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would like to have these on here cause .. well .. yea 😀
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fukuchi and fukuzawa’s friendship hits different when you’ve had a toxic obsessive teenage besties situationship with a lowkey narcissist
#fukufuku#i am still uncertain about fukuchi but idk man…trying to undo reality and doing a fascism doesn’t make him very sympathetic to me!#fukuzawa#fukuchi#vita.txt#his whole ‘i dont want to commit atrocities but i have no choice 🥺’ thing icks me out#dgmw i feel bad for him because hes been super fucked up#but i think he is or is going to be intentionally paralleled with the orphanage director 😶
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#honestly they moved me to a different office right now so im not alone in my place anymore and tbh i should not be complaining bc at least#this one gets warn fast and im not in the open first to call usually and all but idk i feel like an intruder there and miss having lots of#place and the fact noone seen my screen etc and just overall i would prefer sitting next to the guys but also 😶 idk i just dont like anyone#hearing my phone calls etc and also i fucked up at work today BADLY but noone knows yet and this sounds like i fuck up a lot but i always#called the smaller mistakes this too i guess shskd also i almsof argued with a man who's our client on the phone but for gods sake i do know#i am right and idk if he's making me feel stupid or something or is he using one of my mistakes for his own good idk idk idk it will be a#nightmare to make this work now#and also we are having some kind of meeting with food etc tomorrow in the office upstairs but also rhe atmosphere is so not it and dudes not#at work tomorrow and he should be the one in there and like idk it all works like a fucked up chaos i also almost argued with the d irector#today bc of this lmao almost on dude's behalf bc tht waa the situation that pissed me off first#and i got to walk or catch a bus home tomorrow and like my mind does work so fast and keeps overthinking lately 😕#walking isnt the best best for me tbh#also i made plans with my friend and i do hope i open to her during the weekend bc i want to talk about everything so badly but at the same#time idk like i cant talk about personal things anymore (except here) she doesn't know what is making w suffer 😔#i think i made a decision about monday tho not the best one but both were bad so at least here i am...#anyone i am still helpless and that's what the sentence will end at bc i don't want to say the same thing again and again and again#anywya i have to delete this bc its too much details soon
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schedule send for emails, my sweet darling child 😭💖
#so the manager thing has become official today because i got a pay raise for it!#but being full time here means i am. Wholly Unavailable for substituting at the schools.. if i am not at work there is nobody to run the#store (which ... 😮💨) SO i finally mustered up the courage to email the substitute team about the whole thing bc they asked me to update#them as we got closer to my manager's due date + it is now That Time#so 🕴️im so scared lol.. they were willing to block me out for august + just asked for an update if i needed to be blocked out for oct and#november so im sure it will all be fine but 😖😖 i didn't have september excluded and. i will not be substituting this month as u can tell#🥴#i think it will be okay but our employment terms explicitly state we are supposed to sub 4 days a month 🕴️ just nervous I'll get in trouble#for Not Doing That this month 🕴️ but I'm more than willing to make the time up later in the year when things calm down at work so!!!#fingers crossed everything works out.. anyways i scheduled the email for 8am tomorrow bc I'd feel unprofessional emailing them abt this at#This Late Hour ykwim 😶 pray for me comrades! 🙏🏼🥣🌋#sriracha.txt
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literally do not understand why people will come on this website and actively engage in activities that are Not Fun. like why would you do that. what is the appeal. this is the website where you’re supposed to only do Fun Things on your specifically tailored Fun Blog. why do you people not like Having Fun. does it give you joy to write discourse essays or argue with people or send hateful anons??? is that fun for you?????? I just genuinely don’t get it. why would you do it if it’s not Fun
#ok I admit this is ab the amount of discourse I see about ofmd 😶 don’t kill me#but like. can y’all just chill for TWO seconds#it’s a fucking. silly comedic pirate show#why do you people spend so much time and energy arguing with people over the moral ethics of the pirate show it’s so funny#but also exhausting to witness#it’s one thing to engage critically with a piece of media#it’s another thing to just overanalyze everything and argue 24/7#you are allowed to have critical and nuanced opinions like. in your head. and not argue with people about them#just bc I limit my blog to only Fun Posts doesn’t mean I don’t have complex opinions ab the characters and shit#I just don’t feel the need to throw my hat into the fucking clown rodeo that saps your soul like the dark crystal#I think there’s a difference between having critical discussions about media and trying to analyze it deeper#and like. just making things up to get mad about#I’m not saying we should never engage in debate ever I just don’t understand the urge to engage in discourse that’s not actually meaningful#like y’all realize you could just Not Do That right?????
