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guccifrog · 1 month
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NANNY 🍡
matt sturniolo X f!reader
summary : The Sturniolos found it increasingly difficult to raise their brother, Matt's daughter especially since they were all boys, hiring a nanny seemed like the best solution, your slight obsession with money and the pay they were offering was too good not to apply, but little did you know that your bond with the dad would become more than just professional.
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part 1
"Evelyn!"Chris shouted into the hallway of the Sturniolos' house, where Evelyn could be heard giggling from the other side of the door. She was always playing hide-and-seek with her uncles, and it seemed like it was her favorite game. Today, however, Chris had a more important task at hand: getting his niece to put on a pair of pants. 
But it was not an easy task. Chris had been trying to get Evelyn to wear pants for the past thirty minutes, and every time he thought he had her cornered, she would somehow wriggle free and run off to hide again.
 He sighed, rubbing his forehead as he considered his options. He knew that he couldn't chase her around the house all day, and he was starting to feel irritated.
"Evie? come out sweetheart, I'll let you play with my hair, don't you love braiding my long hair?"Chris winced, as he remembered how Evelyn had almost made him bald once, trying to braid his hair. But, he had to try something. He heard a tiny giggle from the other side of the door and waited, hoping that she would come out. 
Then it hit him. He remembered a little trick that always works. Candy. If he gave Evelyn some candy, she would probably be distracted enough to let him help her put on the pants. Grinning to himself, he hurried to the kitchen, rummaging through the cupboards until he found a bag of her favorite chocolates. He returned to the hallway, clutching the bag in his hand.
"Evie! Hey, Evie, come here for a second," Chris called, trying to sound casual. When Evelyn finally poked her head out from under the coffee table where she'd been hiding, she flashed him a big grin. "I've got something special for you," he said, holding up the bag of chocolates. Her eyes lit up, and she skipped over to him, her little hands already reaching for the treat.
"Treats!" she exclaimed, taking a few pieces and stuffing them into her mouth. As she chewed happily, Chris took the opportunity to kneel down beside her and gently slip the pair of pants onto her little legs. "Don't tell your dad, okay?" he said, sighing in relief as he finally buttoned her pants. Evelyn nodded, her mouth full. She had never been so happy to wear pants before.
As Chris stood up, he noticed Nick, walking into the room, his eyes glued to his phone. "Are you guys done?" he asked, looking up and, noticing the half-eaten candy in Evelyn's hand. But before Chris could respond, Nick's expression turned sour. " Chris what the hell are you doing?!" he whispered-yelled. "Giving her candy!? she had like three bags this morning!"
"Shut up, Nick," Chris hissed back, "I was just trying to get her to wear some pants." He looked at Evelyn, who was still munching on the candy, Nick rolled his eyes but didn't argue. Chris. sighed, turning to Evelyn, ready to take the rest of the candy away from her. But before he could, An ear-piercing scream filled with terror rang out through the house.
Evelyn had dropped the candy, clutching her hands to her mouth, tears streaming down her face. Chris and Nick exchanged confused glances before rushing to her side. "Evie, what's wrong?" Chris asked, panic rising in his voice. 
"DADDY!" Evelyn screamed, pointing behind them. Chris and Nick turned around to see their brother, Matt, standing in the doorway looking confused. " Chris took my candy!" she cried, pointing accusingly at her uncle.
"Hey!" Chris snapped his head back to his niece" trying to defend himself. "She was the one stuffing her face with it!" Nick chimed in, half-heartedly siding with Chris. "And you had plenty of other candy!" Evelyn, however, was having none of it. She continued to cry, pointing at Chris.
 Matt, looking more confused than ever, stepped into the room. Evelyn walked to his side, making grabby hands at him. "Daddy, Chris is being a meanie," she whined. "He took my candy!"
Chris rolled his eyes. "Oh, my fuck-"
"Chris!" Nick yelled, interrupting whatever was about to come out of his mouth. 
