Y'all. It feels like life took a good turn. Teaching is so good and so fulfilling. I'm finally getting excited about directing a show later this year that I didn't really have excitement for. This random new man situation is surprising me. I'm being really careful. I don't know how much I am willing or interested in pursuing a new person - or any person - while in this grieving period, so I'm also being clear as to not lead him on to expecting a committed relationship on any kind of specific timeline. Ya know. Being crystal clear and understood.
But speaking of this grieving period, he asked me what are 3 things about me that people wouldn't necessarily expect and that he should know. I did NOT mention current situation, but I did tell him I was Autistic and broke down some things. He is neurotypical. I was very much like, "aaaaaand here is where a potential problem is gonna arise".
Y'all. He sent me back a giant paragraph thanking me for the information, breaking down some of his patterns of behavior and language that may be challenging for me to give a heads up, and then created an understanding of direct, no subtext information delivery when it comes to serious things. He also said that sometimes he has to ask the gods to decipher what I said because he doesn't always understand my direct language. And it was so easy to just be like yo I don't associate judgment with needs for clarification. One of my favorite things to do is clarify - sharing knowledge is a special interest. And he was just very appreciative and said how this was all so refreshing.
Y'all, I cried. Really did. And it was a grief cry. When I got DX, I was with my abusive (in more ways than one) ex. He resented me for my brain, and the ways he made me feel about it, how he'd constantly gaslight me, and just his outright anger towards me when I'd ask for the simplest of accommodations. I thought I was over all that, but literally just this experience with this new person showed me that I'm not. I'm still carrying a lot of grief for myself from that abusive time, and I almost can't believe the casual and clear acceptance for this neurological condition from someone who doesn't have it too.
Y'all, I got PROBLEMS on PROBLEMS
But things feel better. Not everything. Oh no no. But things.
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[22:54] - bed bugs...?
bang chan x fem!reader!
tw: afab!reader, nsfw mdni!, established relationship, using of pet names, mentions of hickeys, marking, probably more...
song choice: shinunoga e-wa - fuji kaze
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"you did not tell them the reason you wore long sleeves was because of bed bugs, " you scoff at your boyfriend, right after he finished the live.
"well, what was I supposed to say" he turns his chair to you.
"chris, you don't know how hard it was for me to hold in my laugh the whole time, " you throw yourself on the bed, stretching your bones.
"I saw that... " he covers his face with his palms, "that's why I was humming that stupid melody."
you giggle at his response, watching as he got up and went to get ready for bed. you took your socks off and placed your phone by the nightstand,
"you could've got the hotel sued, honey, " you gasp when chan exits the bathroom.
"don't worry, love, they don't have the address, " he smiles at your remark.
he places his cap on the drawer before taking his black hoodie off, your eyes getting stuck on his abdomen,
"yeah, definitely bed bugs, " you smirk.
chan rolls his eyes and throws his hoodie at you. he plops in the bed next to you, groaning sleepily as you put on the soft piece of clothing.
his fingers traced the once purple marks you left on him one week ago, when you first had the chance to spend the night together in what felt like ages,
"I think I need some new ones tho... " chan whispered, turning his head to you.
"please, they'll make you go to the doctor, " you throw a pillow at his face, embarrassed by his request.
"just saying, the hickeys are fading away... "
"after you literally called me a bed bug? " you cross your arms, trying your best to look offended.
"oh c'mon loveeee, " chan places his head on your thigh, his fingers grabbing at your inner flesh, "y'know I didn't literally mean it, don't you?"
your pout seems to melt away when your eyes meet his loving gaze, his fingers rubbing your legs giving you some type of strange comfort. but still, you're not gonna give in that easily, so you lift your leg up, attempting to lay on your side,
"or, " chan holds you down, restrictioning you from moving, "I have a better idea."
his hands grab your thighs as he positions himself between them. his plump lips nibbling at your soft skin, teeth slightly sinking in it. you whimper, fingers pulling at his locks when his mouth gets a little too close to your cunt.
chan pushes the hoodie up to reveal your belly, placing small kisses that felt tinglish. his lips quickly made their way up to your chest, his fingers cupping your breasts, as he gently sucked at the tender flesh.
with closed eyes, he left reddish marks all over your cleavage, your head thrown back to give him more access,
"I could mark you up,"
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a/n: hi this was very rushed and kinda trash, but I had a vision with this one (the vision wasn't achieved)
back to masterlist ˙˚ʚ(´◡`)ɞ˚˙
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The Good Ol’ Switcheroo
GUYS
GUYS
GUYS
I know there’s fics out there with switcheroo hijinks with Tim and Danny but imagine this---
Jazz and Babs
and
Danny and Tim
But like at the same time
So the Fentons are visiting Gotham, the reason why is a bit up in the air;
Jazz wants to visit the Gotham U campus, the Fentons have a meeting with W.E for a business deal (they’re sus about the whole ghost hunting thing but it doesn’t hurt to scope out what they’re capable of) or maybe they’re hunting down Batman because they’re sure he’s a ghost. Reader’s choice tbh.
Unfortunately Jazz sprained her ankle the week before while ghost hunting with Team Fenton. This also led to her parents coddling her and she just barely managed to convince them to still go on their trip as a way to get Danny a vacation.
The only caveat; they force her on a wheelchair for the duration of the trip.
Spring forward to a random Thursday afternoon during their vacation; Danny and Jazz were dying of embarrassment (in his case re-dying) with their parents antics. They didn’t think Gothamites would blatantly stare at them all things considered but even they had their standards they guess.
