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dont hit on usssss
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im dead tired
#how did i do staybacks evry tuesday snf thursday begofe covid...#i hsve to do it from Monday to thursday...kill me now
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#saw my grade 3 teacher for the first time in months after stayback and oh he remembered me...#we couldn't talk for long but... oh. oh. he mortifying ordeal of still being loved#like it wasn't only this teacher there were like 3 but this is the one that genuinely liked me the most and started laughing when we#like playfully called him old and he told me i'd grown up well and#fuck. i did miss art but. seeing all my old teachers and getting blasted by nostalgia... yeah. maybe that's. life <3
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˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ђเгค ς๏๓๏Շ💋࿇꧂:
*Usahawan Bekas Tentera*
Setelah tamat kursus Binaan di PERHEBAT, aku terus memulakan perniagaan kecil dan sederhana di Sungai Buloh membuka sebuah kedai membuat frame aluminium tingkap dan pintu; serta kerja kerja berkenaan kaca, dan cast iron.
Berbekalkan duit caruman lembaga tabung dan sedikit simpanan ASB aku nekad memulakan perniagaan kerana sudah tidak mahu bermajikan lagi setelah 23 tahun berkhidmat dengan Kor JLJ pasukan tentera. Alhamdulillah perniagaan aku maju kerana di lembah Klang ni ada saja orang yang membuat atau mengubahsuai rumah.
Aku telah mengambil adik ipar aku bekerja dengan aku sebagai pembantu kerana pada masa itu dia baru kena VSS bank tempatan dan sedang mencari kerja baru. Aku anggap dia sebagai adik aku sendiri dan dia amat boleh diharapkan serta dipercayai,
Di samping menjaga kewangan dan pentadbiran syarikat dia juga boleh menyelia bahagian teknikal perniagaan kami kerana kerjanya tidak rumit, manakala aku pula banyak menumpu perhatian kepada penghantaran barangan dan mencari pelanggan di luar. Perniagaan kami berkembang dari lot kedai di Paya Jaras dan berpindah ke lot kilang di Bukit Rahman Putra.
Adik ipar aku ini bernama Haslina memang cantik dan amat seiras dengan isteri aku. Aku tidak berniat untuk berskandal dengan dia tetapi sejak kebelakangan ini aku rasa ingin mengurat dia setelah 5 tahun lebih bekerja dengan aku. Biasanya aku hanya bercakap sebagai boss dan pekerja atau abang dengan adik; dan tak lebih dari itu.
Dia telah bersuami dan mempunyai seorang anak. Perasaan gatal aku terhadapnya mula timbul apabila aku aku mula rasa cemburu bila melihat dia mudah mesra dengan lelaki lain di pejabat atau di luar. Dia ni memang mudah mesra dengan semua orang. Mulai dari itu aku cuba mencungkil hal peribadinya secara diam-diam.
Akhirnya aku tahu dan merumuskan bahawa dia kesepian belaian seorang lelaki, jeritan batinnya tidak diambil peduli.,,, Manakala suaminya buat tidak kisah kerana suka bermain golf dan memancing ikan pada setiap masa terluang.
Suaminya seorang yang berpangkat pegawai di Penjara Sg Buloh. Tahu-tahu saja lah, kedua dua hobi ini memakan masa dan Haslina sentiasa ditinggalkan keseorangan kedinginan,,, patutlah dia sering datang kerumah ku bersama anaknya semasa hujung minggu.
Aku tidak pernah bergurau atau cuba memikat dia,,, cuma kadang-kadang kami bergurau dalam SMS,, atau dalam email padanya..,, pada mulanya pada tahap biasa,,, tetapi selepas itu mula ke topik topik panas dan berkongsi cerita-cerita panas yang di forwardkan oleh kawan-kawan,,,,, dan resposnsenya membuatkan gelora nafsu aku terhadapnya mula naik dan aku mula merancang…..
Aku rajin berada di kilang dan jika tidak sibuk kami akan keluar makan bersama di tempat tempat eklusif sekitar KL atau Damansara;; atau menonton wayang gambar semasa waktu pejabat.
Hinggalah pada penghujung tahun lepas 2012, satu kejadian yang tidak disangka telah berlaku tanpa sengaja di antara kami berdua …….. kami terpaksa stayback di pejabat untuk menyiapkan tender PKNS, secara tak sengaja kami terlanggar dan muka berdepan,,.
Secara sepontan aku terus cium dia di pipi, dia menolak tetapi tidak marah,,, dan aku mencuba lagi dengan mencium mulutnya dan lantas dia telah memberi response yang positive,, dan kami terus beromen agak lama juga sehingga 15 minit,, dia kelihatan malu,, lantas aku minta maaf dan katakan padanya lupakan perkara tadi. Dia angguk dan kami terus selesaikan kerja, sebelum balik kami beromen sekali lagi dan terus pulang.
Pada keseokan harinya dia datang kerja dan nampak ceria, pada mukanya tidak nampak perasaan marah pada ku malah lebih mesra lagi. Bila ada kesempatan kami akan beroman dan ringan ringan dengan penuh kerelaan kami berdua. Perkara ini berlanjutan hingga beberapa bulan,, hinggalah disuatu petang aku mula pandai menghisap teteknya, dan meraba bahagian bawahnya, dia mulanya menolak tanganku,, bila aku cuba kali ketiga barulah dia membiarkan aku meraba seluar dalamnya yang mula basah.
Aku baringkan dia di atas sofa dalam pejabat ku, dan membuka tudung dan baju kurungnya.. menanggalkan colinya…., nampak jelas teteknya yang putih melepak menjunam keatas bagaikan dua bukit yang berkembar,,,, aku sungguh teruja,,, tanpa di suruh aku menjilat dan menghisap teteknya dengan penuh nikmat diantara kami.