"He's just jealous because he's not as cute as you, Evelyn." Nick sighed hoping she would stop. The little girl smiled up at her uncle and flipped her hair before giving Chris a nasty look.
"Kid I swear to-"
"Chris" Matt warned, raising an eyebrow. "Evie, honey, you know you can't eat all that candy, right?" He asked her. She nodded, still looking a bit upset. "Well, why don't you put the rest of it away for later, and we can find something else for you to eat, okay?" Matt suggested, reaching out to take the rest of the candy from her. She hesitated for a moment but then handed it over to her father.
Chris couldn't help but feel a bit relieved as he watched the interaction between Matt and Evelyn. He glanced at Nick, who looked like he didn't care about any of this. 
Suddenly, they heard a knock on the door.
"I'll get it," Nick said, walking over to the door and opening it. He wasn't expecting anyone, and he definitely didn't expect to see who was standing there. His eyes widened in surprise as he took in the beautiful woman before him. She had long, flowing hair that cascaded down her back in waves, and she was wearing a stunning olive green dress that hugged her curves in all the right places. A white lace parasol was draped over her arm. Her eyes were piercing through him, as she smiled coyly. 
"Hello! Is this the Sturniolo household ?" the beautiful woman asked, her voice smooth and melodic.
Nick glanced back at the woman. He cleared his throat and managed to respond, "Yeah, um, yeah, it is. Can I help you?" He asked.
"Nick why is it taking so long?" a voice from behind him asked. He turned around to see his brother, Chris, standing there, looking annoyed, but when he saw who Nick was talking to, his expression changed to surprise and then amusement.
She smiled at him, before turning her attention back to Nick. "I'm here to see Mr.Matthew Sturniolo. Is he around?" she asked, tilting her head to the side. Her index finger rested on her pursed lips, as she pretended to be deep in thought.
Nick looked at her curiously, before glancing back at Chris. "Um, yeah, he's actually right here," he said, signaling for Chris to call Matt.
"MATT!" Chris shouted, making Nick physically cringe at the volume. His brother rolled his eyes before turning back to the woman. She smiled politely at Nick, her gaze curious and unblinking. 
"what's up ?" Matt asked, walking up behind his brother, and noticing the woman standing at the door. His jaw almost hit the floor.
"Oh, hello there," she said, her voice as smooth as silk. "I'm the new babysitter, the name's y/n." 
"Holy shit..."
"excuse me ?" Y/n raised an eyebrow.
"I said hello" Matt stuttered, clearing his throat as he regained his composure, making Nick snort. 
"I was told I'd be working for the Sturniolo family. You must be the father, Mr.Matthew?" She held out her hand, her posture confident and balanced.
"Ah, yes. Yes, I'm Matt" Matt replied, taking her hand and shaking it firmly. "And these are my brothers, Nick, and Chris" He gestured to the two people who were both staring at the woman with matching smiles.
"Nice to meet you all" Y/n smiled, looking at each of them in turn. "I understand that I'll be taking care of little Evelyn from now on?"
Matt nodded, still a bit taken aback by her presence. He gestured for her to come in, and she walked past them into the house, her heels clicking softly on the hardwood floor. "Make yourself comfortable"
"Daddy?!" Evelyn's voice echoed through the house, as she ran into the living room, her tiny hands full of toys. She stopped short when she saw the tall woman standing there, and her big blue eyes widened in awe.
"Princess" The little girl whispered, eyes still wide, as she slowly walked towards the new woman. "Who... who are you?" she asked shyly, looking up at her. Y/n knelt down to be at the little girl's level and smiled warmly at her.
"It's nice to meet you, I'm your new babysitter, y/n. I'm going to take really good care of you from now on, okay?" Evelyn nodded slowly, still eyeing her with curiosity. "Would you like to show me some of your toys?" she asked, gesturing to the toys in Evelyn's tiny hands. The little girl's face lit up, and she happily began to show her all of her favorite things.