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oughhh i am in such a helia mood i feel like i haven't talked about him in ages but also i've said literally everything already what more can i say oughhhhhhhhh
#yknow actually i have been trying to make more wi.nx art but ueueue it's so hard#i give up so fast too like why wouldnt i#also!! ive been making sketches of fairy helia and how do we feel about fairy of electricity helia 😶#its definitely not my favorite flavor of fairy helia#but i was thinking about how his string weapons can electrocute things and i was wondering if that's the weapon or him#im pretty sure its the weapon since we have seen magical/techy weapons#but the idea of helia being associated with electricity is so funny to me#like its So against him like he hates technology#its very funny#like out of all the magic powers you could give him electricity is the most out there like what#fairy of lightning... even worse somehow#i love my fairy of creation helia but i wanted to play around with something else!#idk... ough.....#oh ive also fully succumbed to The Cringe and have been designing more winxsona transformations#i cant figure enchantix out its so pretty and so hard to design i ue
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the 3 miles of disclaimers i feel compelled to write to ramble about my oc
#toy txt post#TO BE FAIR TO ME. A FAIR AMOUNT MIGHT NOT FEEL NECESSARY IF I COULD JUST. WRITE THE WHOLE THING#WHICH WOULD GIVE PPL CONTEXT TO THE CHARACTER'S SITUATION AND RELATIONSHIPS WITH EACH OTHER AND HOW THEY ARE LIKELY TO APPROACH THINGS#AND CONTEXTUALIZE THEIR REACTIONS. AND ALSO WHERE I ACTUALLY WRITING#LIKE FOR REAL AND NOT JUST RAMBLING. I WOULD FEEL MORE COMPELLED TO AT LEAST SEPARATE THE DISCLAIMERS OUT MORE CLEANLY#anyway. uh. who said that. you saw nothing#torn between 'the scene i ended up describing isnt even That bad i couldve gotten way more graphic about it' and#'oh i should delete that no one should read that#😶😶😶😶😶😶😶😶😶😶😶😶😶😶#i will say. i think im pretty hilarious for headless dove do not eat. uwu#anyway uhhhhhhhhhhhh shout out to that one scene from devilman crybaby i guess. i wont say which one but it sure did lastingly impact my#psyche in a way i will never forget and continue to be haunted by to this day! now im making an oc do it uwu subjecting other ppl to it#with slightly more warning than netflix gave me. uwu uwu#anyway. ugh. need to scrape all that out and copy paste it into a document and clean it up and then never touch it again#and then think about drawing it then decide against it
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if there is one media i grew up with, experienced it in different times of my life and kept love in my heart for it, despite not talking about it much often it would be gotg. I watched the first movie back in second or third grade, the year it launched on a pirated USB stick, and i wasnt supposed to. My dad put it on the tv, thinking i was asleep but i was not and i watched it secretly out of curiosity. I was immediately interested in all these fun characters. Its not like i havent watched many action movies my parents would put on after i was supposed to be asleep, but this one was different. I re-watched it many times, created the silliest self insert ocs for the universe, WROTE A BOOK BASED ON SAID OCS AND A FEW CHARACTERS I LIKED AND SHOWED IT TO MY SCHOOL AND FAMILY (they were so proud and so was i, until they made me read a passage from it in front of the entire class like 3 years later)). Then i watched the second movie at the cinema, LOVED IT, i remember it being such a fun movie (i sadly watched it only one time) and it fulled my mcu interest all the way through 2017-2019 until endgame happened and my mcu phase was over. I havent watched any movies after endgame and i dont think i will, except for gotg 3. I need to see it. I know i'll bawl my eyes during it because i already started weeping while watching the trailer. I love these characters so much, i love these movies so much, they are full of personality and color and humour and awesome music !!!!! I love S.tarlord so much and idc about his actor, but the character has impacted me and my creativity so , so much (in a good way). I love all of the Guardians and I wish to re watch the movies and that holiday special they made recently, but we'll see if i suceed. If i do, you can expect a GOTG!Ishigeru AU as well HAHA
#it sounds im having fun but i still feel numb . i wish i could say i smiled while thinking and writing this but no#but i do love it. my heart knows i am happy about all my passions. but i feel numb and its frustrating#i care so much and i would express it accordingly through my emotions#but now im kinda just😶#i miss experiencing emotions#i did say i cried but it was for a mere 10 seconds and i enjoyed it all#because i miss feeling things the proper way#now i just get angry and thats it#i miss my expression of happiness and sadness and nostalgia#i havent felt nostalgia in years and im serious about it#its a sensation like tingling in your hands and ears#i used to feel so much i used to feel alive#because i adore these things and i know that#but i cant express it. and it makes me feel terrible