Danny bought himself some sunglasses and a coffee while Jazz just put on her reading glasses and just tried to bury herself in her new Spoiler themed sweater.
Of course that’s when the chaos started.
It was just their luck that just as they finally got away from their parents that a rogue finally attacked; where there was a rogue the Batman wouldn’t be too far behind.
Danny’s plan was just to hide in a random alleyway or wait until the coast was clear to use his powers and fly them back to their hotel room and wait for everything to die (hah) back down. That’s not what ended up happening.
“There you guys are, c’mon time to suit up”
The duo are too stunned to do anything as they’re dragged off by this random rich guy (Bruce Wayne) and into a really expensive and familiar looking car (the Batmobile). The door folds open and Jazz’s wheelchair is fastened in seconds, Danny just kinda goes to sit next to her (can’t let his sister be kidnapped by herself).
There’s a guy sitting shotgun next to the original alley guy. He’s wearing a mask. Oh shit its Nightwing.
“Looks like Freeze is at it again, Uptown’s already halfway covered in ice. No time to waste Red Robin”
Red Robin? Like the food chain??
In those few seconds the Batmobile is speeding off, the alley guy is now the Batman and they’re passing a speeding RV going the other way. Cue that one Umbrella Academy meme but its Tim and Babs staring back at Danny and Jazz.
A compartment opens up revealing Red Robin’s suit with the cowl.
‘Why the hell not? It’s not like it’ll kill me’ is all Danny thinks while he puts on the outfit, ditching the cowl tho because it looks ugly and instead grabs one of ‘Robin’s’ extra masks that were next to it. He took a selfie and sent it to Sam and Tucker, one also featuring a Done looking Jazz.
“You got that RR?”
“Hn yeah sure”
It isn’t until halfway through their fight with Mr.Freeze, not even noticing how the usually chilly Tim doesn’t look the slightest bit cold, when they meet up with Black Bat that any of them are clued in to what happened.
“Not Red Robin. New brother?”
“What are you talking about Cass, he’s right there?”
Cue to Danny using Tim’s bo staff to propel himself and air kick Mr.Freeze’s helmet.
“Ice to meet you frosty!”
“Yeah no. Our parents may be nuts but we’re not open for adoption” Jazz quips from the comms, strangely not too different from the system Tucker uses when they out hunting for ghosts.
“Wait I thought you were just recovering from the cold!?”
“Twisted ankle actually. On your five!”
Meanwhile Jack and Maddie got a ecto signature at the other side of town. They spotted Danny and Jazz leaving the library, grabbed them (not noticing the yelling crowds running the other way).
They let the GAV fasten the kids in before speeding off to catch the ghost.
In his defense Tim was working on one hour of sleep in the last 48 hours and Bab’s lost her voice from her cold. In all the ensuing chaos Babs dropped her phone and Tim’s just ran out of juice.
They’d thought it was a Standard Wayne and Co Kidnapping until the duo in hazmat suits kept referring to them as Jazz and Dann-o. Hopefully not insane and trying to fake being a family. Hopefully
They take a turn into Crime Alley and the duo look at each other as they see the GPS head towards one of Red Hood’s places.
This would be good
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I love Zoro and Sanjis design in your gem AU. Imagen they fuse for whatever reason and wouldn't be able to see shit bc they both have their gems on their eyes. 10/10
Ive gotten so many comments ab the zoro/sanji fusion so its finally time to draw it ig
Yeah, they aint got no eyes. They can still see though, like in the SU show, the topaz fusion can still hear with both of her ears covered by gems.
Also i gotta say, i also got the idea for their eyes being their gems from @marimoswords’s au
I really had a hard time figuring out what kinda being they would be together. I dont like it the best, but i think it would be really funny if they became an emo guy
(The best thing i could come up with, sorry^)
I was just thinking about how self-sacrificial they would be together
Idk tho, this is the best i could come up with
Thanks for the ask!
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Rating (some of) FableSMP characters depending on how terrible of a person they are - PART 2
OCIE
- she's sweet but also can and will kill you and your dog if you touch her son
- protective/pos
- she deserves a hug
7/10
ADDIE
- spying on people is kinda sus ngl
- but Athena trust you
- so do I
6/10
VEN
- still on Fable's side
- kinda fair tho
- you're wrong but i get it
5/10
WOLF
- you did hurt people but also you were kinda cursed so like not your fault
- d a w g /affectionate
- you did betray Fable but he deserves it
7/10
CENTROSS
- war criminal.
- apologised for it so *i guess* its okay
- you did blew up your friends tho
- what the heck :(
- punched a god and honestly i respect you for it
5/10
NETHERUM
- can't do wrong if i don't know anything about them.
10/10
HALEY
- ominus
- silly
- cat lover
9/10
JAMIE
- b e a r
Bear/10
SOUL
- helped Isla
- i care
9/10
AAX
- fishing sounds like a fun activity
- o l m
- you did try to kill Ulysses *three times* but i get it
- fair enough
8/10
CASPIAN
- pretty boi
- can't do wrong
- like ever
8/10
SEVEN
- beep boop
- look at him learning about human things
7/10
WILL
- he's litteraly just a guy
10/10
GALAHAD
- i really need to catch up on his pov
- still love him tho
ALERION
- i will throw hands with anyone being mean to him
- slash jay
10/10
ATLAS
- the goodest gurl
Atlas/10
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