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Day Dream | JHS - Dream Analysis
Me, analyzing my own character's dreams in my own story because why not :'D.
This was written to help plot out the story for Day Dream. I wrote a lot lol so I thought might as well share it with yall! This analysis is kind of heavy, but if you really want to understand her story, here ya go. THAT BEING SAID, you don't have to view the story so dark if you don't want to. I would love to hear your own interpretations!
You might be asking yourself why put so much effort into a smut fic, my answer is I don't fucking know :D
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Night at the Inn
Some dreams are more obvious. Y/n doesn’t want to bother her sleeping boyfriend so she fantasizes about having sex with him instead, dreaming about her own “dream vacation.” So, she was dreaming about a time in her life where she made one of her dreams come true, now making that experience into a dream when it all really started as a dream, and around and round we go, and that’s basically the plot, the end, badamtisk.
The Fire
Let’s go back a bit, the first dream that happened was never explained. Y/n woke up with a nagging sense that a dream happened, she just couldn’t remember. This is a common occurrence for people, but that doesn’t make the dream any less impactful, as it was the first time Hoseok entered her dreams and decided he wanted to stay. The heat of the bedroom made her dream about being trapped in a burning building. She screamed and screamed for help, and Hobi heard her, prompting him to tell her she was “the loudest” when answering why he chose her. Once he entered the dream, she put him into the role of a firefighter, boosting his egotm. If a sexy Hoseok firefighter saved your life, what would you do hmm? Can you blame y/n for showing her “gratitude” in a very ahem, steamy way... This starts a chain reaction. Y/n wakes up horny and goes on to dream of the inn and Hoseok wants to experience moretm.
Snowfall
Y/n is hot, so she dreams about it being cold. She’s not very “imaginative,” in that sense, even when she knows it’s a dream. That will change later!
Idoltm
Y/n fantasizes about being famous and rich and desired, which I think it’s a pretty common fantasy. But nowhere in her fantasy is her current boyfriend. Does that mean she doesn’t love him or see a future with him? Not really, she doesn’t see herself ever becoming famous either. But it does give Hoseok the perfect opening to invade her dreams again and form prejudices about her, which is why most of their dreams together are, well, physical.
Nine to Five
Y/n dreams about confiding in her old friend Seokjin at a cafe, a way to calm her nerves about all the strange dreams she’s experiencing. It was also a way to deal with her anxiousness about reaching out to a friend she lost touch with. A trial run so to speak. Again, the dream is not very imaginative. She’s reliving her own life, going to work, going to a familiar café, but it starts to devolve once Hoseok gets involved. She starts to feel guilt again over dreaming about other men, and ends up “cheating” on her dream boyfriend, Hoseok still doesn’t have much respect for her and doesn’t care about fucking with her.
Seokjin’s character shows the fight for dominance going on between the dreamer and dream walker with his actions. Through Jin her subconscious is trying to help her. He shows how even though Hoseok can manipulate her, in the end her mind protects her from the foreign intruder. Again she’s not very creative about it lol making herself into a superhero to “fight him off” very unsuccessfully.
Spaceship Hope
TW: SA. The space ship dream was much more symbolic, and so are her following dreams. The dream is actually about why y/n and Yoongi are no longer together. Their relationship was very toxic and he coerced her into having sex with him because it “hurt too much” to stop. Y/n might have been the commander of the space station, her dream and her mind, but Hoseok was right in telling her he was Captain, the one who really knew how to control the ship, the dream. She put her boyfriend Namjoon into the role of co-commander, an equal, and she made Yoongi a repair officer, the good helpful man she knew him as when they first started dating. But like their relationship, her dream turned into a nightmare, Yoongi turned into a monster who did not care about y/n and only cared about his own sexual gratification. When she no longer gave him what he wanted, he escaped through the space pod, and her heart broke all over again.
At this point did Hoseok miss her because she’s been avoiding sleep? Is he getting too close to her, starting to have feelings? Ehh...but we want to see him be a good guy, right? So does y/n, which is why he walks right into the part of her protector, fighting off Yoongi, even if it is still for his own selfish reasons. Their relationship is still very physical.