Aku membuka baju dan seluar ku,, hanya tinggal seluar dalam saja,, dia terus menolak dan kata tak nak la macam ni,, merayu rayu pada ku agar berhenti,,, nanti kakak dan suami tahu habis kita,,,, aku kata tiada orang di sini,, dan janji tidak mengapa apakan dia dan tidak melakukan berlebihan padanya, kami terus beroman dan aku mula menjilat teteknya lagi dan menjilat pusatnya.
Haslina mengeliat kesedapan,,,, aku terus menyelak kainnya dan menjilat sekitar paha dan kemudian keseluar dalam… aku jilat pepetnya, sambil menjelir lidahku kebawah seluar dalam,,, dan menarik seluar dalam dia kebawah, dia memang suka bila aku menjilat pepetnya,, dia mengeluh kesedapan beberapa kali dan kakinya nampak kejang menahan nikmat..,, dia bersuara minta aku berjanji jangan apa apakan dia dan tidak membuat lebih dari itu,,,,, aku janji tidak,,, aku terus menjilat pepetnya,,,, airnya memang banyak keluar kerana dia tengah syok dan stim,,, aku kulom dan hisap kelentitnya manakala tanganku terus menolak kakinya keatas,,, lama juga aku menjilat pepetnya dan beberapa kali dia mendengus dan perlahan lahan meraung kesedapan…
Aku menanggalkan cangkuk kainnya dan menanggalkan kain sarongnya,,,, kainnya tidak lagi terselak ke atas tetapi telah tanggal sepenuhnya… Haslina kini terbogel bulat di depan ku tanpa seurat benang terbaring di atas sofa,,,, aku minta nak main dengan dia,, aku bisikan pada telinga Haslina,,, abang dah tak tahan dan minta izin untuk main… dia hanya diam berbaring di atas sofa sambil memejam mata rapat dan menggelengkan kepala… ,, aku tahu itu isyarat dia nak dan tak sabar untuk disetubuhi tetapi malu kepada abang iparnya…,, aku menanggalkan seluar dalam ku sepantas kilat,.. senjata ku keras terpacak kedepan,,, sejak dari tadi senjata aku sudah keras dan kepalanya sudah lama berair…, aku perlahan-lahan menyuakan senjata ku yang keras ke depan muka pepetnya yang berair itu,,,, perlahan lahan aku tekan senjata keras ku kedalam pepet tanpa apa apa bantahan dari Haslina.
Dia mengangkang pehanya luas bagi memudahkan pergerakan ku tanpa halangan,, aku terus menyorong tarik senjata ku untuk beberapa ketika.. aku nampak muka Haslina sungguh seronok dan menikmati persetubuhan yang tidak terancang ini dengan ku,,,, dia mendengus kesedapan beberapa kali,,, dan suaranya merengek manja kerana kesedapan,,,, setelah mendayung beberapa ketika senjata memancutkan muntahnya ke dalam pepet Haslina… Ternyata Haslina amat puas bersetubuh yang agak lama dengan ku,,,,, aku merasa sungguh nikmat yang amat sangat dan mengucup dahi Haslina dengan penuh romantis dan kasih sayang….. selepas seketika senjata ku terkulai layu kerana keletihan namun begitu Haslina sudah merasa puas dan aku pula merasa lega,, maklumlah masuk bertabik keluar bersalam,,,,, kedua dua telah kami menikmati persetubuhan yang tidak diduga ini.,, dia terus memeluk erat tubuhku dan kami berpelukan hingga kami terlena di atas sofa.
Haslina memang suka bersama dengan ku kerana menikmati setiap saat pertubuhan antara kami berdua,, kami tidak lagi melakukan di office tetapi akan menyewa hotel-hotel yang strategik di sekitar lembah KL atau Damansara, atau Hotel Indigo Kepong..….. Tiada siapa yang syak pada hubungan kami kerana kami pandai menyimpan rahsia,,,, Birasku terus sibuk dengan alam golf dan juga projek pancing ikan setiap hujung minnggu dan malam…Manakala aku pula terpaksa bertungkus lumus mengerjakan ladang isterinya yang sentiasa gersang.. Haslina sangat sayang pada ku dan ingin mengandung anak ku………
*Sekian Terima Kasih.*
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You know I been feeling you since way back
but I couldn't even make the words to say that
If I could switch bodies you know I'd change that
But you could never love me so stayback
I remember when this song came out people were hyped because the singer officially "came out" in the music video by featuring a male love interest- meanwhile I was excited because he mentions switching bodies during the chorus.
It's a kind of out there lyrical choice that not a lot of artists would go for so it was a pleasant surprise to come across in the wild- this 6'5 dreamboat singing about how he would give his body up to be with his crush. Imagine if his wish came true...
#in context I think the line means his crush is straight so he wishes he could be a girl so he'd have a shot#I'm picturing some lucky girl waking up inside of a body like that#and being freaked out at first but then coming to love it#and then perhaps realizing that this guy's crush wasn't as straight as he seemed#and stealing him away like the original guy never could#I enjoy building a narrative lol
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HELPPP😭
Today i was at a Popular ( a store w books and etc ) so while looking for some romance books ( because im single and lonely ) i wasnt able to find any books that sounded VERY interesting to me😔
So my brain just decided to open my notes app and starting creating some ideas/ plots for romance books??
