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seems like we are at the crying part of the illness.
#we can postpone cjristmas#gonna talk in da tags for a bit because a post full of perosmal info feels so gross#ive been crying on and off for hours. km so upset being atuck in my fucking room with covid while nobody else is sick at all#and im glad nonody is sick im just so fucking lonely#started symptoms on friday#twsted neg fri and sat. didnt test sundah cause i dont have a lot. tested monday and was psorive#literally slept with my bf all of those nights#shared weed pen on sunday with ofher roommate#nobody else is sick#i just feel so sad and tired. im used to himan or cat affection daily and ive had none. i feel so lonley and trapped#i did everythjng right to avoid being sick and my bf was also with me that whole day and he didnt get sick#i feel stupid weak and pathetic for gettinf sixk. i dont have symptoms anymore but atill positive#im so fucking sad and i can hear people hanging out and they are havjng fun and im glad but im jealous#im so sad and lonely. i want to wrap things for christmas and do more stockjng sruffer shopping. i want to watch movjes with people#i love holidays because i love to hang out with my friends and i fucking cant amd today especially its really tearing me up#my bf is upset that im no communicating and hes trying to cheer me up but everything is making me misribke and i dont know how to stop it#i like to do things for people when theyre sick and i know everyone isnt like me but it hurts to not have that done for me#offering to order food is nice bjt j want skmething made for me but nkbody is as good as i am at making things and i dont want to ask#i dont want to bother people but im literally breakkng down today. cant atop fucjing crying and i feel weak and pathetic. stupid#i tried so hard not to get sick and they are saying o dont want to fucking do that#id rather everyone open stockjngs and do presents without me because im tired of not saying what i got people i want tk show people#i like wrapping gifts and nobody wants me to toich anything because of cocid so others are wrapping things from me for me#i dont know its all very stupid but i feel very alone but also dont want people joking at me to make me feel better. im just mad and sad#ok im done now:) ill post a drawing later#nap time#text
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tagged by the lovely natalia <33 @jiminsproof a bit ago to reveal some "lasts" so, without further ado:
last song: american teenager, ethel cain - song of the year for the second year running, i fear. preacher's daughter you will always be famous
last movie: freaky friday - jamie lee curtis AND lindsay lohan milf performances???? five stars. put pink slip's take me away on spotify immediately
currently watching: house m.d. - binged my way through six seasons already and i'm showing no signs of slowing down. at this point i'm one more character playlist curation away from being institutionalised
currently reading: coded messages that kim taehyung leaves for me in his promotions and mvs. oh and high fidelity
current obsession: jungle's music videos. back on 74 was obviously the catalyst here but they're all phenomenal. additionally i have a pretty serious below deck problem
and there you have it. tagging a handful of favs if you feel so inclined: @cordiallyfuturedwight @aprylynn @pauls-mccharmly @somebodydoeslove @banghwa @monismochi @eoieopda @btscontentenjoyer @letmelovekoo @spicyclematis
#thanks for the tag my love!!#this was a fun one#here's how freaky friday can still win an oscar in the year of our lord 2024#mwah#tag#bingeing house is all fun and games until you develop a Symptom and start self diagnosing amyloidosis#and high fidelity... adore the film and loved the series. only started the book today but what could possibly go wrong#feel free to ignore the tags and i apologise if you've already done this one and i missed it but legally i think you have to do it again#anyway. merry jungkook (3)d-day to all and to all a good night#i'll see you on the other side#(the other side no doubt being me desperately supressing chimpanzee noises in the workplace tomorrow morning)
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Magenta...
#I'm in a conundrum#so i have covid again#started showing symptoms last friday and into the weekend it got worse#i have missed a week of work#and i am getting better in some ways but not others#I'm still very much in the thick of it#i already told my boss if I'm still showing symptoms and no signs of getting better I'm going to the docs on Monday#she cool with that and has been very accomodating#but idk wtf im gonna do about bills coming up#and the higher ups at my work place ended covid protections and covid pay ie for the days you'd be out due to covid they'd take care of you#said higher ups also tried to pressure my boss into convincing me to come in on Tuesday at least#i can't in good conscience show up to work even if masked if I'm still having symptoms#I'd feel horrible if i gave it to my colleagues and especially the kids i work with#but also the you're one paycheck away from homelessness thing is digging my head#but i also need to take care of myself#idk man#idk wtf to do i feel trapped and I'm going insane because of it#help? police? murder? advice?
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guess who got covid in india 😫
#kat liveblogs her life#kat travels#kat quarantines COVID19#i had a sore throat this weekend and i was really hoping it was just like...me adjusting to the air or from talking so much on friday#but yesterday it developed into some congestion and a cough#and today i could no longer deny it so i took the test and....yeah fuck i'm screwed#this is the ... 3rd time i've been to india in the last 12 months#i've been to 11 countries in the past 12 months on 7th trip#and the WHOLE REASON I'M HERE is for a work tour that starts TOMORROW#and now i am trapped to my hotel room waiting out these symptoms#stab me in the face
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Me yesterday night: Huh! I feel a little tired after my COVID shot, but not that bad. Maybe the hangover will be a little easier to deal with this year?
