Designed this Palazzo in the suburbs of Mantua for  @Federico-II-Gonzaga #MarquessofMantua. Snuck some personal touches in the design #IfYouKnowYouKnow ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡° ) hehehehe. Meant for the above average patron, comment below if you understood! The interior has a Greco-Roman mythology motif (will post later). Pretty cool stuff tbh. Had fun making this piece! Don't ask about the horse room... #Weird (jk Federico XD your horses are cool, thx for the commission! <3)

Remember to take risks and push boundaries! You can be defiant and a gentlemen, it's possible! #Respect ♡( •ॢ◡-ॢ)✧˖° ♡ EDIT: Federico II Gonzaga is Duke of Mantua now, sorry about the confusion!（>﹏<）#congrats

exhausted health update because I have to rant somewhere lol

So we're ending day 12 of my mysterious right-sided numbness. It's moved from just my torso all the way down my right leg to my toes, so now I'm just hobbling around half numb rip. And now the torso numbness feels like im being vacuum sealed or something, just a horrible tightness and lack that makes it impossible to ignore. Went to the ER the other night and had 2 panic attacks within the span of the several hours I was there, got my bloodwork redone and a cat scan which all came back with a big Nothing on them. They told me I needed an MRI but that I'd have to go through my Primary Care and after I told them my primary wouldnt see me until May they referred me to a new primary not in my network so that's been a dead end rip. So far everyone is pointing at my horrific anxiety as the cause but not one doctor has actually offered me help for the anxiety despite me having the active panic attacks in the office lol. My Primary wont see me for several months despite the severity of my current condition and none of the mental health programs I've reached out to will get back to me so for now I'm just. Existing in this anxiety Ouroboros where my anxiety causes my numbness which causes anxiety which causes numbness. I'm trying stupid home remedies to try and minimize the active anxiety attacks but so far we've just been circling around alternating Holy Basil, Benadryl and literally just drinking Rum and going to sleep, which sure all help my anxiety a little maybe but also make it almost impossible for me to function normally during the day. This is making art difficult so commissions are going slow which is obviously making me more anxious lol. I also am home alone most of the week managing the household, which is made more difficult since right now the numbness in my foot/leg makes it dangerous for me to drive and difficult for me to get around my house to do daily tasks. Idk man I'm just tired as all hell and I seem to vacillate wildly between full anxiety breakdowns and depressive/dissociative episodes. At any rate during the week I'll just be constantly calling and harassing every doctor/therapist I can get a number for trying to find someone who will be able to either address my anxiety directly or can at least get me into an MRI to rule out MS or anything else that ISNT anxiety. I'm going to become the bane of the medical profession for a while. Wish me luck!

Sure would be a shame if someone were to…… give me their fresh outta 2015 ajr living room cd for free…. Yeah even worse if they throw in some merch from the time 😔😔

feeling uncooperative with the prompts in the meme. between cheech and old pat which one would survive a joint venture into a thrift store? and which of them would you convert into a minor league baseball player if you had a magic wand

God yeah I reblogged that list and then read the questions and was like...this list is wack lol. Anyway THANK YOU these questions are much more important and gets really into the Hearts and Minds of these men.

Who survives a joint venture to the thrift store: Old Pat. It's Old Pat. Man has looked 40 years old since he hit puberty and has just kept growing older. Old man is in his element with the real senior citizens. However it is very important to me to mention that they're going to a bespoke thrift store for like farm and cowboy shit. Cheech could handle normal thrifting. Cheech would be great at normal thrifting. But take him to a store where it's JUST vintage farming equipment and cowboy leather shit and that city boy is going to panic. Old Pat is having a blast looking at pieces of metal that clearly spark joy in his construction worker heart but make NO sense to Cheech, son of academics, WHL overager. Cheech agreed to come to the store to push the cart but now he is manfully deep breathing while Old Pat examines a metal thing with rings. Is it for horses? Is it for wearing? Is it a BDSM thing? Do you put it on a tractor? Cheech is scared. (It is literally just a beval bit.) These stores don't exist in the Bay Area but maybe they do in idk Manitoba or Michigan or whatever. Or Gilroy, where all our dreams come true.

Minor league baseball player: the thing is, we're on Sieloff Watch (KING. ANNOUNCE YOUR RETIREMENT OR SIGN SOMEWHERE BEFORE I THROW UP) and Cheech is having his hot girl summer. So I'm inclined to say Cheech, just bc I think he has a shot in hell of making it OUT of minor league baseball. Also he is handsome like a baseball player. He has the looks for it. Not that you have to be handsome to be a baseball player but it helps. Can you imagine that man in the humid outfield of some nameless town in the San Joaquin Valley, fighting for his life in the game, the top three buttons of his jersey are undone, his curls are wilting, the uhhhh idk Fresno Nightcrawlers, AA for some cursed af West Coast team, are down 9-7 in the 8th, when the skies open up and it starts pouring...the stands, already two-thirds empty on a Tuesday night clear, while the teams run for cover under the downpour. Nick stands in the outfield and tilts his head toward the sky, feeling, for a moment, relief and peace.