AND HELPP- 😭
IDK WTH I WROTE💀
( im tryna get some opinions, i asked my guy fren but he hasn't responded )
AND SINCE UR LIKE MY FAV WRITER ON THIS APP ( and like an actual writer ) IMMA NEED U TO JUDGE MY PLOT IM SORRY😭
imma summarize in a dum way to speed things up-
BASICALLY,
Girl is a happy family and great home :)
Girls parents fight ( AGAIN )
Girl become sad
Girl don't like being at home no more cuz home doesn't feel like home😔 so she tries to avoid going home as much as possible
Girl go party
Girl wake up in mystery guys bed
*ITS THE NICE POPULAR GUY THAT EVERYONE LIKES and wanna gets with🤭😏* ( he was the host btw )
Girl be like : GOTTA GO😅
Guy : NO WAIT! pls stay longer
( he has small crush on her but both of them don't realize it, he develops it when he starts seeing her stayback after school more, he does too- reason is revealed later)
Girl goes home and fighting gets worse
Girl decides : why not, beats being at home. and now lives at boys home ( kinda like a REALLY long sleepover tho-)
As girl continues staying with boy she starts to notice that boy is actually really lonely despite being popular ( his parents were like nagi's and never around, thats why he always throw parties fyi 😮)
As both of them continue living together, they start feeling more and more comfy with each other and soon always want to be tgt
so when their relationship starts getting closer and closer, will they be able to experience the warm feeling of having a home?? ( Metaphorical sense )
( THEY END UP AS COUPLE OBVI )
i got inspo from a quote that says "souls tend to go back to who feel like home"
IM SORRY THIS WAS SO LONG😭🙏
take care, love and kisses 💋
BYEBYE!! ❤️✨💅 :)
okay first off, why did you put nagi in there, like leave that lil guy alone what did he ever do to you 😭😭😭💀💀💀
second, that is a lovely idea actually, bonus points if the boi has fluffy hair
also thank you for keeping it simple with girl and boi because I wouldn't understand the story then
but still, it's a really great and sweet idea in my opinion :}
damn I should read my books....
Also I hope that the parents sort their argument out at the end becuz hello they have a child, and where is she??? Like are we not gon talk about them???
anyways, your idea is cool, but I want the parents to apologize to girl for making her feel uncomfortable with their arguments
and the boy and the girl should have a lil kith at the end..👉🏻👈🏻
that idea you have is overly lovely, my sweet little ghost👻
please tell me more if you want to continue, okay?
-your diamond <3
#loser vxbes#👻#sweet lil book ideas with @loser-vxbez#loser-vxbez slanders nagi#nagi slander#bllk nagi#nagi#blue lock nagi
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open to: anyone !!
based on: everyone keeps setting muse a up on blind dates, which doesn’t sit too well with muse b, her long time (secret) girlfriend
“... c’mon you’re not actually wearing that, right?” dani said as she crossed her arms over her chest and watched them get ready for yet another blind date. as much as she wanted to put her two sense into them getting set up on date after date by their friends and family and being kept in the dark, she knew that it was all up to them when to tell everyone about the two of them. what killed her the most was watching them get ready to go out knowing that they did the same thing for when they went out. “i really like that, that’s not fair... why don’t you save it for when we go out?” she said with a sad smile as she leaned against their doorway. “or, how about this you could just cancel, say you got sick or something. i think you can do a very convincing cough or a nice sick voice.” dani teased in hopes to sway them into staying home and not going out on the ‘date’. whatever she could do she’d do it just to have them stayback and not meet whoever they were getting set up with. “what do you say?”
#[ dani convo ]#indie rp#Independent Rp#open RP#indie lesbian rp#v rusty but take this as you will !
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She's nervous to ask herself, so I'm doing it for her, but please could we get some song suggestions for a Minecraft allay fictive? It likes songs like Juliet by Cavetown, and otherside & Infinte Amethyst by Lena Raine. Thank you.
hi! and of course :]. i'm sorry it feels so nervous, but happy that you're asking for her! hopefully this'll help the anxiety /half-joking.
it's under a cut because i kinda went ham LOL. apologies if the amount of songs is a little overwhelming ^^;.
songs go like "song" + "artist" :3
"Song Of The Sea" + "Lisa Hannigan"
"Amhrán Na Farraige" + "Lisa Hannigan"
"Ghost Choir" + "Louie Zong"
"Ghost Duet" + "Louie Zong"
Ghost + Guest" + "Louie Zong"
"A Huge Tree in the Tsukamori Forest" + "Joe Hisashi"
"Nausicaä of the Valley of Wind" (opening theme) + "Joe Hisashi"
"A Town with an Ocean View" + "Joe Hisaishi"
"The Lost Paradise" + "Joe Hisaishi"
"Ponyo on the Cliff by the Sea" + "Joe Hisaishi"
"The Path of the Wind" (instrumental) + "Joe Hisaishi"
"Everywhere" + "Fleetwood Mac"
"Genesis" + "Grimes"
"Oblivion" + "Grimes"
"Stayback" + "Omar Apollo"
"Coqueta" + "Katzù Oso"
"Porcelain" + "Ichiko Aoba"
"He Mele No Lilo" + "Mark Keali'i Ho'omalu" and "Kamehameha Schools Children's Chorus"
"Tulou Tagaloa" + "Olivia Foa'i"
"Exploration" + "Bruno Coulais" and "Mathilde Pellegrini" and "Laurent Petitgirard" and "Hungrarian Symphony Orchestra Budapest" and "Hélène Breschand"
"Generation Why" + "Conan Gray"
"Prom Queen" + "Beach Bunny"
"Cloud 9" + "Beach Bunny"
"Mr. Loverman" + "Ricky Montgomery"
"Out Like a Light" + "The Honeysticks" and "Ricky Montgomery"
"Interlude: I'm Not Angry Anymore" + "Paramore"
"Record Player" + "Daisy the Great" and "AJR"
"i feel like chet" + "mxmtoon"
"cliché" + "mxmtoon"
"florida" + "mxmtoon"
"First Love/Late Spring" + "Mitski"
"I Bet on Losing Dogs" + "Mitski"
"Francis Forever" + "Mitski"
"i wanna be your girlfriend" + "girl in red"
"Pretty Girl" + "Clairo"
"Silly Girl" + "chloe moriondo"
"space girl" + "Frances Forever" and "chloe moriondo"
"Party Tattoos" + "dodie"
"1950" + "King Princess"
"Chinese New Year" + "SALES"
"Water Fountain" + "Alec Benjamin"
"Alamo" + "Alec Benjamin"
"Peppermint Smiles" + "tiffi"
"I Will Be Okay" + "mimi bay"
"sorry haha i fell asleep" + "Egg"
"One More Weekend" + "Maude Latour"
"Coffee" + "beabadoobee"
"Lullaby" + "Simi"
"Persephone" + "Sidney Gish"
"Wasteland, Baby!" + "Hozier"
dividers from @/animatedglittergraphics-n-more and @/flowerforever-lau
#ethercollective#request accepted | ''Allons-y; Allonzo!''#funnily enough i was making a self indulgent playlist when y'all asked this LOL#eeee hopefully i got the pronounce right too.? shrugs aggressively#minecraft fictive#fictive playlist#minecraft kin#kin playlist#yorppie ^_^#playlists | ''This reminds me of someone...''