In the background, Nick and Chris exchanged glances, still in disbelief over the new babysitter. Matt smiled to himself, thinking that she seemed perfect for the job. Not only was He confident that Evelyn would be in good hands with her, but he also couldn't deny that he was enjoying the view.
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mattsrod · 2 months
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this girls aunt is friends with Mary Lou and omg look at the texts im not even joking i started bawling I NEED TO GO TO SLEEP.
MARY LOU SAYING "they just hit 6million on youtube" IM CRYING AGAINNN
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xoxo4chrisss · 1 month
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𝙎𝙣𝙖𝙥𝙨 𝘾𝙝𝙧𝙞𝙨 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙤𝙛 𝙪 (𝙬𝙝𝙞𝙩𝙚 𝙜𝙛)
warning:suggestive
✧°📞‧。𖦹°‧🤍‧°𖦹 。‧ 📞°✧ ✧°🤍‧。𖦹°‧📞‧°𖦹 。‧ 🤍°✧ 
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hi little grimaces
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mattsturnioloarchive · 3 months
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That scene was so, SO CUTE that I'll never get over it
(now I want Matt as my boyfriend, tying my shoelaces 🥹)
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freshloveforthefit · 2 months
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Nick is on the Zach Sang show tomorrow!
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Via sturnioloteam on Instagram
For anyone needing the times :
7-9pm est/4-6pm pst for twitch live tomorrow
Usually uploads the interview to Zach Sang YouTube channel around 10am est/7am pst the following day
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redz0nez9 · 1 month
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Nick Sturniolo pt 5 & Dude if I was a guy I would be all over him.. respectfully.
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freshlove-sturn · 3 months
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experience
part 1
matt sturniolo x reader
a/n: surprise 😋
summary: y/n heads off to college in a few weeks. the only problem? she knew next to nothing about any physical interactions. no sex. no kisses. nothing. so what happens when her best friend, matt, knows just the way to fix her dilemma?
reader pov
“matt i don’t even know what to pack” i look up at matt, who was laying on my bed, throwing my hands down in defeat as i sat with my suitcase open, clothes scattered all over the floor.
“i think you’ve got a good start.” he gestures to the items that were neatly folded inside the suitcase.
“this is stressful.” i sigh, rubbing my hands down my face.
“you’ll be alright. i promise” he assures me. i roll my eyes.
“you don’t know that.” i retort.
“yes i do. i wouldn’t promise you if i didn’t. what about it is stressing you out?” he turns his phone down and adjusts his position on the bed to completely face me.
“all of it.” i reply bluntly.
“well can you be more specific so i can at least try to help you?” matt questions.
i really didn’t want to tell him one of the main reasons why i was stressed out. i’m not even sure if “stress” is the word for it.
truth be told, i’m the most inexperienced person i know. i’ve never had a boyfriend. i’ve never kissed anyone. i’ve never had sex. nothing.
and now in a few weeks i was getting thrown right into college life.
i’d be lying if i said i didn’t feel insecure about it. i knew that everyone around me was going to have at the very least a kiss under their belt. not me though.
there was going to be a whole new display of men at my disposal, and along with that, a whole new group of pretty, experienced girls.
i felt pathetic.
but how could i admit to my childhood best friend that i was stressed out about going to college because i was a virgin? that i had never felt the touch of a man?
but it was matt. i told matt everything. always have. always will.
without even thinking, i blurt “i’m a virgin.”
“what?” matt’s eyes widen at my confession.
“i’ve never had sex. i’ve never been kissed. i’ve never even had a boyfriend, matt. i feel like a child.” i explain, matt’s eyes never leaving mine.
“you don’t have to have done any of those things to be ‘cool’ y/n/n.” his voice was soft and reassuring.
“that’s easy for you to say matt. you have girls practically worshipping the ground you walk on just for a chance with you.” he didn’t get it. he has had girlfriends. he has had kisses. he’s had sex. i didn’t have that.
