My headcanons so far. Duckburg is very gender

Why is there so little t4t spiderdads content ..... um .... u guys r so lame . Miguel O'hara is NOT cisgender and neither is Peter B. Parker ..... be fucking real

ok as someone who doesn’t really care for musical beetlelands (don’t get me wrong i understand what the appeal is and it’s a fine ship)

i LOOOVE what u r saying about movie beetlelands. something about that dynamic just sounds… chefs kiss. thanks for opening my eyes

THANK YOU!!!!!! I'm so glad you agree and I am going to rant about movie Beetlands now

Okay first of all, Geena Davis and Alec Baldwin are both 6'0, and Micheal Keaton is 5'9, so........ the icky man is shorter than both of them /pos

I'm going to be real I think Moviejuice is a real shitty guy, he was alive in the 1300s so I'm sure he's misogynistic, womanizing, homophobic, transphobic, etc. But just like the other two juices I still headcanon him as pansexual and genderfluid. So, the beetlands relationship would force him to face those biases. (I also headcanon the Maitlainds as T4T and bi because I am cringe what did u expect)

Speaking of biases and generally being a mischievous and evil creature, I know that Barbara would put him in his place and no way in hell would he not listen to a beautiful women if she told him what to do. He'd try to convince the Maitlainds otherwise but he absolutely loves being bossed/dragged around because he is sick and vile and silly.

I love movie Maitlainds so so so so much like, Barbara seeing Delia talk about changing their house and going "I'm gonna get her." THEY'RE SO FUNNY and so madly in love they make me sick..... like the scene where they were sitting on the couch and the phone was ringing but everytime one stood up to get it the other pulled them back and they smooched while giggling like ARE YOU KIDDING ME.

Ummmm also *because* of that I also like the idea of Beetlejuice being the recipient of that affection... listen he would have to earn it first but also I can't stop thinking about that evil creepy icky guy being faced with cuddles and kisses and pretending he doesn't like it because he's totally above all that and love is for losers. But *also* relationships totally are NOT unfamiliar territory for him he's like super experienced totally wdym.

He would be a cool weird uncle figure for Lydia hjahxjaodbabdjcjejahcjsofbsbsbajcjajdhakrhcbabd and Lydia would make him realize he's genderfluid sorry I don't make the rules

I NEED TO BEAT HIM UP GRAHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

He would like it.

I hate that thing guys so much horrible character I get no enjoyment from his stupid face and I totally don't think about him 24/7 mhm yeah.

Hello mutual-in-law (we share a common mutual). Tell me about navyseal.

NAVYSEA L . HEAD IN HANDS <333 shaking u shaking u they make me so ill . idk how famillar u are with jrwi but like. both gillion and jay were trained to be weapons. more literally on gill's side. he's the chosen one, he's the undersea's hero, he was given armor too big and a sword too heavy before he even grew into his stature. he was trained to think humans were evil and that when the time came, he would act out the prophecy and save the undersea.

and JAY ! jay was raised in a military family her only future was too become a great general like her father thats all shes ever known. thats just who she was meant to be. and then her older sister, her great sister who was strong and powerful and unbreakable, is killed by pirates they say and jay cant do anything else but avenge her. she trains and acts as a spy with one goal.

and and through chip they find a family. they find family and love and understanding and THEYRE JUST SO SIMILAR . GOD. gill was trained to hate humans and jay was trained to hate pirates, anyone who opposed the NAVY, but all this love and freedom is coming from what theyre supposed to hate. and they learn together how many lies they were fed and how wrong things are and how they've done and supported horrible things

and they don't judge each other. they understand. they love the version of the other that's in front of them ... like like the best way to fucking describe it is "i will not ask you where you came from i will not ask and neither should you" from like real people do BECAUSE THATS LITERALLY THEM. like ohhh my god . head in hands. and theyre growing together, not just for themself but for each other. and the devotion theres so much unconditional love and understanding . theyve been through so much together like . man. man. they are so silly together but they're so in love it makes me SICK !!!!!! <- enjoying this. but its so sillay jay will literally have a pivotal moment in her character arc where she shoots gillion and knocks him to 0hp and like 15 episodes later gill will be convincing her to shoot a bullet at him so he can cut it in half i love them

also they r transfem t4t god told me so <3

putting in some propaganda for my favourite transgenders since the submissions got extended to sunday!! GUYS PLEASE SUBMIT THE CHARACTERS FROM CLUE/CLUEDO I’M BEGGING!! Here’s some silly facts about them!!