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These Feelings Inside (How Deep Do They Go)
Chapter 8- Inside The Heart
Masterlist. Previous. Next.
Read on ao3 here.
Woops, it's been six months since I've updated this. Then again, I've written a lot of words for other things that I ended up delaying this. But hey, finally done this chapter, plus it's a longer one! Hope it makes up for it!
Warnings: censored swearing, brief mention of a desire to murder, very non-graphic mention of dissection
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When Sophie came down the stairs to eat breakfast, she was surprised to hear that it was relatively quiet. The door to Keefe's room was open wide, which was weird, because if they were awake there was bound to be some noise. Especially since they'd just discovered caffeine, and combining that with their energetic nature usually meant noise.
She entered the living room and found Keefe and Fitz sitting on one of the couches, oddly quiet.
"What are you two—"
"Shh," Keefe shushed her, not even turning to look at her.
She silently sat down on top of the couch in between where they were sitting so she could watch what they were doing.
Keefe was… drawing. Drawing Fitz. She shouldn't have been surprised, they'd asked Fitz if they could draw him earlier, so she wasn't sure why she was surprised.
Maybe it was the silence. Keefe was a loud person, so seeing them so quietly focused drew her attention. Their eyes were narrowed, lips scrunched upwards. It was different, something she hadn't seen before.
…then again, Sophie had known Keefe for about two weeks.
Why did it feel longer? Why did it feel like they'd known each other for much longer? And despite their not-so-great first interaction, they had become someone that she cared about.
She looked at the drawing that they were holding, and wow. She already knew they could draw well, but even a rough sketch was enough to take her breath away.
"It looks real," she said, and to her surprise the words came out a little breathless.
"Really?" Fitz asked, the first words that he'd spoken since she'd arrived.
He got up from where he was sitting and leaned over towards Keefe, his hands planted beside them to support his weight.
"Oh wow, it does," Fitz agreed, "that's so good, I might have to keep it."
"You want to keep a drawing of your own face?" Keefe teased, but Sophie managed to pick up something off about their tone, though she had no idea what it was.
"I meant more because you drew it," Fitz replied, his head tilting down, and many years of knowing him made her realize that he did that when he realized he hadn't meant to say that.
"Huh," Keefe replied. "Alright, move Fitzy, you're in my face."
"Oh, yeah, okay," Fitz replied, looking down and realizing that he was above Keefe, a sheepish smile that came when he was embarrassed.
He moved one of his hands to shift his weight to get up, only for his hand to slip and he lost balance. He landed directly on top of Keefe, head knocking against their chin.
"Ow," Fitz mumbled.
He tried to get up again, and Sophie couldn't see his face from this angle, but she could see Keefe's. She could see a faint flush on their face.
It was… cute.
Wait I am not going to think about that shove it away stayback—
Before she realized it, her leg had slid off of the couch and next thing she knew she was sliding off, crashing into Fitz—who was getting up—and they both tumbled to the floor.
"Crap, sorry, are you okay?" she asked.
"Yeah, you?" Fitz replied, and oh, they were mirroring the position Keefe and Fitz had just been in, only now it was Fitz who was below her.
God. His eyes were so pretty. Sophie could never grow tired of that brilliant teal, and up close she could see the various shades. It wasn't often that she got this close to him, seeing his eyes widen and his breathing slow as if time had frozen.
"Sophie?" Fitz asked, his voice merely a breath.
She blinked. "Huh?" Then she remembered that he'd asked her a question. "Yeah, I'm fine."
She should probably get up. She should get up before the proximity did something to her brain and she did something she wouldn't be able to take back. It wasn't like Fitz was telling her to get up though…
A heartbeat fluttered under her fingers, a series of staccato thumping. It took her a moment to realize it wasn't hers, but Fitz's. Her own heartbeat had been overlaid on top, loud to her ears.
God, am I a high-schooler or something?
"I just got crushed by Fitzy—who is heavy by the way—and nearly slammed in the face by Foster's elbow, are neither of you gonna ask if I'm okay?" Keefe whined.