“who’s to say you don’t have guys doing the same for you?” he raises an eyebrow at me.
“oh really? name one.” i insist.
“oh i can name several. brandon jones bought you 12 of those goofy ass over priced roses that student council was selling for valentine’s day and asked you to prom. you turned down all of his advances. 8th grade, when we were playing spin the bottle in nate’s basement, aiden griffin begged you to play, and when you said no, he didn’t play either.” he holds up a finger for each boy he recalls.
“that’s only two. plus, i hate roses and i always go to dances with you. and also, i didn’t exactly want to have my first kiss with anyone on your hockey team.” i defend.
“you didn’t let me finish.” he hushes me. “jack waters asked you out 4 times and you said no every. single. time.”
“okay okay i get it” i grumble, praying he would shut up.
he was right. i never even gave anyone a chance. it was my fault i had such a lack of experience. there was plenty of opportunity.
which is why i wasn’t even sure why i was sitting here, wallowing in self pity over things i could’ve done ages ago had i not rejected any boy who showed interest in me. until now, guys and everything that came along with that just didn’t seem like a priority to me. i had my best friend, who treated me perfect, and that was enough for me. matt would be there any time a boy made me cry. he would hold me and tell me that they aren’t worth my time, that i deserved the world. i whole heartedly believed anything that came out of his mouth, which i can only assume is partially to blame for my ridiculous standards.
matt treated me like a princess. matt tied my shoes when i was little and didn’t know how, matt was patient when i was learning how to ride my bike without training wheels, matt would eat the green and purple skittles because he knew i only liked the red and orange, matt knew the sidewalk rule, matt covered the edge of the table with his hand when i would drop something underneath so i wouldn’t hit my head when i came back up, matt went all out for my birthday each year, matt had gotten me flowers and chocolate for valentine’s day every year since we were 7. matt did it all.
matt was the best friend i could ever ask for.
he would do anything for me.
which was exactly why, despite my outward reaction, i wasn’t at all surprised by this proposal.
“what if i helped you? i teach you how to do all the things before you got to college so you aren’t going in there blind.”
“like as in-“ i speak slow and unsurely before he cut me off.
“like as in kiss you, have sex with you, what ever you think you need to know before you leave. we can start small and work our way up.” he stares at me intently, as if he was trying to read my face.
“are you sure?” i question.
“if that’s what you want. i want to help you. that’s what friends are for anyway, right? making each other feel good?”
sure, friends are supposed to make each other “feel good”. but by doing friend things.
not sex.
no strings attached though, right? strictly business. people do friends with benefits all the time.
it couldn’t hurt.
matt’s my best friend. he just wants to help me out. friends help each other.
that’s what this is. help.
helping me reach an orgasm.
“nothing has to change between us. we will still be best friends. you don’t have to say yes. if you don’t want to do it, we can just forget thing conversation ever happened alright? i just want you to be comfortable.” he explains.
“deal.” i hold my hand out.
“deal.” he grabs my hand and shakes it.
“but if you’re having doubts, or feelings get involved, or anything goes wrong, we have to cut it off okay?” i narrow my eyes at him. i needed him to know i was serious about our friendship. i could t lose him just because i felt like a helpless virgin.
“got it” he nods.
“so, when should this whole thing start?” i cock my head to the side.
matt leans down from his position on my bed, places his hand on my cheek and slowly leans in.
“here.” he says as his lips ghost over mine.
before i say a word, our lips connect. my eyes go wide for a second before i relax into the kiss. his lips were just as soft as they looked.
i was having my first kiss.
with my best friend.
holy fuck.
a/n: I HOPE YALL LIKE THIS AHH. i’m kind of excited for this series. lmk how you’re feeling so far 😋😋
taglist: @rac00ns-are-c00l4 @creamoncreamoncream2 @pepsiimaxx @honestlybabymiracle @chrissturnioloswifesblog @eliiii333 @luvmxtt @mattestrella @hearts4chris
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the-witchhunter · 1 year
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Phantom Punk AU: Space Camp
Just a little thing for my Punk AU
Danny has a shirt that says “Space Camp Radicalized Me”
and it’s not a joke. Every so often he’ll pull a random skill out of nowhere that he learned while he was at space camp.
