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#that preview got my blood boiling yall
stillqueerstillhere ยท 1 year
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look i know there are many levels to everything here and im being very reductive but i just gotta say i will be throwing hands at uncle jim
not only did you make khao/gaipa cry but you're also gonna be a dick about your nephew being gay WHEN YOU ARE TOO
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COSMIC - S3:E4; Chapter Four, The Sauna Test - [Pt. 1]
A Will Byers x Reader Series
๐˜”๐˜ช๐˜ฌ๐˜ฆ, ๐˜“๐˜ถ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ด, ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ž๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ค๐˜ณ๐˜ถ๐˜ช๐˜ต ๐˜Œ๐˜ญ, ๐˜”๐˜ข๐˜น ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ /๐˜ฏ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ฑ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฎ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜”๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜๐˜ญ๐˜ข๐˜บ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ'๐˜ด ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ด๐˜ต ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ ๐˜™๐˜ฐ๐˜ฃ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ, ๐˜š๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ, ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜‹๐˜ถ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ค๐˜ณ๐˜ถ๐˜ช๐˜ต ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ด๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ฌ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜“๐˜บ๐˜ฏ๐˜น.
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๐Ÿ“: Thank you guys so much for being patient, I really didn't expect an update till after I had finished moving but your excitement and comments from this preview alone inspired me and I found moments here and there it got me on a roll so thank youu!!
โš ๏ธ: anxiety attack, kidnapping and nightmare sequence featuring the following; strangulation, kidnapping, possible claustrophobia triggers(??)/imprisonment [skip markers for all, one for anxiety the second for kidnapping and dream sequence] and finally, not a warning but I feel like I need to make this not so depressing but SO MUCH GAY FLUFF YALL ๐ŸŒˆ๐ŸŒˆ๐ŸŒˆ
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Another bolt of lightning flashed across the sky, and a sudden bright light filled the bathroom.
After leaving Heather's house, the three of us had decided to crash at Max's. Neither of us really wanted to be alone after everything happened today, so one quick call to my mom and a note at the cabin and here we are.
I stood before the bathroom mirror with slightly sunken eyes and the tap running on cold as I brushed my teeth mindlessly. The clothes Max had found that would fit me felt snug and warm, just out of the dryer and they smelled like her. It was a welcome change to my drenched clothes now in the wash.
The thunder was mostly muted from inside but not altogether, and I could hear the muffled voices of Max and El from down the hall as I brush my teeth. I try to focus on the gentle pitter-patter of rain on Max's roof and the calm lull it brought to the atmosphere but it was of little help. I could still hear Billy's voice clear as day,
"What a pleasure it is to meet you El. And of course, who could possibly forget..."
ใ€Šโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขใ€‹
I watched as Billy slowly wrenched his head towards mine, his hollow gaze falling over me.
โ€ขโ€ขโ€ข
I step out onto the porch, slipping the hood back over my head when I feel it again.
โ€ขโ€ขโ€ข
She winced as she whipped around to face him, his sunken, darkened eyes widening as they pierced her own.
โ€ขโ€ขโ€ข
The sound of my name on his tongue made my skin crawl, his voice all the way in the back of his throat.
ใ€Šโ€ขโ€ขโ€ขใ€‹
You
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Another clap of thunder explodes in the distance and I drop my toothbrush, gripping the edge of the counter. Swallowing deep gulps of air, I try to remember the breathing technique Joyce told me about.
Breath in for four.
I draw in a slow deep breaths, letting my eyes flutter closed.
Hold for seven.
As I count the seconds, I follow her instructions and try to focus on my other senses to ground me. I first notice the water running in the sink and the pitter-patter of rain on the roof. The smell of coconut from the hand soap. And even the warm feel of the clothes from the dryer.
Breath out for eight.
I release the built-up air in my lungs in a steady puff but I don't feel my grip on the counter loosen any. The chill is still in my bones, and I can still feel his eyes on me.
Breath in.
The cold, hollowness in his eyes.
Hold.