Club More
Club more is not really visited in the story, apart from the music and red light referenced. Club More plus all the other places Hoseok and y/n discuss show how close they have become, living out multiple fantasies with each other, engaging in kinks y/n likes that even her loving boyfriend does not know about.
Shoutout to airplane bathroom Hobi and the iconic fanfiction Flight 18
The Mad Scientist And The Monster In The Cave
Running is a very common dream action for people experiencing stress, and y/n at this point is beyond stressed. Subconsciously she sees Jimin as bad influence by his friendship with Hoseok even though he is nothing but nice to her in real life. Y/n still blames him for releasing “the monster” into her life. Jungkook, the receptionist, who she associates with Namjoon, she dreams as good and a trusting friend. She is still “running” to Namjoon at this point.
Experiment 613B
TW: SA This is a culmination of all her guilt and fears and trauma manifesting itself into a situation where she loses control of everything, her body, her desires, her thoughts, as she is forced into sex with another man again.
Love Motel Red
Now that y/n has met Hoseok in real life, she has a reference already created in her mind and thus can remember him no matter what.
TW: SA the ending to this dream to me shows how Hobi is a villain, a menace, truly toxic like her ex. Hoseok gets angry she is rejecting him and calling him out, and everything about what he does to her is just pure violence. “He sinks lower, lying over you, his body melting into yours until you feel him everywhere inside you.” OUT OF CONTEXT, WHAT DOES THAT MAKE YOU THINK OF? Hobi is toxic, I'm sorry.
Boxing Match/Wrestling Showdown!
The dreaming has become hopeless in a way that she can’t let go of Hoseok as much as he can't let go of her. She lied to Namjoon in the phone call and it was the beginning to her downfall. In the dream she uses Namjoon as a placeholder to fight Hoseok in boxing and just forgets about him once the dream shifts, consumed with Hoseok and his over-the-top captivating personality which really shines as a wrestler. They spiral down into a toxic fight, mirroring their real confrontation. It just shows how violence is never the answer…
The Newlywed Game
Namjoon should have been sitting next to y/n and Hoseok should have been part of another couple, but he's not! He's sitting right there next to her! She couldn't help herself in the end, she chose a toxic partner instead. She wanted to beat him, so she had to stoop to his level. It worked, but at what cost? She ended up right back at that Love Motel Nightmare.
We do learn more about Hoseok, he's more humanized, because y/n is "falling" for the dream, falling for him, letting him manipulate her and letting her insecurities consume her.
SAND To SEA To SAND
Y/n and Hoseok are fully down the rabbit hole, falling through different dreams. The dreams are no longer rooted in any sort of reality, shifting and changing quickly to meet each other's needs. She falls so deeply she finds a way into her subconcious through the Pandora's boxtm
The Maze
Another reoccurring dream, Hoseok and y/n are fully into the fantasy play, enjoying their roles, having fun and working as a team. There is really no way out of the maze but to go deeper. Her aggression (lion) is tamed, her desire for freedom (eagle) is let go, the restrictions of her mind (vines) are broken.
The dreams start to reveal their childhoods, y/n’s mother was also in a toxic relationship, Hoseok was always deeply into escapism via the arcade and his toys. It is a cycle that y/n nor Hobi unfortunately could not break.
Hoseok’s Day Dreams
Slowly, she is allowing the dream walker to dream with her, and it all just becomes a game at the end, the horrors of the situation are entirely overshadowed by the wonders of Dreamworld. How could a person ever go back to walking in reality once they learn how to fly?
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spring fling 🌸🌼🌺✨
she/they | men and minors don’t interact
#i’ll take a real set with this set but this is just too pretty to not show you guys#lesbian#sapphic#dyke#girls who like girls#wlw#gwlg#lingerie#white lingerie#floral lingerie#18+#men dni#this is real this is me
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Guess who is in your inbox again 😎
(At this point ppl are wishing my tumbr hiatus was longer...)
SO TODAY I WAS NAMJOONING AND I HAVE FOUND THE ENTRANCE TO FAE JIMIN'S KINGDOM BUT I HAVE NOT BEEN GRACED WITH THE MAN'S BEAUTY.
