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hopecomesbacktolife · 1 year

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went to the dentist today after [REDACTED] years, was honestly terrified but I was so brave about it

#personal #i bought myself a cookie and some corgi pride earrings in a lil shop next door as a reward for actually going finally despite the scaries #adulthood is recognizing you’re terrified and doing the thing anyway but then rewarding yourself for it after for being so brave despite #also thANK GOD for insurance #ideally we could function like other countries and not price gouge medical care in the first place #but thank god my employer has nice insurance which means I paid like $60 for a $350 visit #anyways #time to do a little more adulting today with my day off Aka call other doctor office and try to schedule other appt I need #just adulting things #thank god today was so pretty too #i came i saw I got my teeth cleaned I feared I conquered #i was like. legit terrified my teeth were gonna be fucked

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yuriyuruandyuraart · 9 months

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posting this wip before i go to bed cause i'm so so tired aughgah<333

#wip #my art #i wanted to finish this one today but a trip to dentist and hours of walking later and i'm officially drained and down a literal tooth!!#god there was so much blood pouring out of my mouth the entire route back home omgg hhh it was honestly insane xd #on the plus side it was a pretty good reference on how to shade injuries and blood better for the future so there's good in that ig hhh :'D #i hate the shading for this one cause i'm so so sleepy and too lazy to fix it so you'll have to settle with it as it is xd #btw thank you all so so much for the support and love yesterday!! it really really meant so much to me :')#and sorry to all those i couldn't answer in time!! they were legit SO many and i cried so THANKS you crazy sweet beans omfg >:'D #muah muah gn everyone i'm just gonna pass out now hhh byyyye!!! <33333

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mattodore · 3 months

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we’re back to editing again🚶

#river dipping #i’m still in the very early stages… haven’t even touched liquify and smudge yet #i'm not sure if i'll finish these today or not i haven't decided yet #there's two screenshots but i haven't started on the second one... i'm just gonna edit until i get bored of it #i'm listening to in the dream house by carmen maria machado while working on this and it's really good so far but i knew that it would be #ummmmmm but whenever i get bored of this/finish it i'll be getting back in ts4 to resume working on alessandria's sim #they have very little done to them atm like they hardly even have any skin details on or anything #but rn i'm at a pretty promising place with her sim so!!#and i'll also get in game to take an updated screenshot of this old pose i made for matthias that i've previewed on here a few times #i figure i should probably do something with it already lmao kjndfjcnh but the old screenshots i took have his old eyebrows/nose #so i just wanna update it and edit the screenshots sometime this week too #and then when i'm done with all of that... i will finally get in blender and start making poses again thank god #........but okay that was my update. back to editing and this book

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bumpscosity · 7 months

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OH WAIT I DIDNT POST ABT IT BUT TORAY I CHECKED KITAKAMI AND THERE WAS A MIMIKUYU OUTBREAK AND I FINALLY GOT MY SHINY MIMIKYU WAHOO

#in moon my mimikyus name is sunny bc I was really into asoue at the time #so I named my new shiny mimikyu luna :) she’s so cute #sassy speaks #i had JUST enough Herba mystica for a shiny power sandwhich too thank god #got her pretty quick too #I’d say 20-30 mimikyu in #she’s pretty big too! had her size checked and she’s not quite jumbo mark sized but she is very Large #tried to do a couple other outbreaks today with no luck #didn’t use sandwhiches bc I was just dicking around so that’s probably why

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karda · 1 year

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my sweater is so joy and madeline core ....

#pretty tree i saw matches it too #rambling #hi i am at work . imm so tired #todays my friday #Thank god >_<

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emile-hides · 3 months

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I spend a lot of time at home so every time I go out to the city for any reason I am violently reminded of two things;

I am, in fact, Panromantic and find Everyone Pretty

I stare very intensely at people I find ~Attractive~

#Went to Cinci for my birthday today and man #There's a lotta pretty people in the city #Ran into my mom and made her drop her drink staring at this butch couple that came into the pizza place we were getting lunch at #And later did not take my eyes of this girl in a Sanrio jacket with pink hair until she got off the Tram (which was like 15 minutes)#(And even then I watched her walk down the block until we rolled away)#Thank GOD she was so interested in her phone I don't think she noticed #I really gotta get better at that I don't wanna be weird and make people uncomfortable #If I was ever confronted about it I would just flat out say #'Oh sorry I'm Autistic and kinda just Stare at people I find attractive I'll stop if it makes you uncomfortable though sorry'#One time I full face planted because I was staring at a girl while walking down the street in Covington #And she for sure saw dksjgkjgkfdg #I did this too Zayne too when he came to visit me btw!!!!!!!#I brushed it off as like 'It's just so cool that I CAN look at you like you're here!'#But it was 100% just this habit of mine acting up dkgjdfjkgf #Wikihow to stop Doing This it's Weird