The blood all over this very bathroom, and El's frightened cries on the floors of the locker room.
I double over the counter, releasing the air tightening my lungs before I can even get to five. I sigh, steadying my breathing and regaining any I had lost as I stare nose-first into the running water disappearing down the drain. I feel hot tears stinging my eyes as the panic builds and I curse under my breath.
I haven't had an attack in so long.
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Sighing again, I cup my palms under the water and splash it over my face, fighting a wince when the hot water burns my face.
I wipe away the beads of water dripping over my cheeks and brow, feeling as the air turns it instantly to cool and that's when I frown.
Wait.
Quickly, I swipe the excess water off my eyes and look down at the tap.
It was all the way on cold, as it was when I first turned it on.
I look back at my hands, noting their usual s/c shade. No hint of light or heat in sight. I look back in the mirror, searching my eyes and lips for hints of my usual strain but I find nothing.
My eyes drop back to the running tap, my face written with confusion and head cocked as I watch steam pour out from the stream of running water. I test the metal spout pouring out water and sure enough, the metal is already warming confirming my suspicions.
A sudden familiar voice spoke out from the other side of the closed door, but it wasn't enough to pry my frown away from the running water.
"Y/n?"
It was Max.
"You alright in there?"
My heart was still beating sporadically and my skin was flushing familiarly but I tried to remind myself where I was. That I was safe. And clearly, the Mayfields needed to have their plumbing checked since their heating was flipped.
The thought was enough to expel a sharp breath of relief, and I seemed to snap back to reality. Mostly.
I switched off the water, the cold water tap squeaking as I did so. Quiet returned to the room, and I shook out my hands in the sink and cleared my throat.
"Yeah, I'll be right out," I say, wincing at the waver in my voice.
I picked up the dropped toothbrush and shook out the droplets, finally deciding to tuck it away on the counter where I could deal with it later. Thankfully, it hadn't actually been mine but a spare they had among a pack of unopened toothbrushes.
I look back at my reflection, drying the remaining water off my face with a towel, and sigh.
Clearly, it had been a stressful night and things were starting to get to me. That's all. I don't know what's up with Billy, but something's definitely wrong. I know I'm not wrong either if El can feel it too.
Breath in.
I double-check the counter, checking I have everything. The image pushes itself into my head again, and I wince but I don't stop my breathing exercise.
Hold.
"And of course, who could forget..."
Y/n counted each painful second as she held the air captive in her lungs, trying with everything in her to focus on her breathing over the hollow voice of Billy Hargrove echoing in her mind. As she did so, she turned and made her way for the bathroom door, unknowingly leaving behind the still undrained ice bath that was now beginning to boil.
"You."
โŠน โŠน โŠน
"Which one?" Max asks with an adorable grin.
"I don't know," El mumbled weakly with a shrug. She peered up at me as I returned to my spot in between them on the floor. "What do you think?"
I settle myself under Max's comforter and into her rainbow sheets on our makeshift nest on the floor. As I readjusted myself on the pillow, I shrugged half-heartedly, not really trying my best to act totally present.
Max sits up, growing serious, and grabs both our gazes.
"Hey," she says, her voice soft. "there's nothing to worry about anymore, okay?"
The fake smile fell off my face and my eyes fell to my hands. They were wringing together in my lap. El's eyes flickered to me, her face dropping a little as if she recognized my state and spoke up.
"It doesn't make sense,"
"What doesn't make sense?" Max asks.
"What does?" I say under my breath, wringing my hands tighter.
"Heather," El continued. "The blood. The ice."
"Heather had a fever, so she took a cold bath, but she's better now. That has to be it," Max says, sounding almost as if she's trying to convince herself as well. "I don't know where that blood came from, but... we saw her."
She looks between me and El, trying to look as reassuring as possible.
"We all saw her. She's totally fine."
El didn't seem to buy it any more than I did.
"What about Billy?"
"What about him?"
"He seemed... wrong." She says and I nod.