- There are 8 main characters across the series (Green, Mustard, Plum, Boddy/Black, Orchid, Scarlett, White, Peacock) and of them, everyone but Miss Scarlett has had a gender neutral title affixed to their name at least once!

- As player characters, they’re meant to represent you, and so are all simultaneously gendered AND genderless?? Let’s go transgenderism!!

- Mustard (who is SO masc in English versions) has been translated as a woman in several international versions!!

- In the Clue Mysteries books (by Diana Peterfreund), Plum and Peacock are exes that are described as a short, pretty boy with thick lashes, an intimate knowledge of the girls dorm layout, and only female friends… and an “amazonian” girl with severe height dysphoria who (transphobia tw) gets her placing in a tennis tournament questioned purely because the other girls don’t like her. THAT’S A T4T COUPLE WDYM??? HOW IS THIS NOT CANON??? Trans :)

- Look at any version of Miss Scarlett. Transfem swag.

That is all thank you <3333

@supercluedofan (<< me)

every single character from the clue game is transgender u r so real for this tumblr user supercluedofan ive been saying this 4 YEARS...

a shipping ask game u say. well i say jizzie and joli

AAA AERIE ILY I WILL HAPPILY OBLIGE <3

i DO ship both of these i basically invented one of them /hj

Jizzie:

What made you ship it?

ok so funny story-

my first interaction with knowing joel was 3rd life, but it was only bc my friend and i were obsessed with flower husbands at the time and when it switched over to empires we put him in the role of couples therapist solely for the reason that he was the only other person that was on both servers and would know them. but we also made him romance-repulsed aroace bc hehe funny aroace couples therapist

... and then i realized that his Real Life Wife was also in the server and i didn't have the heart to make her crush unrequited so i went "... guess he has feelings for people then :( ... but also he's so bisexual-"

What are your favorite things about the ship?

gosh,,, they're just so married, innit? bi4bi, t4t, they really do it all <3

also they're both just. absolutely insane. like they're both so bloodthirsty but they're also so goofy and in love together and joel gets so flustered around his wife sometimes and it's so funny ?? truly girlboss x cringefail and i love that for them

Is there an unpopular opinion you have on your ship?

hmm... they're better than gem/pearl /j (but also GO VOTE JIZZIE!!!)

Joli:

What made you ship it?

... you REALLY don't wanna know /lh

(it was a crack-ship-turned-serious situation and goodness it really is serious now huh,)

What are your favorite things about the ship?

GRRHHH SO MANY THINGS AND NONE OF THEM MAKE SENSE !!!

for one thing- i ship them both platonically and romantically! they're soulmates /r but they're also soulmates in the sense that they're british pals connected by strings of fate yk

they're so silly to watch together on streams and whatnot bc their banter is so funny but they also say deranged things like THIS (???!?) but you can also tell that man,,,, they're such buddies :] you can just tell how close they are yk

and then there's the au i write my fics/usually post about and MAN... GOSH I LOVE THEM I'M INSANE ABOUT THEM,

they're the embodiment of strangers/enemies -> friends -> BEST friends -> lovers (alternatively: soulbounds (political allies) to soulmates (platonic/romantic lovers)) and it's like my favorite trope now. they're also so bi4pan and i love that. they love each other so so much and they're goofy and they're magical and i can't even. like. put my thoughts into words because i just care about them too much to even express it,,,,

(but they're such a niche thing that i can say that about other ships and people will be like "I GET YOU !!" but i say it about them and people are like "?? lol what who?" /silly)

Is there an unpopular opinion you have on your ship?