Their words pierced the barrier that had been separating the two from the world, and all of her senses kicked in at once. She quickly rolled off. She glared at Keefe, who only smirked.
"Are you okay?" she asked reluctantly, humouring them.
Maybe it'd distract Fitz from whatever had just happened. That's what she was hoping, at least.
"Oh, I'm perfectly fine Foster, thanks."
"What was the point in asking then?" Fitz asked, and Sophie wasn't brave enough to look at his face.
"I found it rude that you forgot about me," they replied. "Also we should probably get breakfast. I'm hungry. Give me food."
"I can make you two some breakfast," Fitz offered, getting up. He'd made breakfast enough for her over the years that she wordlessly accepted it.
"Ooh, what does a breakfast made by Fitzy look like?" Keefe asked.
"Come with me and you'll find out. Sophie already told me you're useless in the kitchen so I'll have to show you."
Keefe turned to Sophie, gaping. Sophie just shrugged with a smile. They put a hand to their chest, offended, then followed Fitz into the kitchen.
"So," Biana said from beside her—when the hell did she get there???—"tell me about Keefe."
Sophie startled, not noticing her presence. "This is not the time nor place to interrogate me about crushes!" she whispered through her teeth.
Biana only raised an eyebrow. "I was referring to how you two met, because 'we knew each other online' felt off, but if you think there's something to talk about when it comes to your romantic life…"
Sophie shook her head vigorously, sure that her face was heating up. "Online friends! Talked a little bit, learned we live in the same city—"
"You told a stranger which city you lived in?" Biana asked, "I know you of all people wouldn't do something like that."
"They accidentally mentioned the transportation system, forgetting that its unique," Sophie said, fumbling for an excuse. "So I ended up telling them to make things feel less one-sided."
Biana nodded. "So then you ran into them and took them in?"
"Well, that was the gist," Sophie said, knowing that her previous excuse of 'happening to run into them' had a very low likelihood of actually happening. "They made a brief post about their circumstances and then I offered to meet up."
"And that's why you left without telling anyone? Sophie, you left your phone at home, and didn't tell anyone that you were leaving, or that you were going to bring someone in."
"I panicked?" Which was actually the truth.
"And what's up with the fact that they had nothing on them? Not a single piece of ID, no money, no clothes, if I didn't know better, I'd say that you were housing some kind of mythological creature."
It took all of her willpower to flinch or laugh nervously. "Well, they had some really sh*tty parents, that's all I can say."
Not for the first time, Sophie wondered what Keefe's life had been like back before they had become a siren. Had it been a good life, until one moment tore it all apart, or had it been made up of moment after moment of misery, unstable enough that the slightest thing made them ready to give it up?
"Yeah, definitely," Biana agreed. Maybe she didn't like the topic of conversation anymore, because she added, "is there anything new about your love life that you'd like to tell me?"
Sophie rolled her eyes, cursing how easy it was to fluster her. "Did I ever tell you that for being uninterested in romance, you're very invested in mine?"
"Well, if I'm not gonna live it through myself, I have to do it through someone else," Biana shrugged.
At least this little interaction was familiar, they've both said things similar to this a few times in the past.
"And also, that wasn't a no," Biana grinned.
Sophie gaped. "Hey!"
"Fine, fine. Hey, what's Keefe's social media, I wanna follow them," Biana said.
Sophie stiffened, then hoped she wasn't being too obvious. "Ask them? They're… surprisingly private online."
Biana narrowed her eyes. "Keefe?"
"Did you just call my name?" They asked, peeping out of the kitchen to look at them.
"What's your social media account?" Biana asked.
It's private, Sophie mouthed, hoping Keefe understood that.
"That's a secret," they replied with a grin, "if you wanna follow me, you gotta find me first!"
"How the hell am I supposed to find you if you don't give me a hint?" Biana asked.
They shrugged, and Sophie was grateful for their mildly irritating, easy-going nature which made it easy to get out of situations that she'd normally find stressful to deal with. Honestly, without them, she would have had no clue as to how she would have dealt with the situation. Having someone to talk to was relieving on its own, but Sophie was sure that even then, she would have had breakdown after breakdown and she would not have been able to get any information. Keefe was distracting, and they were fun, and they helped her not feel like everything was falling apart.
"Hey, breakfast is ready," Fitz called out. He handed a plate to Keefe, then brought the other one to the dining table for Sophie.
Sophie and Keefe ate their breakfast, while Fitz and Biana sat with them to keep them company.
"Oh wow Fitzy, you have got to cook for me every day," Keefe said, while chewing.
"Don't talk with your mouth full," Fitz chided. "And I will not be doing this every day."
They quickly swallowed their mouthful of food. "Aw, why not? How long have you been doing it for Foster?"
"I don't make them for her that often. Besides, Sophie and I have known each other for a decade," he explained.
"Oh, huh," they said, looking back and forth between her and Fitz.
She wasn't sure exactly as to what realization they were having, but she glared at them anyway.
Biana hummed. "Say, Keefe, do you have a crush on anyone?"
They rested their hands behind their head. "Maybe, why?"
"Just curious. I like seeing romances, they're cute, so I wondered if you were planning to date someone and bring them here. It's nice getting new company."
Sophie narrowed her eyes at Biana, wondering if this had to do with their conversation from earlier.
"Who knows, maybe it'll be multiple 'someone's," they mused.
"That would be fun," Biana replied. "The more the merrier. Hmm, do you have a crush on some of your other friends? I can't remember their names but you and Sophie went to visit them together?"
"Huh? Marella and Linh? No—no, they're lesbians. Super into each other."
"Wait, really?" Sophie blurted.
"No offense Foster, but you don't seem like you recognize other people's crushes."