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if you ever make me pronounce the word "squirrel" out loud there's a high chance i will want to scream and cry bc it's such a challenge for my finnish tongue 😭
#for some reason i had to say 'squirrel' like four times today and it still didn't get any easier. torture.#smth abt the sound combo sqrl is just big No for me. 😐 it makes me sound so stupid fr#today was rlly nice btw. im just mad at myself that i put my hair up in a ponytail out of habit#bc i would have looked so much cuter w/ my hair down and a pink beanie on 😑😑😑 oh well.....#it snowed a lot. v wintery vibes for november.#also. a girl held my hand to keep it warm while i had to google some things#and even tho it was completely platonic my brain completely shut down 😶😶😶😶 hdhskdjfldld#SEE I EVEN TYPED 'COMPLETELY' TWICE BC JUST THINKING ABT IT MAKES ME FEEL WARM UGH#my posts
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as some people know. I have pronouns. This is a dilemma
#i completely understand that it/its pronouns are not easy for strangers to just Use lol they dont roll off the tongue#theyre not really practical to go by in a school setting imo but now i have to pick a placeholder set of pronouns...?#instinct says they/them bc i wanna flag to other nb ppl that i am nb in no uncertain terms#but those like arent my pronouns so i feel like a little bit of self betrayal even figuring this out 😶 like I dont want to lie to people#so then im like maybe i should just use she/her and then when i meet someone i like be like listen. i have a secret set of pronouns lmaooo#because she/her is a much more common set of public facing pronouns if that makes any sense like a common mask#AND ONE LAST THING. i lowkey wish i could be brave and impractical and be Visible to cishets as someone who uses neos#bc like i wna be loyal to my nb identity and help normalize it a tiny bit ..... :/ but i know there are also queer ppl who#hate neopronouns bc they scare and bewilder their oppressors and make the community 'look bad.' (to the oppressor. lol.)🫣#and while i do not buy into that thought process at all i know my feelings will be way way way more hurt if i get backlash from#another queer person.#there is even more nuance that i wont mention but anyway i am overthinking this So Much good god#gravel#qomh#can you read this and give me advice#im prbly just gonna use she/her at school i think? does that sound like a good plan
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It kinda hard to move in to a foreign country /:
#i live in belgium now#am in school and all#but i'm feelinf really alone#all my friends and family are away#and i reallt struggle to make friends at school#like everyone made a group of friends with each other and i'm just#😶#i try to befriend people but i suck at social things lol#been crying a lil tonight but it's ok it makes me feel better
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long time no post I don’t even have time to vent anymore I’m just . So busy. Like chaos absolute chaos the past few weeks I’m stressed out my freaking marbles. And then they got our boy Colin yesterday !! They fucked his shit up!! Uli and I were kinda worried bc he hadn’t stopped by to check his plants u know he’s like pretty much always there at the house. and it turns out he was in the hospital like wtfffff literally the day I make him stupid gluten free banana bread he got jumped by a group of guys and they like literally beat him to a pulp and left him on the side of the road wtfffff no !!!! Not our little guy!!! he needs to start carrying something to protect himself that’s so scary like if u saw his poor face. They like fractured his skull or some shit for what. For 2 ounces. He went to high school with these guys. Like I was so shocked when uli told me like no way. Anyway we’re all furious we’re going to go out and slash their tires and key their trucks n shit. Stupid ass redneck idiots. Deserve to have their faces beaten to shit like what they did to our buddy just ugh that makes me so mad