Max gave a weak chuckle. "Wrong is kind of like his default. But it's nice to know he's not a murder, because that would've totally sucked."
I finally break my silence with an involuntary scoff. My next words come tumbling out without me thinking.
"Yeah, especially on top of everything else,"
Max replicates my scoff and I look at her almost desperately.
"Okay, but you get what I'm saying, right? I've met him and he does not act like that Max," my voice lowers a bit from its almost defensive pitch. "I don't think I need to remind you what he did to Lucas, or you, or how he treats me. I may not know him like you, but he's never that polite, even to people he likes, and I know you know it too,"
Max just stares for half a moment, not saying or doing anything but biting her lip. Finally, she sighs at her lap, pensively.
"I get what you're saying," she says, looking between El and me again. "Both of you. He was being totally weird, I'll give you that. I just really think we need to be careful about this." She shrugs. "For all we know, he was probably trying to impress the Holloways."
She makes suggestive eyes with a disgusted, uncomfortable laugh as she elbowed me. "Maybe he really wants to get closer to Heather,"
I laugh, making a face.
"Oh, barf,"
A small smile finds its way onto El's lips and she reluctantly joins into our laughter with a frown. "What?"
"You don't want to know," I chuckle, burying myself further under the sheets.
El seemed satisfied enough with my answer and followed my lead. She shivered a little on my right, as Max got settled back in on my left. I looked over at El when I felt her shifting around. She was snuggling closer, and her arms wrapped around my left like a koala bear, her eyes threatening to close. I watched her with a small flutter in my stomach as she nuzzled her head into my shoulder and gave a content sigh. "Warm," I heard her mumble.
I didn't dare move, other than grinning down at her and tucking my head on hers as we both looked over at Max and the pile of comics she had.
Not letting go of my arm, El sat her head up a little and pointed to the only cover with Wonder Woman on it with a curious look in her eye.
"Who... is that?"
Max and I both perk up as she grabs the comic.
"See, this is why you can't just hang out with Mike all the time." She explains. "This is Wonder Woman. A.K.A. Princess Diana,"
The three of us simultaneously lean back against our propped-up pillows on the wall, snuggling into one another. I take hold of the comic for Max, turning to page one as Max and I begin pointing out different pictures on the page.
"She's from Paradise Island, which is, like, this hidden island there are only women Amazon warriors."
El smiles and I point to her lasso of truth.
"Yeah, and she's devoted to bringing good to the world, like most superheroes. She even has this lasso - which is kind of a long rope tied in a circle - that helps her fight crime, and it can even make people tell the truth..."
"It's super cool," Max jumps in.
That flutter grows as I watch El point out different things on the page with a smile that only grew the more she learned. Or the more Max would light up with another Wonder Woman fact. And minute by minute, as the night crept on just like this, the more I forgot about the horrifying questions of today and more on my best friends beside me.
I was safe.
For now.
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When Tom Holloway awoke, he immediately knew something was wrong.
His hands were bound behind his back, some sort of cloth was wrapped around his head and stuffed in his mouth as a gag and he felt nauseous. Never mind the fact his head was throbbing and bleeding, and he was somewhere dark, cold, and unknown.
That's when he remembered.
Heather.
The girls in his living room had just left, his wife Janet was acting strange and... she was drugged. And it had been his Heather. His little baby Heather and that boy.
He had to get out, he had to find them. He had to get to his family.
He fights with a grunt against the restraints around his wrists. He winces as the rope stings his burns his skin and as he squirms he gets a better feel for what he's tied to. It's some sort of pipe.
And yet he's so focused on his escape and finding his family, he doesn't realize his wife is by his side.
Her muffled, horrified shrieks as she comes to.
"Tom!"
He lets out a sob when he sees her, in his voice a jumbled mixture of relief and sorrow. She looked no better than he felt, and steady tears streaked down her cheeks with mascara.
A pair of footsteps grab their attention to two figures approaching from the shadows. The very same people to have brought them here.
Heather and Billy.
Tom lets out another involuntary whimper as his daughter approaches him, a blank faraway look in her eyes.