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mothram · 7 months

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#diana's music diary #good morning I slept pretty badly but I eventually got enough #I said already here but lancer yesterday went very well! the heist isn't over yet and some things were revealed about my character #things that are exciting!! so I'm curious about what all that will be about but I have a good idea considering the context #today will likely be just be my gfs watching a movie with me and then us buying long awaited treats for me...#I love them...#also... this song is so funnnnn!! especially the music video...#I'm probably going to say this about every black dressy song but it resonates with me too much oh god #I love Devi and Rook's music so much including their own personal stuff and there will defintely be a lot of those two in my diaries here..#another long entry oops... lets make today good... thank u for reading <3

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nc-vb · 10 months

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oh no a new kink has been discovered but not for me

#my eyes were blessed on my adventure to the dollar store today.#i certainly never see this very often but... the cutest guy was going down the same aisle as me #and now i only know these next facts because i'm an honest girl with kind intentions #but this cute guy was wearing the cutest dress and i'd asked him where he'd got it from #(probably shouldn't have bc i bought it as soon as i got home even tho i just bought a bunch of other dresses)#so we started talking a little bit and he goes “you're really not curious?”#and i'm like “well yes but like... i don't want to make you uncomfortable accidentally”#and he's like “ig that's up to me to decide really but thanks anyway”#and it's like he had the spiel ready bc he's definitely had people ask him before #i'm not great with the terminology but he says he's a cis male who likes chicks and dudes and also loves crossdressing #and i've legit never spoke with nor seen someone so comfortable and happy in a conversation like this #ntm GOD he was so attractive in that dress #and OFC he already has a girlfriend!!! ;-;#anyway... that's the thing i discovered about myself #crossdressing men hits differently when they're in front of you vs in a pic online #i mean they're pretty there too but in person??? it's been HOURS and the butterflies still be flappin #his gf is lucky........ *kicks rocks*#god i need to dip my toe in the pool.#✦ nc vb.

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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year

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#god. ok. so i should really b reading papers rn but my lab mate called me needy today and it just keeps cycling in my head #like ive spent way too much time around him bc of field work and the thing abt me is that i just say whatever tf is in my brain so hes #basically been exposed to a scattershot of anxious thoughts in my head idk wtf he must think of me but today he said #the more i learn abt u the more i realize ur needy in these v specific ways #and i think it bothers me a lot bc needy isnt the right word. im not needy. i dont plead for help. im just a semi non functional person.#i just lay here not dealing with all these problems i have. but i generally try just make it my own problem. im just a bit pathetic like #that. do i need help? maybe but im not like needy. im just semi nonfunctional and rather compulsive and controling over myself. i live in a #world full of invisible walls as dictated by my stupid brain. but its all internal control i can put up with a lot as long as i have ctrl #over myself. its not especially healthy but it makes me pretty easy going i suppose. ugh! needy! he obviously hit a nerve how annoying #whatever im exhausted bc i had to b a scribe all day and i had a phd meeting this morning. the project sounds v cool and apparently im the #most qualified person to approach them so far but idk itll be v competitive and do i really want a uk phd? idk idk #at least this guy conducted it like an actual interview. i was like fuck finally some structure! and he said i talk well lol thanks dude #so he thinks id do ok getting grilled by a pannel. idk i kinda wanna apply just to see how far id get into the process #unrelated #i was also having harrowing nightmares last night abt climbing mt everest. at least i got 8hrs sleep lol fml i leave for sampling again #tomorrow afternoon. this is what i get for trying to have even a tiny bit of a social life rip

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pepprs · 1 year

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having the issues i have is literally exhausting. like why do the miseries have to be ceaseless and the horrors unending.