#people are such scumbags like even if u think u know someone u don’t#there are no friends in the drug game.#anyway I’m struggling to balance my new job and also getting packed up and moved out like I have 1 week basically#I’ll be at San Japan when I’m supposed to give the keys to the landlord so ig I’ll make uli do it#Colin was supposed to help me move but I’m thinking he needs to sit this one out well be fine without him#maybe we can get josh to help#ugh just . stress#we’re going to the state fair this weekend tho so maybe I can just kinda. relax a little#just chill out for a bit#I’ve been so tightly wound for so long like I feel all the stress in my shoulders and neck like AGGHHHHH#honestly I’m not excited for state fair kinda like . bc uli’s friends are coming and Felipe is too#so that’ll be like my first time actually hanging out with Felipe which is so weird#considering he’s uli’s roommate like you think I’d interact with him more often#but I feel like he haTES me like I feel like he’s literally been avoiding me since uli and I met#plus he’s walked in on us having sex twice in the past week so now I can’t even look him in the face I’m just like 😶#uli’s like “’yeah he’ll probably only joke abt it once or twice’#and I’m like NOOOO HE BETTER NOT not even once please for the love of god#not in front of all his friends he better noT that’s so embarrassing#that’s so embarrassing after the second time I was like no no I cannot be in this house anymore I can’t show my face here ever again#whatever man i got bigger fish to fry here like I have other things to worry about ugh forget abt it forget about it#tess talks
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Ouch ouch owie :(
#the end of volume 2 is still making me sad :(#no spoilers don’t worry!!#but I had such a hard time sleeping last night#I just felt so so so upset#and I woke up so :(#plus I was telling one of my sisters in law yesterday about my bad dream#and I was telling her that it happened cuz I have this ‘burden meter’ in my head like#every time I do something wrong it’s filling up that burden meter until that person decides they’re done with me#and my other sister in law was like ‘you don’t need to worry about that! the things you ask for are normal and your mistakes are human’#and the other was like ‘well actually… you might want to be careful about becoming a burden’#and it was like 😶#mostly cuz. I just wanted reassurance like. because I always feel like I’m a burden on everyone#and I know she meant well and her thought was that she would tell me her family’s experience with that so that I could be careful#but all it did was make my anxiety shoot through the roof#and now I’m trying to fight off my brain’s desire to lock myself back up in my head so I don’t do or say anything wrong again#like it’s not her fault; she couldn’t have known and she meant well#but I just feel awful now :(#I just feel scared of that burden meter again#ah anyways I’ll feel better after some food and iced coffee but#right now I’m just :(((((#ren speaks#vent tw
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bury me standing under your window (romeo montague voice) (take this to YOUR grave)
#*taps mic* *knocks on glass* *knocks on wood* is this thing on. what the hell is going on here...... are u 2 okay. no? no?#WISH THAT I WAS AS INVISIBLE AS YOU MAKE ME FEEL....#myevilposts#fall out boy#music#😶
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besties who take both anxiety meds and adhd meds do you find you spiral less but when you do it’s a lot harsher and more calculated. like it’s less “i feel terrible all the time” and more “i’m hyper focused on how terrible this moment right now is” bc i’m feelin less than stellar :/
#i’m good mostly the after effects now#but last night was a rough one ™#i just get so existential and think a lot about cynicism and our relation to eachother and it makes me so upset and crazy it makes me 😶#took my anxiety meds this morning before falling asleep then slept late and took my adhd ones later in the day to kindve offset things#and got super manic and cleaned the whole house to keep myself occupied#but i’m calming down now and feel… :/ again
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Different positions w/ Miguel 🤭
okay I have MANY thoughts, scooch closer and listen up
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✧.┊ MASTERLIST
18+ fem!reader, mdni !!
firstly, I think he's a simple guy when it comes to sex. he doesn't really like anything too crazy or too experimental. he's a sexy beautiful HUNK of a man, but I think he's particular in who he's intimate with, so I don't think he does one-night stands. he much prefers to do it with the woman he loves, simple
missionary
✧ I feel like it would be the most intimate and intense, most passionate too
✧ he loves to cage you against the mattress, and his big huge muscly arms would be either side of you and he'd be so close to you, omg?? like literally no space to breathe ! ? ! ?
✧ he'd be only focused on you- your eyes, your facial expressions and your noises. solely you
✧ he also loves the feeling of your boobs pressed against his big ol' man titties
✧ loves to take it slow in this position, like he's making love to you. fucking you like he loves you. it’s turning me on too much to think of a way to expand this thought (😶)
✧ kisses your throat and neck a lot too !!