they should REALLY be more popular in my humble opinion... i've encountered maybe like... two? three?? people in the wild that also ship it that i didn't already know when i "came up" with it-

also like... i wanna read fics about them but the ao3 tag is atrocious right now tbh- as i'm writing this AO3 WON'T COME UP but last i checked i think there were maaaybe 7?? fics in the (romantic) joel/oli tag and one was mine, one was written to me lol, at least one was nsfw, and one had it tagged but it wasn't really mentioned in any way, so- gosh it just makes me sad. i can't read about my boys :(

(Edit: there are six fics. One is mine, one was written to me, one was tagged for reach ??, and the other three are nsfw. I am the ruler of a desolate kingdom 😔)

like c'mon. look me in the eye and tell me that oliver "that's really passionate, king" sound and joel "lizzie has left the room now, the sexual tension has appeared" smallishbeans wouldn't kiss ?? 🤨

man... i love these fellas. i will talk about them anytime. ty aerie <3

(Ask game here!)

5 & 6 for your kenneth & stewart questionnaire (i hope those are their full names)

it’s not for either of them but i respect my delusion indulgence anyways thank you

5. What were they like in college?

I feel like Kendall was still in the grips of Logan’s claws in college of course. He was in a different city, a different state, and I do think that physical proximity away from Logan helped him feel a little bit looser on the leash. That relieved him as much as it scared him. Didn’t amount too much more, but waking up in the morning without the anxiety of his father’s stature looming over him is a nice relief. While I don’t believe it on a personal ideological level, I think Jesse Armstrong’s claim that “people don’t change, not really” (He said it in an interview but I can’t for the life of me find which one if someone can help out) holds a lot of weight to their relationship. Like, Kendall’s course of action and motivations may change but on a fundamental level he still revolves solely around his father. That will never change. So I feel like, much how he does now, if Stewy wanted to either guide Kendall in a direction (for financial/tactical purposes or otherwise), he would do what works best, and that’s frame Logan’s approval/disapproval as an attainable asset in whatever they’re cooking. “You gotta demonize him before you kill his ass.” “I saw what he did to you when you were a kid, I was there.” I think part of Stewy realizes that Kendall’s world revolving solely around Logan, even through disdain, is unhealthy. But I do think he assumes that’s so much more healthier for him than being the dog that keeps crawling back. I think Stewy gave Kendall his first blunt, first line, first beer. And yeah, while maybe he partially fumbles with that guilt a little considering Kendall’s rehab trip, I do think Stewy is still a private equity finance bro who’s perception and understanding of addiction is shaky at best. His drug habits started in Harvard (assumably) a period in his life where (assumably) the company and his family didn’t have as close reach to him. See; my first point.

Of course they had the late night “We’re gonna take over the world, man. It’s gonna be ours.” But i don’t know, personally that always seemed kind of bittersweet and bleak, which fits. Two 1% bozos circlejerking about they can’t wait to own the world and profit off of inequality because of capitalism and Logan’s assurance that Kendall serves no other purpose. The fact that that’s eventually unattainable to both of them says a lot about their dynamic, yeah? It’s depressing on all fronts. Uhhh what else, I think Stewy is the only man Kendall ever fucked. Stewy fooled around some though, Harvard boys make do. I think they had those funny celebrity magazine clippings mentioning them, probably some jokes about Kendall sucking dick like stock or some corny MTV bullshit. Most of them would be testimonies of people calling Kendall annoying and stuck up. Rumors about him using and Stewy’s involvement yatta yatta. I’m sure Stewy likes the attention though, even if it’s often indirect. I know I would. Also my truth is @onemagpie @doodoocumfart and @ophiocordycep draw my ideal college KenStewy like those goobers just exist in my mind now to me they are real and palpable.

6. sexuality n gender headcanons. r they bi4bi. t4t. gay4bi. etc etc. u get it

Not my concern. I think sexuality and labeling in Succession is such like, a particularly alien concept for these characters. I think @romanroydinnerparty has made some insanely spot on posts that probably explain that point a lot better than I can. But I do think the idea of Kendall using his bisexuality as pseudo-woke publicity bullshit (like the faux-feminism arch) and doing the “QUEER AF CEO💪🏳️‍🌈” thing is sooooo funny.