ADHD craves socialization and makes me text several people at once. Autism gets overwhelmed when I get several replies back. Do you see my dilemma

just realized ice never shown you guys angel... Isnt she the prettiest girl youve ever seen.

GODDDD i just miss being able to watch new episodes of riverdale live and have FUN with them. i remember watching the josie and the pussycats episode in my tiny single dorm room with like 5 of my friends packed onto my twin bed and when archie kissed kevin on the cheek we all ERUPTED in a screaming fit. and then a few weeks later we all did the same thing with the next to normal episode and again like when charles burst into the room singing we stood up and cheered like our sports team had just scored a touchdown or whatever. and even though i didn’t really like s6 very much it STILL had moments like these in the majority of episodes. but now every week i watch it alone in my bed on my laptop and i spend the entire time brain rottingly bored at best and genuinely upset and angry at worst. like what happened i miss riverdale!!!! :(

komaeda anon: im cryigng,

also btw ougjgjg did you ever go into depth how the horrors exactly happened? like why exactly the ppl put the kids of the remnants but also the ult hopp's kid in a killing game?? 😭

*rubs my hands together evilly* Horrors Time I've let the concept of The Horrors stew long enough yeah? I'm just gonna explain the idea cause I cant explain how and why without explaining what's fully going on ok so NHPA is mostly staffed by either old HPA staff that survived the tragedy or FF members who were moved over, the school (and it's siblings HPES and HPMS) are heavily if not primarily funded by the FF and has become kinda a hub for the FF's little pet projects. The school is still split but in a less obvious way, and while Super High School Levels are still scouted (That's how Kokichi ended up going to NHPA) they still accept students through a regular entrance exam process but they clearly prioritize the Super High School Levels above the talentless kids and dont mix classes between them. So with the school's quieter prioritization of the super high school levels and their penchant for housing "Pet projects" for the FF, the V3 kiddos ended up being one of those projects (And it game them an excuse to get all of the remnant kids and shuichi in one class without raising too much suspicion "Well we wouldnt want the Super High School Levels to outpace the talentless kids" and all that) So here's what they did. They slipped a few vaguely worded consent forms into the stacks and stacks of paperwork that had to be signed to attend the school at all and from there took full liberty to play around with the kiddo's brains a bit. Building off of the NWP they put all the kiddos in a sort of vr experience and while in there, had most of their previous memories locked away (Any time they tried to think of those memories either leading the program to invent temporary new ones that would fade out shortly after exiting the program, or just leave mental static) The longer the kids spend inside the program the longer it takes for the real memories to come back. Worse comes to worse, the kids will automatically be ejected from the program the split second before they die (they can still feel the pain of that death tho and the placebo effect is a fucking bitch) As for why it's a killing game at all? Think about it for a second. The first killing game ended with a lot of dead kids but it also gave rise to the Ultimate Hope and killed Junko Enoshima herself once and for all, and the second killing game had no real deaths (as far as they're concerned) and rehabilitated a group of kids who were considered FAR beyond repair, in the eyes of the FF, what's a few broken eggs for the sake of hope? As for why these kids specifically? For Shuichi specifically, it's a bit of a question of if they would be able to artificially craft themselves a third "Ultimate Hope" and for the kids of the remnants it's the question of if or if not they're naturally inclined toward the more violent path out (the non remnant kiddos being a control group for this experiment) Kokichi himself is just generally someone they're keeping their eyes on alongside Shuichi due to his lineage but they've been watching Kokichi in secret for a long time. (They want to experiment on him and Shuichi SO BAD)

I mean. if you *really* want an answer...

I blame my parents giving me unmonitored access to the ABC3 channel where they aired Vampire Knight every week for my current obsession with Vampires, I was like eight and highly impressionable 🙄

I love a protagonist that's just a whore

just had a battle to the death with a horse wasp this shit was straight out of a sitcom i swear

does this work at all?

moon/ivory/cream (stained tertiary)

Why do people who vape treat me asking them to not do it where I have to work bc I don't want to be forced to inhale it like it's completely unreasonable. Sorry but just bc it doesn't reek as bad as cigarettes doesn't mean it's healthy to inhale and I'd preferably not have sticky, powdery smelling air in my lungs just bc you're too lazy to open a window or not do it inside in the first place.

What you decide to put into your lungs is none of my business but I'd really prefer to have a choice in what I put in mine as well.

Absolutely thrilled, bought a girl off the market to help improve Hard Luck Won’s below average shoulder genetics, and lo and behold

She’s a grey

Literally so excited omg. Both her parents are dapple greys, but I didn’t see that before I bought her and just

Ahhhhh I was trying to find a girl that had some pretty colors since Lucky’s just a bay, and omg I couldn’t have asked for a better surprise