"Hi, Daddy,"
He watches tearfully as she kneels down to his height, and removes the bounds from his mouth.
"Heather..." he gasps, swallowing fearful tears and the lump in his throat. He throws one cautious glare over her shoulder at the young man before softening again at his daughter. "Sweetie... whatever this is, whatever he's got you into, you don't have to do this. You can stop this."
"There is no stopping it, Daddy," she says in an unusually cold voice. "You'll see."
With the ghost of a smile, she cups his tear-stained cheek and he cries again.
"No," he silently begs.
But she's already on her feet, returning to Billy's side as he approaches Janet as Heather had Tom.
Her whimpers grow more frantic as he reaches for her, and before she knows it she's wriggling free from the cloth gag he removes from her mouth. She wastes no time in crying out to her baby girl.
"Heather, please! Heather!"
The words died out into a fearful whisper when Billy's finger pushes against her lips, silencing her. She feels her whole body tremoring as he leans in close, his voice that same gravely tone he let slip earlier that night.
"Try not to move."
They fear the worst only to watch confused as he rises to his feet and retreats up the steps with their daughter.
"No," Janet mumbles tearfully after them. "No!"
"Heather!" Tom cries, fighting hard against the restraints no matter how hard they hurt. "Heather!"
Something in the dark abyss of shadows stole their attention. Something Tom almost misses at first It was a most unusual sound. Something low and otherworldly... almost like a growl reverberating off of tin.
They watched with widened, bloodshot eyes as they try to make out the great beast emerging from the shadows.
"Jesus Christ,"
It's all Tom can bring himself to say, his voice in a trembling whisper.
What marched out from the shadows on its six, wobbling legs was something else entirely. A monster, he was not sure he was seeing. A demon he was not ready to face. A horror, he could not possibly fathom.
The Mind Flayer.
He had evolved past his shadowy form, yet he always lurked in darkness. He was darkness. His features remained spider-like, six long legs as tall as the ceiling it was now scraping, branching out into smaller tendrils like one grotesque, haunched tree.
But the worst part of all - the sickening detail that revealed itself as it grew closer.
The Mind Flayer was made entirely out of flesh and bone.
Tom's cries for help were stolen right out of his mouth when he felt the first touch of the monster.
Tom couldn't register much through all the fear. He felt the cold, slimy grasp swallow up his face just as surely as beard his wife's horrified shrieks. He tried to scream, tried to breathe but any and every effort in doing so brought with it more icy sludge entering his system from the source. It was like swallowing sand as he drowned, gasping in large gulps of seawater that slowly filled his lungs.
Only worse. Tom was alive to feel it. To live through it, to breath through it.
All Tom Holloway could do was peer up at the snarling monster from his one uncovered eye as he feels the icy darkness envelop him completely.
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"What on earth are you doing here?" He asks. "Is something wrong?"
"We just... wanted to make sure everything was okay," Max stammered, just as confused as her friends.
A look of concern flashed over Billy's face as he inched closer. "Okay? Why wouldn't it be okay?"
"You know damn well why," I grumble, my gut lurching at my sudden bravery but Billy doesn't seem to notice.
In fact, no one did. I look at Max and El, but they haven't even flinched, neither have the man or the woman sitting in the dining room.
I looked to my left at El expectantly, as if I know she's going to speak. As if I've lived this moment before.
I'm relieved to see she doesn't seem to buy into Billy's act either.
"Where is she?" El all but growls.
I shifted on my feet, barely noticing the familiar tug of those words in the back of my head. But what would Billy say?
His eyes snap to El, and she could have sworn she almost saw that mask break.
"I'm sorry," he said slowly. "Where is who?"
"Well, they're a little burnt, I'm sorry,"
All eyes turn to the chipper young girl striding in with a tray of cookies in her hands and a lingering smile on her face.
"Heather," I gasp, feeling a wave of relief and fear all at once.
The only troubling thing about her was the crisp cinnamon cookies in her hands. She had trailed off upon noticing the three young visitors.