MY ATSUJUNI ANON WAS SUPER POSITIVE!!!! sorry i wordded that wrong i think,,,, i was asking like ur hcs for them and stuff!!!! like for you to just go on and on about all your thoughts for them u knowww!!!

OH OKOK THANK U!!!! i got confused earlier lol just finished a math exam 🤕🤞 ANYWAYYAYSYSYA ask and you shall receive!!!!!

i think they r so!!! the "brings rocks" x "keeps rocks" yk except its like atsushi has unknowingly given tanizaki a lot of earrings nd other accessories to the point tanizaki has a whole collection 😆 (i really think that gift giving is one of atsushi's main love language?! aside from words of affirmation)

PDA 🤞🤞🤞🙈🙈🙈 not done often but when they do pda, it's most likely initiated by junichirou 🔥 always ends up on the two super flustered and quiet

tanizaki fell first and atsushi fell harder 🤭

bcs of vivid colors i hc tanizaki to be a painter 🤞 one of their main muses is atsushi and back when they couldn't confess, there were so many unfinished sketches / drawings of atsushi (maybe even there r pieces of juni and atsushi being a cute couple :3) — atsushi begs tanizaki to finish those unfinished pieces now that they're dating, tanizaki is super embarrassed about it (he finishes it anyway)

T4T NBY4NBY REALNESS

the couple get teased a lot by the agency. maybe even by the port mafia

tanizaki bakes for Atsushi :3 he made tiger-shaped cookies once and atsushi felt like he could propose on the spot🙏🏼

HEHRWHWHDH Shameless self promo i am writing a fic for them rn 😊😆🤫

somehow atsushi is the more chill one of the pair🏒 dazai raised a WINNER (obviously atsujuni are both boyfails but!!! i love loser tanizaki junichirou HAHAHWHEHW)

okay thats all anon🫰🫰🫰 thank you for letting me let the brainworms out

Genuine q do you think there are ANY people identifying as men/gay men who got into it through yaoi etc who aren’t actually men? Like is it possible for that to happen and influence someone to construct a fantasy?

Or is just the desire to be a man at all for any reason considered the same as actually being one for real to you

Also what do you think sexual orientation is rooted in. Like what are gay men interested in men for that they can’t be interested in women over if you think it isn’t being male. Can’t be masculinity because that’s a sexist social construct and not every man or woman lines up with the expectations anyway. Can’t be shit like having a cute ass or positive personality traits because that’s something both men and women can both have. A woman can go by he/him and can say the words “i am a man” and still be & identity as a woman. So what is it?

idk bro at root i am attracted to my boyfriend and we are in love and t4t . i can’t tell u a cis mans perspective bc i’m trans (no shit) and i also don’t have the patience to explain something to terfs bc y’all r just out here to try to pull gotchas on me and quite frankly i’m not going to entertain that lmao

respectful smooches to u both <33 and u guys are so real for the t4t like yeah of course they would why wouldnt they. also cowboys r so gender like cmon its right there!!!!

also adore the idea of hanzo being like gender is very irrelevant, like for someone who is so close to literal celestial beings it simply feels appropriate for him to carry a similar air about him, like no construct just vibes

also to touch back on the zoo, you literally have the biggest brain ever with the bird stuff, like duh??? ofc he would!!!!!!! like the mechanical arm is such a perfect built in perch for the animals. I could see him getting little bird claws engraved if he rlly missed them after the mission :[[

(not to even mention dragon anon’s angst like girl i am not god’s strongest soldier!)

and kiriko helping heal the cub like do u want me dead answer honestly ???? like my heart is NOT strong enough for that one either!!!

let my boys be happy and have lazy mornings with cheesy 80s music they would enjoy it (hanzo would pretend he hates it, he doesnt. he is very fond)

sabs :]]

Heehee it just makes sense!! 💖💖💖

But YES, you get me, Hanzo refers to himself as the Dragon, gender is such a nonissue for him. But once he joins ovw, I think that is when he really explores this side of him, being free to do so, picking out clothes he can be comfy in, choosing new hairstyles, etc.

