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samsspambox · 2 months

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update: i'm not dead

hello hello! idk if yall still remember this humble blog but tis I! the one and only sam in a spam can, samsspambox!

i realize i may have neglected this blog but i have come back from the trenches (going back to them tho) and have been quiet and i'm sorry but i'll probably be shifting back to posting again?? idk depends on how everything goes

tl;dr: i got hit by the ao3 author curse and had to take a step back

if you want the full woes keep reading, but otherwise,,, hello again! jkbzskjbzc

so much started going on around september 2023 and just now they started to calm down (or, i started to learn how to deal with it i guess)

here's a whole comprehensive list:

Sep 2023 - Complex where I lived for 16+ years got sold, had to start house hunting

Oct 2023 - idk if yall remember but i ended up dating that one guy i talked abt here (this came with consequences)

Nov 2023 - Family death, Mom got Sick

Dec 2023 - Mom had surgery, Another Family Death

Jan 2024 - internationally traveled to place where my parents are from (alone) to go to the funeral and pay respects to prior death, broke up with that one guy (which is a whole ordeal)

Feb 2024 - Moved out of childhood home

Mar 2024 - Interviews for jobs

It was just one thing after another after another and, well, i don't think that was an environment conducive to writing, even if i came up with cool concepts or rambles or stuff like that. i had no energy. and ik i had so many plans but life really said 'no, you stop right there' and essentially paused my fic writings which sucks but oh well. now ive got some stuff figured out and an extra day off so i might be able to pick up where i left off.

and ngl i miss all the tumblr homies *cries*

but yeah. slowly but steadily ill try to post again but no promises!

#sam speaks #personal #god i am so tired #when i tell you these months have been hell #all the shit i could not write #all the turmoil i have faced that doesn't have a cathartic fic written abt it #tHE FUCKING BIRTHDAY FIC FOR GALENA I HAVE YET TO WRITE AND ITS BEEN A WHOLE ASS YEAR IM SO SORRY #*dusts off spam can* idk if anyone checks this for updates anyway but!!#for those that care i have gone from hiatus to semi-hiatus #*slaps label on spam can* with more trauma than ever before! lol #u know its bad when u cut and dye your hair #does having green hair equate to having mold on my spambox? discuss LOL #that one person that said libraries dont just stock book ur absolutely right i am so sorry i will never disrespect a librarian again

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