To her dismay, both Biana and Fitz nodded. "Uh—wait, why are we making this about me?"
"Keefe, you should have your friends visit," Fitz suggested, taking mercy on her.
Sophie and Keefe traded a look. Can't really visit us if they're sirens.
"Hmm, maybe it'll happen soon."
She was then reminded of the fact that if they found a way for Sophie to remain human, it would probably allow those two to turn back into humans too. It’d be nice, having them around.
"Hey, Sophie, are you free to go shopping with me after your shift?" Biana asked.
"I have plans with Keefe, what do you need?"
"Huh, you go out with them several times a week," Fitz remarked.
"Jealous, Fitzy?" Keefe asked, wiggling their eyebrows. Fitz narrowed his eyes. "Jealous you aren't getting any quality time with the Keefester?"
"Don't ever call yourself that again," Sophie snorted, and Fitz put a hand to his mouth as if he were trying to stifle a laugh. "Is it important, Biana?"
Biana glanced at Fitz for a brief moment. What did she mean by that? Why not just say it out loud—
Oh sh*t. It's Fitz's birthday in a couple of weeks. Sophie wasn't that great at keeping track of time, but this was something she never failed to forget.
"Is the weekend fine?" Sophie asked. "We could go together in a few days."
Biana nodded. "Yeah, that's fine. Have fun on your little outing with Keefe. I might go see what Maruca's doing, I haven't seen her in a while."
"Have fun!"
•~•~•~•~•~•
"How's the research going?" Sophie asked Marella and Linh.
"We might have a lead?" Marella shrugged.
"It's not guaranteed to mean anything, but I think there's someone who knows another siren who has been a siren for two decades," Linh added.
"Two decades?" Sophie squawked. Two decades of being trapped in the water, forbidden to make strong connections with others? She'd only been alive for a few years more than that. Sophie was a person who had few friends, but those friends were people she would give her life for. She couldn't imagine spending her life without them.
(Wouldn't that be what would happen if Sophie wasn't able to become human again?)
"Supposedly, this siren likes solitude, so don't stress over it, otherwise they would have sought out a heart already," Marella said. "How have you been feeling?"
"Okay, I think," Sophie replied. "Nothing crazy has really happened. And I don't think my withdrawals are coming any faster yet."
“You’re sure or you can’t remember?” Marella asked.
Sophie blinked. “What do you mean?”
Keefe cursed under their breath, and that only made Sophie more worried.
"Well, you know that once a human becomes a siren, they lose their memories," Linh said slowly.
This time, it was Sophie's turn to murmur curses. The thought hadn't occurred to her that her memories would be impacted the same way everything else would. How fast would it happen? How would she know how many things that she'd forgotten if she couldn't remember in the first place? Which memories would be the first to go? Was it in chronological order? Would it be in terms of the value of the memory? Or—
"Hey, relax," Keefe soothed, hands moving to rest on her shoulders—only for seafoam to repel them.
It was only a reminder of what her life was if she couldn't figure out how to stop the transformation. Loneliness, and physically being unable to touch.
"If you don't mind, can I ask you for a favour before we leave?" Linh asked sheepishly, one of ver hands gently rubbing at ver wrist, where ver brother's name was inked into ver skin.
"Yeah, of course, what is it?" Sophie replied.
Sophie realized just how much Linh and Marella were doing for them. Sure, they wanted to become human too, and sure, they knew Keefe and wanted to help them, but she couldn't help but feel eternally grateful for having the two of them help out so much.
"I wanted…" ve looked down, smiling, "I wanted to know what holding someone's hand felt like, if it would work while you were in your human form."
Oh. Without the memories of the past, and being unable to touch someone's hand, no siren could hold hands with someone else.
"We can definitely see if it works," Sophie said, and they all swam to the nearest piece of land. She recognized this as the place that she'd met Keefe.
Sophie crawled on to the sand, turning to face Linh. She offered her hand to ver.
Ve looked at it, eyes wide, and ve slowly began to reach for ver hand. To Sophie, it wasn't anything special, it was just a wet hand, but Linh had frozen, gaze fixated on their joined hands.
"So… how does it feel?" Sophie asked, feeling a little awkward.
Linh let out a quiet hum, ver hand slowly shifting, their fingers linked and unlinked and it felt a little strange but Sophie figured that if she said anything else, ve would stop. It was fine, and this was the least that she could do for ver.
"I'm not being weird, am I?" Linh asked.
"It's okay," she replied.
"Is it okay if Marella does it too?"
Marella, who had been silently watching the entire time, turned to ver with wide eyes.
"Yeah, she can."
Marella approached her slowly, as if looking for a sign that Sophie was uncomfortable. But then she rested her hand against the back of Sophie's, with Linh's against the front. Only an inch separated the two.
Marella leaned her forehead against her hand, and Linh mirrored the action.
Okay Biana, I think I finally get why you're so invested in other peoples' romances.
Both of the two sirens' eyes fluttered shut as they stayed still, as if trying to engrave this moment into both of their memories. This action must have meant more to them then Sophie had originally thought.
Eventually, they both moved away, red dusting their cheeks, though Linh's complexion made it less obvious.
"Thank you," Linh murmured. "We'll get going now. We probably won't be back for a while."
"Stay safe," Sophie wished them.
The two of them dove back into the water.
"You up for going back home yet, Foster?" Keefe asked.
Sophie scooted closer to the water so she could submerge her legs in the water. They morphed into a red tail, glistening in the light of the setting sun. Something like this would have been a dream come true for elementary school kid Sophie Foster. Losing memories and staying in solitude wouldn't have mattered back when she had no family or friends to forget. Now though? That shiny tail only made her nauseous, only made her heart pang with agony because of the things that she could lose if they couldn't find an answer, if they weren't fast enough.