“Danny, Why do you know how to pick locks?” “Space camp.”
“Danny, how do you know how to juggle?” “Space Camp.”
“Since when can you do the splits?” “space camp.”
“How the hell do you know how to hotwire a car?” “Well you see-” “Space camp?” “Space camp.”
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dwntwn-strnlo · 3 months
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good thing i'm a whore for chapstick
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mattsrod · 29 days
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my crush looks like matt with glasses, he listens to tv girl and deftones, he plays guitar, when i sent him a song he added it to his playlist, hes literally so funny but like respectful at the same time and im like being rizzed right now THIS IS NOT A DRILL I PULLED A MATT STURNIOLO CLONE 😊
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xoxo4chrisss · 1 month
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𝙎𝙣𝙖𝙥𝙨 𝙬 𝙈𝙖𝙩𝙩 𝙎𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙤𝙡𝙤 (𝙗𝙛)
warnings:suggestive
✧°📞‧。𖦹°‧🤍‧°𖦹 。‧ 📞°✧ ✧°🤍‧。𖦹°‧📞‧°𖦹 。‧ 🤍°✧ 
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I LOST ALL THE CHANCES W THE GUYS I LIKED
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whore4matt · 2 months
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“You ain’t mine,yet.”
(18+, smut,mommy and breeding kink for prt 2)
LlChristopher was a drug dealer, that much was true. But he was also a damn good friend to those who couldn't afford his products. And that's where she came in. They had an understanding; they were friends with benefits.He'd never thought he'd catch feelings for her, but as time went on, it became harder and harder to ignore the way his heart raced when she walked into his room.Their encounters were always intense, filled with passion and lust. But there was something different about tonight.Christopher couldn't help but wonder if maybe he was starting to develop deeper feelings for her. He pushed the thought away, reminding himself that they were just friends with benefits and nothing more.
Chris’pov
As I watched her undress, my heart raced in his chest. She was beautiful, even without makeup or fancy clothes. Her body was perfect, and he couldn't help but imagine what it would feel like to be inside of her.I grabbed her hips, pulling her closer as their lips met in a fiery kiss. Their naked bodies pressed against each other, and he groaned into the kiss, unable to resist any longer.Chris's hands slid down her back, grabbing her ass cheeks as he deepened the kiss even more. He felt her body tremble slightly against him before she pulled away with a gasp”what the FUCK CHRIS?!” She said to me, being very shocked. At first when I met her as my Customer and I said to keep it a buck and stay friends with benefits but why’d it change now?what was all these feelings I had??
Y/n’s pov
I couldn't believe what was happening. One moment we were just friends with benefits, and the next, he was practically devouring me. My heart raced, and she couldn't deny the heat that pooled between my legs, just getting even more Wetter.Leaning into him, I returned his kiss with equal fervor. His hands roamed over my body possessively, and I moaned softly against his lips. This was dangerous territory; we both knew it. But neither of us could resist any longer.our passionate kisses led to even more intense caresses, and soon they were lost in a blurry vision . Our bodies moved together rhythmically, more hotter. The both of us, seeking the ultimate pleasure.With a groan, Christopher broke the kiss and slowly lowered me onto the bed. His hands roamed over my body once more, tracing every curve and dip. He moved down my side, pushing aside the blankets before returning to her breasts.After he then started biting, kissing and sucking. “fuck…” I moaned. It was getting too heated.I honestly thought he was high but if he was high he couldn’t possibly be like this.he kept picking up and going back down on my breast.”god you have no idea how badly I wanted this ma..” he was grunting and grunting. I couldn’t take no more,I haven’t felt like this in so long and I honestly liked it..
