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luminarytex · 22 days

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redraw of my first clingy duo fanart…..

four years later proud to say there is OBVIOUS improvement THANKFULLY— if you want to see the original just look through the art tags…. i’m NOT reposting it 💀💀💀

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signanothername · 3 months

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So, Ramadhan officially starts tomorrow :D

Ramadhan Mubarak to all those fasting this year, and if not, hope you have a wonderful day/night <333

#ah my fave month of the year #fun fact:#i was born on 16 of Ramadhan if we talking about the Hijri calendar #ain’t that wild #so technically #I’ll be 24 this month by the Hijri calendar #but I won’t turn 24 by the Gregorian calendar until next December #counting your age is fun when you operate by two different calendars wheeze #cause I can technically be 23 and 24 at the same time depending on what calendar I’m looking at >:)#anyway done rambling #happy Ramadhan <3333 #anothers art #persona…REAL

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daisychain-unchained · 4 months

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I have a problem…

ThriftBooks and girl math is a fatal combination

#the rewards system is my downfall #i think I’m set for the rest of the year but reading books and buying books are 2 different hobbies #at least I’m almost done with at swim two boys and I’m thinking of Henry miller next #but blood meridian has been tempting as well #so I can finally watch a 5 hour video on it I’ve been putting off until I can actually read it #anyway I’m super excited about these hauls #they’ve accumulated over the last 2ish months #rambling on

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milo-is-rambling · 1 month

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I can’t even imagine living without anxiety. Like. How. What?

#I mean if I woke up tomorrow with a normal amount of anxiety it would be a shocking difference to my daily life. and I am medicated!!! like.#what? am I missing something here?#my mom tells me that meds can only do so much and that they’re really just meant to make it so you can get out of bed every day #but now I’m wondering like is that true or is that my mom is on the wrong dose herself and something could be done to help us both #gahhhhh idk I just feel helpless bc I’m scared of making big changes and the big changes have to make are scary and large and I need a #bulleted list made of things I can do (and break down into very small steps) to actually progress in a positive way in my life instead of #being SO afraid and SO stagnant. it’s been six months since (ptsd diagnosis causing thing) and I don’t feel like I’ve made any progress even #with a therapist. I’m working towards a more intensive program but I feel like it’s almost making me feel more alienated bc I’d have to like #go be surrounded by other mentally ill people and medical people which brings dad dying trauma and like I know I’m running from it bc I’m #afraid to face the changes I need to make and the feelings that are going to come up but fuck man can’t I get some fucking meds that make #this easier to deal with!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! grief and ptsd and long term isolation and anxiety and chronic pain like fuck it’s #so exhausting!!!! I feel like I’m fucking fighting thru life and then from the outside it’s like I’m doing nothing cause I stay in my room #and get stoned and play animal crossing and watch tv and cry and over eat and sometimes I drive around in circles so I can scream sing until #my throat burns and I get a headache and everything finally quiets down in my head for a second. I know I look like I’m doing nothing and #that’s because I am doing nothing but waiting for the next time a mental health professional will talk to me for an hour like it’s so sad #anyways. you ever take a big dab and then start crying and type all of this like it’s an epiphany even tho it’s things you already know.#honestly crying in front of the air conditioner is so slay slight breeze over my face cooling the tears the white noise calming me down

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danielnelsen · 3 months

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there’s so much i wanna do this week/month/etc but i’m just too sick, i have no energy, i can’t sleep, i’m constantly nauseous and headachey and on the verge of a migraine, i’m stressed and irritable and impatient and panicky…….how tf did i survive nearly 5 years of high school untreated if i can’t even manage this when i don’t have any major obligations rn

#at least i finally got my meds so hopefully i feel a little better soon #although i’m now on 20 pills per day which is Just Great #whenever i’m in remission it’s nice to just. forget sometimes that this can happen at any time #kinda wish i had the typical kinda chronic illness that people talk about with ‘flares’#or at least triggers that i can plan around #the other times have all had an easily identifiable stressor tho tbf. idk what caused this one #the first time was whooping cough and the next few were all very major life stressors like my cat dying right after i started uni #and i think also towards the end of my honours thesis?#but this…….there’s no major stress right now. nothing wildly beyond normal #i’m a little concerned about my joints tho. they’ve been so much worse than normal the last few months #so i’m kinda worried i’m developing rheumatoid arthritis (also an autoimmune disease and it runs in the family specifically)#so if that’s happening then it could set my thyroid off? probably should get to the doctor at some point #obv i’m seeing my endo for thyroid stuff. but i should see my gp and get her to run all the autoimmune blood tests again #i’ve done that before but it’s been a few years and my ankles and knees are so painful i can’t even walk properly a lot of the time #BUT I JUST WANNA DO THINGS I ENJOY AND I CANT AND I WILL CONTINUE TO COMPLAIN ABOUT IT #‘oh you’re so lucky you don’t have as many obligations because you’re chronically ill’ ha ha ha please swap lives with me immediately #personal #but seriously. i wasn’t diagnosed until i was nearly 17 and we can trace it back to whooping cough when i was 12 #so it was the last half of year 6 and then all of years 7-10 and the start of year 11 of just being. uh. ‘very lazy and complaining a lot’#and TEACHERS joking about me and my sister (who was dealing with an arguably more severe undiagnosed disease) missing so many classes #wow so funny pdhpe teacher who’s supposed to be teaching is about health #and the thing with being a mentally ill teenager is that hyperthyroidism can just look like a very severe anxiety disorder #so i didn’t go to the dr until i was too sick to go to school at all. and luckily had a good dr who did a blood test #i’m just rambling now because i can’t sleep and i don’t wanna lie here doing nothing #might go play pvz or something. that’s been keeping me entertained

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elizims · 4 months

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is this thing on

#hi i have too many screenshots i’m nearly tempted to do a time skip BUT ILL GET TO IT #if the motivation burst i’ve gotten now at 2am continues until tomorrow i MIGHT be back next month #i just need to not touch my game until all those posts are done lmao

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deathtodickens · 1 year

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I fell behind on posting Ages Chapter 33 and ended up rewriting the whole thing. The universe used my overfloweth cup of stress to say, “Nah, that ain’t it.” And you know what? The universe was right. Because it’s better now.

