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btsareyandere · 5 years

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Duty

Yandere jin

Warnings - Violence, non-consensual acts, mentions of a gun. (Don't read on if you are triggered by any of these)

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Jin was in his office most of the day today, just like every other day this week. You’re semi-used to spending time alone but usually, he isn’t even in the house which means you’re able to get away with the odd conversation with the staff or relaxing in some of his sweatpants, an item of clothing you’re prohibited from wearing.

Jin is pretty old fashioned and believes that as his wife, you should be presentable at all times. A full face of makeup goes on in the morning and doesn’t get removed until you go to bed. He likes your clothes to be neat and coordinated and of course, he has to pick them or at least have the final say.

So, you spend the day twiddling your thumbs yet again, only getting up the courage to bother him around lunchtime.

You hesitantly knock on the door and await a response

“Yes,” his melodic voice calls out from behind the wedge of oak that separates the two of you.

You wipe the sweat from your palms onto your dress and reach out for the handle, twisting it slowly and stepping inside.

“Jin” you mutter.

“Baby! What’s wrong? Why are you in here?” he closes his computer and leans back in his chair. His eyes are hooded and accusing despite that fact that you’ve done nothing wrong.

“Nothing’s wrong. I’m just bored and wondered if you had time to do something with me or if I can go out with one of the staffs?”

He remains as he is but raises an arm and crooks a finger at you in a come-hither motion. You immediately obey and trot over to where he sits in his leather chair as if he’s the king of all he sees.

“Tell me” he begins.

“Do you think a man as important and busy as I am, can just stop what he’s doing because his wife is bored?” he pauses and waits for you to answer.

“I guess not”

“you guess not? Well, how about this one. Do you think its right to be asking your husband if he’s okay with being replaced as the person to take his wife on outings? Because that’s what you were asking for.”

His voice gets lower and lower, straining as he continues to speak through the frustration that clearly builds within him.

“That’s not what it is though. Jin, I was only asking. That’s all.”

He reaches out and slaps your cheek almost effortlessly and as though it were a huge inconvenience to him.

“Watch Your tone y/n. How hard is it for you to just do your job as a wife and wait patiently for me?”

You force yourself to give a submissive smile and step backwards “I’m sorry baby, I’ll go now”.

As you turn to leave, jin grips your wrist and prevents you from taking any further steps.

“I didn’t dismiss you. Look at me”

You do as you’re told and turn to face him, “I’ve been stressed this past week and your attitude has been adding to it. I want you tonight, so I can release some tension, make sure you’re ready. Now go”

He drops your arm and waves you off like a pet but you don’t go, jin has never arranged intimacy before, it’s typically an in the moment thing and when the both of you want it.

This is new and you’re not sure you like it.

“Jin, I don't want to tonight.”

His head snaps up as he stands to look down on you and remind you of your place.

“Did you just refuse me?”

You hold your hands to your chest as the small of your back presses painfully into the edge of the desk.

“Not...sort of I suppose. Not entirely, I’m just saying not tonight. You can't just tell me when to be ready....jin, I don’t want you right now”.

His pupils expand to full capacity, engulfing his irises right in front of you.

Through gritted teeth, he begins to argue “I can tell you to be ready whenever I want. I’m in charge here, in fact, I’m in charge everywhere”.

You lick your dry lips and press your hands to his chest to keep him away, a gesture that he ignores.

“I could have the guards and the maids on all fours and willing to take me if I told them to and it’s not even their duty. It is yours though as my wife. Turn around”.

He’s somehow even closer than he was before, despite the defence that you had put up to prevent it.

Tears are smoothly gliding down your cheeks and dripping onto your clothes, showing him just how upset this makes you but once again, jin disregards it all.

“Jin please don’t. I’ll get ready for tonight, I’m sorry I said no”

He huffs before gripping your hips and spinning you around to bend your body over the furniture. His hand rests on the side of your face to keep it pressed against the cold wood.

You whimper and start to panic, Jin has never been soft and gentle but he’s never been this close to forcing himself on you. You screw your eyes closed and try to block out whatever comes next.

Jin senses your anxiety but cares very little for how you’re feeling right now, you need to be reminded of your place in this relationship and he is needy, he figures why not combine the two. Once you go still and limp under him, he steps back to rid himself of his tie before moving quickly to unhook his belt and lower his pants.

“Baby girl, this could have gone so much easier if you would have listened to me in the first place. I’m not a cruel man, but it is your place as my wife to be available to me. You’re expected to tend to each and every one of my needs.”

You hear the zipper on his suit trousers lower followed by the ruffling of material. You begin to cry silently and fidget on the table top. The only thing in your line of sight is your marriage certificate, the one jin keeps framed and hung above the fireplace next to his desk. It’s the document that reminds you of your tie to him, of the day that you walked down the aisle, not with your father, but with a guard. The day you were met at the end by jin and the only faces there were those of his family, proud to see their precious Jin finally settling down and becoming a man.

“You need to think yourself lucky y/n. I have staff who do a lot of the things a wife is meant to do-” he cuts himself off to spit on the end of his ever-hardening dick. You flinch at the sound and press your thighs together; this isn't what you want.

“- so really, all you have to worry about is doing as you’re told. Life couldn’t be simpler”.

Now he’s almost prepared, he takes the hem of your dress and folds it up to rest on your back before returning to your rear and slipping his fingers under the band of your underwear.