Haha thank you!! I honestly think Cole having a bird connection like his Amari family is highly underrepresented. A Harris Hawk or similar would suit him, having such a sharp eye *like* a hawk. (Somewhat related, but if you want a fic featuring eagle Cole and wolf Hanzo, check out this fic I was a part of a while back) That bird mark engravings idea is sooooo cute, I love it 🥹

And I just love Kiriko’s and Hanzo’s interactions. I need more of them honestly.

And yes, let them be happy and lame together, its what they deserve 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽 (Hanzo hums them when he thinks Cole isn’t listening, but Cole knows)

5, 6, & 15 for the kenstewy questions :)

5. what were they like in college?

attached at the hip in undergrad, less so when they were doing their mba, especially towards the end when kendall was gearing to finally go out in the real world and become Kendall Roy.

im sure it was their best and worst times, it wasn’t just time and freedom away from logan but from the whole family and away from home, but also the further they got into college, the further ken got into his path to becoming heir and the farther he got from stewy. i think a lot of their time in college was holding onto the time they had now and each other, knowing that everything was gonna change as soon as it was over

but ultimately yeah, i think it was a very close time for them, it was them at their most domestic, crashing at each others’ dorms, hanging out, taking care of each other, looking out for each other, seeing the worst of each other (id guess kens addiction issues starting flourishing here), but also seeing the best of each other (despite it all, i do think they’re both very smart and im sure kicked ass academically), and having some really good fucking times

6. sexuality n gender headcanons. r they bi4bi. t4t. gay4bi. etc etc. u get it

bi4bi babyyyy

15. nsfw headcanon! go nuts

answaered here!

GUESS WHO BEAT PEE3 TODAY (fes, the journey at least)

(lengthy) final thoughts:

ryoji is kind of. um. "that was my name for a while. i didnt mind it." hes kind of trans. is the thing. also bro 100% drew the shortest stick in this game lmao

obviously ryo/mina isnt quite the same as some of the other insane peesona gay people (2,5. 4 is gay but not rlly insane) bc like. in that form at least we only know him for like...two months?or so? but. u know what. they r t4t and both (kind of) dead. good for them.?

jumpscared by "the arcana is the means by which all is revealed." ive been seeing that shit in like. youtube comments since the day i was born. insane

nyx was like. pathetically easy. to the point where i felt kinda bad about it lol. at least its funny. this is what happens when u have level 99 protag + black viper lucifer (+ messiah for salvation for ailment healing. i could just use me patra gems but its more stylish this way). nobody ever got below half health and most phases (minus last bc of the halved non-almighty damage + gown) were a 1/2/3 hit kill. guys who overlevel because they just love the velvet room so so much (and im prolly not gonna do ng+, especially with portable port on its way (femc!). so trying to experience most that i can)

i did cheese the reaper a while back. used thunder reign strat. was actually harder bc new moon rebalance nerfed the shock rate so its not 100% lol. but took advantage of its ai to get it stuck in a break skill loop (akihiko dekunda sweep) the money was nice, and i spent soooo much time in monad levelling personas. wont be able to do liz fight bc not doing ng+. (slightly related: ive played pee5 so many times and ive never actually tried the twins/lvnza/jose fights. vanilla 1 time, royal 1 time, royal again for a friends playthrough but its not ng+, ng+ for 100% royal but only up to exams...royal for another friend's playthru. lol)

yuka/mitsu is real. to me. theyre even the colors of the lesbian flag

i maxed most social links besides magician (bc hes annoying. surt wouldve been nice tho), mitsuru (got up to like 8 then ran out of time), fuuka (trapped at rank 1. dont like her enough, not enough time. sorry. i played with english voices u know how it is), yuko (accidentally reversed her), justice (i know. who would have thought. started her wayyy too late.), keisuke (hes soooo cute like. i wanna look like that tbh. but fortune isnt useful enough and i ran out of time)

speaking of social links i literally hate how they work in this game so so so so much. i dont want to date all these girls! let me hang out with other girls please... this is the biggest example of romance making all these games so much worse. like. what the hell. (aigis is like. the only good female social link (that i finished) (maybe bc she isnt very much a girl))

another mechanic i hate: NOT BEING ABLE TO PICK INHERITED SKILLS. is every ps2 era megaten game like this? i love love love 'sona/demon fusion but it is so much harder to make stupid crazy builds when u have to reroll over and over again. literally just a timewaster. what could have been...i cant believe my lucifer is still weak to ice. WHO USES PEESONAS WITH WEAKNESSES. IN THIS DAY AND AGE????