A/n!:I honestly used chai but..needa keep my sturni ppls fed🤭🤭and my first smut fanfic!
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cindylcuwho · 6 days
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my review on space camp wellness lip balm :))
this is all over the place but if you have more questions inbox is open +++ IGNORE MY CAMERA NOT FOCUSING
for starters- some people were saying their orders came with stickers so imagine my disappointment as a sticker collector when i didn’t get one sigh 😔
but like- you can’t see it on camera but i swear the lip balms are actually big like imagine a mozzarella stick almost 🙏🏽😭
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they were kinda hard to take out of the slots so i wouldn’t say keep them in there after every use if you wanna keep it ?
wild cherry 🤍
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smells like jolly ranchers ?? this is my fav out of the three, i truly love the scent- i really like this one my lips were instantly feeling so smooth after it 😭 — 9/10
frosted mint
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smells like mint chip icecream ?? the chapstick in the first pic was mint too and the comparison was CRAZYY ?? space camp smells way better, the mint leaves like that “jus ate mint icecream” type of tingles on your lips — 8/10
juicy watermelon
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the scent is more lighter than the others, but it smells like that red and green hubba bubba gum yk ? this one was tbh smoother than the rest but that could jus be i put the other two on before 😭 — 7/10
shipping - was fast (ordered wednesday, todays a saturday so wait time: three days) put keep in mind i do like in cali so 🤷🏽‍♀️
was it worth $40? tbh if you’re a consumer and a fan yes. personally i’m definitely not disappointed and love all three lipbalms- i think i spent my money good, would probably buy again just not in the near future . but $40 is kinda .. woah ? like if it was around $20 nick baby you would be getting so many more buyers 😭😭
so yes it is worth it, but only if you don’t think about how much you spent and actually enjoy the product- if you’re thinking of buying i say do it- i’m really happy overall :)
but packaging is so cute, i want my fuckin stickers
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freshloveforthefit · 3 months
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Space Camp restock tomorrow !!
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redz0nez9 · 29 days
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Nick Sturniolo pt 6.. Has anyone bought space camp??
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freshlove-sturn · 3 months
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i know i JUST sent a request but if you don't like that one, maybe you could write one where chris and the reader are just friends and there's one day when chris is in a bad mood bc the triplets and the reader had planned to go out, but the reader gets her period and can't go, so chris is just being bitchy towards everyone and matt tells nick "it's probably bc his girlfriend isn't here" and chris debies it; then maybe it gets chris thinking about how much better his day would be is the reader was actually his girlfriend so he could comfort her while she's on her period ? and maybe that motivates him to ask her out ? idk
i hate that i said something so specific, you could take the idea and make it your own if you prefer ! thank you 🩷 :)
philia
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philia (greek)- affectionate love. a type of love that involves friendship. this is the kind of live that friends have for each other. greek philosopher, plato, beloved that philia was stronger than the love that is eros (physical/ sexual desire, passion, lust, and/or romance. the kind of live couples have for each other) he believed that relationships built off of philia and eventually leading to eros were the strongest. friends to lovers.
a/n: i took this request and did my own little spin on it. i hope you like it!! i didn’t really proofread so there’s probably some errors in there, i had to copy and paste this whole thing from screenshots in my camera roll 😭 anyways… enjoy!!
chris pov
i’ve been stressed out all week. between filming and my brand, it’s been getting harder and harder to find time for myself. i’m in dire need of some sort of distraction. i need to get my mind off of everything going on. and in all honesty, there was only one person that could make that possible. y/n.
i’ve been best friends with y/n for as long as i can remember. our moms are best friends, so we’ve known each other since diapers. we have been practically attached at the hip since we could walk. she has always been my person. wanted to get away from my brothers for a bit? i’m texting her to hang out. needed to vent? she’s all ears. advice on an outfit? i’m spending 10 minutes in the mirror trying to take the perfect picture to send to her. hockey or lacrosse game? she’s there cheering me on in the front row wearing my jersey number. she has always been there for me.