One look at Sophie's heart, and Keefe seemed to understand. It was easy this way, nice that they could understand how she was feeling without her having to use words. They leaned over, resting their hands near her tail.
"Can I?" they asked.
Sophie didn't know what they were asking for, but compared to their first meeting, where they called her "sweetheart" without permission, or leaned right into her space without warning, this was different. They weren't one to ask first.
"Okay," she said.
Their hands moved under her tail, and she realized that this was the first time that someone else had touched her tail. She sucked in a breath at the feeling of their cold hands touching her. Her tail was delicately lifted out of the water; shifting back into human legs. The hands trembled briefly, at the change in both weight distribution and that her legs were now covered with her pants, then stabilized as they turned her around a little bit; enough that her legs could stretch out and not touch the water.
Her legs were set down on the sand. She… had no clue what the point of that was. But before she could ask, Keefe moved again, rolling on to their back and leaning backwards, putting all of their weight on their elbows. She couldn't see their face from this angle, their back turned to her.
"Can I?" they asked again.
Can you what? she wanted to ask, but instead hummed in agreement.
They leaned backward, and oh, their head was now in her lap. This… was not an occurrence that happened often. She was pretty used to laying her head on Fitz or sometimes Biana, but it was rare for it to be the other way around.
She could easily shove them off if she wanted to, and Keefe knew that too, which was why despite being vague, they still asked. And it was probably probably for that reason that she just left them there. It was kind of comfy, actually.
"Let's stay human here for a little longer," Keefe whispered, and Sophie finally understood their actions.
•~•~•~•~•~•
Tam thought that after a few months of being human, se would feel human. Instead, se felt like a fake. And on the Neverseen's boat, surrounded by siren hunters, se really had to work extra hard to seem human.
"So this is Tam Song, the new recruit," an unfamiliar voice said.
Se had put names to everyone on the boat, but there was one name that se had heard of who se'd never met.
"I prefer Tam. You're Vespera?"
Vespera raised an eyebrow. "Quick at learning names, it seems?"
"I'm a quick learner," se said.
"Gisela may have let you join us easy, however, it doesn't mean that you'll have it easy." She narrowed her eyes, the atmosphere turning tense, reminding sym of Gisela. "We do run background checks. Why is it that you've been declared as "dead" for three years?"
Se wasn't surprised by that question; every job se'd gone to had asked variants of that question, but se never liked having to explain. Someone like Vespera would be extra cautious. It was time to tell them the lie that se had rehearsed for two weeks.
"There was an accident," se said, "you would have noticed that my sister was involved too."
Vespera nodded.
"Official records say we were lost in a storm, right?"
She nodded again. "That implies that it is false."
"There was a storm, my sister and I did fall. Those parts are true. However, there is more to it than that. My parents were emotionally abusive, until the point that it wore us down enough for a siren to come." Se mixed in truths; put enough of them in there so the next part of syr story would seem believable. "We both fell, my sister was turned into a siren, and the siren who had cursed ver nursed me back to health."
"Nursed you back to health?" Vespera raised an eyebrow.
"It was to make sure I wasn't dead, at first. To a siren, they would do anything to become human once more, they will prey on anyone with a broken heart. However, they didn't want any actual blood on their hands."
"And then?"
"They took care of me. They were suspicious, at first, worried that I would expose their secret. Or take revenge for what they had done to my sister. But the fall caused me to have amnesia. They had me live with them, and even told me about their life as a siren.”
“A siren keeps their memories once they become human?”
“They do.”
“Do they regain their memories from their human life?”
“No.” Technically, that wasn’t a lie, it applied to most sirens. However, Tam would not tell them that there was a way to regain one’s memories, not when that would make sym look suspicious.
“Why would this siren tell you about their life? You told me that they had been concerned about you exposing their identity.”
Se resisted the urge to tug at syr glove, where a name itched on syr wrist. But to give in to that temptation meant showing hesitance and weakness, and se could not afford to show any weakness to any member of the Neverseen.
“I couldn’t give any definitive reasons. Maybe they grew fond of me and decided to tell me. Maybe they felt responsible for me and told me out of guilt. Maybe they were afraid of the day I regained my memories and thought that I’d react less harshly if they could make me sympathetic to sirens.”
“Are you? Sympathetic to them, that is?”
“I wanted to kill them when I regained my memories and realized what they done to my sister,” se said, forcing symself to sound a tad bitter, though, syr next words came out much easier. “They stole my sister from me, the only person who I loved. I wanted to make them pay.”
“Well, did you?” A different voice asked.
Se almost whirled around, realizing that it was Gisela speaking. Damn it, when did she get there without sym noticing?
“I left them,” se replied. “I didn’t want to take a human life. I moved out and went from job to job, until I found someone who knew the same thing as I did. That sirens are real, and they are cruel creatures that must be exposed. The knowledge that I could make them beg for mercy the same way they never give mercy to a human would only be an additional benefit.”
“Interesting. Would you be interested in a dissection of a siren?”
“I would gladly watch.”
Perhaps syr words were a little too violent, but being with the Neverseen, even if only for a few days had already taught Tam that they—the leaders Gisela and Vespera in particular—valued cold-hearted ruthlessness. Put enough emotion into syr words, openly despise everything about sirens, and they would never suspect sym of lying. Would never suspect sym of syr true motives.
Once I find you Linh, I’ll turn you human, and we will live out the lives that had been taken from us.
•~•~•~•~•~•
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Duniya mein do tarah ke log hote hain.