the extremely strange continuity with 1&2 is fucked up to like. nickelodean sitcom cinematic universe levels. u know.

im still fixated on 5.i make that very obvious. and i do like 5's overall story better (royal being a very big portion of that). but GOD i love love love the theming of this game.

those strega guys r definitely fucking. i literally do not care about them but thats kind of just a fact.

the concept of artificial personas (that kill you) (that u have to take meds for which eventually kill you) REALLYYYY fucks me up what a BANGER CONCEPT. JESUS! JESUS. gg kirijo group.

chidori...(wretched)

akinari... (very wretched)

i dont think i have a favorite. tbh. like i like mitsuru because i like women and shes hot but character wise shes not actually super my type. i like ken because hes the most fucked up ten year old in the world (justice bias). aigis is crazycrazy theres stuff to be said abt her (characters who give metatron bias). yukari is a mean girl and i like that about her (lovers bias). ryoji doesnt have that much screentime for obv reasons but thematically hes cool (guys who beg u to kill them bias). i like the protag a lot (protag bias). yeah

OBVIOUSLY i knew we were gonna die. and when. and where. and how. but :( head in aigis's lap, brushing away her robo-tears... didnt cry but wow this game.

joshua peefee christ figure moment

kimi no kioku is the best 'sona song. period. nyx (avatar)&nyx (nyx) songs go hard too. but man!!!! kimi no kioku!! LOVE how its kind of a motif in so many other parts of the soundtrack, especially near the end...a unifying melody, an overarching theme.

forever from now ill prolly watch the movies just so i can make an amv. this game needs an amv. and unlike pee5 the animovies should cover most of what id want to say in one!

after the answer, ill finally be able to finish eternalpun. im so sorry ive neglected you guys, my friends...my pee2s....

kimi wo i will never leave you <3

i n t r o d u c t o r y - p o s t

‘‘ STANDIN IN THE EYE OF THE STORM ; MY EYES START TO

ROLL TO THE CURL OF YOUR LIPS ,,

haii ^_0 !!! you can call me dusk (or just pup :3c) since i dont really want to attach my real name to this blog || im a 20 year old artist and trans man (really transmasc nonbinary + like a bajillion xenos im hoarding but :P) who uses he/it as well as pup/puppy and hy/hymn pronouns || i primarily call myself a gay man, in general my attraction orientation will always be queer because i grew up queer, my preferences lean heavily toward masculinity however that presents itself || im a good couple years post op for top surgery and ive been off and on t for a little over a year || im incredibly new to having an nsft account so im definitely gonna be a little shy, getting over the mortifying ordeal of being known or whatever; the autism really is not helping w that but we ball

before you go any further !!! this is an 18+ ONLY blog, and i will block anyone who disregards this

DO NOT INTERACT with this blog if you (are) ;

bigoted in any capacity, reblog or engage with pedophilic or zoophilic content, exclusionary, ableist, reblog scat/vomit/gas posts, dont have your age listed anywhere on your account

other than that, feel free to interact however ^_^ i am perfectly fine with wlw blogs interacting with the nonsexual posts or art on my blog but understand that i am !! a man !! and my posts are probably gonna be about other men for the majority >_<

(๑˃ᴗ˂)ﻭ more under the cut

<33 !! ; petplay (specifically puppyplay ^_^), primal play, pup4pup, t4t, ‘deflowering’ (this is a slight one im just a pathetic virgin /pos), a/b/o dynamics, omorashi/watersports, praise, breeding, intox (weed), overstimulation, edging, size diff, somno, hypnotism, cnc, leather and bondage, cockwarming, marking, exhibitionism, free use, monsters >////<, older men and women hehehe, bears 💗✨💞🙏 wolves and foxes 💝🔥💘🫶 big hairy men ‼️💖🙏✨💟, probably more but i cant think of it rn 