"Heather!" Billy smiles, welcoming her as if she was an old friend.
I just felt like I'm seeing a ghost.
"This is my sister, Maxine," Billy chirps, turning back to the three confused girls. "And I'm sorry," he says to El, with an almost edge to his voice. "I did not quite catch your name."
I inch closer to her, my shoulder wedging over hers in a protective stance but that felt useless.
With a determined look in her eyes, she matches his steely gaze.
"El."
I grimace as Billy forces a smile. It was chilling. Truly haunting. But he was still angry, I could tell.
In fact, he was livid. Why was he so livid? What had El done?
"El." He hums. "What a pleasure it is to meet you El. And of course, who could possibly forget..."
His eyes lurched to mine and I felt my stomach drop, maybe as fast as the temperature in the whole house. Like I was plunged into ice.
I wanted to move, I tried to run but I couldn't. My legs were rooted to the spot like they were when it really happened.
And then...
His voice was a growl that grew in the back of his throat, his lips curling back in a snarl as he bared his teeth.
"You."
His hand was around my throat and my feet left the ground. I tried crying for help but my voice was gone, leaving me no choice but to claw at Billy's arms as I fought for breath. My legs were finally moving again, kicking and squirming as I tried to reach him or even the ground but they never did, no matter how close.
I had to fight to look at El and Max but they were gone, as were the Holloways. Fading away like smoke.
"Let me go!" I somehow cry. "Let me go, now!"
He blinks at me, his face a clean slate. Nothing in his features, he's almost like a projection.
My feet return to the floor and tears flood my cheeks. But I'm not free, not any more than he had listened.
He started off down the hall, where we first came from, my throat still in his grip. I was dragging along the floor, my feet kicking and shoes grabbing the wood linoleum for traction but the hall just kept getting longer.
I was crying heavily, pleading with him to let me go. I tried and tried with all my might to hurt him, but no matter what I threw at him he just kept dragging me down the hall.
He took a left and I watched behind us, still fighting as the walls gradually changed from olive-green to grey.
I sent another long, hot burst of air up at him but he didn't flinch.
The grey paint turned to white.
I clawed and scraped and melted his skin, or at least I tried to but his grip never loosened.
The white painted walls turned to a white brick.
I got more frantic, kicking and even harder and screaming at the top of my lungs, embracing the hurt. The walls shook and cracked but Billy kept walking, dragging me along.
The white brick turned to white tile as we made another turn.
"No! No! NO!"
Billy looked down at me for the first time since he grabbed me. There was a haunted, almost painted-on smile on his face as he peered down. The large fluorescent lights above our heads tinged a sickly green, hurting my eyes almost as bad as the pad of my feet trying to grip the linoleum floors.
"But you belong here."
"NO! LET ME GO! LET ME GO!"
I continue to wail and kick and scream, even as we come to a slow. He yanks me to my feet, and I hear a dreadful click of a lock that makes me shudder.
"No," I sob. "I can't. I don't... I don't want to be here,"
Billy looks deep into my eyes, feeling like a whole other person entirely. A third person, more specifically.
Not only that, he sounds horrifically familiar.
He pushes something over my shoulder and I hear the creak of a door. And before I can protest, my body is thrown into an all brick white room as the voice continues I believe to be Billy but I realize is an all too familiar doctor.
"You don't mean that, my dearest Nine," I hear his withering voice echoing all around me as I catch my breath on all fours where I had fallen. "I know you don't want to upset your Papa,"
Tears fall from my cheeks, my rage and fear building as I prepare to throw everything I have at him. No matter what it costs.
With heaving breaths I push myself off the cold tile floors and turn to the door I was just thrown through. But all I'm met with is the same white walls. There's no door, no way out. And no one else around.
I'm all alone.
It's then I remember, I've been here before. I'm brought here often. Somewhere in the back of my head I finally register this is a nightmare but I'm too deep inside to pull myself out. Instead, in a plight of anger, I throw my fists in the wall repeatedly as I cry out in anguish until I have no breath left.