today my brothers, myself, and y/n had all planned on hanging out. its our second day back in boston after a month of being in la. we’ve had this planned since the day y/n dropped us off at the airport before we flew back to la. i’ve really been looking forward to it. i haven’t seen y/n in so long. the transition from seeing her everyday to going weeks on end without hearing her laugh, smelling the sweet smell of her perfume that i could never get enough of, and overall just the lack of her presence has been much harder than i’m willing to admit.
my alarm goes off at 8 am. i wanted to make sure i had plenty of time to get ready for today. i groggily reach over to my night stand, my face still buried in my pillows, feeling around for my phone to shut off the blaring sound of my alarm. i finally feel the cool glass of the screen. i pick it up and bring it closer to my face, squinting my eyes at the sudden gleam of brightness beaming from my phone. after i hit stop on my alarm, i notice a text from y\n.
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i know its not her fault. she has no control over that. but couldn’t help but feel a wave of disappointment crash over my chest. this was the one thing i had been looking forward to doing for all of a month and now the one person who was going to make it worth while won’t even be there? great. just my luck. i stick my tongue in my cheek and begin typing a response. careful not to come across as upset. i didn’t want her to feel bad. my reliance on her isn’t her problem and i couldn’t make her feel like it was.
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i roll out of bed and throw on a white t-shirt i had taken off the night before and thrown at the end of my bed. i walk downstairs into the kitchen, opening up the cabinet to grab a cup before slamming it shut.
“what is your deal?” nick asks, who was already sitting at the island in the middle of our kitchen, scrolling on his phone. his brows furrowed with a confused yet annoyed look plastered on his face.
“nothing” i mumble. avoiding eye contact and opening up the fridge. pouring myself a glass of water from the brita.
nick rolls his eyes at my blunt response. not even bothering to entertain the situation further.
“do you know when y/n is coming over or are we just gonna pick her up on our way to the movie?” he asks, changing the subject. unbeknownst to him that his question rubbed salt right in the wound.
“she’s not coming” i reply.
“oh. why not? is she okay?”
“she doesn’t feel good.” i bemoan. “she said she might come around tomorrow”
“aw” nick frowns sympathetically. “i hope she starts feeling better. that sucks.”
“yup” i concluded the conversation. not wanting to talk about it anymore. the more i thought about it the more upset i became.
soon matt comes down the stairs. nick informs him of the situation. he responds with the same soon matt comes down the stairs. nick informs him of the situation. he responds with the same nonchalant 'oh i hope she feels better response that nick had. the same one i'm sure anyone would have. anyone who didn't need her to function that is. i wish i didn't care so much. i didn't know why i did. it's like the betrayed feeling of when your friends texts you and tells you that they won't be at school. except it was ten times worse. growing up it had always been no y/n, no chris. we were like a package deal. invited to a party? only if y/n also got an invite. vacations? i was begging my parents to let her come with us. she is my rock.
when it comes time to leave for the movie, i practically have to drag myself out of the door. i open up the door to the van, get in, and slam it shut.
"dude what is your problem?" matt looks over at me from the drivers seat.
"he's been in a pissy mood all day long. its getting on my nerves nick interjects from the backseat.
“im just tired. we were on a plane all day yesterday and i couldn't sleep" i defend. lying through my teeth. i knew my brothers knew it too.
"you sure it has nothing to do with y/n not being able to make it today?" matt questions.
" don't care that she can't come." i lie. again.
"yeah right" nick scoffs. i look back at him and roll my eyes. he returns the action.
we arrive at the theater and buy our tickets. we get popcorn and soda and find our seats. matt and nick discuss what movies they wanted to see next as the previews play on the big screen in front of us. i say nothing. i just sit there and scroll on my phone. y/n hasn't texted me all day. i knew it was because she wasn't feeling well and she was probably just sleeping. but i couldn't help but feel a shot of jealousy coursing through my body.
