i'm rereading one of my sources, The Sight by David Clement-Davies. i was Kipcha and my brother, Huttser, was our pack's dominant male, or Dragga in the wolf language. i'm really hoping that it will help me remember more of my life as i remember almost none of it. i do know that things diverged from canon for us quite a bit.

i just wish i could find someone — anyone — who's read the book. fuck, i've never met anybody who has so much as heard of it. i just want to be able to talk to someone about what we went through. it hurts so much knowing that i will never find anyone who might understand.

i miss my pack. i miss my brother, Huttser, and my sister in Tratto, Palla. i miss my beloved Khaz. i miss my friend Skop. i miss our old nurse and storyteller, Brassa. i miss Bran, our nervous little Sikla who would have fought to the death for us all. i miss my niece and nephew, Larka and Fell. i miss my adopted son Kar. hell, i even miss Morgra.

that prophecy... that horrific prophecy. it destroyed us. we thought we were just another pack, but our fates were decided thousands of years before any of us were even born. we wanted to raise Larka and Fell, we wanted to grow old or die defending our lands, but instead our paths intertwined with that of Wolfbane, the Man Varg, and the Sight.

that prophecy took my children from me before i ever got to have them. it took Khaz from me. it took my life before i had ever had a chance to truly live. and yet, despite all the pain and all the heartbreak, i would live that life all over again in a second just so i could once again experience the freedom and love that are a Varg's birthright.

i want a second chance. 🐺

— Kipcha

Khaz, is it you? are you there? am i falling in love with you all over again in another life? there's this handsome man i've fallen for. he reminds me so much of you! it's the softness in his eyes, i think. i told him about being otherkin, & he says he doesn't think he has any kintypes, but he's never read The Sight. maybe it's just wishful thinking. it probably is. but by Tor, i hope it's you. we didn't get the lives with each other we should have had. --Kipcha #🐺🍂🔮🌲🏔

i am literally begging the kinmunity to read The Sight by David Clement-Davies, espescially if you're wolfkin. im so alone. i just want someone to talk to. even if they're me! -Kipcha 🐺🍂🔮🌲🏔

i just want to run with my pack again. i miss my drappa, my dragga, all of my fellow varg. i even miss morgra because at least she was part of home. - Kipcha 🐺🍂🔮🌲🏔