So since I wasnt kidnapped into a land with fae!jimin in it, Imma use this for shameless advertising. CUZ I LOVED THE STORY OKAY!?
PEOPLE GO READ IT! :D
I actually missed you so fucking much don’t ever leave me again
whoa that’s so cool!!! 😭😭😭 are there little baby mushrooms coming out of that tree stump? 😭 it’s so beautiful there, faerie vibes forreal 💛💛
ps don’t let fairies kidnap you or you’ll miss out on human jimin 😏
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Okay I am AWFULLY late to the party, but please enlighten me;
Is about "You Asked for Help, He Asked Your Name"
I understand what he gained from knowing her name (btw I love that part, I could ramble on for hours.) but what does she gain from knowing his name now?
Also why did you cryyyyy for herrrrr 😢🥺
JJ!!! 💕💕💕 from what I gathered from fae lore, you're never supposed to tell a fairy your name because then they will have "power" over you, so now that y/n knows Jimin's real name, it takes away his power to "control" her the way he wanted to. Even though they are still linked together because he did save her life and she accepted so many of his gifts, she gains a "freedom" she didn't have before. There is no more haze clouding her judgement, she can straight up refuse Jimin's requests, where as before he could easily persuade and manipulate her...no more world domination for fae Jimin 😂😂 I try to see a happier ending where he now follows her around salty she won't listen to him 😅 now she knows what a trickster fae Jimin is she'll figure out how to deal with him, I have faith in y/n 😉
Everything she went through hurts me 😢 I've never personally had to deal with arranged marriage, but growing up I had friends who were dreading it, when you think about a woman having to marry their abuser or face being disowned by their family, you think something so horrible can't be actually still happening, but it does. All the time it still happens to women...to girls! I know what it feels like to disassociate from a traumatic experience like that...to be married to him...I would rather die. Yes, I was very angry writing this story, I cry when I'm angry (well I cry all the time tbh 😭)
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I haven't really been leaving comments on your Spring Fling series although I've read them all so far. When I read the first two, I didn't connect with the anger and frustration as much. I think it's because quarantine restrictions were still in place and I hadn't seen any woman violence on the news. However, shortly after I did hear a lot of cases of violence against women in my country. I started feeling unsafe being out alone. Even in broad daylight. (1)
I’m so sad that happened to you, same thing here with violence and mass shootings, it’s just crazy how as soon as restrictions were lifted there was a school shooting and it’s like hello there is something deeply flawed with our society if the only place safe for women and children are in their homes (and not even that anymore with our corrupt police) and nothing changes. I’m glad at least my ramblings helped comfort you. You’re not alone 💔 thank you for commenting and don’t worry you expressed yourself beautifully and comments like this remind me I’m not alone in how I’m feeling either.
I’m glad you’re enjoying each story 🥺💕 even though Hobi’s and Jimin’s are darker stories, I wanted them to be entertaining of course, I will always defend yandere and dark content because women go through so much shit, enjoying thrillers and horror stories like that is, at least for me, just another way to cope with all of this. 💗
#the game show seems to be in the lead lol I was worried because I felt like it was such a dated reference but I’m glad y’all liked it 😂😂#spring fling 🌼🌸#bts yandere#sweet readers 💗💗#🍩 bae#asks
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umm hii omg your cover pic of yoongi with a beard made my heart skip HAHAHAHA anyways, I just wanted to drop by to ask about the tentacle/space ot7 fic you mentioned when you responded to my reblog on daydream... it made me really curious that I tried looking for it but I've failed😭😭😭 I typed bts ot7 space and... other things came up lol... c-could you tell me the title... pweaseeee🥺
ALSO, I'm glad they're not dead and probably just knocked out cold but yeah... I kinda feel bad for joonie huhu AND i forgot to mention how weird/strange but funny it was when Captain Hobi told Yoongi to back off and Yoongi responded that he doesn't know how to stop, it kinda made me wonder if Yoongi is like Hobi too, but also like OC where they're just learning about the whole dream walking thing and they don't have control the same way Hobi does when it comes to dream walking. Imma stop overthinking before a spew more lol 💜💜💜
Lol as it should!!!! Beard yoongs is magnificent 😌The story was called Ethereal Orbit and of course like all my favorite authors, the author deactivated 😭😭😭😭 that’s why you couldn’t find it 😢 I’m sorry, it breaks my heart when authors decide to do that.