🚫 !! ; scat/unhygienic play (including oral p1ssplay specifically when im on the receiving end), anything involving birth, feederism, diapers, detrans, raceplay, ageplay, im not really into anal myself so no asks or anythin about it pls U_U

i use the terms ‘cock’, ‘cunt’, ‘clit’, and ‘puppy parts’ for my genitalia, ‘tits’ or ‘chest’ for my chest, and i looove almost all terms of endearment but ‘puppy’, ‘baby’, ‘good boy’, ‘dog’, ‘mutt’, ‘boy’, and ‘sweet boy/pup’ make my heart flutter <333 im also chubby and refer to my stomach as my tummy or just my stomach most of the time heheh || i love both masc and neutral compliments but fem compliments are okay as well ^_^

#sleepy puppy ramblings - my general babbling

   #whining - exactly what it says on the tin (general debauchery and horniness)

#speak - answering asks if i ever do

  #🍃 - stoner talk

#scribbles - art

if i ever get around to writing out my own scenarios ill add those tags here as well !! i think thats about it, im probably forgetting some stuff, ill probably update this occassionally

‘’ IN THE CENTER OF ECLIPSE ; IN TOTAL DARKNESS I

REACH OUT AND TOUCH ,,

AHH i apologize i didnt mean to worry u. I love pete combo and badger and jesse and personally to me theyre all t4t. to me. also i am endeared to jane shes transgender to me as Well. but yeah very real 🤝 jesse is so. yeah. idk how to verbalize it but i love him very much and he is soo real. ur opinions are so right and epic glad u r enjoying the show!!! thank u again for sharing wish u luck in watching it 🤲 i TOTALLY feel the. 'im a watch feel good cartoons' thing bc my favorite show besides like... spn and brba has been mlp for at least a decade LOLL. anyways thank u very much again for ur input! ^_^

NO I love talking about my bear bones opinions lmao but yeah I love all of them they’re my trans icons so far and us 🤝🏼 watching cartoons for comfort. Ur so real thank u for talking

day 6/7

rose/skyler's writing challenge

day 6 was supposed to b 'a stranger' but i feel like ive written sm ab strangers passing me by n also me being a stranger to others n viewing myself as even a 3rd person party within this strange world so idk if irly feel the need to continue to elaborate on dat. so im skipping it. n day 7 is ..

“an ex crush/bf/gf”

he is young, and he is selfish. he rashly states no one serves him any purpose and i think it is so optimistically nihilistic. he is vague. and thinks he is the reason why i am now fully gay. he jokes that he can read my mind. but we are not friends nor enemies or anything really defined. he makes me feel like im falling behind. as if queerness isnt something we r all collectively experiencing in real time. i was raised to be ashamed of my queerness while he was taught it was an identity to embrace. 24 fucking k. followers on his tiktok because of how hes gay. my transness felt like a shadow bc he initially said he was only t4t but i was "an exception.' how disillusioning in the eye of perception so. forget the way i would bind my chest in fun house like mirror reflections.

he was always and still is perpetually and constantly in a state of love. n its beautiful but dont think he thinks even love is even fully enough.

all the things i write. the poetry and the stupid rhythmic rhymes. i think he asked to feed his ego not rly 2 see my mind. cuz i fucked up and wrote something long when we split and then he thought my long words were dramatically writ. but i write and i write for me. n whats funny is that he thought he knew me within a matter of weeks. he lies he lies he lies but oh he has widened eyes. lies so sweet bc they r not just excuses but things u withhold. to him,this world is new to behold, and to him, this world is his. n i can tell while he sips on tall glasses of beer then turning over my phone to check what time it is.

but i would be lying if i said i didnt still wait by the phone and wish drugs would make me feelsomething similar to when his name would pop up.

he jokes i was an era and a season like summer. but. leaves change and even autumn has passed us by and he makes me feel responsible for the guilt he feels inside. he says i hate him as if its an apology so i end up caring for all of the factoring probabilities. i think to myself that hating him would have made things easier. but i have grown quite exhausted pretending that i have. as if the last few months i had not woken up aching and stupidly fucking sad.

but he doesnt make me feel as good as he did when we first met and thats because things kan never be the same when u try to re do things with an 'ex'

I HAV BRONCHITIS N I QUIT KETAMINE!!!!!!!!!!!