#what if all this drama with my car is just the universe being like #you impatient little so and so I told you not to buy that car last year #because It’s for sure getting totaled out they’re just waiting on battery estimate for insurance #I swear if they low ball me I’m going to RAGE #but also we are going to Ireland England and Scotland next month so just let it be done #I’m not going to lose my mind over not having a car payment until the 24 model drops #and that’s just more money in my pocket to save for later #buying the same car this year is going to cost me $7K less #tears #the universe just needs to make sure I don’t have to make another car payment #on a car I do not have in my possession because I am losing my mind about $3300 already in the bin

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hannanodaa · 2 years

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hello again😅👋 srry it’s been wild these past month or two for me but I finally remembered that I have Tumblr and I’m here again 🙈🙈

#so long story short my life was falling apart and everything was a mess 😅😅#it got to the point where I couldn’t even take care of myself and my surroundings. so I went to the doctor to see if there’s anything wrong #and LOL to my surprise I have ADHD and it’s only now getting treated because all the coping mechanisms I’ve been using don’t work anymore #and I pretty much just crashed. like it got so bad that I had a 3 hour sobbing session all because I couldn’t code a box to show up on my pc #but yea 😅#I recently got medication to help me manage it and I’m definitely doing much better now #like for once my mind is calm and not constantly racing from one thing to the next? idk it’s hard to describe but yea #I didn’t know calmness was a thing until I finally took meds for it lollll #personal #it’s also definitely helped me a lot with the constant feeling of anxiousness like for once in my life I feel confident in myself+my actions #also just in one week I’ve been able to get so many things done than I usually would in a week. like this is definitely a huge game changer #in a month*#I miss drinking coffee tho 😔 doctor highly recommended that I don’t drink it while I’m taking the meds or it might backfire

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helennorvilles · 6 months

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oh toilet cry, i have not missed you

#trying to ring parents about their kids not progressing on reports #ahead of reports coming out next week #and i rang this one kids mum about him not progressing in two areas #and she just. was not happy with me.#she was all ‘i should have found out about this earlier so i could have done this and that with him’#and like. she’s not wrong? but also it’s been a crazy year for the class and im a first year baby who’s come in halfway through #and no! i didn’t even know he wasn’t going to progress until this point!#i should have known but i didn’t bc i’m a baby trying her best #the kid works well in class but when it came to assessment he couldn’t demonstrate enough to reach the six months of growth to progress him #and she just. made me feel guilty.#but idk. she also said he was top of the class at his last school and for motivation and kindness? yeah. not for maths.#he’s not even at a year 5 level so…. idk. countries vary but by That much?#i just feel shit about it now ugh #my post tag

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ghostzzy · 6 months

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really excited for uhh march or april of 2024

#there’s sure to be many pockets of joy and inspiration between now and then #but i’m not going to be able to completely relax again until we have moved and settled and i have a new job.#i’m just bummed out ig. like.#top surgery was 100000% the right decision but it’s had me in a state of perpetual anxiety since october #and i relaxed and recovered peacefully for exactly a week and two days #and then . now. with the imminent moving. and the imminent job change. i’m like 😵‍💫.#like ik this is how life goes. it comes in big waves like this for me always always always.#and i knew this was all coming. or at least suspected. i was moderately mentally prepared.#but jfc. recovering & working & moving & changing jobs is going to take everything i’ve got for the next few months.#and i’m. really not excited about it.#in the grand scheme a few months isn’t a big deal. but like.#now that top surgery is done i just want to recover and rest and then start enjoying my life :^(#i dont wanna be anxious and strung out for another 3-4 months :^((#izzy.txt

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appropriatelystupid · 8 months

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thrilled to discover that my cross stitch project does go moderately faster once the colors are pre thread on their own needles

#although this was also the section with the fewest days so it may not be the best measure #but regardless i’m 2/13 done and have at least a month to get through it #no pressure. until my sister has her baby next month too 🙃#appropriatelycrafty

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hey-scully-itsme · 8 months

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really mad that I can’t just read a book a day, there are SO many cool books on my tbr list and I want to know what’s in them so bad but reading takes so long

#I’ve been creeping my way through the Decameron for several weeks #and I have a Henry James novel and a Nathaniel Hawthorne that’s described as ‘gothic’ by Wikipedia lined up next #but there are SO many others on my list #I’m banned from most book buying until I’m done #I am consumed by curiosity #this is all made worse by the fact that I know what happens when I do dedicate a lot of non-work time to reading #the aubrey-maturin books took me about a month and a half #and while that was under more-or-less ideal circumstances I know that I can burn through your average novel in a week-ish if I’m invested #but I gotta finish the Decameron first!

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rachelchinouriris · 10 months

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somehow gonna have to find a way to have at least three naps before the concert next week holy fuck

#all i’ve done today was nap and i’m still sleepy help me #same as yesterday and the day before #i’m so sleepy lately and i don’t know why #and you cannot drag me to the doctors again no sir #my next appointment is next month so until then i have to suck it up #logan.txt

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loveofmylouis · 11 months

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