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#the tragedy continuing on because faramir lives to continue it. even though he will never get to reconcile anything with denethor
afaramir · 2 months
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do you think that faramir when he is steward, first of his house to abandon ruling from the title, ever thinks about his father and feels pity? for a lot of things, for sure, but what I’M thinking about is. well i think he thinks of boromir and knows that wherever he is, that that foremost dream of his, to see gondor safely through the war, for the sun to gleam again off the great spike of minas tirith - it has come true. he only wishes his brother could have lived to see it. but his father - if he had lived he would be appalled, by the gondor he would see. his house reduced to the hand of a king he never would’ve accepted, who had ended one war and promptly begun another. his son may have lived but he has defied his father’s wishes one last time, accepting the return of the king. for faramir at least right after the war everything he has ever dreamt of is coming true. minas tirith a queen among queens, with a king he sees as wise and true and worthy of his rule. his sacrifices have been worth it at last. but he Knows that to the man himself his father’s sacrifices would not have been. boromir died with some hope. his father died with none. he wishes he could think that his father may have died in despair but gods-willing, might look down upon the world and be at peace. maybe he is - faramir will never know. (there are many parts of his father’s mind that he had never had the time or the will or enough of a relationship with him to understand, and now he never will). but he does not think so. and for that he pities him, and knows that his father would hate it, and yet cannot stop himself from feeling it. it’s only one part of the incredibly complicated mess of emotions that i’m sure faramir feels whenever he considers his father but i simply think that it is there and denethor would’ve absolutely despised it and ohhh god the tragedy continues even after the relationship is over and gone and irreparable!
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dalleyan · 2 years
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Elfwine Chronicles (new LoTR stories, Homage posted, 9-7-22)
Eomer, Aragorn and Faramir consider their wives.  (Fluff, Introspection)
 Homage  -  (Oct, 9 IV)
The three men sat silently staring into the fire, tired after the long day, but glad they were finally heading home.  In an effort to lift the somewhat somber mood, Faramir proposed, "If you could describe your wife in a single word, what would it be?"  He let them consider that.
"You go first, since it was your idea," suggested Aragorn.
Faramir nodded agreeably. "All right.  I think, perhaps, the word would be passionate." There were chuckles and raised eyebrows, and he flushed slightly.
"That is not what I meant, though she is certainly that as well," he admitted.  Elaborating, he told them, "Eowyn has a passion for life.  She approaches everything with energy and determination and...passion.  Nothing is halfhearted with her, not even her love for me and our children.  I sometimes feel like a stodgy old man next to her, and I wonder that she chooses to be with me, but she also inspires me to live more fully and love more deeply than I ever thought possible before I knew her."
He fell silent and the men contemplated his words.  Without urging, Aragorn spoke next, "Arwen is...tranquil.  In all things there is a calmness and peace about her that is soothing.  Some days, after a tense session with my advisers, I am a bundle of knots, but just a short time in her presence and my peace is restored.  No alarm is too serious, no tragedy so great, no sorrow so deep that she does not weather it tranquilly, and she shares that peace with all around her."
Eomer was the last, and he took the longest to respond. At length, he raised his mug of ale to his lips, but before he took a swallow, he said quietly, "Courageous." The word hung there in the air, and when he made no move to explain, Faramir urged, “Why?  What has she done that is courageous?”
Eomer took another swallow, and then stared into the mug, before declaring, “She married me.” Something in the way he said it did not invite them to pursue his reasoning.
Aragorn stood.  “Well, I think I will call it a night, gentlemen. It is a long ride home.”  He moved toward his tent, and Faramir stood to follow his lead, but hesitated a moment, and squeezed Eomer’s shoulder in understanding.
Eomer looked up and gave him a half smile before he moved away.  He sat, continuing to stare into the flames as they slowly died down to glowing embers. 
It wasn’t the first time he had had such a thought about his wife, and this trip to Gondor had reminded him forcefully of all she had to endure on his account.  She had watched him ride away to battle more than once during their marriage, but this time he left her with two young children and the possibility of another on the way.  She was far from her homeland, with none of her relatives nearby and, if he failed to return, she would be called upon to rule Rohan until his son was of age to do so.  Her father and brothers were soldiers and her father ruled in Dol Amroth; she had not entered into the marriage unaware of the difficulties that might arise, but she could hardly have expected to brave so much in just a few short years.
She did it because she loved him – there was no other reason she needed.  And there was nothing she would deny him, if he truly wanted it. She had proved that on more than one occasion.  How could she face the unknown, the trials, the fear, the stress, the uncertainties of life as his queen?  Courage. He could put no other name to it.
He didn’t deserve it; he didn’t even ask of her most of the things she sacrificed just because it would please him.  But one thing he did know.  With his dying breath he would do everything in his power to never make her regret choosing him.
He yawned tiredly, then swallowed the last of his ale in a single gulp and rose.  A few days and he would be back in her arms, his family close about him.  A smile lit his face at the thought, and he moved toward his tent to begin the slumber that would hasten the new day.
THE END
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