"chris get off your phone the movie is starting." nick pushes my phone down.
i could hardly even pay attention to what was happening in the movie. my brain was taken over by the thought of y/n. why can't i stop thinking about her? sure she's my best friend and i thought about her enough as is, but something felt different today. i've never felt like this before. it felt like a brick was stacked on top of my heart. another being added each time i saw something that reminded me of her. anytime her name even crossed my mind, which, was going on about 5 times per second it felt like. it was suffocating. i don't know why i'm feeling like this. i didn't want to know, if i'm being honest. it scared me. more than i’m even willing to admit.
the movie ends and we all get up from our seats. the lights slowly become brighter. the crunch of popcorn under peoples feet as the stepped filled the air.
after we get home, i don't feel like talking. matt and nick were both sitting around at the island in our kitchen, discussing the movie. i head straight for the stairs.
"someone's upset they couldn't see their girlfriend today" nick jokes.
"she's not my fucking girlfriend. i don't care that i
couldn't see her today. i really don't. my life doesn’t revolve around y/n. you guys are being ridiculous." i argue. girlfriend. the word hit me straight in the gut.
"she may not be your girlfriend sure but you wish she was” matt interrupts. there it is again. that feeling. that feeling i wanted to stop being corrupted with. the feeling i couldn't pin down. the feeling of her.
"you're insane” i hiss. turning my back and going up the the stairs and into my bedroom.
i slam the door shut behind me and lay down on my bed. staring at the ceiling. i just wanted to sleep. i didn't want to think about it anymore. but i couldn't.
girlfriend. the thought of y/n being my girlfriend almost suppressed the gut wrenching feeling that was still brewing in my chest. it's like it was almost satisfied. like i almost had it all figured out.
the more i sat in silence, the more my mind overtook me. the more y/n had flooded everything i had inside of me.
just as my eyes grew heavy, and my thoughts began to slow. it hit me.
im in love with my best friend.
i sat straight up in my bed. i check my phone. 2 am.
unlike hours before, this was the first time i wasn't thinking. i race down the stairs and put my shoes on. y/n only lived just down the street. i could get there in less than three minutes. i open the door, the cold butter air instantly hitting me. i didn't care though. i step out and make a bee line to y/ n's house.
her room was on the second story. when we were 12, we hid a ladder underneath her deck. for years i would use it to sneak up to her room late at night just to hang out. i pull out the ladder from underneath her porch. careful not to make too much ruckus, in fear that i would wake up her parents. i set up the ladder right in line with her window in 10 seconds tops. i knew this like the back of my hand. i climbed up the ladder and tapped on her window.
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a gentle tapping on my window pulls my eyes away from my book. it didn't scare me. i knew it was chris. only chris knew how to get up here. only chris knew our secret knock pattern that we came up with all those years ago. but at 2am? in the freezing cold? what did he want? he hadn't even texted me letting me know he was coming. weird.
i threw my legs over the side of my bed and make my way to my window. i pull my curtains aside, unlock the window, and let him in.
"chris what are you doing here? it's 2 am and freezing outside." i question and he steps over the window sill and into my bedroom.
"y/n im in love with you" he breathes heavily. his blue eyes looking down at me with desperation. i felt my heart sink.
"w-what?" i ask. i couldn't believe what i was hearing.
“im in love with you. so undeniably, inevitability, embarrassingly in love with you. i think i always have. just haven't really known what it was j was feeling until now. i love the way you laugh. the way your smile lights up every room you walk into. how kind you are to everyone, even when they don't deserve it. i love the way-“ he rambles and i cut him off.
“chris-“ he doesn't stop talking.
“-i love the way you do your hair. i love the color of your eyes. i love how you dress. i love-" i cut him off again.
"chris!" i raise my voice louder this time. needing his attention.
he stops talking and looks at me. waiting for me to speak.
i take a deep breath.
"i have a boyfriend.”
to be continued...
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