons and ideas! Good luck with your research project, friend!

#stonathan #jonathan byers #steve harrington #stranger things #tw mild self harm #tw anxiety attacks

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