My eyes snap to my arm when I feel an excruciating pain concentrated onto my left inner wrist. I choke on another sob as I stare at the three black numbers tattooed into my skin.
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Growing more frantic, I pace the walls as my tears return, running my hands along the wall for any sort of false door or hatch until my nerve ending in my hands are shot and numb.
I collapse into the corner, hugging my chest and the white, spotted lab gown over my body.
Everything's building in me, heat sizzling off my shoulders and melting the wall and for a moment I think I found my way out. I can melt the walls, break them down but I try and try and-
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"Y/N!"
The girl shot awake, kicking off the sheets that clung to her sweating skin, and gulped down desperate breaths of air. Max and El jumped when she did, but it Y/n moments to realize they were sitting opposite her. Farther away.
Realizing what had happened, she doubled over and threw her face in her hands with an exasperated sigh.
"Shit..." she mumbles, rubbing at the sleepiness in her eyes. "Guys, I'm sorry. I should have warned you. I've been having really bad nightmares lately and... guys?"
Y/n had to really look to see them, more specifically the looks on their faces. Hardly any light was streaming in through the windows, the sky a light and bright cobalt. But it was enough to barely accentuate the worried frown on El's face and the painful wince Max wore as she clutched her forearm and the thin layer of sweat coating their skin.
"What-? What happened?" She croaked, looking to Max. "Are you okay?"
Max shot you a quick, forced smile as she still clutched her arm.
"I'm fine, but... are you?"
Her stomach dropped and turned all at once, her mouth falling into a gasp as she brought her hands in towards herself and away from her friends.
"Did I... did I do that to you?"
She shook her head quickly, trying to examine her arm in the dark and that's when Y/n barely makes it out: a spot on her paled skin was almost the size of a coaster; dark and festering.
"Oh, my god, I didn't mean- I am so sorry, I-" Y/n's mouth remained open but the words kept getting stuck in her throat.
Finally, she jumped to her feet and kicked off the sheets still sticking to her legs, and made her way to the door.
"Oh, my god. Oh, my god. Oh, my god. Oh, my god. Oh, my god. Oh, my god. Oh, my god. Oh, my god. Oh, my god,"
El and Max watched as she began speedwalking out into the hall and heading for the linen closet, her voice trailing off with her in a familiar Henderson fashion. They knew they would be unable to stop her, especially in this condition.
Instead, they looked to one another, silently sharing their worry at what had just transpired.
El had stirred from the sudden and intense heat that took over Max's room, her plastic water bottle now nearly half empty and filled with condensation. And Max had awoken not from the heat but the sudden, subtle tremors shaking the house and the small glow that was peaking through her eyelids.
When she had cracked her eyes open, she had seen Y/n on the neighboring pillow, a pained look on her tinted face. Hints of her veins were cropping up on the edge of her lips and she had then felt the light kicks of her friend. She had pulled herself up, rubbing at her eyes and that's when she noticed how much she had been sweating.
The room was still in a steady rumble and El was already awake.
"What's going on?" El had whispered from across their friend.
"I don't know, I think..." Max peered down at Y/n with a pitiful look. "I think she's having a nightmare. I think she's mentioned those lately."
"What do we do?"
Max shrugged, jumping slightly when the rumble had grown loud enough for concern.
"Well, we gotta wake her," Max had said, anxiously.
Y/n's kicking had returned and soft whimpers were escaping her lips and Max felt something tug on her heart.
She reached forward, only for a hand to grab around her forearm.
Max looked down at El's hand then at El with a confused frown.
"What?"
El shoots an unsure look between her and Y/n, her face written with unease.
"Try another way," she whispers.
"I'm not sure what else to do," Max says with a shrug. "Do you?"
El frowned again, finally shaking her head in defeat. Whimpering cries grew louder and they looked to Y/n who was freely crying. And looking less than compliant, and against her better judgment, El let's go.
Max wasn't naive. She knew the likely dangers of waking her friend but she didn't want her to suffer. So instead, she bunched up the blankets over her hand and began to softly shake her.