#purrs #idk if im swaddling my inner child or str*ngling her (sorry) but she needs to stop crying bc my GOD i can’t keep living like this. my counse #counselor literaly told me i could get fired if i end up working somewhere else (🤨👊💥) and don’t heal AJD it’s like ok you’re right but also #shut up don’t fucking say that. but he is also so right like i can’t keep living like this. i was anxious and agitated all day and it’s good #that no one noticed but also like it takes so much energy just to sit in one place and do my work and respond to the stimuli and not start a #sobbing and howling. i hate this shitty fucking situation i want it to be over so i never have to feel this helpless again but im feeling pr #pretty helpless right now mutuals. i am feeling pretty helpless and i also cannot breathe because the elephants are taking up too much space #and i mean that in more ways than one. i don’t even have the energy to play video games rn like literally all i want to do is sleep. omg #still not as bad or in as bad a place as last week. and thank god i have not been dizzy since friday. but this is really pushing my limit. l #like im scared my heart is gonna give out from pounding so hard and i was trying to do affirmations w mysef and talk myself through the #logic and it didn’t work really and im like 😐 plus like almost every triggering / upsetting kind of situation that can happen has happened #today and i haven’t flipped out abt it it’s been more like slowly chipping away at me and.. i am at my fucking limit. i need to sit in a #sensory deprivation tank. and i also need to get married and/or a phd immediately. and i also need a lobotomy.

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asteraceaye · 7 months

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I am so stressed

#I was sick for a week and suddenly I'm so very behind now #it's crazy how when you're sick and you miss days you get behind! it's fucked even!#but I'm super stressing out about my portfolio too because it went from 17 pieces max to 10 #and I'm like :)))#so I'm scrambling #i don't like my portfolio i don't think it's that great #if i had time i would recreate a piece but then we're back to I'm behind already so i don't need to be adding another project #I just want to have my major declared and be entered into the program #but that stresses me out too because you have to retake advanced studios because there's only so many so you can't like #speed run getting your credits so I'm going to be graduating later #but that's a problem for later my problem right now is that my well rounded portfolio showing my strengths shrunk #i gotta focus on my illustrations now #thank god i found a portrait that i did that's pretty (imo) and plays around #solved my problem of having to create another project out of my ass #absolutely just #aster rambles #ALSO!! I HAVE AN OIL PAINTING I NEED TO FINISH TOMORROW #YOU KNOW HOW MUCH TIME I GOT FOR THAT?? NOT MUCH I DON'T EVEN KNOW THE STUDIO HOURS BECAUSE THEY DON'T POST THEM #I'm legit going to sneak in take my canvas and go home #I went into a studio today to work on one of my projects that really should be done and there was a class in place 😭#mortifying I'm never going into the studio during regular hours again #catch me in there like a gremlin at 3am

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orcelito · 1 year

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Tfw I am like. Stuck in bed lol. Bc all the exhaustion of the past few days has caught up with me

I need to Bake.... metamorphosis....

#speculation nation #i was playing tales of arise earlier. which is pretty fun ngl #tho the battle system will take some getting used to #probably didnt help that im exhausted as hell lol #i gave up and went to nap. intending to nap for only an hour or so #but i think. i want to keep napping.#i still have that God Damned manager meeting tonight. god i fucking Hate those things.#so i cant just Sleep #which tbh if it were up to me im so tired i probably would like to just sleep #like. hooooly shit the past few days have been demanding #doesnt help that the weather's awful so biking has been a chore too #lol i even slipped on some sludge earlier today. caught myself but banged my leg a bit. not fun #and it's only supposed to get worse </3 #i want winter to be over already actually. thank you!#for now... rest... i really need it.

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the-kipsabian · 2 years

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whenever i feel bad about my existence i remind myself that kip appreciates me

#tho probably not as much as i appreciate him tbh #i mean i have him permanently inked on my skin #but yeah i have. a few stream clips saved on my phone where he talks about things and its just like #okay so chronologically first theres the cameo from last christmas after i came out as a fan with the first fanart he loved #then theres the new years donation shoutout with his incredible be yourself and do what makes you happy advice #(literally just if people dont love you for you just fuck em lol)#then theres the next one where i missed the stream after jersey but he stays how humbling it was to him to see my tattoo in person #and then the more recent one where he talks about fan interactions and how cool all the art and seeing people dress up is #and he just casually drops me by name to specifically mention the tattoo and how. to quote exactly. 'its fucking insane i love it'#like. idk man. if nobody else likes me in this life kip sabian does and i feel like thats pretty good you know #just using it as a positive vibes whenever i think im not worth a hot garbage and shit #just. get yourself a blorbo that appreciates you being a fan as much as you appreciate them being your blorbo lol #and also humble them for life. i know thats harder to do but god its so worth it #i cant wait to meet him again one day oof #sorry im just feeling things today i really just rather be home and in bed but i have to be here today unfortunately #so im thinking about this while i dont want to work anymore lol #that is all. sorry and thank you if you read all that #night is an absolute mess on main #..im also still convinced i never actually have told this man my name and yet he knows and remembers it #in case you needed to know that cause it makes me very soft too lol