Don’t worry bae, I love hearing everyone’s thoughts on Day Dream! 💕💕 it makes me happy to hear all the interpretations, it's what I wanted!! I enjoy learning dream analysis so I tried to apply those concepts when I was coming up with how to connect every dream together into this story. The space dream actually was y/n dreaming about her and yoongi’s break up! Which was very much a nightmare for her 😔 I will put the rest under a cut as to not trigger anyone.
For a second imagine if Hobi wasn't there, what would have happened in her nightmare? Y/n would have stayed with Yoongi and Yoongi would have turned into a monster with only one objective in mind. Just how Hobi said, there were only two endings to the dream, to let the monster have her or escaping, which mirrored her relationship with ex!yoongi. Her actions make a little more sense if you think about it that way, she keeps trying to "save" Yoongi and go back to him because she really had loved him and wanted him to always stay her "repair officer," the good man he acted like when they first met.
TW: SA ...I feel like a lot of women have had to deal with a man who wants to ahem do the deed of procreating, but maybe you’re tired or not in the mood after an entire day of taking “command” of every little thing in your home, but oh he needs you, he can’t stop now because it hurts, he can’t control himself….Yoongi couldn’t control the “monster” inside of himself….that’s why he’s THE EX 😒
I'm glad you highlighted how strange/weird Yoongi's response was, yes!!!! it is weird!!!! if I man ever tries to convince you he can't stop himself because it "hurts" him, he's full of shit lol 🙄
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Okay. I figured I would send it as an ask instead.
I WAS ONLY SPEAKING FACTS. IT WAS WONDERFUL. And I honestly will think about this story for an incredibly long time.
It's so hard not to root for this Hobi, because haven't we all tried to escape our lives one way or another? Some of us are able to find healthy coping mechanisms that will help us accept our reality, but then there are others who can't, and, instead, recede further into themselves. It's not necessarily that they're evil or bad. They just lacked proper growth.
And honestly. OC choosing the toxic behavior, gosh. I was crying to @minttangerines about this--how women can't always find the fortitude to move through it and choose healthier. They're so saturated in toxicity, so used to it, that the idea of something healthy is unfathomable, EVEN IF they ARE with someone healthier. Bad habits are hard to break, and my heart hurts for her because she's been taken advantage of. She's used to this sort of thing, so when Hobi was trying to lower her standards for someone like him--UGH. I want to hug her, and I want to show Hobi that he CAN be better. He's not a tree. He's not rooted in his spot. He just hasn't looked up and realized that there IS a horizon beyond.
The yoongi part was hard, honestly. But again, it's one of the things I absolutely adore about your writing. It's real. And it's happening right now. The fact that you write about it --idk what else to do but keyboard smash LOL
ANYWAY. I'M SO SORRY I'M TALKING YOUR EAR OFF ABOUT THIS (figuratively speaking lmao)
JUST--thank you again for writing something so important. And now I hope I won't dream for the next year LOL
YES YES YES YESS I am gonna cry again because u said it so well 😭
Yes that's exactly what's happening! It's so hard to break the cycle once you've been hurt by someone, survived a toxic relationship/upbringing. I fucking hated how the media gave shit to Rih back in the day for going back to her abuser, it's SO HARD to get out. How many women get out of a bad relationship only to end up in an even worse relationship...and then if you're lucky like y/n and find your own Joon, if you haven't healed yourself, then you're constantly battling your own trauma, being paranoid or expecting the worst. Even though Joon has shown no reason for y/n to distrust him, instead of opening up to him she let all her worries eat her up inside and Hobi used that to his advantage.
Yes yes!! Hobi is relatable in that way and makes you want to root for him, but because of his "powers" he has never faced any kind of accountability for the things he does, not unlike many 'powerful' men. He's developed a god like complex, like dammit hobi do you not see how affected y/n is 😓 he doesn't want to admit it, he just rather escape even further into the dream.