✧ loves to put a pillow under your hips to hit into you in a tad deeper
✧ he loves when you wrap your arms and legs around him, clinging and holding onto him
✧ he can feel you swallow him and clamp around him much more in this position and it does wild things to him
✧ cups your jaw and holds behind your neck
✧ he tells you how pretty you are
doggy
✧ he's a BEAST when fucking you from behind, I feel like the position is naturally that, but he probs gets carried away
✧ he's maybe a little rough on your hips and ass cheeks, squeezes you and leaves a ton of marks and scratches
✧ fucks you into the mattress for sure!! even if you collapse against the bed, he'd grip your waist, pulling your ass back up so he can plough into you
✧ sometimes he forgets how BIG he actually is (not just his dick) probs crushes you a lil, but he’s angelic and it's cute, so it's okay <3
✧ he reaches around to circle your clit with his thumb
✧ kisses your back and shoulder when he leans over you too
✧ you go extra cockdrunk in doggy, and he loves it
✧ fucks you like he hates you
✧ he tells you how good you are for him, how you take him so well
cowgirl
✧ he def likes control so this isn't always one he opts for. but if he's inside of you, he literally doesn't care
✧ but sometimes if he's had a long day, he loves to have you straddle his hips and look up at you when you rock over his cock
✧ if he's led down, he grips your upper thighs, waist, hips, the lot- just anything he can reach. he guides you over him if you're being too slow, or if you're teasing him too much. he prefers up and down, rather you circling your hips/ side to side
✧ but if he's sat on a chair and you're on top, he loves to bury his face in your tits. his arms would be wrapped around you, fingers spread wide, gripping your back and practically holding you to his face
✧ plays with your nipples too (tongue or thumb and index)
✧ and bc he's just so fucking big and tall, you'd probs be in each other's eye line when you're straddling his lap (maybe?? depending on proportions)
✧ but slow and kinda sensual, he def swallows your moans and whimpers
✧ he tells you how good you look (in case you're insecure about the angle) and tells you that you have pretty tits
spooning
✧ feel like this is a slow, easy morning classic for him
✧ and SO touchy, omg ????????
✧ plays with your tits from behind and teases your clit too
✧ kisses the back of your neck, shoulder area
✧ skims his fangs over your skin too
✧ dirty talk… behind your ear… quiet and gravelly… raspy and strangled (good lord)
✧ you’re tighter in position so he goes extra slow as he knows he won’t last
✧ he tells you how good you feel
against the wall
✧ he's a hunk so he carries you like it's nothing
✧ holds you up against the wall from under your ass (his huge hands spread over your cheeks) pinning you to it as he fucks up into you
✧ he loves it when you grip his meaty shoulders for support
✧ ESPECIALLY when your face drops into the nape of his neck and you kinda go all limp
✧ when you whine and cry out against him… it drives him crazy !!
✧ he tells you how good you're making him feel
extras, bc ily and I just can’t stop myself 😌
✧ ladies first!! he's a firm believer that you should cum at least once before he gets inside you, let alone cum. but that's different depending on the session, ie, you sucking him off or you being the dom
✧ praises you, sometimes degrades you, but it’s sprinkled in praise (“pretty dirty girl” or something)
✧ doesn’t mean to hurt you, but he always kisses and caresses the parts he hurt
✧ he's big on eye contact
✧ very touchy and grabby
✧ he can’t relax if you can’t, he needs you to be into it, ready and in the mood, if not, he can’t fuck you (it feels wrong) so he always preps you to assure that
✧ king of “oh, yeah?” and “hm?”
✧ calls you a bunch of sweet terms of endearment
✧ rambles spanish curses when he cums
✧ loves to cum inside. breeding kink
✧ he’s HUGE so maybe has a size kink
✧ love when you use him for your own need, like thigh riding, loves that shit. he always encourages you, touches and holds you, praises you as well
✧ hip and thigh kinda dude. loves your tummy if you have a bit of squidge
✧ he’s a needy bottom
✧ grunts and groans !! he doesn't whimper (unless he's overstimulated, then he makes these strained and strangled noises, and a couple incoherent blabbers)
✧ heavy on communication (he wants to know that you're enjoying yourself too) and for you to tell him he's making you feel good bc that turns him ON
✧ AFTERCARE ???? NEXT LEVEL OMG especially if it was an intense session
✧ he'd be so sweet and gentle with you after (bc he loves you, duh)
✧ would reassure you, saying that he doesn't actually think you're a whore or a slut. it was just something spur of the moment
✧ wash together, then eat and watch a movie or something
✧ treats you like a princess… his princess 😩
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artwork by shuploc**
#miguel o'hara#miguel o’hara imagine#miguel x reader#miguel o’hara smut#miguel o’hara headcanon#miguel o’hara x reader#miguel ohara#miguel smut#miguel ohara x reader#miguel headcanons#miguel spiderverse
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