“spread your legs and let me take these off” he orders.

You can’t do it though, you’ve been holding yourself still in this position since he bent you over and your body and mind are locked into place, completely rigid and determined to refuse him entry.

His fingers dig painfully into the flesh of your thighs and forces you to part them anyway. You cry out at the assault and push yourself up so your back is to his chest.

“Get down!” he yells, forcing you back into place so roughly that your teeth bite the end of your tongue when your chin hits the hard surface.

Blood and tears mix together when you wearily turn your head to the side and all you can think of now is how much you resent this man. It sends you crazy when you think of all the ways he controls, owns and possesses you. The right to choose when he enters your body was the only thing you had left and now it’s gone, your heart is plummeting and you wonder if it'll fall too far for someone to retrieve it.

A guard had been alerted by Jin’s shouting and, unaware of your presence in the room, rushes in to make sure his boss is okay.

“Boss, I'm coming in” the broad man announces as he enters, hand hovering over his gun in case he needs to use it.

“Oh,” he says when he sees what's going on.

You twist your neck and rest your bruised chin on the desk, straining your eyes to look up and plead with him to help you.

Jin strokes the top of your head for a second before finally taking off your underwear as he speaks to his staff.

“Don’t worry, nothing is wrong. I’m just teaching my baby some manners....”

You feel him align himself with your entrance, preparing to enter a pussy that is far too dry to take him properly. You both know this but you're the only one in distress about it.

You and the guard lock eyes as jin places a hand on both of your shoulders to hold you in place and tears into you.

A dry scream is all you can produce, the pain and fear have rendered you speechless and your throat incapable of producing sounds. The image of the man in front of you turns blurry as your eyes fill with tears of betrayal and helplessness but drain of life and light.

“there... I’m in” Jin breathes out once he’s successfully pushed into the hilt despite your body's natural protests and the lack of lubrication.

He looks up at the man who has clearly forgotten that he is staring and clears his throat, “you can leave now. I’m fine, I'm just doing my duty as a responsible husband. Get out!”

The bald man frowns apologetically at you before bowing to Jin and hurrying to leave the room in search of something that may bring him some comfort. As tough as these men are, it’s hard to watch you being degraded in this manner, it's almost enough to break them.

“settle down and relax, my love. Once you do, it’ll feel good for the both of us”

He pulls out slowly and it feels as though you’re being torn apart.

Jin looks down at the spot where the two of you meet and sees that a small amount of blood is the only thing that is currently providing lubrication and so once again, he fills his mouth with saliva and allows it to drop onto his length before he slips back inside.

Your heaving underneath him, dry retching each time his cock fills you up and retreats. The process is getting easier each time he does it as your body begins to respond in the way he wants and it makes you sick, you hate yourself almost as much as him.

You loathe him, right down to the bitter core, you detest him but to feel your body reacting to his touch, to feel yourself getting wetter and wetter brings you the most complex and intense feeling of despair.

Aside from the occasional sob from you, the wet sounds of sex and his low grunting, silence prevails. It fills the room and smothers the fire that was once roaring fiercely in the fireplace when you came in here. It’s suffocating but so is jin’s ‘love’ for you and you are helpless to get away from either of them.

Jin rocks himself back and forth endlessly, using your body as an object to pleasure himself until he nears his peak. The closer he gets, the harsher he thrusts.

Your legs shake through fatigue, your spirit is dying and nothing inside you wants to continue functioning, if you had the choice right now, you would cease to exist and voluntarily slip into nothingness from which you could never return.

Jins breathing halts and you know that’s his giveaway, just before he cums, jin always hold his breath.

“Shit y/n” he grumbles into your back as he releases inside of you. The initial spurt of hot cum feels like normal, it's warm and thick but as he pulls out and continues to spread his seed along your walls, the fire that was robbed from the hearth, comes alive inside of you and burns the sensitive flesh of your vagina.

He stands to full height and wipes his sleeve across his forehead, watching as you struggle to remain the way he left you.

“it really didn’t need to be this serious. All you have to do is obey me. Why do you keep forgetting this?”

You shrug, something he doesn’t usually allow but when he looks down and sees his white substance streaked with the brightest red as it begins leaking from you, he softens and pulls your dress down to cover your dignity.

“I don’t want you to hate me. So how about you go clean yourself up and we’ll take that outing that you wanted?”

You lean into him as he helps you up, it's nice to feel how soft his touch can be, how it usually is. You nod your head and let him turn you around to place a few chaste kisses across your face.

“go change then, my beautiful girl. Put some trousers on, a dress wouldn’t serve you well right now”

Again, you nod, your cold, dead eyes staring at his chest, just watching the way it rises and falls, imagining how you might feel if one day that rhythm stopped and never started up again.

Jin sees the exhaustion seeping from you and takes you into his arms, “Here, I'll carry you to the bedroom. Take a few minutes to rest before cleaning yourself. I’ll even lay out some clothes for you so don’t worry about that”.

As he begins to walk to the bedroom, his eyes are on you the whole time, taking in your demeanour and trying to judge your state of mind.

“Y/N.....Baby look at me. There you are, there's my baby. I want you to know and to never doubt or forget......that I love you”.

Your head drops back down, your chin touches your chest as you continue to internally ask yourself just one thing...

…. how can this be love?

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