And no dis is NAWT a bacterial Lawn metal reference!!!! A SCRUB IS THE 70’s EQUIVALENT OF A MUNCH N I AM DEF A MUNCH. N in Lieu of trans awareness week i wuld like to state tht I am not only t4t , I yam munch 4 lunch , rawr 4 XD , agnostik bottom leaning switch 4 coexi$t pink strap switch N as julia fox says , the big 3 are kloe kourtney n kim !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Is it just meh or is bushwick gettin domesticated???? I hav a crush on my new neighbor who looks like lorde farquade. i saw him sitting on the stoop in the morning N my pick up line wuz. Heyz. Do u like K’z ??? He said it’s been a long time ….we all kno whut dat means. i JuST HEArd someone running and rapping to I jus wanna Rawk by lil uzi??? W all the ahh’s aahh’s ahhh’s in it too!.?!!?! omgg.

AS THA YR COMES CLOSER 2 AN END ID LIK TO SAY IF WE FUKED NO WE DIDNT N IF WE DAted n Broke UuP it was UR FAULT NOT MYNE . i has learnt a lotz of lessons like . If u hav a chance to b at wiz khalifas vip table u shuld take it even if he’s misogyner instead of b in a haunted apt in st markz , Dont close ur eyes on K , If there’s a Mice infectstation in ur Apt n they r eating ur ramen, Still , it doesn’t matter , don’t Contavt ur landlord , and fuk bitchez n eat nutella .

Lyfe has been lyfeing as in its cold n seasonal depression is a real ting and I impulsively dyed my hair red again and i guess im gonna start baking now to stay warm cuz the heater in my room makes a lot of noise N it scares meh . Mi therapist is nice n let's meh cry every time im in front of him n he lets me also use the whole box of tissuez. he said i have cPTSD which i think is cool pussy throb sexybitch disorder. I want to throw hand on whoever ate all tha adderall in this country cuz im losin it.

Goin 2 tha winter post apocalyptic rave wuz fun but tha dolly parton themed bar wuz nawt. We walked Dam near 5 miles for dat sheit n then i h@d to stretch out my bionOnz after . NOT K3wL. met mi fwendz k plug who happenz to be a Quiet lesbian psychic.

Noice.

My reading at kgb wuz fun but i almost threw up but every1 liked my last poem i think n i closed tha nite ifTht counts for anything but then a stupid weird boy followed us after the reading into the smoke shop to offer us crack n So i had to cuss a bitch out. We then ran around tha city singing to mindless self indulgence n tha killerzz real loud then I realized.

i dont wanna live forever. i wanna live every day and share it with those i love, making scenes by scream singing at duane reed. getting so high you allend up in the bath. look at each other's silly tattoos and laugh. watch youtube videos then fall asleep. everyone's arms entangled around each other. memorize each other's snoring. steal at whole foodz in the morning. feed the rats pumpkin spice whipped cream cuz they like that. But don't get tha Hollandaise s@ice. It tastez like lemony but tuh.

Shuld i stop romanticizing my youth????? bc Yes,there will never ever be another time i'll feel this free n naive but i will also learn more n more n realize how stupid i hav been by all of these fucking mistakes N mayb it's time for me to grow up

THANK THA LAWRD dat scorpio season is OVA cuz dat mystical ass passive aggressive symbolic angelicdemonic a$$ shiet kan go somewhere else nOw.

Iwant matt healy to spin me around like a globe withhis fingers like a peace sign And more he/they's in bushwick :-[ If matt healy was a he they I wuld def make sure i dOnt Lite his cigarette badkwardszMEH.. TBH i been depressed as hell so i dun got much 2 say this week but mayb nxt week :-]

Til den ,

Ur fav cuck at unter. Rennvbabv6927