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wortverlust · 2 years

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Really I love your art so much <333 you are amazing with details, sometimes I get surprised with how fast you can work and do an amazing job. I am also happy seeing you trying new things like more explicit art; it's beautiful

This Shibari Levi is perfect 👀 my heart is jumping because Levi + Shibari is one of my favorites. You're amazing. Big fan 🤲🍰❤

MAAAY!!! B-B-Big f-f-f-f-f-ffffaaannn?! A-and y-your KIND WORDS!!!! PLEASE THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH FOR THEM!!!

(am I really that fast?… used to draw a lot Doujinshi pages, maybe that's the reason?… I should try to take more time for one drawing sometimes ^^;;)

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noxtivagus · 2 years

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FFXIV OCS AAAAA

#🌙.rambles #[ ffxiv. ]#just scrolling through ffxiv art on twt #SO CUTEEEEE #specifically this one acc on twt is making me Head In Hands bcs their art is just so cute #i think they're a couple irl as well??? ANYWAYS THEIR WOLS ARE SO CUTE #i will never have that irl but i can dream in-game 🤕🤕#I RLLY WNA START DRAWING #i rlly wna draw my ocs ><#lune and artem !#both miqos. huh #i'm slowly becoming biased to male vieras tho now oh no #can you blame me tho oh my god they're so pretty #gender envy >.>#i have embaraced this cringe part of me again thanks to the. tropes i wrote about last night HAHA #playing ff today reminded me as well #hsjfjfjsk can u blame me tho pls tidus n yuna r so cute #i wna replay ffix again too aaaa #ngl i'm hesitant to say uh noctis n luna bcs i'm still kinda disappointed in sqex n their mistakes in the story n game in general #....and admittedly maybe yes i do still like noctis but #NOCTIS AND LUNA I LOVE THE AESTHETIC #ff7 cloud/tifa n cloud/aerith is hard bcs #the former's aesthetic is more my style but #i enjoy the angst of the latter.... canonwise they're also a better match. they complement each other well #ff8 tho >< rinoa squall's my fave pair #i am torn between wanting a rinoa or being like rinoa #i admire rinoa isn't she so pretty n cute n dependable :OO #yuna's gentleness n kindness tho uwah i love her sm as well #tifa's so badass n cute n aerith's so playful n CUTE n jessie's so cool n wahhh #yk what i'm gna look back again at my old notes from years ago. the stuff i wrote back then r still v cute as well ehe

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silverandebony · 2 years

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haha noooo i'm not going to finally go memorize chunks of st augustine's confessions book x just because i found out abt it though wolf 359 and have been vaguely meaning to since then nahhhh dunno what you're talking about,

#i will soar then beyond this power of my being and rise by degrees towards him who made me #and i enter the fields and spacious halls of memory where are stored countless treasures....#wolf 359 #after meaning to for Literal years i'm finally reading more of it #i'm like halfway tgrough book x i think? i was literally just reading it today at work cause we were so dead dgjgdgjf #oh but for anyone wondering the particular passage hera recites is from book x chapter viii (book 10 chapter 8)#i'm using the outler translation because so far it seems to be the closest in phrasing to what was used in wolf 359 #~~also because i don't really like pucey's or w/e his name is fgjgdfkgdh~~#thank god for public domain tho #means i don't have to track down a physical printing of the translation i can literally just. find it onlinr real easy #god i still have to memorize hera's monologue too #got hilbert's down aaaaages ago. never got around to hera's tho :/ even though hers is So Fucking Prettt #anyway #memorizing things #silvered words #book x is vv pretty too i adore the introspection and consideration of memory and its form and function #i suspect there was a lot of inspiration taken from it in w359's thesis wrt to memory and personhood #i definitely recommend checking it out; there's something Really Fucking Neat about finding clear sources of inspiration #for shows like that #god but w359 is a masterpiece #memoria w359

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