Me, emerging from beneath my weighted blanket this morning:
#body horror#horror#get your booster shot kids!#it's better to deal with two days of flulike symptoms than getting hospitalized or having long covid for the rest of your life!#but also make sure you schedule it for a friday so you can spend the weekend recovering!#if you've got a job that lets you take sick days then take 'em!!!#...i also suspect i've become something of a baby about illness symptoms#given that i haven't actually gotten sick since i started masking up during the pandemic lmao#all the more reason to mask up during cold/flu season! stop the spread of annoying head colds!
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the chest cold that it started out as has now turned into a full blown cold and i am withering away. i’m sneezing like every 5-10 minutes and have to blow my nose constantly, and my coughs sound so deep 😵💫 i really don’t want to work today but i just started this new job and i don’t want to take a sick day so i’m just working from home this week. anyway now i’m swapping coffee for tea and will try not to sneeze on all my online meetings today
#pity post bc these symptoms started Friday and they just keep getting worse#normally when I get sick it’s for like 3 days max and then I’m fine#i kept waking up last night bc my head was so full of cold and my nose was running and I had to cough
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god nobody understands how fucking happy i was exactly two weeks ago and how much ive been feeling like im never gonna be this happy again ever since
#last thursday/friday night was like My day.#waking up on thursday i knew that it was rw*b night which like. i was so fucking excited about Bing not in the way most people would think#or understand. anyway. i woke up knowing this and to the 1989 tv announcement. it was the first day of summer again after two weeks of cold#and rain. i got up and did my make up and got on a train to a bigger city nearby on my own just to get coffee and buy a book.#then i sent to the supermarket and bought stuff to make my honey we gotta get you on truvada rw*b cake. got back home around midnight and#started making the cake until almost three am which is when the movie dropped and i was like. so fucking excited and had the time of my life#with those first 45 minutes. had barely to none symptoms of mental illness that day. i was SO happy.#and i woke up the next morning feeling so angry about the way the rest of the movie wasn’t a bad masterpiece and also felt so empty.#and i haven’t stopped feeling empty since and rn the mental illness symptoms are back in full force. nice
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miss my bf and I won't see him tomorrow or Tuesday bc covid. um my symptoms started Tuesday. probably shouldn't go next sat either huh. so, Tuesday after next I guess? idk cdc lowered quarantine time down to 5 days right? so maybe next Saturday will be ok. not tomorrow, next week. we'll see, I don't wanna get my friends sick tho
#quarantine is lowered to 5 days then you can like go back to work w/ a mask. but i don't. i dont trust like that. id still like to try t#give it the 2 weeks or close to it.#but i know whem i was exposed. i drank after my mom last friday and then the next day she started showing symptoms#but idk if its 2 weeks from when symptoms start or from when ur exposed. bc theres a 4 day gap between those rn#idk man. sucks ass tho#ratt squeaks#covid tw
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had a convo with my alcoholic neighbor last night as my dad was being wheeled into an ambulance for severe covid symptoms telling him that its been a rough start to the year and hes like. it's been two weeks .
DSKFKDHGKF kind of gagged me but i said yea but we can really pack it in
#life comes at u fast son ..#like i cannot even. come up with a timeline but its basically something like#mom wrecks car while dui . dad tests positive for covid on the 7th. i start complaining of a terrible cold/similar symptoms on the 10th#my mom starts falling incessantly and overmedicating again and is admitted to the hospital#i test positive for covid#on friday the 13th .#txt
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I had no symptoms Wednesday and Thursday so I went back to work Friday and now I have symptoms again and I’m like. Fuck. Should I have not gone back to work?