1) Jo stayback ka matlab "staying back at my coaching to study" samajhte hain
2) woh Jo stayback ka matlab "aaj coaching nhi ja rhi bc, ghar pe stayback!" samajhte hain
Mai second species 🙋🏻♀️@mishti-doi
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im going to be such a #busygirl from now one
#staybacks from monday to thursay.....kill me now#and school on saturday cause competitive too...#how will i get time to study for tests and complete my work
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5.1.24
Dear Diary,
Out of the three days I have been sick, Today I felt a lot better. I was super energetic. I got my consent form for soft archery that being a memory as pramila ma'am(the teacher responsible for the sports) loves me as a student. As of the basketball dance, the song was changed, so we had to modify the steps according to the beats. When I got to know this, I was kinda furious. We gave a demo of the performance to the principal. And of all that I could make, she was pretty disappointed with it. Little did I know, my parents had a meeting with her in the morning from 9 to 10 related to my academics. (My math teacher hasn't been teaching since 3 months and etc.). I, Jasmeh and saraswati became a really good trio. We played football later and I am quite happy with how my team has been practicing for the match lately. Deepika ma'am(our football teacher lost our consent forms. I, along with some other people, spent time after stayback timings to find them. After which we had to take new prints of the consent form and get it signed atm. Luckily, before getting prints, we recieved our jerseys(custom ones-with name and no. at back) I got 7 no.(my fav). I brought mine and my sis's jersey home. I had a lot of fun at home with mum today. She gave time today for she had got a profit in share market.(after a long time). I was delighted with the look of my jersey. While my sis was practicing for fun with the basketball I brought home from school, she hit one of the frames and broke it. My dad and mum got me a white tee for the other day and a lot of things from d-mart. I had decided to wear on my brother's adidas black shoes for tomorrow.
That's enough for the day........
Yours lovingly,
Anamika
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I follow you enough to know that you don’t think they’re still together.. i think so too.. if they were together louis wouldn’t have done few things what he has done from around may last year… he wouldn’t have blocked HLD.. one would think it couldn’t have been the case or it’s some other reason, but louis kind of a person who wants to make statements, he knew it would’ve given ppl reason to believe that.. also the not so good part about this though he has been denying larry since 2012 online is that he was very bitter about it this time and i can only imagine that their breakup has been hurtful atleast to louis to an extent where he made very sure to let that show on his face.. with louis it has always been his words but his expressions are always very fond when it cane to H during interviews, just check last years how different it was.. he denied larry in that audio call as well last yr I believe not sure why ppl are reacting too much over this.. imagine you loved someone soo much for so long and brokeup, but you cannot say anything or ppl will tag you as a liar or rude or drag you for trying to protect a kid(his or not)
One thing that ppl say that f is not his kid, couldn’t have been we don’t know.. but he was so young and everyone agreed that it was a way to closet him and been fighting for it.. what would happen in couple of years harry will have a kid?? Am sure he will have one.. what then?? Did anyone think that he would get whole ass tattoo of olivia?? Ppl just brushed it off saying that’s how industry works.. so the person who talks about wasted time, would do that?? Entire name, at such intimate place?? Their relationship screamed PR but he gotten himself a tattoo based off it, so imagine that kind of decisions he is capable of.. i mean common on, even if louis wouldn’t have said what he said, and ended up doing PR like harry, fandom would’ve lot of things to say.. i guess success matters at thr end of the day, ppl only stayback and support if you’re extremely successful..
I think the real problem lies in signaling and coding. Break up is something that we can never know about, so it's useless to form opinion about it. But I think it's not particularly Larry/ break up that makes him mad, it's the fact that people are here for his relationship (that nobody knows is real at this point or not) and not for him or his music. Any artist would be pissed off by that. Plus I think he freely wants to signal about his sexuality without people directly linking it to Larry. I think both Harry and Louis are on thin ice here, where they can't signal/ code about their sexuality without people thinking that they both are very much still together. IF they already broke up then it must be frustrating as hell to see people linking EVERYHTING to his ex. Especially those things that were meant to be linked to his sexuality and his identity. I know how fucking irritating it must be.
And regarding Larries cancelling Louis.... I really think it's just a disbelief that Larries particularly target Louis for every minute thing. I have seen people hating harry the same when he pull such stunts, I have seen people unstanning harry for such things too (I am one of those people) I have seen so many larries just entirely feeling detached from Harry when he sat down for an official RS interview with Olivia and even more when he got her name tattooed on his balls thighs. He got dragged so much from every side of fandom for RS interview for queerbaiting that it made him tear up on stage the next day. So I don't think it's just with Louis people are bitter with. It's just that Harry has a hell lot of more solo fans. Larries are a very small part of his fanbase, so it goes unnoticed when some of the larries unstan him. It hardly matters cos he will still sell the same amount of tickets. But with Louis it's different. Larries are still a big part of his fanbase. They still affects his shows and online activities. And that's why people think that Louis is targeted the most by larries but in reality harry is targeted too, but it just doesn't make any difference. I have seen larries defending Louis no matter what happens and I have seen larries dragging harry and unfollowing him.
There is no way to know if they are still together or not. But people really need to lay off of their relationship. It's not 2015 anymore and they don't need anyone fighting for their relationship (if there is still one).
#ask#i actually read that balls thing somehere#i don't know who said it#but it made me laugh so hard#so i added it here#lol
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I was in stayback at my school (my first time ever in my new school) and I entered one of the classrooms and there were 5 people yelling at a cardboard piece (I think it had to do with some project), 3 people blasting songs in the corner and dancing and im pretty sure a few of them were high. The point is highschool sucks
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