I love talking with u bae 💗💗 lmao noooo I feel you tho after finishing I was like oh god how am I supposed to fall asleep now. 😅😅
#that gif is sf cute omg 🥺🥺🥺 ahh I will carry u on my back we will go where ever u want to 💕#baeimnida#sweet readers 💗💗#sandman hobi being a menace#spring fling 🌼🌸
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#me binge watching two hours of WWE wrestling for one paragraph of text 🥲🥲🥲🥲
👀👀👀 Call me Shinee bc I am curious
BUT LISTEN BESTIE CAN YOU IMAGINE THIS NAMJOON!!!!
IN NOTHING BUT WRESTLER SHORTS AND KNEE PADS…..IMAGINE?!!!!!! 😭😭😭😭
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OK DUDEEE YOURE AMAZING I JUST READ YOU ASKED FOR NAME AND SNEJDJEJ
it’s so good 😭😭😭 first of all I’m too dumb to be reading amazing and smart plot like this second of all my poor baby y/n 😭 I understand and relate to her a lot and what happened to her still happens to many women in my culture 🥺💔
I loved your writing so much it was so well written but as I said I’m legit too dumb to be reading such a good fic , what happened at the end ? I’m still confused 😭 but omg I did not expect her to carve his name on her arm that was sooo smarttttt and badass
You know I wish this wasn’t relatable 💔 but I also relate to her in ways it’s hard to express (guess that’s why this story exists huh lol). I’ve had friends who have had to deal with their parents pressuring them to marry a certain type of man for religious reasons when they don’t want to, so even though it’s not my personal experience, my heart hurts for those who have to go through such things even in this day and age.
I’m happy to talk more about this world! 💗 I learned a bunch about fae lore to be able to write this, what I gathered is names are very powerful to fairies, you should never give your name up to a fairy basically or they will have a certain kind of power over your life. My interpretation was that if you learn the fairy’s name too it doesn’t really cancel out their power over you per-say but you too have a certain influence over them now.
So basically, y/n is not going to be clouded by fairy!jimin’s glamour anymore. Which..now that she’s in the human realm really screws over jimin because his power won’t be as lethal (unless she wants it to be). He was basically using y/n’s rage and hurt as a lightning rod for his fae magic, but now that she is not as easily influenced, she’s going to make it very difficult for him in the human realm…now she’s stronger and can get him to do things for her! I imagine her deciding to visit her hometown with a very annoyed fae in tow while he tries to convince her to let him take over the human world instead (fairy!jimin is a hypocrite 🥲) lol.
But, as I also learned, time runs differently in the fairy realm, so a lot of time has passed since she was back in the human realm, her parents are old or dead and all her friends are grannies, so now that she’s back and basically has nothing left…and still can’t really do much without a man (step in fairy!jimin) does she use him now or decide to go back to the fae world where she doesn’t have all these societal rules she has to follow that she now dislikes after living in the care free fairy realm…how will the dynamic change with her and the fairy prince if she does decide to go back? (will fairy!tae end up having a bigger role in her life 👀) I think it would be kind of fun to see her rebel in the fairy realm. These are all questions I asked myself while writing the ending, but it’s safe to say y/n now has finally gained her own agency which is all I wanted for her in the end. 💕
Thank you again for the enjoying my story, all I wanted for this story was to reach readers like you who might see themselves in this y/n. YOU are a badass 💗
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I'm screaming over here because I just discovered that there's going to be a sequel to Not A Creature Was Stirring!! I still to this day think about the fic and I think I'm gonna go read it again! 🤩
Yes 💛💛 I promised I would write a version for each season and dangit I keep my promises (eventually). Thank you for enjoying it so much, I still can’t believe it is my most popular story 🥲🥲🥲 did you figure out who is the man in the coat??? 😉
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Babe I'm so so excited for this spring fling series like you have no idea
Thank you 💛 I’ve been processing a lot in this current political climate and each story is definitely a response to the emotions I’m going through, so fair warning the title Spring Fling might be a little misleading in its lightheartedness 😅 each story will be dealing with some harsh topics but hopefully it makes for some good plotTM 🙃
Sorry I have just not been in a silly goofy mood to finish my current WIPs I’ve tried but I can’t… hoping this will help get my mind in check and then I can channel all my rage into finally killing that asshole Dev 🙂
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So. I've been a long time reader. Your prose is so beautiful and thoughtful. But gosh. I just finished reading The Woman with the Black Cat and it brought me to tears. This climate we're in where it feels like being a woman is somehow a crime and has been really wearing down on me. I work in the legal field and it's just filled with so much misogyny, that jeez, reading this story was so cathartic and wonderful. Thank you so much for sharing it, goodess. I wish you a life with so much love and fulfillment, so much sun and kindness and strength.