"Y/n..."
No response. She just continued to cry, and Max had continued to shake the more she grew worried. Before she knew it, Y/n had thrown herself on her back, her hands grabbing for Max's.
Y/n kept tossing, speaking in a clear voice. "Let me go."
Max felt the intense flare of heat in her arm and she yanked it back, scrambling backward as she hissed an impressive string of curses. El had jumped, looking desperately to Max as they both felt the air grow increasingly hotter.
She watched wide-eyed as she clutched her arm, and it hadn't been until El intervened they finally got her awake.
El returned her eyes to the lesion on Max's arm and her face grows soft.
"Really okay?"
Max nodded. "Yeah. I'll be fine."
On cue, Y/n had returned from the hall with a wet washcloth, aloe vera, and a thin bandage.
"Again, Max, I am so so sorry,"
"It's fine, really. I know you didn't do it on purpose," she winced again when it stings. "Can't say it feels great, though,"
"Here,"
Y/n flipped on the light on Max's bedside and returned to her friends' side with the supplies.
"I hadn't realized how bad it's been getting lately," Y/n explains as she begins tending to Max. "My dreams I mean, and all this,"
She looks between El and Max with a weak wince before giving Max a warning look. The redhead nods and Y/n places the washcloth onto the wound and Max hisses. It was barely colder than room temperature but that helped.
"Sorry, sorry, I know," Y/n says. Thinking twice, she hands it off to Max with a guilty smile. "Probably better you hold onto that,"
Max nodded and took the washcloth in hand as Y/n prepared the aloe vera.
"What happened?" El asked suddenly.
Y/n looked curiously at El before she realized she was asking about her dream. Her stomach dropped again, and she fought the urge to touch her throat.
"Just some freaky, memories and... well, not memories I guess. It's hard to explain."
"You can tell us," El said, touching her arm as she remembered the words Y/n had spoken to her so long ago that she had always cherished. "If you need anything... at all... we're here."
A grateful smile broke out on her face as she looked at her best friends. "Thank you."
Returning to the twist cap, she pours out a quarter-size drop of the green sludge and Max peels back the washcloth, reluctantly.
"Don't worry, I'm all cooled down," Y/n laughed. Max nodded and handed out her arm and Y/n got to work as she talked. "It really is hard to explain," she sighs. "It was last night, with Billy... but it wasn't. He was after me, and he... he hurt me. And the next thing I knew I was being dragged back."
"Back where?" The two girls both ask.
Y/n pours another drop on her fingers and continues to spread rub gentle circles into Max's skin as she looks between her friends. She bites her lip, almost afraid to bring it up in front of El.
"...at the lab." El subtly stiffens. "Which I know is impossible cause I've never been there. But it felt so real. To be honest, I've been having dreams like these - of there - a lot lately."
"That's awful,"
"I'm sorry,"
Y/n shrugs, grabbing for the ace bandage and thin square of gauze. She delicately places it over the wound and she grimaces when she gets a better long-term what she had done. It was dark red and puffy, and Y/n hoped her makeshift treatment would work.
"Not really much I can do," she says, Max holding one end of the strip as Y/n began to wrap. "I just try to remind myself I made it out."
Securing the bandage, she instinctually places a hand over the cloth, securing her work, and smiles. She turns to El, a new seriousness in her eyes and Y/n takes El's hand in her own, giving it a quick squeeze.
"We both did,"
El's smile returns and she feels a warmth spread through her and into her chest. A comforting one, much unlike the heat still lingering in the room.
At the thought, El looks at Max curiously.
"Do your windows open?"
"Yeah," she frowns. "Why?"
El flicks her head and a soft click goes off behind them, followed by the suction of air leaving the room suddenly. Y/n and Max yank their gaze to the window to see it peeled open, letting in a cool breeze through the half-shut blinds.
She swipes at her nose, and the room falls silent as the three meet eyes and a grin breaks out on all three as they begin to laugh.
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