#if I kill an old person because of this…#but I was literally fine until Friday evening when my nose started running 😭#and now I’ve a sore throat (again) though I think that’s more from mouth breathing from being blocked up than a symptom in and of itself#jb
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#teresa talks#would ya look at that...#I'm starting to think i escaped George Salazar#still no symptoms and al is already dying#btw message me for links to full sat and sun concerts if u want em#vague regret i didn't go on Friday bc new tuuhstm song debuted but oh well#did i talk enough in the tags yet can i tag the people without it showing up when u search them yet#jared weiss#katrina rose dideriksen#eric william morris#lauren marcus#george salazar#iaf
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#i was ill like 2 weeks ago and after a few days i felt fine but a bit reduced but then this week i started feeling ill again#and had to call in sick to work again<3 which feels great when we're understaffed if i don't show up<3#anyways so on friday evening (after managing to spend the entire day at work despite being so horrendously dizzy that i kinda felt#2 seconds away from passing out the entire time) i went to the er bc i felt so horrible#and the doctor said it was just in my head<3#i mean in a much nicer way and she said so since nothing indicated that there was anything wrong on tests they did and i said that i havent#had the best sleep the past week and probably also bc i cried the first few minutes we talked bc that's what i do when i feel really ill#but this doesn't feel like how my psychosomatic symptoms usually manifests like this feels more grounded in something physically wrong#anyways then i noticed that my teeth kinda hurt and then i kinda thought about it like... hmmm i haven't been to the dentist in waaaay too#long and i have had pains that i've just ignored sometimes#so now i'm going to the dentist tomorrow and it's like i don't want there to be something wrong w my teeth but i want that to be the reason#for why i've been ill so that that's it and it's solved y'know?#but anyways now i'm slightly stressed abt the dentist tomorrow bc i'm ashamed of not having been for so long<3 wish me luck<3
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Good fucking thing my job isnt open until the 26 becuz im having a class action psychobilly freakout from these med withdrawals 🤪
#kisses#i am so severely sleep deprived and having such bad symptoms#and i still havent even rlly relaxed or rewarded myself for working it was the hardest thing ive had to do in a long time#uggghhhhh#and my bday is coming up and i dont want it to#for many reasons#and my bpd has been OFF THE WIRE since the withdrawals started on friday#third days the worst#and i slept like 4 n a half hours.......#n ivr been skipping meals becuz the withdrawal nausea#im like.... rock bottom
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my mom just tested positive for covid *internal anxious screaming*
the good news is that she's been wearing a KN95 mask ever since her partner tested positive on thursday (and he's been staying at his kid's house since ours is too small to really quarantine in), washing her hands + wiping down stuff she touches, and keeping away from us as much as possible. we've also had the air purifiers running full blast this whole time + keeping windows open as much as possible
the last time I took a test was friday and it was negative. I'll test again tomorrow/tuesday (unless I'm feeling too anxious, in which case I'll test again today & tuesday)
#it really doesn't help that a lot of my usual chronic illness symptoms are the same as covid symptoms [fatigue; headaches; etc] same with#some of the ways my anxiety shows up [chest tightness [which can lead to an occasional cough]; etc] so it's hard to tell if something's up#I guess I'll also test again on friday to make sure my mom didn't infect me#the issue is that she can't fully quarantine 1 bc our house is too small but also 2 bc my sister and I are disabled/chronically ill and#she's our caretaker#not to mention we only have 1 bathroom that I can use [there's a half bath in the basement but stairs are hard for me]. good news is that#there's an exhaust fan but I'm going to be wearing a mask in there anyways.#of course this comes JUST as I started to become less anxious that I could get covid :'(#my chest feels tight and I can't tell if it's all from anxiety or from breathing weirdly with my mask on earlier because I could feel air#escaping through the top ergo it could come in so I was like half breathing half holding my breath which my lungs weren't happy about#or if it's that I've been infected#I know some of it is anxiety [duh] but is that all it is?? I used my inhaler and it didn't get better so maybe that's it??? hhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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EUGHJH
#tmi in the tags read at ur own risk 😭#but my p*riod (only censoring bc idk if creeps r looking up that word or something) started today and it’s SO BAD#which is actually the norm#mine have been getting progressively worse and worse for a hot minute#anyways medication is doing absolutely nothing today which SUCKED bc I had a hike#which i still did but I almost couldn’t bc I was in so much pain and was like borderline in barfsville#but anyways#new symptom arising! which is that the circulation to my fingers is getting so effed#I’ve always had poor circulation I’m a cold hands in the summer type of gal right#but we’re talking like pins and needles in my hands just from holding my phone up#like it feels like I’ve been lying on my arm for hours but I’m not even wearing sleeves right now#anyways hold me accountable to make a doctors appointment on Friday pls and ty#because this is getting legit absurd 😭#and like I’ve been drinking a lot of water today and eating fine so it’s neither of those jsyk
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An ENTIRE FCUKING WEEK AND THEY FINALLY FIGURED OUT WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME
#its strep!! they didnt fucking bother to test me for strep monday bc they didn’t think i had it!!!#then friday i go in again bc mom found out they didnt test me for strep and they give all sorts of excuses for why it can’t be strep#and do the rapid test which comes back negative#but mom talked abt how the rapid test vs culture test#differ and they’re all like ‘oh but its been so long since symptoms started the rapid test should be fine’ but they tested me anyway#AND BITCH IT WAS FUCKING STREP STOP BEING SHITHEADS#ITS FUCKING SUNDAY. I GOT SICK MONDAY AND ITS FUCKING SUNDAY AND NOW. ONLY NOW. ARE THEY ACTUALLY ABLE TO TELL ME WHATS WRONG.#FUCK YOUUUUUUUUU#caps tw#all caps tw
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