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It has also been wearing me down. There has just been so much compounding loss for women and minorities since 2017 I feel like I'm at my breaking point. That story was probably the easiest to write, I've had nightmares of the protests and what the police have done to protestors in my city and all over the country since they started, I decided to alter my nightmares, make them something of comfort, healing, retribution, all of it.
I'm thankful for women like you who can make a difference and help others, that's real power! Thank you so much for enjoying my story, it was cathartic writing it and so so so much more cathartic receiving reviews like yours than I could ever dream of. 💛
#I hope you're having a bright day full of love and light 🌻#🌻 bae#asks#the woman with the 🐈⬛ on her shoulder#spring fling 🌼🌸
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Flower bridge was SO BEAUTIFUL I SWEAR, it made me feel so hopeful that it does in fact get better, and I really loved the way you made it angsty and fluffy and sooooo warm, the ending was perfect, the story left me with such a sweet after taste. Thank you so much for posting it.
PS. Hope you're doing great 💖💖💖💖
Half way through writing this story I think my brain hit its sadness threshold and was like ✋🏽🛑no more stop it 😅😅
When I was writing this story I was thinking about these movie discussions I would go to preC0VID where we would watch (usually) a scary movie and at the end pick it apart and analyze the plot through a psychoanalytic perspective. For example, if you look at the monsters in Pan’s Labyrinth as the little girl’s trauma response, the things she does makes more sense.
Reader obviously had lots of trauma, Jin was an embodiment of the kind of man reader had wished her ex had been. Have you ever met someone and thought, “if only I had met you sooner, I could have saved myself all the heartache I have endured”? Jin was perfect in that role ☺️
I fought back and forth with a sad or happy ending, but I think (and I hope readers will see that) y/n was on the path to happiness even if [spoiler] hadn’t [redacted] at the very end lol.
#thank YOU so much for commenting 💗💗 every time I post a new story I question all my life choices but I am happy readers like you#can make me happy I am still writing 💗💗💗#asks#sweet readers 💗💗#justice for seokjin give this man more lovin#spring fling 🌼🌸
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Moonchild and Springchild caught my attention... perhaps something related to joonie? 👀
It is!!! It's part of my Spring Fling Series I seriously need to finish 😭😭
This is the summary: “Go back,” he said, “It’s not safe here, not for a human.” You can hear the men of your village, their angry jeers, the crackle of fire in their hands, yelling yet too afraid to step across the boundary. “It’s not safe for me, anywhere,” you say, “I’m a woman.”
And here's a teeny tiny exert of Fae!Joon unwittingly making reader's life difficult lol
The cold water rushes around you. You stay as still as a statue, even when the muscles in your back and legs start to burn and tighten. You watch as another fish passes by. Too small and too fast, you don’t try to catch it.
You wait, another one will come.
You still have hope, you can feel it, your success on the horizon, a real meal after three long days.
“You have a very odd way of bathing.”
You cover your face as water splashes and rains down all around you. The fae landed right next to you with a big splash, jumping from a tree and scaring the fishes away.
“You…you…you…” you look at him in shock, too furious with him to speak properly, hours now wasted.
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I just added this listing on Poshmark: H.P. LuLaRoe striped pattern Julia! Sz. XXS. #poshmark #fashion #shopping #shopmycloset
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